Tiring dae its fine.. U can live through it.. Sadly, got to add on.. hurt-ed.. Whoo hoo, yeah.. almost gonna head to bed kind of mode and there goes a call from mummy.. "joyce~!!!! dadd'ie comp.." Every single time something ends up wrong wif the comp, its me.. The blame gets shifted to me.. Mean okay.. Wanna blame den, okie.. Pretty used to dat.. It was always me anyways.. get it fixed fer u toOo.. Whar.. Times u wonder knowing toOo much stuff could be good.. Offering solution but times, no one listens.. Aiyo.. Shows how significant u are at times.. When everyone's moods turn not toOo good and u become the best person to rant it on.. Thankfulli, I've always someone called God to bunk on.. Whine and whine to him or turn to internet mummy.. =) U'll feel blessed alreadi and it makes everything.. Just one of those days..

I just wished she didn't use that 2 words on me.. Dat look and words, hoo.. pretty a blow.. Oh well, forget it.. remembering wad jojo told me when I asked her after waiting fer someone fer almost like 3 hours I think.. "Dun u ever get angry?".. The best answer one could get.. "Why bother to get angry, mean the time is alreadi wasted, sOoO Why get angry" Whoa, I was real impressed by that answer.. Guess the same thing could be applied here.. Wad's done been done, cannot be undone.. SoOo well, just try to get over it and rant it over on the blog fer myself instead of anione cause wun be fair to dat person mar.. SoOo yeah.. Throw it over my head.. I'll put it down here lar.. =) Some way or another, it makes u smile more at the end of the dae.. Feeling happier in a way.. U probably made someone feel better or maybe either helped them reflect on wad they did before they slp.. *sigh* Having not much "battery" life alreadi, times things dun reallie go in ur way eh?.. Oh well, onli can say and pray that they'll be God and thankful that he is around to make sure u'll get over these things.. =)

Been on slacking mode these couple of days ever since the Christmas mood.. harhar.. Till yesterdae whereby I started doing my tutorials u noe u've been rather lazee.. harhar.. SoOo glad u slowly picked the pattern up of doing work once more cause it gets rather tempting not doing anything and living ur days like dat.. Harhar..

Apparently, there was loads on my mind to blog actualli.. Rite from last weekend, had loads of stuff to write.. But it always ended up these past few nites, harhar.. Doing some stuff either doing it half way and I fall off to lalaland.. harhar, times wif the stuff all over the bed, and I'll just probably head to bed the same position I went to lalaland, rite till daybreak breaks and I'm most likely in da same position lar.. harhar..

Well, wad I've been keepin myself busy is making suprises fer the ppl dearest to me lar.. harhar.. *grins*.. yeap, creating suprises and trying to work on the stuff i've promised.. But have yet gotten it up.. Shopping fer gifts fer my dearie cousins, Jasmine and Caroline.. Mummy and onne.. Oppa's got his alreadi.. hahar.. Just recalled where I went last thursdae nite out wif Cheryl, had a good sharing session.. Chit CHattin getting to noe and get to understand each other much better.. Was pretty suprised how I could open up to her.. hahar.. Well, God definitelly has his touch to everything.. He has always been.. Harhar.. Thru every small things he does fer u everydae, simply makes his presense felt.. Harhar.. *rings a bell*.. He's always there.. Yeap.. Yeap.. And as fer last Fridae, moi went to IKEA.. How on earth can I ever forget.. harhar.. Getting gifts fer da fans I've gotten to noe over the net.. On both boards, I wish I could get my gift over to those overseas one.. But aiyo.. postage is probably gonna pull me off.. And hence, i'll just think of something.. harhar, its gonna be a busy nite on the eve of christmas.. harhar.. Wish there wasn't skool.. harhar, soOo now u gotta manage heading to skool, back.. Tutorials and doing all the things you love to do most all da the same time.. harhar.. Sounds like I'm fully utilising my full 24 hrs that God has soOo blessed me wif.. harhar, well, this week, I went back to God's house toOo after being away fer like 2 weeks.. harhar, last week was due to some lame flu.. And being back to his place, he has once again blessed the church wif a group from Downtown, Aussieland if I'm not wrong, and had a great time of worship.. Though I onli attended like the handful of songs, i felt God's touch dat dae.. harhar.. It was great.. =)

SoOo well, time flies and as fer todae.. it was pretty cool toOo.. harhar, well, its alreadi the 3rd week of skool wor.. harha, getting to noe the new mates better.. harhar.. The group of us, Shili, Alvin and Zhimin hitched a ride from Kim Khoon's car.. harhar, cool.. Makes me all hyped up to get my own transport.. harhar.. 2 wheeler first I guess.. Something reachable.. harhar.. WEll, its gonna be one of the resolutions fer next yr.. harhar.. BOut the parents part, I guess I'll just leave it all up to the one up there lar.. harhar.. It was pretty fun, time doing and sharing our project.. my first project seriously, where I had a group meeting which had like more den 2 ppl.. It was always me and Emily back den.. Well, she was actualli all dat one nided in a grp toOo.. =) Wad else happened.. harhar, oh yeah.. Internet mummy called~! Harhar, cannot believe it and it took me quite a while to register in my head hu "lili" was.. Cause my mom at home was called one, but the hightlight of the part came when i realised.. "why on earth will mom call my mobile cause she's at home~!".. harhar, yeah.. Dat was how blur I got.. Thank God I heard my phone.. harhar, cause the ringer on my phone is pretty redundant.. Harhar, got it changed to something real loud.. harhar.. I was in front of the desktop where I got her call.. harhar.. SoOo sweet and of course a pleasant suprise.. She's got a cute voice~! Hahrar.. ^^

Okie, and had a pretty late chat wif her before she went off to laland.. harhar, my turn soOn after completing the tutorial fer tml's dae.. hoo hoo.. Long dae tml.. Better go catch some more slp as I can.. harhar.. Otherwise reallie gonna become some kind of panda bear.. harhar.. And this typing off the lappy keyboard is rather addicting.. harhar.. Cause kind of used to it le.. hahar.. Typing speed has increased significantly wor.. harhar.. Cool~! Lappy roxs fer now.. Learnt how to appreciate it much more as previously ever since "wireless" came in and the whole comp went internet enable.. and U learn how to appreciate real faster processing in the starting up time and try to maintain the comp in dat condition.. harhar.. It just keeps getting better fer me.. ahrhar, can't do without it nowadays.. my life.. Which is music, its all in there.. =) Listening to Wheesung.. Fly To The Sky.. And more.. Once in a while, play the old discs of Min Jong oppa and all.. My room has indeed become the place to be.. harhar.. more reasons to stay at home~! Hahrar..

Wharhar.. Time kind of flies.. oOoPs.. Correction.. It actualli flies alreadi.. Things at skool are picking up.. And I do better hope my accounting rings a bell, and starts recollecting dat back recon stuff.. harhar, i'm slow in dat.. harhar.. Otherwise, beter start learning how to "float" around wif the current new stuff of work.. Harhar... Prob after christmas and all?.. harhar..

Okie okie.. Enough bout skool.. harhar, well, been heading out pretty often this entire week.. harhar, luxury eh.. harhar.. Yeah, when skool's yet to be at "full-blown", u probably still feel dat life's a luxury.. hahar, well, todae went out to have dinner wif moi cell grp leader, Miss Cheyrl Tean.. hahar.. Boy was it real fun wif her.. Went holland village, walk walk.. First was dat cute Ladeebird slippers she bought.. which was reallie cute lar.. =) Den went looking fer the pet shop which we stayed quite a while in there.. Staring at the doggies.. Seriously fell in love wif the retriver pup and the chihuahua was cute.. hahar.. 2 of us toking to each other and to the dogs.. I think someone saw me seriously thought I was mad man.. Toking.. Staring.. PLaying.. Fidgeting.. harhar.. U noe wad?.. the best part was that the dogs were kept in dat "cubicle", wif a glass pane in front of me.. I was just merely, playing wif the glass pane.. harhar..

SoOo we ate at that good old nice shop which served nice nice chicken.. wadever.. Be it porridge.. Noodles and stuff.. had a plate of Ipoh Hor Fun, and it's been ages since I last ate that lor.. But it was still pretty good.. But a little like drop in standard as to compared to the time I ate it way back den.. Which was like.. Hmm.. Let's say 3-4 yrs back.. harhar, no kidding.. From that same stall lar, I mean.. Den we just simply sat there at the same place and tok and tok and tok.. topic ranges.. harhar, from pretty inside of me, to the things around me and her.. hahar.. Fun fun, reallie had lots of fun toking and laughing sia.. Been quite a while, and Pretty amazed I opened up pretty well toOo.. Probably cause i feel shou3 le lar.. =) chat until I think we lost track of time till omma called me up.. We realised it was 10 pm le.. haha.. I'm scary.. harhar... But well, I think I've let go quite abit, within this week on my mind and toking to her gives the confirmation to the stuff in which i managed.. =)

Okie lar, eyes closing soOon.. Hahrar.. Ntey..

Da dumb dumb computer.. harhar.. Just cleaned da keyboard wif a piece of tissue and it cranked up.. SoOo I had to restart the comp again.. Just moved the comp to my fav place in da whole entire house.. Which is my bed in moi bedroom.. Wif my fav pillow to hug.. Lean on.. Best part.. Looking at my 2 favs.. Dong Gun and Min Jong oppa.. Was simply goggling at Min Jong oppa in da charity show.. Whoa, I think I'm loving guys in long sleeved.. Button up, stripes shirt or not.. I'm in love wif the, now.. Especially Min Jong oppa in it, in WHITE.. Roxs.. Dong Gun oppa, in white is not bad, but he looks way good in BLACK.. See, my "yin and yang".. harhar..

Okie okie, enough bout da 2 guys.. reaching 1am soOon and blogging in a kind of tired mood.. But fret not.. Min Jong oppa's voice just simply roxs me, whenever I feel soOo darn tired of anything.. Larthegic.. He's the answer man.. Think he shall company me tonite.. Just had dinner out wif my cg.. ppl of tp.. hahrar.. yeap.. SoOo bloated.. And I do regret eatin dat Tom Yam seafood soup wif rice.. its soOo yucky.. Made me bloated till now.. harhar.. And made my trip back home.. SoOo kind of tired now.. harhar..

Been a pretty long dae.. And there's one more.. Tml.. But tml will be more slack cause its one lec.. one lab and one tut.. SoOo pretty fair.. Todae was hectic.. harhar.. Thankfulli God pulled me thru the dae.. hoo hoo.. 2-7 pm.. Non stop of lecture.. tutorial and lecture.. hahar.. beat that.. well, GOd's been always true and good fer me.. Blessing me.. Still went pretty alrite.. But its kind of draining at the end of the dae lar.. SoOo gonna go recharge myself soOon..

Kind of happie alreadi.. Cause I think I can finally let it all out and say.. "I'm done wif him alreadi".. harhar, no more pinning hopes.. no more thinkin bout him dat much.. =) SoOo can say.. I'm finally "over" him alreadi.. After a loOong time.. harhar.. Finally stood up.. harhar.. After spending sometime "recovering".. I've recovered.. harhar.. =) Pretty sure cause I felt it todae.. Suddenly not dat feeling anymore.. No more of hopes.. Given up and all.. SoOo yeah.. Its been a long while.. heh heh.. SoOo all in all, its been a tiring dae.. Wanna listen to Min Jong oppa's voice as i head to lalaland and say my prayers.. Nitey.. Its another dae tml.. harhar.. =)

*whoot*.. Well, tyme seriously fly fast and my skool break is over and its all back to skool wif a new purpose.. Agenda wif a new class and all.. Sounds all cool, cause in a way, the change of ppl u're working wif gives u a chance to know more person and also give u a "fresher" feeling in anticipation of the projects and assignments given to u.. Keeping a postive outlook dat things hopefulli is gonna turn out all well lar.. =)

Getting used to the change in the lifestyle.. Heading back to skool once more.. harhar, which means its less time of goggling on my favourite.. harhar, actalli I can still do it fer now but da onli thing that hinders me doing it is somehow, the fatigueness that I've been having probably bout this whole week throughout.. Which is causing me to sleep in real early at nite, after surfing and all.. Its sleep.. Wif 2 more tutorials to work on and I'm currently, in this mode of sleepiness.. Goodness.. This ain't good at all.. harhar, plus a good old cough and a flu.. It "kills", making me feel all good to go to slp any time.. aIyo.. Do hope I get over it real fast man.. Its soOo larthegic man.. Practically feel tired.. *sigh* Wan the hyper me.. harhar, the one dat makes u feel u can do a thousand and one things in a dae.. harha.. Can't do it rite now.. SoOo depriving.. harhar.. *God.. Help me ^^ * Get this over and done wif..

Oh well, this week's pretty cool.. Harhar, the onli time in the whole sem when u get to head to skool fer lessons fer a mere one hr and get dismissed after dat.. harhra.. how's dat.. yeah, its onli fer a week though.. Tryin to adapt to the new timing of getting up [well, not reallie cause I did wake up pretty early].. Getting used to skool life all over lar.. Its a nice feelin in a way toOo lar.. But thinkin of papers and tests and all puts me off in a way.. But u noe.. Nothing comes without stress.. harhar...

Oh well, flu's pretty bad.. hahar, wif eyes of a sleepyhead.. Just went out wif my buddiezZz.. haha, Vanessa and Hwee Boon to Jurong IMM to watch Wilber.. [wharhar.. wad frenz we are to company ah boon~!].. Well, good to catch up wif each other after quite some time of not seeing each other.. Had chat and laughter.. Harhar.. when I said.. [while walking down the street..] "I kind of miss the good old days..] harhar, and they agreed to lar.. Things has kind of changed fer us, but the familiarity of each other.. And how we just feel at ease wif each other is something dat doesn't change and I think, its one thing dat is worth to treasure lar.. of course on top of the frenship which the 4-5 of us treasure it.. As one of our no1 impt things.. harhar.. Fer me is no2-3.. harhar, cause God takes first place lar.. harhar.. =) Had fun.. hee hee..

Wad else has happened.. Which I think dat God has blessed me wif is a time of meeting up wif both old and new frenz.. Wonderful week as I sat on the bus back home just now as I came home.. Puts a smile on my face once mroe.. =) Met up wif Dong GUn oppa's fans too.. Besides Khim, I've come to learn about one mroe fan thru Khim.. Wei Yin.. =) Had a great time chatting together wor.. SoOo well, its pretty a good time catching up wif all good and new frenz.. hee hee..

Okie lar, guess I'll head to bed after I'm done wif this.. After getting the sms from Aunty Chris dat I'm down fer projection tml morning.. Head to bed early and hopefully have this flu cured soOon.. *sigh* Okie, dat's all fer now.. nitey..

Noe wad, time has just flown me by.. 2 months has passed me by and soOn, is a yeah.. Its reallie fast and a year is gonna past me by.. A year after secondary school.. A new life.. [yeap..], brand new set of thinkin but a same part of me still grows inside of me..

Looking bak on the fun times I reallie had back at Henderson, lights up a smile on my face todae once more on my way home on the bus listening to Min Jong oppa's 3rd album and wif the weather in a colder mode.. Everything was worth a little think of.. reminiscence.. Hwee Boon, Janna, Vanessa, Jin Hui, Ling Li, Yong Leng, Suresh and Fraser.. Whole bunch of us.. Real cool..

Its a new semester now once more.. Thinkin back on the ppl I met and established relationships wif dun seem that close.. harhar.. Somehow.. And its all back to finding dat hole which fits me once more.. harhar.. =) I've searched, but new environment.. U can still keep around the ones u made and had fittings wif and carry on and make more.. harhar.. I dread.. THe first week.. First few months where everything seems to be crawling and u getting used to it.. Switching to the environment.. new timetable.. Tiring wor.. harhar... but it is such an eye opener..~!

Harhar, well, maybe been thinking toOo much on my way home.. harhar, as usual.. i just love doing it on the bus and especially when u're listenin to songs and those scenes just play in ur head like some kind of tape.. U noe the tune and the all familliar pictures.. Waiting to unfold like a movie u've seen upteen times.. Harhar.. Yeah..

Well, the one solitary source of my comfort will always be God up there.. Thank him fer making todae such a lovely weather though cold as it may be slightly and making todae a dae which I somehow got thru.. harhar, wif 5 hrs of break and surving everything.. hahar.. its still nice to enjoy it.. harhar.. Wadever dat is installed fer me.. i'll just hold on to my faith on him and trust in him fer everything dat he is gonna do.. Fall as u may be, he'll pick u up and make u soar on eagles wings.. "Even youths grow tired and weary, but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.. " I love dat verse soOo very much from Isiah.. Currently enjoyin the breeze coming from the window.. Nothing beats that.. harhar.. Listening to Min Jong oppa will be soOo cool.. BUt a change change around the songs, brings out a differerent mood.. =)

Just realised todae on the bus, dat my ears are just stuck to Min Jong oppa or wad.. He's cds and albums is one u can listen over and over week in and out.. I just bought the "Fly to The Sky", I like it.. but once more, it doesn't last fer weeks and weeks.. harhar.. I'm just soOo amazed at Min Jong oppa's albums.. And dat's the marvel and beauty of it.. U'll start off wif him once more..

Okie okie.. SoOo much soOo.. Tired.. Gonna slp now.. Nitey.. wake up earlie and do wadever it is nided again.. After a nice chat wif internet mom.. Harhar.. SoOo cool..

Darn it.. I dunnoe wad's up wif this lappy.. hahar, I'm doing this entry.. Getting in the mood, and dang.. It all disappeared.. Fer one thing, blogger doesn't have any functions which at least help u to trace wad u last wrote or something.. Duh.. Forget it..

Well, I'm sitting in front of the window, in front of the comp, on a rainy nite.. Wif songs played thru the comp and having a cup of nestum, it is a great feeling on top of it all cause I am in the comfort of my room.. Love it.. Thank you God~! hahrar.. =)

Oh yeah, was toking about how fast time flies back on the soompi's board wif jojo and flossie all saying it.. time reallie flies and its day after day.. And week after week to month after month and soOon.. Its a year.. Has passed u by.. Well, it is good to always reflect on wad u've been doing this one year and tell urself wad u've should and shouldn't and all.. Well, best part of it all I think it is to stop and ponder and give thanks to God fer all he has done fer me.. He DEFINITELY has done l o a d s and well, can't stop counting the blessings he has blessed me wif.. Thank you God.. =)

Tok about Min Jong oppa.. Harhar, on a simliar experience wif Flossie as she said she's got to noe more of Min Jong oppa and its pretty much the same fer me.. Getting to noe Min Jong oppa round March this year and well, it wasn't much of his looks dat took me to him but it was his voice.. his songs.. Which has touched me, his lyrics.. There's always a sense of connection somehow, u dun noe wad in the world is he ever singing, cause I dun understand dat load of korean, but u find comfort in his songs [of course along wif God, u'll find comfort toOo lar..] but he helps in the process of.. He's songs has brought me through the downest of days and on days which u just nid a perk up or just someone to listen to.. Simply to let ur feelings go.. And open up ur heart and ears toOo just listen to him sing.. His character along and well, slowly... he's loooks.. Whoa.. Hahrar, simply grows on me and I've become a full time nut of Min Jong oppa on top of the nut I was.. Dong Gun oppa.. Well, I'll still am a nut of the 2 of this guys and will be a nut of these 2 gorgeous guys.. Many traits which u can draw lessons upon and learn.. one trait which does exist in these 2 guys.. Is simply.. Their humbleness.. It really really teaches me dat, no matter how much they have "soared" or achieved, though I can say its alot, but they still remain humble, commit themselves to all and everything that they do no matter wad is and give it their best shot and to me, dat quality shines.. Down to earth somehow simply always gets me whoa-ing.. Min Jong oppa's "wueri" quality or also known as "loyalty" has touched me really.. The parts where he goes helping his friends out whenever he can, like helping a director star in a movie which he don't get paid fer and on top of his hectic filming schedule, he does it and though he gets the not soOo nice comments from the media, he still does it.. Man, its cool.. SoOo dat's probably why I do look and respect these guys.. and love them soOo.. Hahrar.. =)

Dong Gun oppa will be his devotion to his work.. Just look at the way he has slimmed down just to film the role of being a pirate.. Professionalism.. In the work of TaeGukGi, despite having a serious cartillage break, he still carries on filming.. Whoa, soOo many qualities dat shines from this 2 guys.. =) Rawks..

Harhar, enough of sharing bout my 2 "loves", an interest on them, on myself.. I guess its really been a year fer me.. Well, like an infant beginning to open its eyes to this world.. I am still learning and seeing what the world is, many stuffs out there awaiting fer me to go and take the chance and go and learn, experience.. See, feel, touch.. U'll fall along the way but somehow wif God by side, ain't a thing there to fear much cause somehow, someways, He'll just come by and pick u up as and when u nid him most.. 24-7.. Express service [most of the time ^^], he'll be there.. SoOo just live life to the fullest and go and live and see wad has it all got installed fer me..

Been thru the hectic of hectic times fer me fer the year which was during the coming end of the term, whereby it really was tiring, rushing and meeting deadlines and all.. TImes, u gotta rely on urself to get things moving and u'll thank God once u'll see ppl working along wif u and things get moving.. Harhar, dunnoe how I got thru them but somehow I did.. U learn lots of things.. harhar, lets say.. Surviving a day wif 2 hours of slp.. harhar, dat was the record man.. U just get real tired at da end of da day.. God was there to give u dat every ounce of strength and stamina to run everythin, it turned out well, and tat's just one of da countless blessings dat He has blessed me wif and its always something I'll be grateful of.. Thank you God.. hahar.. =) U rawk my world dude~! COUldn't have done it without u.. *muakzZz + huggiezZz* I'll keep on walking.. Walking wif u by my side.. Hopefully growing toOo wif u..

Okie, soOo much soOo fer my reflections but well, one thing I wanted to do these couple of days which I haven't have done soOo is making a trip down to Chinatown.. I didn't go again today cause first.. Wireless had to be fixed up today by the cable man and next thing it was all actualli daddie's want and he nided a lappy to go along wif the wireless.. SoOo omma and me went all the way down to Expo to get it.. Much thoughts had to be made in making that decision of purchasing the "ideal" "perfect" model, but sad to say, there isn't one which dad was asking fer.. BEst part was he wasn't there and he wanted me to make the decision.. Rite, soundin like I was a pro but I aint.. Well, thankfulli we got down to one.. And my Chinatown trip got "postponed" once more.. Brain cells all kind of numb.. At the fair, I got a pair of new speakers, on thoughts of seeing a smaller set of speakers but it turned out bigger than the previous one, but since I've paid, just make do wif it lar.. And couple of blank CD-Rs and DVD-Rs.. harhar, now u noe where all my working marnie heads toOo.. harhar.. Gotta save some up fer my lil dream I'll always be holding.. Hoping fer.. On top of the christmas season coming, presents here and there.. harhar..

OKie, guess dat's about all I shall blog fer the dae.. Kind of tired.. hahar.. Gonna lie round da bed.. Bleahz*.. Ta..

Wharhar.. SoOo kind of t i r e d now.. harhar.. simply cause I've been searching fer new songs downloads bout half of da dae now.. And I'm kind of tired out.. hahar, but the joy of having it in ur comp, being able to listen to it as and when u like it is some kind of joy which comes wif all the "sweat".. Downloaded korean and more korean and mayday's mp3.. Love Tim and Fly To The Sky.. Tim's "I do cherish you" was good.. Heh heh, and Fly To The Sky's "Gravity" seriously rawks big time.. I got no idea wad happened to all the korean albums around in Singapore, especially around Bugis + Suntec area.. i went to couple of cd shops round dat area and the korean albums somehow seems to have vanished into thin air.. they only had dat few which was rather unlikely.. *sigh* Was trying to get Fly To The Sky's First Concer Live album, which had my favourite song.. [Harhar, I have quite a number] Magic Song.. Erh, can't find it anywhere.. =( I just saw and touched that album a couple of weeks back.. darn~! it always happens to me.. When the stuff directly in front of me, I wun get it.. Till I reallie want it, by the time, its gone.. It happened to "bimil".. Tons of times dat I lost count man.. Both song an album.. Oh well.. I'll just make do wif Gravity fer now.. =)

Strangely, Bugs.co.kr doesn't work well on da lappy.. It jams up the entire internet explorer and closes the entire thing.. *sigh* Which means I can't get to listen to songs like dat.. Unless I head to the desktop to do it.. oh well, when there's a will there's a way.. harhar.. =)

Listening to "Its my Life" now is cool, harhar.. in my ears.. Whahar.. =) At nite when i'm having heavy eyelids keeps u a little awake lar.. harhar.. Gonna slp and head to Chinatown tml.. Go find Fly To The Sky's album and get some other stuff along the way lar.. Gonna knock out now.. Shall stop here lar.. Chao ppl.. Tml den get back to work.. harhar.. Photoshop timey.. harhar.. Slp fer now.. Nitey nite.. =)

Muaharhar.. today's blogging is from somewhere else.. From somewhere dat is more "closer to my heart" fer now.. Harhar maybe probably because that thingy is mine.. harhar, okie okie.. Its just blogging from my laptop.. harhar, been waiting for it fer like ages, as in getting my lappy being able to log into the internet and surf from it.. now dat it is being abled after bringing it to the service centre todae to get it repaired wif omma.. heh heh.. I swept this matter under the carpet fer like 3-4 months and finally, after telling omma dat the wireless stuffie are all not working, she pestered me to get out of bed earlier and get it done before school opens.. Oh well, she noes me reallie well.. I tend to get lazy to go and deal wif all these stuffie whenever skool starts.. harhar.. ^^ Its a totally different feeling.. harhar, not dat that desktop is not dat fun to play wif, just an entire different experience.. Wif da mouse and the keyboard soOo close to u.. U dun move dat mch I can say.. Harhar, but I miss typing on dat desktop's keyboard... harhar.. Lame me.. harhra.. Oh well, wadever.. =p

SoOo got the router fixed up.. Which once again, took me like 3-4 months to get it worked.. kept having da intention dat it was gonna be soOo troublesome.. and it turned out to be like onli dat FEW harhar.. I repeat.. Dat FEW steps.. Fixin up the wires and click here and there.. As long as u READ instructions, it'll get u around.. harhar.. Amazed.. I was like trying to get the whole thing fixed before Daddie came home, and like.. "What's this.. Why isn't the internet working?" SoOo during the short period of time whereby the comp is under "maintainance".. harhar, got it done up.. and surfing on my lappy... harhar, desktop is tata fer now.. harar.. Till I nid it another dae again lar.. Working on this lappy is cool, but *sigh* It requires soOo many updates.. waiting fer that stupid Update thingy to update.. Just to install that service pack soOo I can type chinese and korean fonts lar.. Aiyo.. Like taking donkey years.. -_-'.. I'll just probably sleep off before it hits a 100% lor.. SoOo I'm blogging crap toOo.. harhar, it adds on.. Lalala..

I just wish the signal of the router was strong enough to send it all the way up to my bedroom, but I think dat's gonna be wishful thinkin.. Its pretty far up.. And yea.. If only I could surf in my room, my dearie room.. ON da bed.. Muaharhar.. its gonna be one of the best things dat can happen le.. I'll be lyin in comfort zone.. harhar.. Lazee.. Den as and when u feel like it, sleep.. Harhar, can't do it here.. We'll see.. Harhar, its like a whole new "toy" i'm having, slowly gonna go and do this and dat wif it.. harhar.. Not dat is of anything new but well.. Surfing in my room.. Must think of a way to get that signal up, wif the books u read about.. harhar, repeater? Sounds lame.. But if it works.. hmMmm..

Tech tok while my eyes are like soOo sleepy.. harhar, was thinkin of watching "ghost" wif Dong Gun and Min Jong oppa or "Bimil".. Itchy to wach "AAE" once more.. But eyes soOo sleepy.. SoOo well, I'll just pick something else to do.. Like blogging.. harhar.. Kie lar, better stop here.. Go explore more stuff tml lar.. When I get my eyes and attention to it.. harhar.. Season time fer the keyboard.. Harhar.. lalala..

Comp's cranking up.. o_0 .. Goodness, it was kind of fine just now.. eEew.. Wadever it is, forget it.. harhar, I'll just get on wif my blogging.. *sigh* Been surfing around and was reading fanfixes and someone else's writtings on soompi.. Reallie good.. Just wonder how on earth can all these ppl capture the moments they wanna say and den leave them all out in words.. Just like dat.. how cool can it be.. harhar.. =) I'm pretty amazed.. Such wonderful writing they have.. harhar, actualli its onli that one person I read and it was good enough.. Hahrar.. =) I am amazed.. da da da.. Harhar..

Been doin nothing much except bumming around.. harhar, started doodling.. harhra.. Most the entire afternoon.. Pretty fun, but harhar.. i guess I'll be spending it on some other things next time.. whahrar.. =) Got other plans.. Muaharhar.. Lalala.. Whoa, pretty fast time flies.. heh heh.. Another year has passed.. Think I'll hang out in my room after I'm done wif this..

Time flies, at a twinkle of an eye
A walk of ups and downs
You've been through it all
How did yours go?

Happenings today
Is memories tomorrow
Save the happy ones
Bury the unhappy ones

Fallen, pick yourself up
Beaten, but not out yet
Tired, rest but move on
What inspires you?

That special someone
There when u need him (her)
Love and cherishes you
Where life's complete with him (her)

Wish you were there
With me through it all
To lean and cry on
It could have been.. or will it?

Walking down the streets
Holding hands happily
Giggling, laughing, chatting
Those were the times..

Your face lightens up
Thinking back on the past
Like a tape playing in your head
The all familiar picture and voices..

For now, its just me [and God]
An intimate relationship
Just me and him
Available 24-7~!

Family and friends
The joy and colours to your life
Money, wars and the never ending wants
Brings them to a full stop

Contentment, peace and joy
Essentials in one's life [I feel]
One life, one walk..
Live it to the fullest~!

Whahar, I was supposed to blog yesterdae.. but heh, did my usual posting and some surfing, while trying to work on another gif thingy while I quited and just went to sleep.. Kind of tired after watching 15 hours of "Island Village Teacher" which simply rocks.. hahar, I love it.. I did watched it before live teevee once.. But watching it all over to get the conversation wise going.. harhar, its reallie farnie lar this Cho Ho Tae.. He's cute.. And to see him and Hong Eun Su shi.. Bickering lar.. Spending those times together, cop and eye-witness running around from the baddies and how Ho Tae fights fer the protection of Eun Soo shii, 180 degrees kicks and punches.. Way to go.. *dreams* SoOo cool, ending towards the end was kind of teary but through it all.. The ending was sweeEet.. =)

Harhar, dunnoe y either.. Kind of puzzles me.. Heh, just felt kind of sad.. Heading out fer a walk round the block.. wif the cool wind, blowing.. Cool and all nice.. Sat down and just well.. Dunnoe.. Take a breather and reflect on somethings which watching IVT has sprung out some chords deep within me.. Came home listen to Min Jong oppa.. Let it go.. And felt better.. heh, just nice to snug on the floor and just open ur listen ears and listen to Min JOng oppa sing.. He's cool.. =)

Heh, life's cool now.. work's gone.. Doing the things I love to do most.. ANd just realised how lovely piers can be especially over at Clifford Pier.. harhar, if I didn't get the name wrong.. Under the sky [Kim Min Jong's song~!] harhar, quit lamming me.. Observe how the skies clear up, how they move over ur head.. Experience the wind.. Sea breeze all nice and cool blowing at ur face.. It was a cool time sitting down.. Just quietting down.. Can say let ur thoughts out.. reflect and just enjoy at the same time.. Nice..

Nothing much todae either.. Just back to my old habits.. of simply enjoying the day passing me by, hahar.. Simply by being some drama addict.. hahar, hogging onto that black box and the player.. And press play.. Change discs after discs.. Tear and tear.. Now dat's the way to spend some time off.. Loving it.. heh heh.. =)

Harhar, its been a real fun weekend.. harhar, had a great cell group retreat.. Cheryl, alvin, clarissa, clarence, lydia, glenda, andrew, rachel, collin, samantha, clement I guess dat's about it.. harhar, went to join them after work.. Went home sat in front of the comp wif a big bowl of noodles and reading up and packing before I left fer Sentosa to join them.. harhar, go there and sun tan.. harhar.. Watched "Pirates of the Carribean" wif Johhny Depp.. harhra, he's good.. =) But more impressed wif Jet Li todae in erm.. "Kiss of the Dragon", which was full of actions lar.. harhar, he's soOoo swift and small and agile.. He's cool.. But well, I'm alreadi over 2 guys alreadi.. hahar, no space fer anymore.. hahar.. But the shows were reallie enjoyable lar..

Sundae was another one of a long dae.. harhar, went swimming.. hahar, <-- Yeap, no doubt about it, went to get myself into dat POOL and get myself wet.. i never do usually wanna do dat cause of a fear I always have of da water.. hahar, somehow, I told myself I nided to do it and went in.. was scared but erh.. harhar, played around long enough to learn least to float and thread some water.. Hahrar, its kind of fun but had a*burping* fun time.. Drank alittle toOo amny mouthfuls of water? harhar.. Alrite lar, its a start.. Hahrar, I didn't noe swimming was actually rather kind of tiring.. hahar.. Went to sleep later at nite over at my cuz's place, got up to head home and den went back home, and den well.. Laze around fer a while den I snugged off to sleep.. harhar, no eneergy left fer any online time lar.. Just wanna close my eyes and head off to lalaland..

Well, todae's been a pretty alrite dae.. harhar, not toOo boring just dat work's slowly.. Becoming more monotone.. hahar, ever since we shifted down a level down, life's been pretty busy, standin and standing.. we used to be able to slack the least.. behind the watchful eyes which is the customers lar, there're times when they dun come up.. hahar.. SoOo u just slack, now.. Crowd seems never ending.. hahar.. Meeting differerent ppl everydae.. harhar, I study them.. harhar.. U meet mostly pretty fine ppl.. Some u learn how to tolerate and some which just blow u off.. Hahrar.. Those.. "Bodur-sombong" ppl.. Dunnoe ppl hu refuse to seek help and den call u over another time.. harhar, or those reallie.. Actuallie is those kind of ppl which reallie makes u go *argh*.. harhar, met one todae.. Harhar, I guess she couldn't see where the keys were and asked me to type wif those egoistic tone.. I tolerated.. [u dun have much of a choice lar], I type wrong.. She gives u no room fer mistakes.. "3! 3!!!!" As like u owe her something..*shrugs* the customer, an aunt was rather nice.. I whispered to her to come.. harhar, toOo tired and sick of meeting another person.. harhar, she went up to me, wif those soft whisper she went, "... ok ok here.. " Hahrar.. She was cute lar.. made me smile.. SoOo nice serving these cute ppl.. harhra, cheers u up~! Harhar.. Lovely.. =)

OKie lar, gonna go to lalaland soOon.. hahar, have some resty.. I love the bed.. harhar.. At the time of tiredness.. It roxs.. harhar.. =) Ta~!

*winks2* trying hard to stay awake after been knocked out from being online due to tiredness last nite.. harhar, I wanted reallie much to snug to my bed and sleep alreadi but decided to look around the favourite sites and catch a glimpse of my favourites, Dong Gun oppa and Min Jong oppa before sleeping lar.. harhar.. Wad a luxury it is to do at the end of the dae lar.. harhar, couldn't been any better to end the dae I guess.. hahar, of course not forgetting about some quiet time of reflecting and my time wif my dear aboji up there in heaven.. =)

Well, work's been have some revamp.. Our usual job at the third floor has been moved down to da second floor where all the counters are.. Which means we can no longer slack as much as we used toOo.. Back then, it was soOo easily to just eat snake basically.. Cause u've got tons of time to urself doing ur job.. Of recept.. Now, harhar.. no time to catch some winks of slp.. harhar, cause u're standing and standing and answerin this and dat.. Till times u wanna pull ur hair out of ur head.. Simply cause they dun get wad u're trying to say to them.. Well, oh well.. Gets lil more tiring.. harhar, had a good lunch wif Raj.. She's soOo farnie.. harhar, ate subway and den went on to some nearby shop fer a warm cup of milo.. Hehe.. SoOo nice, dat softness touch and warm and nice.. =) Makes me feel reallie fortunate, cause the weather was kind of windy and plus.. Some how the air con in the office suddenly got soOo cold, u felt u were freezing.. harharh..

After work, got on to church.. Hahrar, well, it was our neighbouring church Foochow Methodist's kindergarden having some graduation and needed some ppl to help them wif the kids make-up.. harhar, face-painting eyes on the kids, soOo cute and adorable, loud and reallie hyper.. harhar, makes u feel soOo old.. ANd outside their classrooms and looking in from the window, made u feel like u're some parent.. harhar.. It was fun lookin at da kids.. Den went on to have dinner wif Glenda, Rachel, Samanta and Lydia.. Naan.. Tendori chicken.. harhar, u're realli stuffed at the end of da dae.. harhar.. It was fun.. They were having a stayover at church from tonite all da way till Sundae.. harhar, onli thing I had work tml, soOo decided to join them onli from tml.. hahar...

On my way home, it was pretty breezy.. harhar, was wishing I brought some coat out.. harhar, on da bus, it was oso cold.. Den on the bus home, I sat wif this passenger.. He was reallie hot, as in his body temp.. I just sat quite far from him beside him, I could feel the heat.. harhar, cold was one thing.. I think he's sick.. harhar, oh well... I was toOo tired, I fell asleep.. Sitting in front of the comp at this moment is the time I started sneezing and starting to feel he has passed some of his illnesses to me.. harhar, hu noes.. I'm having a fever toOO.. harhar, luckily I had some medicine.. whahrar..

Its almost a year now, quite alot of things has changed..
Places frequently visited, has changed alot toOo..
I guess its da same fer u toOo.. As I sit down and think about the time it was..
Hopes which I've hoped fer, turns into wishes over time..

I'm still the same me for now I guess..
Only wish is dat if u're happie wif wad u're now, it'll be fine wif me..
Things of the past shall just be times spent together..
Kept out of bounds from anyone else..
Just me alone..
Within me, as I carry on walking..
Walking wif and by God beside me..

Someone hu's always there and probably share ur deepest secrets..
Its something u hold on soOo tightly and not let go..
Fer all dat he've done..
And when u feel that the whole world has fallen down upon u..
Smile and look up at least..
Through it all..
There's one unfailing love..
Sent from God above..
To you..
Bringing ur everydays wif smiles and joy..
U rock my world.. Jesus~! =)

*sigh* Was blogging halfway, left the computer on and windows open.. And daddie came by and asked fer the comp.. Gave it to him, told him to not shut down the comp.. he just did.. Luckily I wasn't doing any wallpaper or something, I'll reallie would have gone mad.. Harhar.. =) Comp's lagging and not working very well.. Yuckie.. hahar..

Oh well, didn't do to work todae.. Woke up wif a red, swollen eye.. Thought it would have been gone after some time but it didn't.. 750am, after dipping my eyes in Optrex solution and it still didn't work.. harhar, like I got punched in the eye and den cried after some time kind of effect.. hahar [now u noe how it feels to have a bashed eye~!] harhar.. SoOo didn't go to work and went backie to bed and snugged.. harhar, till noon time and ate lunch and mommie brought me to da doc.. Harhar.. First, uncle mong went, "u see toOo many guys alreadi".. harhar.. -_- soOo lame.. hahar.. Oh well, yeah, I do do it everydae.. harhar.. Mommy said was due to toOo much time on the comp.. harhar, oh well, only my left eye was infected.. and went to the doc to get some solution fer the eye.. My guess was dat the eye got reallie itchy last nite and I rubbed and rubbed and just snugged to my pillow.. Harhar.. Got reallie bad but now pretty fine.. harhar.. Wonder wad's boss gonna sae tml.. harhar.. 2 times skipping work.. hahar.. "Joyce, u may take ur leave alradi and sleep all u wan from tomolo onwards".. haha.. kidding.. oh well..

*yawns* feeling kind of sleepy now.. hahrar, wanna snug in my bed.. harhar.. SoOo nice and cosy and warm.. wharhar.. =) Its nice listening to the corrs at this hour.. They're new album, quite some time around this year.. harhar, "angel", nice~! Harhar, lookin fer some comfort within some songs to suit wadever I am feeling.. ahrhar.. Dat's wad's nice to do in front of the comp everydae.. Time to myself and the comp, do wadever I want wif the songs and surfing and posting and chatting somehow makes the dae go.. harhar.. =) And goes complete wif a touch of reflection and time wif God before u lights off and head off to lalaland.. harhar, which is wad I'm gonna do.. harhra, kind of sleepy.. harhar.. Heh, and dream off.. Tomolo is another dae.. harhar, may it bring me closer to my dreams den.. Working towards it.. My motication of getting up everydae and heading off to work and staying awake.. harhar, and finish off the dae.. Wharhar.. OKie lar, I'll stop here.. harhar, go eat medicine alreadi and drop some drops.. hahar.. Ta~!

OKie, I should be like sleeping now normally.. harhar, but oh well.. Gonna blog.. harhar, was supposed to add an entry yesterdae but I ended up toOo tired to do anything dat I slept on the couch in daddie's office.. harhar, oppa took the keys and i was kind of stucked down at the office.. Couldn't get upstairs soOo had to call.. harhar, got a new burner fer dvd yesterdae.. harhar, work fer 2 weeks I've spent on round that weeks of pay.. harhar, terror me eh.. harhar.. Oh well.. =)

OKie, soOo hmm.. Work's getting on finer nowadays.. harhar, moving abit faster whcih also means that ur holidays are moving faster toOo.. harhar, dunnoe, but I kind of better appreciate skool much more and actualli am looking forwards to skooling as compared to working.. harhar, soOo happie todae.. Met up wif jojo todae and got flooded wif gifts from beka-san, stickers of MIn Jong oppa.. Ceceilla wif bookmarks all done up well printed and packed.. harhar, whoo~! And I got my 5th and 6th album of Min Jong oppa which is like soOo cool.. Oso got "island village teacher", wharhar.. now can finalli understand wad that Ho Tae is always toking about cause watched the entire show in korean.. harhar, tomolo gonna stay home~! Harhar, front of the comp either working on some stuffie fer either Min Jong oppa or Dong Gun oppa.. Burn.. harhar.. And hmMm.. Watch show.. ahrhar.. plans plans plans.. Can't wait to get bak from work tomolo.. harhar.. All hyped up.. TO stay home.. wharhar..

OKie lar.. SoOo much soOo todae.. Better go get some slp.. U dun wanna be on a yawning mode when u're toking and explaining stuffie and get fired by some unreasonable ppl hu picks fault on u.. harhar.. =p Just met a few.. 2 days.. harhar, oh well.. =p Hacks bout these ppl.. =p *shoo~! Hahrar.. okie, raining rather frequently [hey~! Its "winter time"] fer us.. harhar, remember to get ur brollys and all.. Get armed.. harhar, dun fall sick toOo.. Drink more water all~! =) Take care..

Wharhar.. Yeah, been a week since I started on my new jobbie.. harhar, now this time its some custmer service.. harhar, its kind of rewarding erving the older ppl.. They're all such warm, friendly and nice.. Well, except fer a handful, most are a pleasure to serve cause their such thankful ppl.. Warms me up to see them smile.. harhar..

Been getting used to hanging around that "adults area", harhar.. Its soOo not me.. harhar, mean everyone is in formal working attire.. harhar, soOo much soOo, my jeans and tee shirt syndrome was kicked and I onli wear the latter outfit once a week.. harhar, I told my mom, "Ma, I feel sOoo different.. harahr.. Its soOo much more comfortable.. Wif my sneakers and jeans and shirt wif my backpack".. harhar.. =) My skool atttire.. harhar, kind of miss it though.. harhar, one thing I reallie miss the hours and hours spent doing the things I want.. harhar, not as if I dun have time to do the things dat I wan, but back den, it was pretty in abundance I was finding things to kill time.. harhar, no more that luxury just that little time least to treasure wad u can make the most out of it.. harhar.. Makes me appreciate the time I spent, on the comp doing the things I love, if I can, resting, listening to Min Jong oppa's voice at the end of a long dae which was wad I did as I slept.. Get up fer dinner, shower and den down to the comp fer a while longer and head up to rest fer another dae.. harhar, life's pretty faster this way but also lil more tiring.. harhar, u just simply look forward to the weekends.. U get time totally to urself.. Oh man, dat rawks.. harhar.. There's some anticipation as to how I should spend my saturdaes.. Harhar, it used to be just any other dae but fer now.. its something to look forward toOo.. hararh.. Miss playing and fidgetting wif photoshop~!

Well, the last weekend was fun.. Basically went to Sentose wif my sec skool mates.. Our class.. Heh, but I went fer a while and went on out wif my cousin.. harhar, went to Far East, jalan jalan and get a new haircut, cause my hair was kind of puffy.. harahr, well, it looks cuteer.. I'm like soOo darn round now.. harhar.. Laugh man, harha.. Some chubby bunny.. harhar.. Oh well, harhar.. Its funny~! Den well, went home, me let her watch Min Jong oppa's "life story", harhar.. kind of thing and she went.. "he's sooO handsome", harhar.. Oh well, supposedly she should be staying up wif me and watch Stairways to Heaven but she ended up dozing off again.. ahrar, oh well, she was tired.. harhar, cause she woke up way earlier.. ahhar.. SOo I watched lor, soOo teary.. ahrahr, cry and cry.. Tiring lar.. watchin dat show.. All out to milk my tears out.. harhar.. oh well, sundae, we spent time again to watch da show.. it is on da verge of finishing fer me.. nice show, harhar.. =) But cry and cry lor.. ahrarh..

Harhar, okie lar.. Blog some other time.. harhar, better be catching some rest.. before I end up pretty tired tomolo again.. harhar, and rest dat ankle.. hahar, retarded me, missed da footing and harhar, slipped but no fell by the stairs.. ahrahr.. Pretty twisted wor.. ahhar.. kie kiee..

Harhar, okie okie.. Hu's scolding me? Toking bout me, hahar.. Sneezing like nuts as I begin writing this entry man.. I think I noe hu.. harhar.. Someone.. known as my internet omma.. Sure its u~! =)
Sitting in front of the comp, doing every single thing that I used to do it soOo often the week before, has slowly become a less often thing.. Same time, last week, I guess I was still up till like wad jojo omma calls, "the US" timing.. harhar, kind of pattern.. harhar.. Oh well, I onli sleep when the sun is up.. harhar.. I just switched my time clock of slping.. harhar, all thanks to a job.. harhar.. yeah, being employed now.. harhar.. Makes me learn how to appreciate every single time I'm posting, reading up on Dong Gun and Min Jong oppa, listening to music.. Its a pure luxury fer me now dat I do see how much of the time I can spend on it as compared to just a week back.. See?.. Things changes, harhar.. U gotta adapt toOo I guess.. harhar..

Oh well, starting up of work week is still pretty slow lar.. Learning couple of things which like working in some stat board, I dun even have a clue on wad the things they do.. harhar, cause I dun bother in the past going and read up on all of those stuff.. Arh.. now u learn.. harhar.. I got a feeling I'm the youngest of all the Temasek Poly temp staff there tooo.. harhar.. Its a small world, everyone's from the same skool, diff course and year.. Cool~! Hoping fer things to get lil faster.. harahr.. U noe wad.. harhar, I just realised, the phrase "the grass always seems greener on the other side" suddenly strikes me pretty abit.. Being in the situation, u finalli understand wad it means.. harhar.. Well, one thing is fer sure, u've gotta be happie wif wadever thing u're doing.. harhar, mean I'm pretty weird [or are humans like dat?], dunnoe bout u, but when u studie, u do have the urge to work more.. Once u start working, u think dat studying is a much better option.. harhar, aLways contridicting each other hahar, its farnie isn't it? SoOo yeah, just realise in everything dat u do, u gotta learn to be happpie in wad u're doing.. U're not doing fer anyone else but urself, gain self-satisfaction, contentment.. harhar, hence I derive my new nick on msn.. Contentment, joy, peace.. hahar, den u'll feel at ease wif things and the peace hence will just come and u'll be leading a ideal life dat ya wan.. harhar.. SoOo den, life's pretty good and whoo`! Harhar, u just feel u've got most of ur things dat u wan.. Its unlimited in terms of the wans, but once contentment steps in, the unlimited wans becomes something that is limited, have or not, its fine.. harhar..

Think I'm toking to myself? Harhar, yeah, maybe, oh well, just some things I always wonder, and ponder on the answers myself.. hahar, gotta go slack around my room and fall asleep alreadi.. harhar, eyes closing.. hahar, tired tired.. Ta~!

Oh well, gonna go watch a little more teevee before I tuned in to LalaLand.. hahar.. My bed.. Love it much more now.. harhar, it seems softer, more comfy and cosier now.. harha.. lOvely.. harhr..

Oh whoa~! Harhar, I haven't been doing anything much todae.. harhar, just went to God's place todae.. harhar, yeah~! SoOo happie.. hahar, least I managed to get up on time, harhar.. Wif Auntie Chris's morning wake up call.. SoOo did projectionist fer todae.. Oh yeah.. harhar, just went I thought all was fine.. harhar, I screwed up twice.. harhar.. One was when there was not much clicking to do, soOo i slacked and accidentally, my hands hit the "esc" button, causing the sceen to go black.. Harhar, I had to search? Hahrar, fer the songs among one of the keys.. harhra, last part was another screw up.. harhar, Uncle Ivan said, "first stanza".. harhar, I went bak to the first stanza, and got lost as to where he was singing.. Noe y.. cause it was actualli the part from the last stanza.. harhar.. -_-, by the time I got to find it, harhar.. song ended.. harhar, oh whoa~!.. harhar, misleading person me.. harhra..

Oh yeah, before I went on to God's place.. harhar, I left my mobile at home.. harhar.. Oh well, onli realised on my way to church.. harhar, on the bus.. but oh well, if I headed back to get dat thingy, I'll be late alreadi.. SoOo oh well.. harhar, went back to get it after service.. harhar, supposedly suppose to head to Kim Yee's place.. harhar.. Guess wad I did..

Harhar, I got home, harhar.. Played some songs on da guitar.. harhar, and den I SLEEP.. hahar, <--- Da culprit.. harhar, not me.. harhar, I just slept my dae off todae.. harhar, I didn't noe I had such a talent fer it alrite.. harhar.. I slept from bout 1-2 all the way till 5.. harhar.. Just how piggish can one get.. harhar, mean the mood was all soOo nice fer a looOong sleep.. harhar.. Bed was nice, pillows all soft.. harhar, wif da air-con blowing at me.. harhar.. Sleep~! Harhar, and well.. i'm here till now at this hour.. harhar.. Blogging and crapping away.. harhar, hopefully tryin to get employed soOo dat I dun get toOo over-crappish I guess.. hahar.. Oh well.. harhar.. Slacking dae... Welcome~! Hahrar.. =p

Whahrar.. Been a pretty fun dae.. Harhar, I am mum2 -ing as I am blogigng.. no wait.. hahra, gonna start mum2 - ing as I blog.. harhar.. Just been out wif my dear buddiezZz.. Hahrar, onli one lar.. harhar, Hwee Boon.. harhar.. Been a reallie reallie long time since we been out together.. if I didn't remember wrongly, the last time I went out wif her was when we were in the midst of our 6 months break.. harhar.. Yeah, den subsequently, we didn't reallie meet up since the skool term started.. whahrar.. Loong time.. But well, had reallie good fun wif her.. Chat and chat like the days before.. harhar, bak in Henderson.. During lessons, after lessons.. During breaks, walks to toilet, everywhere usualli we'll just walk and chat lar.. harhar.. SoOo much fun.. =) After skool, roam roam.. Gang of us.. Jin Hui, Ling Li, Vanessa, Fraser, Suresh, Yong Leng and times Janna came along toOo.. Whoa~! Hee hee.. =)

Oh well, had a good chat to get to know wad each of us were doing and oso of our fellow frenz lar.. How they're doing and all.. Went to Jurong Point.. harhar, mean we were suppose to catch her dearie Song Seung Hun in "The Cool Guy", but the show times just didn't fit.. She had skool openhouse, soOo well, we went out instead and roam roam.. harhra.. At Jurong Point.. harhar.. Went to look fer her dear pencil case.. harhar, and I just feast my eyes.. harhar, saw "brotherhood" in both dvd and vcd format alreadi.. Aiyo.. hahrar, which one to buy.. harhar.. wait wait.. Fer payday.. Get a job~! Harhar..

Oh well, she companied fer my brunch at bout 5? harhar.. Didn't eat anything.. harhar.. Ate sour cream and onion chips.. harhar.. Lalala.. now filling my tummy wif good yum yum soupy.. harhar.. Well, we just walk and tok lar.. harhar.. Just like before.. harhar, and I was still as lame as ever before.. She presented me my belated b'dae gift toOo.. harhar, a blue cushion which is like soOo huggable, i hugged it the entire time out except when I was eating lar.. Wif a dog on it and it says.. "Happy b'dae" and some words she wrote on the cushion.. Whahrar, one and only wor~! Harhar.. Chat and chat till on the bus and went till her house bus stop and she accompanied me to wait fer another bus fer me to head home.. harhar.. Fun~! But noticed it can be rather tiring lar.. harhar..

Oh well, gonna do my usual stuffie now.. But not gonna turn in toOo late.. harhar.. Got duty tomolo soOo better get my butt up on time.. NOt gonna be late again.. *sigh*.. hahar..

Wharhar.. YEah yeah.. Todae's pretty fun after been up working up on photoshop these couple of days making banners, wallpapers and gifs.. harhar, finally got the hang of gifs.. mean in the first place, I all along thought gifs were only made using Flash.. Oh well, how dumb in a sense when u find out there's a simpler way out to using flash which is photoshop lar.. Harhar, it kind of makes layering much easier and all. harhar, though I still gotta work on the blending part soOo as to make better blown away whoa-ing graphics.. wharhar.. Its fun, working wif Min Jong oppa first.. harhar, Dong Gun oppa, sOon.. harhar..

Oh well, besides, todae has been pretty fun der me, wif BiMil showing on teevee.. harhar, u noe wad? harhar, having watched the show fer a number of times, I just realised the SLAP dat Choi Ying Min given to Zhi-en was extremely hard todae.. harhar, the *piak* sure was times louder then the usual one I heard.. harhar, the more I watch BiMil, the more I grow to hate the character of Zhi-en and her mom man.. Fer all dat they've done.. I oso wanna give one slap to Zhi-en just the way Ying Min did it.. harhar, but its realli heart-warming to see the pair Xi-zhen and Ying-min over and over again.. Just like Xiang-ze and Shan-mei.. Man, mean these 2 pairs are the classics of korean drama.. All About Eve came out den think bout few months or wad in korea I guess, BiMil came out.. harhar, similar mobile phones.. harhar.. THe main leads are kind of similar, just dat Xiangze is born in a rich family background and Ying-min is on the hand, an orphan wif a sister and he works hard to get to where he is.. But in character wise, harhar.. Both are those pretty quiet type, but off work, Xiangze is more carefree kind of person, Yingmin on and off work oso still pretty tensed up.. Wharhar, Ying Min oso suffers more lar.. Xiangze like smooth ride all along but 2 reallie makes me melt lar.. hahar, their treatment to the gurls~! WhoOoo HoOoo.. harhar..

Oh well, todae went on to meet jojo.. harhar, where we chatted and she passed me MIn Jong oppa's stuff.. BiMil dubbed in korean and the animated cartoon of "hongdildong" harhar, I think soOo, that cute title of the cartoon.. wharhar.. Min Jong oppa did the voice over of one of the characters and am gonna watch it later.. hahar, oh.. There was Min Jong oppa's 4th album toOo.. Whoo~! Hahar, I've finalli found one disc to suit my listening nids.. been searching high and low haven't really exactly found one which I could realli stick toOo and let the songs grow on me.. hahar, oh well.. Min Jong oppa was the answer to dat.. Man, just love his songs.. Whahar, his voice.. Whoo~! The "feel" of his songs, its always filled of it, close my eyes, blast the speakers off.. Whoo hoo~! Pure enjoyment.. Great compay and stuff.. harhar..

Oh yeah.. And this jojo omma, boy was she accurate.. harhar, first she guessed correctly dat I'll be gonna roam roam after our meeting and the next thing she guessed correctly was dat.. She asked, "Ur omma waits fer u to head home and have dinner together?" I went.. "Hmm, nope, she usualli eats first when she's hungry.. mean, I eat dinner at odd times.. " Harhar, todae, omma said she was full, oh well.. Hahrar, soOo we ate together when we got home.. harhar, omma and me oso no appetite.. Hahar.. SoOo farnie.. harhar.. I told jojo, "EeEe.. U soOo chun lar.. harhar, can become fortune teller, first u guess I go roam roam, now guess my omma oso never eat".. Hahar, she went.. "All ommas are the same lar, enjoy ur mum mum".. I went.. "Harhar.. =) Orh, yes omma".. She went.. Harhar, this is farnie.. "Good girl" harhar.. SoOo farnie.. Me omma oso laughed when I told her dat.. Wharhar.. Nice~!

Oh well, roam roam to look fer a DVD-R.. Whoo~! Its like soOo freakishly kind of hard to find one I tell u.. Aiyo.. Ran round my area, I thought they had it available over the supermarket.. No... I was wrong.. SoOo searched chinatown todae.. Its either they didn't sell it or either they sold it in bulks.. Thankfully I didn't get it in bulk.. harhar, cause there was 2 types.. One which obviously could store a much longer period of vods which costed twice as much as the usual one.. harhar.. But went to one camera shop and the kind ajashi.. Mean uncle took it out of the box and sold it by a piece just fer me.. harhar.. Bout the cheaper version toOo.. To burn "holiday in seoul" fer a jang fan.. harhar.. Oh well, gonna go up and catch my "hongdildong".. Wharhar, eat soOome mee soup.. harhar.. hungry mum mum.. hahrar.. Lalala~!

Whoo hoo~! I'm freEeEe hahrar.. As fer now.. hahar.. Well, it has been reallie a cool fridae fer me.. Having my dear cousin Kim Yee around.. harhar, firs we went out to town lar.. Basically fer the both of us to enjoy and destress.. harhar.. Got my onne a presenty fer her b'dae.. hahar, she got a top from FOX and whoa.. Harhar, that sales guy in there was cute.. harhar, he looks like Han Jae Suk [The cameramean in AAE] harhar.. His face shape and well.. The upper half oh his face man..

Went back home wif her, fer dinner whereby omma has cooked up some reallie cool dishes.. Harhar.. KAng kong wif chilli, and sotong fried wif hmm.. Chilli and onions and some springonion or wad.. harhar.. And one more erm... Clams ar.. hahar.. Den we marathoned as planned "Stairways To Heaven", I went on fer 9 hours in front of the teevee and player in my room lar.. Moved it there like some kind of freak.. But everything in my room.. Harhar, I just adore my room.. hahar.. Big big "brotherhood" poster wif Dong Gun and Min Jong oppa's face's mostly everywhere.. harhar.. And my dear cosy bed.. OH well.. Pure enjoyment.. And my dear Kim Yee was alreadi fast asleep in laland after 2-3 dics into the show.. Harhar.. I got the sleeping bag all fer myself.. Kept warm and cosy while my cuz had the bed.. Harhar, sleeping beauty.. haha.. She managed to get to eat one of my speciality I guess.. hahar, luncheon meat toast anyone? Harhar.. oh well, didn't know it was dat good? Oh dear.. Blogging now and feeling alil hungry.. OoOps thinking about the foodie.. harhar..

Oh well, todae wasn't soOo much of a fun and happie dae.. Well, screwed up man.. on fer projectionist duty and I was a wee bit late and haiz... Eunice stood in fer me lar.. *sigh* shall gotta learn to wake up real earlie and quit the habit of waking up and dozing back to sleep fer that couple of minutes man.. Get my priorities straight once more.. Feel sooo lousy and bad actualli.. harhar.. Disappoint.. Oh well.. I'm gonna have one more chance to redeem myself la.. Haiz..

Oh yeah, went to Kim Yee's place and whoo~! We had a real good tok after me sleeping fer lemme see... 2 hours.. Harhar, in the later afternoon.. Harhar, soOo farnie.. harha, I realised dat she was alreadi home.. She went out lar.. harhar, den asked her when she came bak and she was listening to the "Stairways to heaven" ost.. harhar.. Oh well, she's in love wif it lar.. Kind of feel bad burning the album fer her at times, hahar.. Cause she dwells over the songs and den she'll start letting her mind go think this and dat.. We did have a rea; good chat.. oh dear.. She's thinkin toOo much.. hahar.. Den we chatted as she built her stacks of mountains of tissues.. Oh well, den workin on some sums on younger cuz's maths prob and she fell asleep alreadi.. harhar.. She was beat lar, fer waking up early in the morning and oso. Wharhar.. During the chat.. Yeah.. Just simply realised how similar we are.. harhar.. Same feelings, same thoughts and harhar.. We think samely.. harhar.. I thought it was onli back then, ages as we were growing up.. but whoo~! We're back on thinking samely toOo.. Hahrar.. SoOo well, wonder where am I gonna land myslef into wad jobbie. hahra.. Kie lar, not much energy left to type on this blog.. Sleepy.. Pretty roller-coaster-y dae todae.. B ut the chat wif Kim Yee somehow toOo made me straighten me out. Hahrar, dun think toOo much sia.. harhar.. *Feelling hungry somehow*.. harhar, didn't eat much fer dinner.. hahrar.. oOoPs.. Foodie hunt.. Lalala.. Tata~=

Wharhar, I'm like soOo freakishly lame.. harhar.. I just simply installed firstly todae.. The XP service pack.. harhar, like it makes sucha big "difference" to da comp or anything like dat.. harhar.. Oh well.. hahrar.. And next.. I just went to change the config of the comp now.. Now I can type wif chinese alreadi lar.. harhar.. And korean besides my english and it is soOo fun.. harhar.. After toggling wif the settings fer the chinese one which took me like fer soOo loong.. harhar.. 5 mins.. harhar.. Just to get it rite.. harhar.. And yeah.. Managed to do it wor.. harhar.. I'm getting like soOo lame.. harhar..

Oh well, 2 papers are down.. SoOo all's left is gonna be econs and comp systems.. Oh dear.. Harhar, boring boring comp sys man.. harhar.. Oh well, wad to do.. U're info tech. related.. harhar, cannot run lor.. Oh well.. Oh yeah.. Harhar, blog finish go and read up alreadi.. ahrahr.. been slacking quite abit.. harhar.. notti me.. I wanted to blog my yesterdae's happenings yesterdae but da blogger refused log in from me.. i dunnoe y.. harhar.. oh well..

Well, was rather low in spirits yesterdae.. harhar, to say after the 2 papers man.. It should be a sense of relief but harhar.. It was alittle and I drifted into a mode of "just wanna be alone" mode kind of thing.. After the papers, which I finished 30 mins before time.. harhar.. And went on the route home, as I headed my way to Chinatown to get Z-chen's album.. Wanted to listen to something new.. harhar.. SoOo well, went on to get his album.. On da way, was on the bus.. Sitting on it, looking out of the window.. I very much wanted to listen to one's person voice to share my feelings with.. harhar.. Kim Min Jong oppa's "Gui Cheon Do Ae".. Harhar, dat was the onli song on my mind.. Nothing but that song onli.. i usually bring his 1996 works out wif me.. Jojo did tell me she loved dat album tons.. harhar, and I onli learnt to love it couple of months back when I got it from her.. hee hee.. I guess, its in songs whereby I find some peace and a place of solitude lar.. And I guess.. As said before, Min Jong oppa has the voice.. The onli reason why I wrote 2 quotes fer him.. "voice that heals", and "the one voice" is simply cause of the factor dat he has a range of songs fer every mood dat u feel.. Dunnoe bout others but fer me, simply, when I do feel low in spirits all I do is I take out the songs from him, and just listen.. tired or larthegic, I tune to his faster pace songs like "White Love" or "I am different" simply cause of the reason of perking me up.. Guess, it was the same thing when I feel down.. "Gui Cheon Do Ae" was the onli song dat kept playing in my head.. I wanted to hear it soOo badly.. I didn't being it out wif me yesterdae.. harhar, I regretted realli not bringing at least an album of his out.. Oh well, I had "tae Guk GI's and Stairways to Heaven" and "family" 's ost wif me.. in the latter's, it had 2 songs of his, but it wasn't the factor of realli sadness in that song.. "chu eok ai".. Anyway, whole journey to Chinatown, I had dat song playing in my ears..

Got bak home, harhar.. First thing I did was to listen to that "Gui Cheon Do Ae", yeah.. *smiles* It was realli good.. harhar.. After dinner, just sat down in my room.. Didn't wanna do anything, besides listening to dat song over and over again and den to Z-chen's new album.. Went ot fold paper cranes to quieten myself down.. It does help, harhar.. Cause if u dun put ur mind into folding dat crane out, it'll go out of shape anytime.. harhar, I folded 9. Threw one cause of it being improportionate.. Set my thoughts straight and well.. Omma could see I was little down someohow.. harhar.. As I talk to her, harhar.. She said I was stressed due to the workload.. harhr, she symphatised wif me during the project hell week I call.. harhar, seeing me slp soOo little and working and working.. harhar, she asked if there was anything she could help.. Yeah, she did.. hahar, she got the spray paint fer me.. harhar, and covered up the balcony up in fear dat I gave it a new revamped colour of red instead of the usual white.. harhar.. Lovely to have her around man, can't imagine not doing without her, I think I'll go nuts realli.. Oh well, omma's pretty unwell, probably cause of her loss of slp and red blood.. She say she keeps wanna vomit.. oh well, went out to get some medicine fer her after she said dat.. Cycled to Cold Storage, which was way fun.. been such a long time since I felt the wind up and down the sloopes.. harhar.. Nice~! Little clustered wif cars at that time.. Can't go full -swing [ harhar. as me internet omma goes].. well, managed to get over it and went on to KMJ and JDG-ing in front of the comp dat nite.. Felt better somehow though.. harhar.. Den work on photoshop.. harhar, to get banners done.. Its pretty fun now dat u fidgeted long enough.. hahrar.. It is supposedly a chim programme to use, but well.. U click here and there, u learn and open ur eyes bigger at the end of the dae..

Didn't do much todae, soOo well, dat's y am leaving the comp now to study bout logic gate.. harhar.. Least to do something at the end of the dae.. =) Hope all goes well fer the rest of the papers.. harhar, its da one which requires soOo much of logic and chunks of memorising lar.. harhar, oh well.. Wif "the calling" 's One by One and also.. Our Lives, its gonna company me digesting the topic before I go to sleep later.. harhar.. And its gonna be mugging dae tomolo.. Hoo.. Do hope I have the energy.. harhar.. Not fall asleep.. While u k- da books.. Hahrar..

Whoo hoo~! harhar, supposed to k-books [hit da books] and here am I blogging.. harhar.. Well oh well.. I posted wrongly one of the post.. Trying to delete it but it just doesn't allow me toOo.. oh well.. hahrar..

Alrite alrite.. Make this a snappy one lar.. harhar.. Been out studying todae wif Najib and YiLing out at town at starbucks coffee.. harhar, whereby really nice YiLing treated me to a cup of nice nice coffee and brownie.. harhar, Najib treated 2 of us to onion rings.. harhar.. DAt dae was french fries rite.. harhar.. Hey, I still remember hor.. harhar, thanks fer all da food, am well-fed.. hahrar, oh yeah.. There was coke todae toOo.. harhra, never go thirsty.. harhar..

Well oh well.. Gonna hit da books soOon, but its been a pretty fun dae.. harhar, its always been nice being around wif the company of these ppl.. Somehow I just dun find the mood to studie somehow.. Well, guess God noes the reason why but yeah.. Sense of urgency ain't going.. harhar.. Somehow its much distracting but after my dae out when was dat again.. on hmm.. Mon or tues things was better.. Somehow settled down my mind a lil.. Wad's wrong wif me?.. hahar, think toOo much sia.. harhar.. Better get ur mind straight miss joycey.. harhar.. Lalala..

Oh yeah.. harhar, Must write this.. harhar, advertise.. Bimil, or rather.. "secret lover" will be airing on channel 8, every mondae - fridae every 2.30 pm.. Starting from OCt 8.. [which is my end of my last paper]. if u guys wanna know who in the world is Kim Min Jong oppa.. hahrar, catch this show.. trust me.. u'll never regret.. harhar.. Its a reallie good korean movie.. oh well.. not cause of Min Jong oppa lar, watch fer the lead actress, Kim Ha Neul onne too.. She's da lead actress of the current movie showing in the theatres now.. "Ghost" or aka "ryeong".. 2 are reallie compatible there lar.. harhar, be readi to get melted by this pair.. harhar, I've waited soOo long fer this show to be shown man.. harhar.. I'm gonna catch it again.. harhar.. Countless times.. harhar, till i remember the scripts? harhar, I can remember onli wadever Min Jong oppa says lar.. harhar..

Kim Min Jong - Geu Rae

Geurae neomu haengbokhae neoreul dasi pon jigum
Geurae geudongan nan neomu apahamyeo himdeuleo haesseo
Sasol geokjeonghagido haesseo na eobseo neon jamsirado
Pyeonhi jinael su eobdaneungeol algo igie

Na oneulpoteoneun yejeonboda jalhalge neoreul midgo
Amo tujeongeobsi butakdo eobsi geujeo baraman boado
Neul joheun sigani dwidorok doyeokhalgge dolaon neoreul wihae

*Dasin heeojil su eobneun naui saranga ijen
Haengbokhan moseubeuro nal deo anajweo sesangeneugose
Ideun neoui maeumsuken hangsang naega naenae hamgge isseo
Jweosseumyeon johgesseo*

Geurae eoddeol ge gatni niha eobneun sesangi saenggakhago
Sipji anhdago maleun haejiman neoreul wihae salaganeunde
Geujeo haengbokhal ppunira hangsang maeumsokeuro naneun
Gidohaesseo neodo nareul saranghago ineun iyuga
Nawa gateun maeumieosseumyeon johgesseo

Geunalcheoreom ddo geureohge heeojijanmaleun malgo
Ddaddeuhage nareul barabwasseumyeon johgesseo

Whoo hoo`! Harhar, oso dunnoe why me whoo hoo.. harhar.. lame lame.. Well, just realli entirely on complete sianzation mode.. hahrar, been having pretty good resting times since saturdae.. but guess wad.. harhar, I'm still tired.. harhar..

On Sian mode basically, harhar.. U gotta start mugging.. harhar.. I noe I gotta do it, but all me wanna do is just sit down.. Eat and slp man.. harhar.. soOo tempting.. harha.. *resists temptations* man.. harhar.. Its kind of feeling like I'm a caged bird in a sense.. harhar, as I was chatting just now.. Yeah, in a sense u do feel dat way.. U just completed ur projects.. one down and now another mountain to climb man.. EeEw.. Seriuosly ain't into exams man.. Haiz, no choice.. U gotta still gotta get down and studie.. harhar.. i'm whining.. harhar.. =D Oh well..

Just spent time in front of the comp doin wad I love to do most.. Which is basically looking at the 2 guys.> JDG and KMJ.. and oOooooo... JDG looks different now.. harhar, but he looks ever soOo great.. sOoo cool and handsome and har~! SoOo cute and poilte.. Man, he is way polite.. Love the way he blinks his eyes in dat interview recently in Japan.. Whahra.. =) Lovely~! his eyes toks.. Lalala~!

Me omma's kind of sick todae.. WhoOps.. Poor thing her.. freaked me out when she didn't get out of bed at 10.. Haiz.. Well, just keep praying fer her in my prayers.. Doc said.. Lack of blood?.. Hmm, she worrying toOo much ar.. Well oh well.. Hope all turns out well..

Been wanting to blogged since let's say Fridae nite.. Sole significance of Fridae was dat.. FINALLY.. Every single thing under the sky.. harhar.. Has been finally been accomplished man.. Couln't be any happier.. Relieved.. Thankful.. Thank God fer his grace and strength and mercy dat has companied me thru the entire 1 to 2 weeks.. Dun think anything could have been done without him.. Was really crazee.. losing sleep wasn't the entire thing.. It was kind of depriving in a way as in a sense, I didn't have much time to do the things that I want and it realli puts me off.. And well, no time fer KMJ- JDG ing.. Wasn't the main part.. every single time was really tiring.. Plus it hurts the back fer sitting toOo long man.. Man, just thank God everything's over..

SoOo yeah.. Spent the rest of the dae den later after classes at Tampiness Mall.. harhar.. Went to eat at the food court and den went sitting around the arcade.. harhar, played Time Crisis 2 which my skills was ever dat lousy.. harhar.. And well, we proceeded to CHangi Airport after dat.. Bunch of us, initially there was Wesley. Lip Chun [b'dae boi dat dae] and Andre.. They left fer pool later after TM while Raquel, Peng Soon, Ashley and Najib went on to the airport.. Wanted to view the planes.. oh yeah. there was rebecca there toOo.. SoOo yeah.. Went on there.. Somehow, viewing the planes just gave me a sense of destess from the stupid working environment.. Every single day straight nothing but working to meet deadlines is realli crazee.. Stress and the time factor realli was the neck man.. Sat down and chatted.. harhar, which was realli fun.. got to know more of raquel at the end of the dae and she is a realli sweet gurl.. harhar.. Hu loves peace and quietness in a sense.. Airport was one hell of a nideed break fer me.. Been returning late at nite since thursdae nite.. Harhar..

Didn't have the mood to come home on thursdae nite dat I stayed in skool till pretty late.. harhar.. Just didn't wanna head home and bathe, like a routine.. Eat ur dinner and den get seated in front of the computer and den type ur way off or wad.. Start ut project.. Fridae was return from the airport.. harhar.. Todae oso was another late return.. harhar.. Omma was calling me very clever to "run run".. harhar, I am if I wan to.. Get me armed wif my bus concession pass.. i'll run whenever there is a nid to.. east to west anytime man.. Didn't love to enjoy sitting long rides on the bus from one place to another but well.. habits gets kicked wif another habit and well.. Its pretty alrite fer now I guess.. Firstly, u slp on the bus and enjoy ur music.. Second thing is the walking stroll back from the bus stop.. And as u get that wind blowing on ur face at nite.. its one of the nicest things that can happen.. One of the next best thing compared to sea breeze.. Gets me off.. Free.. hahrar.. yeahie..

Been on 2 days in a row teaching accounts.. harhar, Xiu Guan yesterdae.. harhar, Hakim todae.. All in all, just realli hope they understood wad I was saying.. harhar.. And learnt something I'll be pretty much happie.. ahrhar.. Fun chat getting to noe more of Xiu Guan and Hakim was a good one.. harhar.. Having been told he didn't realli felt comfortable wif toking to me cause of my pretty stern looking face puts him off.. harhar, after sometime, the ice was broke in any case and well.. We went on chatting fer like 30 mins I think after doing couple of qns man.. hahrar.. And we found out lots of couple of similarities in out character and also the problems faced and all.. SoOo it was realli an enriching good time getting to know more ppl lar..

Harhar, anyways, am getting sleepy alreadi.. Shall make this shorter and head fer bed.. Eyes closing.. One week's break starts tml.. And get to do wad the things I wan.. oh yeah.. Su Hui called todae.. SoOo glad she did and well, I guess she didn't changed much either and fer me.. Harhar, the same old "happie, crappy, happie go lucky" gurl lar.. Hahrar, no suprises.. i'm not one hu kind of changes dat much.. [i Hope].. Nice chatting wif her toOo.. Oh and Dr Ed Poussen went "U gotta give up anything and everything fer Christ".. Guess it may ir have or might happen to each one of us.. Prepare urslef.. harhar.. okie, realli tired.. gonna rest.. NitezZz~!

Okie, pretty choppy one.. Harhar, gotta start working dude.. harhar.. Just done wif my KMJ-ing and JDG-ing while more of the earlier one.. harhar.. Been on da phone quite some time todae.. been a long time since I did dat, harhar.. yeah, but well.. Todae's been rather kind of fine.. Full of pleasant suprises.. Hahrar..

Todae, well, did projectionist fer 2nd service.. Thank God it went preetty wel except fer some ditches here and there.. harhar, and had to rush down to Concorde Hotel fer a relative [well, u can say dat..] which was really feeling.. Ate not much but still was reaelly full.. Sent Kim Yee to the MRT station as she headed off fer work and I headed on to Joyce's Ho's place.. harhar.. Work on accounts.. harhar.. Which I could onli answer 1 out of da 2 qn.. harhar.. Farnie.. harhar.. rusty le..

Oh, pleasant suprise is cause God has blessed me.. harhar, yeah.. Wonderful work done by my fellow grp members, harha.. From Leo especially.. Man, I was really blown away at the work done up.. =) Pleasant suprise fer me man.. Harhar.. Yeah.. Hope more to come.. Harhar, it gives u packets of energy to carrie on doing and working on the last bits of ur projects man.. =) God is good..

Man, am soOo hooked on Joyce's introduction of Jars of Clay to me.. Man o man.. it roxs man.. Especially the song "world's apart".. the more I listen to it, I've listen to it fer upteen times alreadi and it really takes me away as I read on the lyrics.. Argh.. Its cool, it totally basically, to submit urself wholly to the one up there.. Disregarding everything.. The world, lust, evil, pride.. Lyrics are really nice.. Man.. Shall post it.. Hmm.. Gonna company me fer the whole nite.. Love the song loads now.. Harhar..

I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow it all ends up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I flew too high and like Icharus I collide
With a world I try so hard to leave behind
To rid myself of all but love, to give and dieA
To turn away and not become
Another nail to pierce the skin of one who loves
More deeply than the oceans, more abundant than the tears
Of a world embracing every heartache
Can I be the one to sacrifice
Or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow[Chorus]
Take my world a - part (To need you)
I am on my knees (To love you)
Take my world a - part (To need you)
Broken on my All said and done I stand alone
Amongst remains of a life I should not own
It takes all I am to believe
In the mercy that covers me
Did you really have to die for me
All I am for all you are because what I need
And what I believe are worlds apart
And I pray[Chorus]
On my knees
I look beyond the empty cross
Forgetting what my life has cost
I wipe away the crimson stains
And all the nails that still remain
More and more I need you now
I owe you more each passing hour
The battle between grace and pride
I gave up not so long ago
So steal my heart and take the pain
And wash the feet and cleanse my pride
Take the selfish, take the weak
And all the things I cannot hide
Take the beauty, take my tears My sinful soiled heart, make it pure
Take my world, it all is yours
Take it now, take it now
To serve the ones that I despise (To love you)
Speak the words I can't deny Take my world a - part (To need you)
And watch the world I used to know Fall to dust and blow away
I am on my knees (To love you)
look beyond the empty cross
Forgetting what my life has cost Take my world a - part (To need you)
So wipe away the crimson stains
And all the nails that still remain Broken on my knees (To need you)
And steal my heart and take the pain
And take the selfish, take the weak
And all the things I cannot hide (To need you)
Take the beauty, take my tears
Take my world apart On my knees (To need you)
Take my world apart
And I do pray (To need you)
And I pray, and I pray
Take my world apart On my knees My worlds apart

Yuckie dae todae was.. Totally moodless man.. Screwed up.. Thanks to da comm skills papers we had todae.. Argh.. Should have put in more effort in mugging last nite.. now I regretted fer doing a seriously half past six job.. Gonna be bad fer this one.. Sounds like Amaths once more.. How much I sucked in dat.. EeEee.. Da past has just came back and haunt me once more.. EeEee... Haiz.. Just hoping I'll scrape thru overall man.. Haiz..

Well well, todae alrite lar.. Tried cheering myself up wif Emily's antics.. Harhar, she bought ice cream in a cup.. Asked me if I wanted.. Said I dun wan.. Guess wad she did.. "Come, quick~! Open ur mouth", da spoon was rite in front of me.. Harhar, in front of my mouth actualli.. Harhar.. SoOo she just fed me a spoonful of wad.. Strawberry + vanilla + chocolate ice cream.. hahar.. Still moody and fanning over the whole thing.. WEll, just sat in front and just post and read lor.. KMJ and JDG- ing.. Get my mind over dat stuff and do better fer my project I guess.. Argh..

Projects are all reaching an end of done up.. Left bits and pieces here and there.. Something more acheivable I hope wif da time.. And its gonna be studie week soOon.. Can't believe it.. We just had our mid-sem test and now exams.. Woot~! Win liao.. Hopefully will do well dude.. Can't think of wad happens if u're gonna flunk.. Lousy feeling and moodless whole dae.. no thanks.. hahrar.. Think I'm going nuts man.. Think too much alreadi.. Lalala~! Wan my holidays.. harhar, but before dat, u seriously gotta go and earn it by doing soOo much of work.. Making urself sleep deprived and work and work.. harhar..

Dinner's time soOon.. Lalala~! Waiting fer my call.. harhar.. Nice dinner yesterdae.. Omma cooked chicken rice wif my fav baek cai + meat ball + fishball soup wif her super nice self made chilli and ginger paste rice.. harhar, its cool.. Whahrar.. Hungry alreadi fer me.. Eat to my heart's content.. Hmmmph..