Yeah. wad a saturdae fer me it has been harhar. todae was made up of my mornings doing da gifts ready fer meeting everyone. hahar. da ladies off minjong.net board. well. it got done eventually. and den in da afternoon there was Jarrett along at home. hahar. darn he's cute. as i played photographer. doing all sort of funny poses just to get da right shots to capture him playing masak-masak. smiling. and all da funny faces. it was fun and i like it whenever he toks. harhar. soOo cute. short sentences but he gets to the point soOo dat u noe wad he is toking. harhar. =) fun.

Den went out in da evening. ladies nite out. harhar. i was late again as usual. whoot. Beka-san and Minami-san came down from Japan and there we all are. harhar. well. most of da singaporean side of da fans are down. over at the esplanade. Jojo omma =) harhar. Agnes and her son Qian Jun [not Xiang Jun rite? harhar..], Splash, Lisa, Flossie [how could i forgot bout her] and the 2 mains. Beka and Minami-san. enjoying a boat ride over at the 2 quays. which i seemingly seem to have gotten over da fear of water. harhar. and boats. den dinner over at Palm Beach. hoo. i needn't eat dat lot but i could feel the fill of da dinner. =) and den photographs where. duh. harhar. i had to approach mr Policeman to take photos. harhar. it was pretty hard lar. i thought of just asking a passerby. but har! i think its funner wif a policeman. harhar. pose and pose. smile and smile. when i was murmuring some comments which sent Splash and Agnes giggling. harhar. funny.

Dinner there was coOL cause we had the view of the sea. and not only that. the reallie coOL fireworks. GOsh. I love NOISE. da POOM harhar. sounding of da fireworks. and harhar. my other favourite is the FIGHTER JETS. god. they rock. there was this one act which sent me reallie jaw. dropping. Try this. place 2 fighter jets. travelling at high speed. first flying a big loop away from each other. and den to a point where they meet. just at that point. before they're about to meet each other. there was sort of this lil "kiss" from each other. as they cross each other's path. whoot. i like dat one. its real precision. cause from down below it looked like the 2 planes were gonna crash. but nar.. hahar. of course. Oh. and I saw. this firgging. FEMALE drummer. whoot. boy was she good. keeping da beats up and the fills she did. hoo. well. darn. harhar. lousy leg doesn't reallie allow me to play the drums. i'll just make do wif da guitar.

Den coffee time over at the Oriental i guess. i still can never differentiate the difference between the Mandarin and the Oriental. seemingly the same to me. had coffee over at this long table joined together and just sit down and tok. hahar. and yeah. the ppl are MUCH older den me. hahar. little me. hahar. joining in their conversation. hahar. but all in all. gotta thank Jojo omma fer everything. the dinner. the coffee. the ride. whoa. very very nice of her. den bringing da guests along. she's coOL. tml will be another dae fer them but i doubt i'll join them ba.

Harhar. den I was supposedly suppose to head to Sentosa. Botanical Gardens. wif her and Ah Jun but hmMm. i called it off ba. still thinking pretty bad of me. like neglecting them in a way. den thinking of heading to celebrate's Alvin's b'dae. hahar. still wondering which way man. hee. weird me.

Niways, todae was a full-filling dae. reallie "full". Blow some good wind. harhar. den i remembered the last time i went to the Esplanade was wif him. sitting down and just chatting and blowing the breeze. the sausage stall's still theere. nothing reallie changed except the fact that i sat the boat which I was real reluctant dat time. harhar. times changed. but i guess some part of me still remains the way i am. its still singlehood fer me till hu noes when. harhar.

Hmm. wonder is there a way to test da strength of ur hands. right hand seems bit nutty todae. holding the mug of beer. and while chatting. da mug just slipped off my hand. hmMm. hahar. everyone at the table saw. gotta cover. =) but feels pretty weird this couple of days. good thing i'm both hands abled. and i write wif my left. hmMm. gonna head to bed. gotta head to God's place tml. tata ya ppl. lurve ya all.

Yeah. I relived the saturdaes. the saturdaes the way dat it was. harhar. i missed those days. oh well. orh. i noe why. cause the previous saturdae i was out wif frenz and all. dat todae. was one of the exception dat i stayed home. well. fer the week of holidays i was mostly out lar. just spending time wif the ppl around me. which is good. =)

Yesterdae was out wif my "lao pou". harhar. my wife. arhahar. dat's my cousin. Harhar. claiming she was stressed and asked me out. hahar. why not? harhar. though she kept apologising fer the late change of mind of heading out once again. harhar. we had a great time once more. and. harhar. u'll never guess wad gurls will do to destress. hahar. we bought 2 tops. harhar. she got one and i got one from Zara. some kind of half priced discounts available. she got some hmMm. dark greenish-blue kind of colour shirt. while i got that black and white one and got a new baggie fer myself. harhar. den had dinner together. harhar.. good time chatting and just laming around. harhar. critising and "suan"ing everywhere i walked. [course the comments are meant to be laughed at by her]. ease her up. hahrar. she's always soOo tense. herms. must be her work lar. oh well. chill gurl. nione nid destressing time come find me. hahar.. =) i'll assure u of a laughing good time. harhar. and dat "chicken head". literally. when ppl was crossing the road. i mean u watch as u take every step on to another lane. soOo as to watch if any cars are incoming towards ur direction.

I mean jaywalk. but u nid some skills lar. this woman. literally. instead of walking further away from an incoming car. [i mean ppl will usually run away from an incoming car].. As i screamed. "CAREFUL~!!". She ran straight on towards dat incoming old. reallie vintage mercs. hoo hoo. thank God she was fine lar. otherwise i dunno wad am i supposed to explain it to her mom. =X and the conversation went..

Me: Oei. u walk dun nid see cars one ar. U noe how u walked? [does the actions] running like a chicken without head. just run... u noe. ppl run AWAY from da car u hor. is run towards the car one leh.
Her: *laughs [and it develops to some real loud laugh. to giggles. to wharhaar. i think got muaharhar standards alreadi]
Me: U laugh... =p
Her: Den u should hold my hand mar.
Me: ? U alreadi running soOo far. plus my left sid carrying stuff. u on my left side
Her: harhar..

Oh well. she's one hell of funny gurl. i had fun toOo dat dae. soOo decided to spend todae in my room. whooot =) I lurve my room. wharhar.. soOo spent my dae watching mtv. and hey. its korean mtv and their supposed to be good stuff. i mean not da mvs by the younger generation singers. the slightly older ones. SG wannabe mvs were good lor. any sense. the best among. u noe. Shin Seung Hun's "the dae will come" and "second parting". the MV which won best mv in that Mnet awards thingy. oh well. wad to do. storyline soOo sad. plus. hey. hey. its played by Min Jong oppa. =) whoot. but the common thing was eyes. the guy forever giving up his life and eyes fer the gurl he loves most. haiyo. toOo manie times alreadi. the scriptwriter must start changing storyline. and yeah. common thing is dat the guy always ends up dying. imao. hahar..

Changed the layout of dat Min Jong oppa's site i worked on ages ago. hahar. its 6 months since i last updated it. oh well. there's news from both Min Jong and Dong Gun oppa. but harhar. lazee me. will find time again to do regular updates. still trying to get used to not having jangdonggun english FB around. oh well.. and the banner looks coOL man. arhahar. [self-praise] but one of those "blending" well. not reallie dat well blend. but yeah. first attempts in trying to do soOo. =) ouh. b4 i forgot. just thought of this lil write up these couple of days. as the holidays draw to a close. i looked on the calendar. to see dat its almost 7 months passed fer the year.. and yeah. my mind goes..

The bus passed by.
The once familiar places, i once lived.
The paths i took to school. The roads i used to observe as I walk.
The bends i took. how the road turns at the corner.
How my buddy Pauline. [oei. i still remember u hor =)] and i used to walk to school. together.
Always by that 2 poles standing. we'll wait for each other.
Walked in the rain. going over ur place to play.

We used to head out wif ur mom. ur sis Phyllis n Cynthia.
The memories of primary school. passed me by.
I sat on the bus. looking out of the window.
Reminising.

Seems so yesterday. i grew up. 6 years has passed me by.
We went on to secondary school. another chapter began.
I moved out. we saw less of each other.
Though occassional bumps onto each other.
harhar. I doubt we changed much.

New friendships and bonds were formed.
Course at the same time, some are lost.
But there's always something called. Memories.
So even though some things are lost,
There's always something left for you to keep.

I feel old now. harhar. somehow. just as weeks and weeks pass me by. that another week has passed me by. it gets pretty freaky on the fact that everyone seems to be in this rat race of life. achieving what are the so called "standards and requirements" of life. blinded by the things in front of us. that sometimes we can be pretty myopic. in some perceptions of things. we lose the values of the things that are closest to our hearts.

As each and single day pass me by. i only hope i lived the best of the day i could. harhar. and keeping those values that i keep in such high regards. close to my heart. try as i can. to keep this walk. journey wif my God. close to me. every single time. i fall. i just know he's always there. with me and for me. =) which never fails to make me see each and every single day in a bright new perspective. it is him dat makes things more worth while. the value and the thing dat each and everyone of ya out there. will get to feel and experience the marvel of his love. a gift. if ya willing to accept it wif ur heart. and love him wif all of ur heart. mind and soul. christians might live a double life. [harhar. maybe i am?] but as we try to strive to live the life dat he wants us to be. feel him in ur everydae life. live one dat has him in there. hee. fall as i may fall. at times drifting away from him. i'll find my way back to him. =) and i'm gonna go find him now lar. =) life's good wif him around. =p

YoOoHoOo. hahar. fun time todae. and yesterdae. didn't blog yesterdae. arhahar. oh well. yesterdae was out wif Jayson. my "di di" =) harhar. yeah. oh well. my first di di wor. niways, it was fun out wif him lar. though he kept claiming he was a bore, but apparently not. as much as i was lame. he was also the lame one. harhar. wheEe. let's see. went from Sim Lim. to Bras Basah to get some plastic and gonna try to head into tee-shirt designing and if it works out well. den we'll see. just have crazee ideas in my head apparently. see which one of them works out and which does not. arhahar. dun see that tech-y guy. he actualli's pretty much into art stuff. harhar. interesting =)

SoOo much soOo fer yesterdae. todae was a dae out wif Glendie =) went to eat yummy stuff. subway =D yeah. hahar. roxs. give it to me everydae fer lunch or dinner i wouldn't mind man. except fer the price lar. darn. harhar. student's rates anyone? [dreams on =X] harhar.. but dat was reallie yummy. and the cookies were heaven. =) Thinking bout all da food's gonna make me hungry once more. arhhaar.. [pretty hopeless lar me.]

Den yeah. went on and K-box. a room. 2 mics. 1 teevee. 1 system. 4 glasses of drinks. 1 bowl of munchies. [harhar. its a sad state fer the munchies.] and we went on singing and singing. harhar. its fun singing wif her lar. and the best part. i was singing.. F.I.R's songs? goodness lar. harhar. i haven't tried in my whole entire time of singing sooo far. harhar. cause da songs are always super. duper high. hahar. i always go fer the easy reach one. sing da guy's songs lar. JJ's got tons of them. har. which the 2 of us started singing practically every of JJ's to Jay's songs. harhar. pretty encore but oh well. i tried things new todae =) Oh well. still nid to go on more sessions. hahar. pretty addicting lar. whenever there's glennie around. i'm bound to try new things. harhar. no exception this time round =) thanks dearie fer da great time out.

Oh well. harhar. week's coming to an end pretty soon and its pretty scary lar. goodness. one more week down which means erh. simply. this semester is also coming to an end soon lar. =_-' it was like just onli recently lar. where i was at hang ten working. harhar.like some freak. [no complains. pay was pretty ok]. those good old days of workin wif Iskander. darn. dat cutie. he's soOo full of knowledge. harhar. duh at his age. learnt alot from him =) erm. a guy. teaching this gurl. some newbie to fold clothes lar. and some ways of marketing and strategising and to fortell. harhar. how to make sales. darn. good old daes. both of us do. still keeping in contact. harhar. he's sweet and encouraging. harhar. "dun overstudy. cause doesn't help. capture it slowly. n steady." whahar. still have it in my phone to keep me motivated to study. arhahar. telling yes. to capture my notes slowly. i'm just keeping my fingers crossed over the mid-sem tests. loads of work to work on. i wonder often. "how hard is hard?" in terms of studying. time u can give it ur all. and harhar. somehow. things just ain't the way they are. they dun turn out the way u expect them to be. dat feeling pretty sucks. but doing the best i hope. gonna leave everything else up to the one up there.

nid to get my quiet time momentum up once more. and stop snoozing off to bed before i finish my qt. its on and off. notti me. i nid to find my source of joy. strength. motivation. continue praying and leaning on him. hectic days are comin up. harhar. stay tuned. hahar. oh well. laze around in my room. head to bed soOn. gotta do subject selection in da morning tml. nitey.

the biggest joke. to calvin hu reads da blog. Seriously, u dunnoe me at all. and dun behave like u noe wad's going on wif me rite now. hahar. wad do u noe bout me and wad do u understand bout this sentence which goes. "love of my life =) You'll never understand". harhar. to u = some new boyfren i got? harhar. amazing. well. u dun noe me and dun noe wad dat sentence means as to hu dat person is? harhar. soOo dun act like u noe man. freaking annoying. since u said u read my blog. har. fine. "how u and him?". hahar. i'm like ?? him. hahar. read through the blog and plz. plz. find a guy's name there ar? harhar. ashley a guy's name? or u mean jarrett? hahar. oh yeah. my beloveds. and u think i got a him. ahrhar. biggest joke of my life. can't be bothered wif wad ya gotta sae. cause its. SENSELESS> harhar. yeah. ppl hu noes me. will noe wad i mean. hahaahr. as to hu dat person is. harhar. *laughs out loud*

Oh well. enough of getting my annoyance on a high. Chill man. okie. chilling out at home and just had a good time and i feel. very recharging but it gets my lazee bones all lazee lar. harhar. yawning and yawning. morning got up. hahar. watching the movie i got ytd over at HMV harhar. having some sales fer movies fer dvds and vcds. har. and i got CHO SEUNG WOO. yeah. hahar. dat guy wif the cutie smile. very boyish. harhar. watching "who are you". harhar. good movie. go grab it lar. $4.95? harhar. lol. good buy. hahrar. enjoyed the show.

Gonna start doing screen caps. lalalala. argh. gotta lug down dat printer down to da office again. goodness. dunnoe. somehow everything gets spoilt or something i get the blame. lol. dat daddie. totally annoyed at him in da morning. its nice enough of me to head down from watching my movie half way to provide help to him. cause his printer wasn't working. first qn he said. "wad did u pressed?" forever like dat. can he changed fer once. i haven't even stepped into ur room fer months. it was u lar. always. never ever admitting it was him who did something wrong. wad's wrong wif just saying. "oh. i pressed something wrongly". duh. simply dun understand him at all. yeah. and while i am fixing. if it doesn't work out well. "u must have make spoil dat thing rite?" haven't changed one bit from back den till todae. i dun owe him anything do i? putting the blame on me. forever. since young. it had to be me. when something spoils. wadever. it wun be the elder brother. me and me. =_-. oh well. wadever. i'm always wrong lar. den when i can't find a way to solve the problem.. i still gotta find an alternative. always asking his famous all time qn. "den how?" argh. cause is provide u wif the another printer. told mom the entire thing. and she agreed wif me. >> can't stand him. least if anyone else did something wrong. the gurls in da house will sae. i think i pressed or did this or this wrongly. fine. guys in da house will go. "NO. [total denial i didn't do anything lo". gosh. birds of the same feather flock together. somehow. bro did the same thing wif his lappie. something didn't work. den the 2 parents were like. "help him lar". yeah. as i was some comp pro. i did. and he did something wrong wif da controls panel stuff i think. =_-'. argh. oh well. wadever it is. something goes wrong. i'm liable fer it. humph.

okie. finally. papers are over. harhar. finished wif da mugging fer now. hopefully gonna be doing ok fer them. pretty skeptical bout them but yeah. hopefully all turns out well yeah. harhar. yeah. was a fun nite yesterdae hanging out wif ashley. yeah. just reallie glad things turned out fine between us as far as i am concerned. having everything ironed out. harhar. be amazed at wad has been said bout each other. harhar. i am amazed but i noe. yeah. God's blessing continue to flow. harhar. u can't just deny he has a hand in most everything dat ya doing. harhar.

yeah. soOo it was a nite out till pretty late. harhar. a different day out but a fun time and experience fer me. harhar. thanks beloved =) heh.

As fer todae. wharhar. its coOL being out wif omma, onne, jarrett and lilik plus me out to East Coast harhar. after some initial plans to head to sentosa but harhar. yeah. i just thought that East Coast will be much of a better choice. cause i lurve da view there. harhar. somehow. the best places to just sit down and enjoy the breeze and beautiful skies and clouds are all over at the east side. i feel. nothing has yet beat East Coast and Pasir Ris lar. harhar. yeah. though kent ridge is kind of nice. but yeah.. hee. PLus hahar. how often did we ever had a "family" day out. harhar. pretty seldom lar. when u sit down at the park, seeing the entire family sitting down, chatting and playing sand and water wif their kids. very heartwarming. harhar. well, least todae i had the chance todae to be wif more company. harhar. yeah. real fun lar wif dat Jarrett. harhar. ticklish boi though initial cries of his. he didn't want me to head along. hahar. dunnoe why but yeah. some pacification i guess from omma and onne, he turned out fine. harhar..

SoOo yeah. pretty evenful these past days. skool's out fer a week. yeah. very much looking forward to this break cause i get to catch up on wad i've been loving to do most and has been doing it less frquently alreadi. harhar. like the past few days, haven't been onto minjong.net + soompi + jangdonggun.pe.kr/eng/board to check out on the 2 guys. seems to me like jang's site is down eh. been gettin error messages. hmMm. i wonder.

Plus on the fact. Just glad Godma's fine over at London. yeah. dat darn bomb blast. gosh. i was realli shocked. i knew on a fact that they won the olympics 2012 bid. having their celebrations and den the next dae. some tragedy happened. god. u reallie dunnoe wad happens tml. this Godma is one coOL one. she onli seen me when i was real young like some 1 yr old. and she became my Godma. hee. always presented me wif gifts when i was young wif tons of things. i noe. there was toys. she sent me lego. a set most every year. toffees. harha. chocolates. shoes. yeah. loads of stuff. bears. yeah. twice a year. soOo big alreadi lar me. harhar. i still remember all those stuff. harhar. yeah. wanna head down one dae over there to visit her leh. harhar.. say a big thankie u. den i heard the news, i just wanted to noe she was fine. harhar. called mom to give her a ring.. hee. yeah. mommy oso blur blur. dunnoe bout dat blast till i told her. har. somehow. sense she could be in some danger. ma called and she was ok. though initial calls dat she got the wrong no. said she was reallie lucky, she usually took the bus to work, that bus which blew. yeah. soOo somehow, as i saw the news. alot of ppl were gonna be affected. just keeping them wif my prayers. harhar. godma actualli thought no one thought of her. till mom called.. harhar. sooo cute. just when u think no one thinks bout u. i do =) harhar. thinking alot bout her these few days. loads of urge to just take a jet over to her and sae thankie u wif a big huggiezZz. wad if she was reallie gone in dat blast. den it'll be dat. i never had a chance to reallie give her one hug. =( soOo yeah. just having the urge to flying to her when the holidays come.. hope so.. gotta tuck into bed now. getting late.. lurve ya all.

Whoo hoo. yeah. sitting in da lab. eh. free access lab blogging. companying Miss Chua Pei Lian harhar... She print print. den i sit down and blog. oh well. just finished MAFIT's paper. erh. Kind of okay but u noe. after papers jitters kind of exist. soOo oh well. its done anyways. hope it turns out well is wad i can do. and conventrate on tml's "heavy" papers lar. EMB [e-business management] lol. plus POM. Principles of Management. harhar. management dae ar. Gonna go nuts. been studying fer EMB alone can kill lar. harhar. took 2 days plus alreadi. harhar. still tying up the loose ends lor. argh. *bites teeth* hahar. more to come tonite. tonite is ENCORE. harhar. me and papers. in my room. drowning my head wif more stuff. facts and more facts. harhar...

Oh well. Feeling hungry now. is lunch time. hahar.. just gotta wait to get home.. and food be waiting. hahar.. omma da bao fer me liao.. lalalaa.. till i get home. hahar. if i still have da energy to blog later. harhar.. wanna scream now. harhar.. whenever is fridae ever gonna come lar. aharhar.. =) sOon... soOon. *fingers crossed* and whee. be holidays fer a week and take a breather. before the skool terms goes full swing once more. harhar. busy semester lar. oh well. tataz fer now. =)