"Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen." - Hebrews 11:1

Friday, September 21

blogger's server is laggy or either my connection. grr. but heck it i came in to put cute domo here and laugh at. my company for the past hours and i'm still alive at 0515 in the morning. *kukukuku. the rooster calls. and at 6am all radio stations plays the instrumental majulah singapura. rise and shine. (my butt) for i haven't been able to fall asleep than to rise.

say hi there to the cute toy :) hee hee. *beems. well the real person was my company yesterday, in which makes me contain some joy and i typed some cheesy stuffs to him on the mobile. but its something i've been feeling of since monday. i mean it! ahaha.

i can't explain of, apart from being cheery which i think i haven't been for work has sapped up all my joy. =) thank you bwahahaha. (more caterpillar hop around antics? muahaha) i do crazy stuff in the wee hours of the morning don't i. i just did it again opps. anyways,i can't expect daily companies apart from excellent services by God. but the boy is afterall, yes a human. so the toy shall be his replacement ahaha. otherwise it's been preciously sealed up and locked in the cardboard. i don't want my toys getting dusty and get me all sneezy wheezy. photoshopped fonts adds some attitude to the pic taken by the mobile ahaha. and colour change AHHAHAA. doesn't domo look like some sponge you can take and just throw at people, or a piece of pork floss bread bun that you can eat up and be full. with chilli spread over at the mouth, and white teeth made up of mayo. and black eyes which are made of olives. OK. not funny.

and typing at my almost fully zombed brain is so fun. its as good as i'm rattling some nonsense but at the same time making some ironic sense around. and the keyboard goes tatatatata. WHOO. domo stares.

mom comes in and "WHOA U STILL HAVEN"T SLP". me: *stares at the comp. shakes your head. hahaa. some kind of life. i can't wait for steamboat mummy's doing it later. and xiao lao hu RAWRR coming. ahaha. missy caroline. fai dit!!!

oh wells, shall rooll around on the bed. and i must say. I COMPLETED my FIRST NDSL game whaha. Elite Agent Beats. ok lah, but it makes me cringe when i have to use the stylus and twirl the wheel, very hardly. ow. but you get used to it. HAHAAH. the ndsl is still in one piece.

*domo stares.

(ah joy stares)

and before i forget.

"how does prawns laugh"..

now brace yourself.

tightly.. it goes.

>> hae hae hae.

now keep repeating it till it reminds u of hae lor. LOL

and yar one more.

"what tea cannot be drunk" (she mo cha shi bu neng he de)

ready?

>>jing cha. (police)

ok cold. yeah. Vanessa no2. LOL. ahaha. she's gonna kill me if she sees it. but your cold jokes are better. hee hee.

Saturday, September 15

i get so tempted when i see guitars lying around. ahhaa. yesterday little bit itchy already. so anyways to kill the itch i sat down today and played some tunes ahhaa, i always wanted to get the recording done after watching <<881>> ahaha. i really lovee that song ahaha. so figured out the chords, and hahaha. i found the lyrics. whoo la.

so yeah i bu yao lian. put it up here, my bloggie rite? and get flamed whahaha. don't care. =) ahaha. for the fun lovingness of the entire thing. yes thats me on the guit and that's my voice. hahaha. see what can ppl do when they're stressed up? i do things like that ahaha.

here's the lyrics

《一人一半》
演唱:伍加輝
改編詞:小寒 曲:伍加輝

一人一半 感情不散
一人一素故 感情才會久
時光累計 安靜的淚滴
一心去追 愛那么可貴

Chorus:
這樣的人 這樣地等
無非是等個回應眼神
為愛翻滾 不計傷痕
甘心為你一生都浮沉

這樣的人 別笑我蠢
傻傻的 心痛也不覺疼
就算天冷 就算殘忍
等你想起這沒用的人

一人一半 感情不散
已經找到愛 為何要離開

時光累計 安靜的淚滴
一心去追 愛那么可貴

Repeat Chorus*

一人一半 感情不散
已經找到愛 為何要離開
已經找到愛 為何先離開

credits* http://just-add-hot-water.blogspot.com/2007/08/881.html

enough of fun time to pia work rite. ahaha. =) i'm NOT auto playing this ahaha.

Monday, September 10

sucked up brain juice just at the thought of getting work done ahaha, but you still have to get it done =)

today's been a quieter day. enjoying the cool breeze. and i wondered why i ended up at SIM ahaha, just as i ended up at TP. the little pleasures that makes me happy on a mundane day, is to sit on an open-aired 151 all the way back to kent ridge. it always feels great heading back home from school, and enjoy the cool breeze since it was a halfway rainy-cloudy day that was lovely. the greeneries. hahaa. nice. and to make myself have something to smile about was like to try what i watched on "tian ya xia yi" was to eat a pack of peanut m and m's. ahhaa not too bad destressing, some plus joy making look like a kid (i probably think i did) ahaha, that got me some stares from this woman who was waiting at the bus stop which i normally alight from school hahha, how funny. *Shrugs.

some dslite action on some puzzle games, i still can't defeat the boss, on puzzlequest. which i was so close to, but i screwed up, i tapped the wrong things. hahaha, and died. should have spent time on the ff3 instead pfft. but yeah after an hour of tv and dinner, i realised i almost forgot the joy of what the black box can bring me, TVB DRAMAS puh-lease. ahhaa.

time to immerse in work. tomorrow's another day. i'm just hoping to get by these 2 weeks. this and next week and take a breather man. and take the break i want to for real instead of always speculating. since the end of last year i've been niaming when i graduate from TP. ahhaa, and when i did, nothing seems to happen. London trip was somehow postponed. till i don't know when (prolly when mummy's feeling rich) hahaah. and when i had a chance to go to Hong Kong i had my stupid course i signed up for. dang. i'm dying for a holiday seriously, and i wanna have some good camera action. with the canon powershot which has been sleeping since God knows when. its been awhile, and i hope to get everything back on again.

i miss the good old simple days of what school should mean back then. hahaha, in secondary school. we go to school, duties, classes, some nonsenses in class, i'll disturb hwee boon always asking her the thousand whys, and our chit chats. lessons, waking martin up from his sleep beside me. hahaha, tying up everyone's ties for assembly that gets thrown on my table just before assembly starts. the lunches we had after school and our kai kai sessions with boon, hui, vanessa ah li, janna, suresh, fraser. hahahaa.i really miss everything, the uniform days, even if i have to look toot i'll really relive them. the people, the place, the teachers most importantly. i think our batch got the best teachers!

life gets complicated as you get older. or rather people get more complicating as they get older. it isn't that life tasks has gotten harder to deal with but people i think at times, really teaches you what is. to just sit down and chill. rant on. *shrugs. ahhaa, a 2 cents worth.

so anyways, i'm done with some work. next's revision for wednesday business frameworks test hoo hoo. song tio. ahaha. anyway, i was adding some pictures joyce ho sent me over what she took on sunday with ah bi so i just made something. ahaha. and ah bi's soo cute, her smile's so infectious. see already can go on for days and days to come! haha. i love both pictures. some arty farty ness in it. =D and when was the last time i took interesting shots. probably the one taken on my phone that is maximised and used as my wallpaper. uber blue skies. the one wif winnie was taken a long way back hoo hoo. :) and the one wif him was some weeks back. i got too lazee to post. =X but *coughs. someone's already using it up on friendster. mini sized cause it's actual size is humongous. all i can say my 3.2 mp kyocera is back in action, but the battery is disappointing. ARGH.



Saturday, September 1

i was peeing. when i was trying to figure out whether should i make the entry by writing literally into the book or simply type it out. maybe the thought of typing gets me reminded of the never ending assignments or the whole feeling of it. but i thought i should just write.

i'm glad there's ppl like friends around. thankful for the day on friday with Pei Lian. Hairspray reminded me of. feeling good bout yourself. and reminded and be encouraged by the afros americans i have high regards for, their talents, their fighting spirit, their humility, their guts, their never ending thankfulness to God in every single situation. I get reminded. i feel encouraged. i feel happy.


and that God provided people like friends around. They're known as God's life preservers. haha, couldn't agree more to that and the short sharing session with Pei Lian, i just wanna let her know that she's not alone and its also what i've been thinking of. :) matter of time rite girl? haha wait ar wait for me. =X


i'm running more then usual, that somehow i'm feeling this sense of total weariness. that i always tell myself at the end of the day, i just want to be concussed and sleep. but somehow hahaa, i don't know. i just keep going. till i really fall dead. every morning's gets harder to get out of bed haha cause of the seemingly tiredness. but so far He's been a great provider. till the end.


i hope God blesses a couple of hours of dry weather tomorrow. i'm very determined to go shoot some hoops even with a buckled knee + ankle. i don't care. i need an outlet to release every bit of this weariness on me. cause its taking some bits of my
joy away and i'm not giving it up. Joy joy is my name!! whahar, not work, not life not issues that's gonna wear me down hahaah. *beams. well, least don't get me so down that i can't run. i wanna keep running. you can't run away from issues, but its the way of managing them i guess :) so yeah. keep holding on to the things i believe in and not let it go man. it gets hard as u get older but haha, goo on =)

and this work shall dictate my lovely day out with Pei Lian. and today was with Mr Chen ZhongYao Lol. its been fun eating steamboat + chickenrice though its just 2 ppl omg. where the others went? never mind lah. *concusses* i'm dead tired. and toasts to the lovely people aorund. =D