Whoa.. Time's flying like soOo fast man.. My 1 week of holiday gone.. Within a wink.. harhar.. Think of it.. Really, harhar.. Life's kind of short.. harhar.. SoOo yeah.. Always learn to make the most out of it.. harhar.. "Life Life To Da Fullest".. Harhar, pure_joy man.. Hahrar.. dat'll be cool.. harhar..

Skool always started put kind of rather slowly.. harhar.. Now it is now heading kind of fast, probably panting to keep pace up wif it.. Hahrar.. Yeah, papers down.. projects are in.. harhar.. Wad more to expect in a life of a student.. harhar.. But seriously, after that 1 week break.. harhar, I'm back on slacking mode man.. Can't seem to get in tune to the pace of skool now.. And nids some "fine tuning".. Hahrar.. Wad on earth man.. harhar.. Its like.. i'm waking up later.. Take todae fer example.. harhar.. Supposedly lessons start at 8.. I reach skool 20 mins late fer lecture.. Better be thankful it was one lecture.. Harhar.. Sleepyhead lar.. harhar.. Laziness catching hold on me.. harhar.. On my way bak home, I'm now like slping till one more bus stop ahead and it has become a habit.. harhar.. new route to walk home.. harhar.. Sheer enlightenment.. harhar.. Whichever road to walk, still must cross roads.. Harhar.. Lazee.. harhar.. More fine tuning required.. harhar..

Otherwise harhar.. been getting tired kind of regurlary.. harhar.. Its evident from the way I'm slping on the bus home.. harhar.. Really funny.. Harhar.. Laugh at myself toOo.. Harhar.. Wassup wif me.. Harhar.. Probably more things on ur mind wif deadlines meeting, harhar.. Drives u nuts firstly, makes u tired in a way another.. Or is it some kind of fall u suffered in ur room joyce?.. Harhar.. Makes me laugh.. hahrar.. Mom at home just calls me.. "careless..".. harhar, its always been.. harhar, when was I ever careful.. harhar.. Kie lar.. Loving the nites every single nite.. harhar.. And at the end of a dae.. Wad's the best part of everything besides JDGing and KMJing.. harhar, is ur quiet time, time in ur room.. harhar, alone.. Wif God or just ponder about the day's happenings.. Harhar.. And sleep makes it worth the good end of the dae after all ur work in front of the comp.. harhar.. Freaks ur eyes out..

Harhar, thinking about tomolo turns me off.. harhar.. It is.. Yeah.. Presentation fer yeah.. Topic fer the dae.. "Dogs makes good lifetime companions".. harhar, yeah.. Doggies.. Da ultimate pets fer me.. harhar.. Wearing formal.. harhar.. makes me laugh.. harhar.. See if everything goes well.. harhar.. *cross fingers*.. Alrite.. Time in my room now.. harhar.. SoOo many things to do, times u wished the day had some hours more den 24 hours.. harhar, but yeah.. As humans, giving u dat more hours, when u get accustomed to it, it once more become insufficient.. harhar, contridicting creatures.. harhar.. Dat's me.. harhar..

Pic to look at.. harhar.. Handsome eh.. harhar, looking at him least gets my mind of skool fer the least.. harhar.. lalala~! http://home.pchome.com.tw/smile/bomch/photo/4jdg.jpg">

Hey hey.. Yeah.. Harhar, finally planned to pen down more my thoughts here.. harhar.. Guess sooner or later this is gonna be on a regular basis.. harhar.. This is soOo me.. harhar, whenever I do feel like it.. harhar, but it does comes when u get to spent more time wif urself and the time in front of the comp.. Listening to some songs.. Dang~! The feeling comes like dat.. harhar..

Have been doing the usual stuff.. harhar.. yeah.. Posting and checking up on Dong Gun and Min Jong oppa.. Harhar.. Yeah.. Well, went on to one of a korean music to listen on to the latest korean music around.. Arh.. Found one really addicing one.. harhar.. Good one~! Even picked up that name of dat song to be my new current nick.. harhar.. no more "ba bo cheo reum".. hahrar.. Its "ko ma weo da go" fer now.. harhar.. Which simply means.. "I Was Thankful".. More or less, its da word of "thanks" which exists in the song.. hoo hoo~! Cool tune.. Can't put it on my blog but I will provide the link.. Harhar.. Its track 3 of the album.. Just click on the "ear phone" button.. http://music.bugs.co.kr/Info/album.asp?cat=Track&menu=m&Album=21671 Its sung by Tim.. Harhar.. ^^ Lovely.. "Komawodago"

Alrite.. harhar.. Just feeling bit lame here.. harhar.. Just know I gotta get my computer systems project started.. Harhar, which will be later.. Love working at nite.. harhar, or maybe I'm just too tu3 to do things.. harhar.. Drag and drag.. harhar.. SoOon lar.. harhar.. Yeah.. SoOo much soOo.. I do hope I'll be able to get my ass up on time.. harhar, fer service tml.. Harhar.. Yeah.. Guess soOo much soOo fer now..

Hey loads.. I'm just really full of stained guilt.. As I said, like a piece of white cloth, stained.. Covered in blood? To u out there.. I'm reallie sorrie and I know nothing or wadever I'm gonna say ain't gonna change wadever u are feeling now.. But I'm truly sorrie.. I've tried too hard I suppose.. And I never made it.. I was doubtful from the start.. knowing myself soOo darn well, i'm not totally accepting the person of who he is.. And why am I still making and telling myself I do. Yeah, soOo wad if u did? U're not being truthful to him and urself.. Argh.. Joycee.. Wake up and get real.. Would u mind and stop bothering minding pple's business soOo often become a kaypoh lar.. After my shower.. I thought about the whole thing.. It hurts both and why in the world am I still doing it? Argh.. Nuts me.. But its gotta be done now, if it goes on, ain't gonna do things rite..

The main thing was just.. In terms of being a couple.. The basic thing is to accept the person of hu dat person is and goodness, never try to change it to ur terms of wad u think one should be.. In my sense, I think I didn't totally accept the person fer who he was, always hoping he changed this and dat? Its freakingly darn demanding and without u realising it, and the other person does all the changes fer the sake of u I think.. If I did accepted the person fer hu he is, he didn't have to do and go thru all the changes.. Glad I realised my own wrongdoings.. Arh.. Stained.. Guilt.. Why do dat? Wish I never did nid to make someone's life more miserable.. More pain.. Bottomline, I just suck in matters of the heart.. Too knotty and plus.. Face it Joycee.. U're too young to ever understand wad in the world is dat..

U did really well.. Really its got nothing to do bout u.. its just my own sucky attitude which never seem to be treating u rite.. I;m sorrie and i'm really sorrie.. Arh.. Never mind.. Da junkie hu inflicts pain onto ppl.. Yeah.. The bad egg.. Can't be bothered too much alreadi man.. Understood or misunderstood... Really.. Its time to get real Joyceee.. Stop daydreaming toOo much.. harhar.. Get urself up.. I hope God realli blesses me and of course him during this period of time.. Stand up once more.. Strength. Get in tuned wif him more..

Leave da junkie alone.. Yeah, probably I do live in a world of my own.. Out there, whahrar.. Coming to this planet like an alien.. Harhar.. SoOo the junkie shall just be left there and there, going as and where the wind blows.. SoOo being a visitor on this planet, u come and u go.. Yeah.. When u're time is up.. Yeah.. Whoosh.. Gone.. Times u feel u got everything.. To make u happy and contented.. Ur family and friends wif u.. A roof over ur head, foodie, bed, entertainment.. Everything u could wish fer and u're the happiest person on earth.. Feeling the joys of being brought into this world to experience enjoyment.. At a turn of tide.. When things get not too smooth, u simply wish u could reverse time and wish God didn't make u or brought u into this world.. Funny us humans.. Times feeling like this, just be comforted u enjoyed both the joy and the pain in the world, there's a purpose set aside fer each and every one of u.. Whether its the tough and happy times, I just tell myself He is wif me.. And in happy times, u better thank him fer everything.. Sad times, rememer, He's always available 24-7.. Share and pour out to him.. He'll pull u through.. Dat's da most comforting note when the whole world seemingly seems to fall on me.. I've got this solid rock which I can lean and stand on.. Let those chains and burdens go, lift them up to him.. Yeah.. Best part is.. he carries them fer u.. Nice..

Well well.. I'm getting nuts.. Harhar.. Heading soOo far off.. But arh.. Guess dat's all dat I'm feeling now..