If there was anything to be just bickering about it would have just been none other than just trying to get past the days all the way till the 1st of March, 2007. 1130am. Where everything will end there for a moment. get your mind away from school and just watch the world pass me by.

just sitting down or walking around aimlessly but armed with my dear canon. its been sleeping in my cupboard, since the last shots was taken last week ago. i'm proud of the pictures it brings, i like that details it gets to capture, then on saturday, there was this woman taking pictures during the forum of the guest speakers, i was intrigued. i kind of love the way when she played with her dslr, turning the lenses attached to their camera, getting the lighting right, settings right, making sure your hands don't shake and try to take nice pictures. whow. i just find them operating the external lenses on their cameras cool and dreaming when i could get hold of those seperate lenses. wow. its soo awesome. but anyways, quit dreaming.

its been kerja kerja kerja tak stop, this weekend. or rather since last weekend. sleeping late on saturdays and been naughty on sunday mornings. arhahar, no worries, God's been great with me and me with God, no issues arhahar, [otherwise you mean issues with people probably yes] need to get my usual pattern back. argh*

anyways, i'm just ranting purely over here cause its a stored effect which gets blown on this space that i have. everyday its the same thing i say during crunch time which is "God get me through today". arhahar. its still gonna be on my lips till the day it all ends and i'm waiting patiently. sheesh feeling kinda hungry now. arhahar. =) take care you all and enjoy yourself and yes HK HK HK. i'm dreaming. arhahar.

i'm sitting down. quietly in the morning. feels good. apparently. harhar. somehow, humm. slowing down, breathe a little bit, clear the mind. just down with mr fever and mr sniffles 2 days back. it is annoying cause falling sick ain't fun at all. *shrudders.

but in any case, its good for now, apart from sniffles being around but that's ok that's manageable arhhaar. anyway, it is gonna be a busy busy month so i doubt i do have anything else to say. apart from i think i'm swooning over wu zheng yu. arharhar. that cool, humourous, critical fellow.

i'm just hoping everything will come together at the end of the day. projects fall to a full circle. get some light on where to go, what to do, and for now, as we wind up, i'm just looking forward to the part where we all wind down. sheesh. and see buddiez soon! arhahar. i miss you all lar. :) remember what we said, january was soo gonna be busy for us. then i will update you all what happened ok :) arhhahar. then you all can laugh and eew a little bit. :) jia you k everyone. finish finish everything. 报告完必. 大家加油. 不要轻易放弃否则对不起自己!! and i'm waiting for miss winnie + winner arhahar.

humm. yes its the new year and arhahar. somehow, recent weeks have been hectic. right up from the examinations period, then came slow. when the holidays came. yes fell sick and tried to catch up my breath with the christmas and the buildup to the new year.

the craziest new year i had so far. its been hell of something, trying to get a hold of this life arhahar. or probably, these weeks have just been running on my own. Hey Joyce, where's your faith. arhahar. so many things, like screwing up arhahar, mixing up dates that BAG graduation is made tomorrow. somehow. hopefully ok lar. then, when the entire holidays of 2 weeks ended, it was a decent one. i met.

- Little Joe (Flossie's Son) the most lovable and guai kid. one who don't own any gameboy, looks at the magazines but don't intends on having one. i think i will hong him arhahar. think bout my nephew. Jarrett. erh. cute, but arhhar. i'm biased =/ he likes hot wheels cars

- my best buddiez. (vanessa, ling li, janna, jin hui) wif Hwee Boon finally. OMG. finally. arhhar. AND WE WATCHED MY FAVOURITE. SCREAMS. *drum rolls* tony leung chao wei arhahar. course i'm currently obssessed with wu zheng yu aka Francis Ng. Cause the korean guys come in too, but somehow, lately i ain't got mood for anything else. apart from sleep. humm, music. taking pictures. somehow, forums haven't been sitting at my agenda. alittle different around here, but i'm hoping i'll get back up on the forums again. email inbox is my new friend overtaking the forums. arhhar. weird.

- New year having sleep overs at my place with my 2 lovely cousins. chatting arhahar. man talking. we just have to come to a conclusion. arhhar. somehow. whoot. its a little troublesome having a partner.

- Whilst school was starting and it happens. as fast as it came, arhha. gone arhahar. don't know but arhahar. Francis Ng was the last time out. arhahar. you know what's the funny thing, arhhar. it felt funny the whole time, that someone appears. arhhar, as much as at times i'm hoping there's company beside me. but i know it wasn't it. maybe i'm hoping too much for someone to lift me up, apart from God. arhahar. feeling like i ran and ran and i ran. so far out, no one's there whilst i stop to catch my breath and stop and take a look at the scenery that was around me.

- i am stopping. stopping to catch my breath. stopping to sort some mind matters in my head. stop to pray about this coming new year. its been messy all cause i haven't been sorting out my mind and my heart. like a messy room. waiting to be cleared up and packed. old things goes, things that are worth keeping, is kept in boxes called memories.

- I thank God for Pei Lian and the people around me. arhahar. somehow, when u were there =) seriously felt like i was toying? somehow. don't know but its ok arhhar. sort these things out. messy messy mess.

- For Jayson, arhhaar. for the crazee sitting down random session at suntec arhhar. where we eat sushi and talk about what to do next. one of the other person who somehow keeps the dream in me alive, that i dare to dream somehow. and still am dreaming maybe one day i'll really get involved in more pictures.

- For Jojo omma, ahrhar for listening. that you understand or rather carry that bagful of baggages that i seem to have.

- For Darius, arhhaar thank you for all the emo songs. I'm looping Paper Boats still. For minding the little details. =) Give me a little time out here to sort myself out. its messy messy now.

- For everyone of you around, who had made a difference really in the days that got me by. Course for God that pulled me through and kept me safe arhhar till now =) its great cause when there's a voice inside of you calling you to do

- arhahar. i'll find my source of joy all over again arhahar. the bottomline. "even if the world falls on me, its You that i hold on to". arhhaar. mind you. its God arhhar. =) enough of all these nitty gritty issues, have a clear mind. arhahar. quietness at night to sort things out. =) i've been lacking in that.

- francis ng pictures when he's in town. its one for now. no time to play with more. its on my phone. i'll be back. too many happenings too little time to clear them out.