Darn it.. I dunnoe wad's up wif this lappy.. hahar, I'm doing this entry.. Getting in the mood, and dang.. It all disappeared.. Fer one thing, blogger doesn't have any functions which at least help u to trace wad u last wrote or something.. Duh.. Forget it..

Well, I'm sitting in front of the window, in front of the comp, on a rainy nite.. Wif songs played thru the comp and having a cup of nestum, it is a great feeling on top of it all cause I am in the comfort of my room.. Love it.. Thank you God~! hahrar.. =)

Oh yeah, was toking about how fast time flies back on the soompi's board wif jojo and flossie all saying it.. time reallie flies and its day after day.. And week after week to month after month and soOon.. Its a year.. Has passed u by.. Well, it is good to always reflect on wad u've been doing this one year and tell urself wad u've should and shouldn't and all.. Well, best part of it all I think it is to stop and ponder and give thanks to God fer all he has done fer me.. He DEFINITELY has done l o a d s and well, can't stop counting the blessings he has blessed me wif.. Thank you God.. =)

Tok about Min Jong oppa.. Harhar, on a simliar experience wif Flossie as she said she's got to noe more of Min Jong oppa and its pretty much the same fer me.. Getting to noe Min Jong oppa round March this year and well, it wasn't much of his looks dat took me to him but it was his voice.. his songs.. Which has touched me, his lyrics.. There's always a sense of connection somehow, u dun noe wad in the world is he ever singing, cause I dun understand dat load of korean, but u find comfort in his songs [of course along wif God, u'll find comfort toOo lar..] but he helps in the process of.. He's songs has brought me through the downest of days and on days which u just nid a perk up or just someone to listen to.. Simply to let ur feelings go.. And open up ur heart and ears toOo just listen to him sing.. His character along and well, slowly... he's loooks.. Whoa.. Hahrar, simply grows on me and I've become a full time nut of Min Jong oppa on top of the nut I was.. Dong Gun oppa.. Well, I'll still am a nut of the 2 of this guys and will be a nut of these 2 gorgeous guys.. Many traits which u can draw lessons upon and learn.. one trait which does exist in these 2 guys.. Is simply.. Their humbleness.. It really really teaches me dat, no matter how much they have "soared" or achieved, though I can say its alot, but they still remain humble, commit themselves to all and everything that they do no matter wad is and give it their best shot and to me, dat quality shines.. Down to earth somehow simply always gets me whoa-ing.. Min Jong oppa's "wueri" quality or also known as "loyalty" has touched me really.. The parts where he goes helping his friends out whenever he can, like helping a director star in a movie which he don't get paid fer and on top of his hectic filming schedule, he does it and though he gets the not soOo nice comments from the media, he still does it.. Man, its cool.. SoOo dat's probably why I do look and respect these guys.. and love them soOo.. Hahrar.. =)

Dong Gun oppa will be his devotion to his work.. Just look at the way he has slimmed down just to film the role of being a pirate.. Professionalism.. In the work of TaeGukGi, despite having a serious cartillage break, he still carries on filming.. Whoa, soOo many qualities dat shines from this 2 guys.. =) Rawks..

Harhar, enough of sharing bout my 2 "loves", an interest on them, on myself.. I guess its really been a year fer me.. Well, like an infant beginning to open its eyes to this world.. I am still learning and seeing what the world is, many stuffs out there awaiting fer me to go and take the chance and go and learn, experience.. See, feel, touch.. U'll fall along the way but somehow wif God by side, ain't a thing there to fear much cause somehow, someways, He'll just come by and pick u up as and when u nid him most.. 24-7.. Express service [most of the time ^^], he'll be there.. SoOo just live life to the fullest and go and live and see wad has it all got installed fer me..

Been thru the hectic of hectic times fer me fer the year which was during the coming end of the term, whereby it really was tiring, rushing and meeting deadlines and all.. TImes, u gotta rely on urself to get things moving and u'll thank God once u'll see ppl working along wif u and things get moving.. Harhar, dunnoe how I got thru them but somehow I did.. U learn lots of things.. harhar, lets say.. Surviving a day wif 2 hours of slp.. harhar, dat was the record man.. U just get real tired at da end of da day.. God was there to give u dat every ounce of strength and stamina to run everythin, it turned out well, and tat's just one of da countless blessings dat He has blessed me wif and its always something I'll be grateful of.. Thank you God.. hahar.. =) U rawk my world dude~! COUldn't have done it without u.. *muakzZz + huggiezZz* I'll keep on walking.. Walking wif u by my side.. Hopefully growing toOo wif u..

Okie, soOo much soOo fer my reflections but well, one thing I wanted to do these couple of days which I haven't have done soOo is making a trip down to Chinatown.. I didn't go again today cause first.. Wireless had to be fixed up today by the cable man and next thing it was all actualli daddie's want and he nided a lappy to go along wif the wireless.. SoOo omma and me went all the way down to Expo to get it.. Much thoughts had to be made in making that decision of purchasing the "ideal" "perfect" model, but sad to say, there isn't one which dad was asking fer.. BEst part was he wasn't there and he wanted me to make the decision.. Rite, soundin like I was a pro but I aint.. Well, thankfulli we got down to one.. And my Chinatown trip got "postponed" once more.. Brain cells all kind of numb.. At the fair, I got a pair of new speakers, on thoughts of seeing a smaller set of speakers but it turned out bigger than the previous one, but since I've paid, just make do wif it lar.. And couple of blank CD-Rs and DVD-Rs.. harhar, now u noe where all my working marnie heads toOo.. harhar.. Gotta save some up fer my lil dream I'll always be holding.. Hoping fer.. On top of the christmas season coming, presents here and there.. harhar..

OKie, guess dat's about all I shall blog fer the dae.. Kind of tired.. hahar.. Gonna lie round da bed.. Bleahz*.. Ta..

Wharhar.. SoOo kind of t i r e d now.. harhar.. simply cause I've been searching fer new songs downloads bout half of da dae now.. And I'm kind of tired out.. hahar, but the joy of having it in ur comp, being able to listen to it as and when u like it is some kind of joy which comes wif all the "sweat".. Downloaded korean and more korean and mayday's mp3.. Love Tim and Fly To The Sky.. Tim's "I do cherish you" was good.. Heh heh, and Fly To The Sky's "Gravity" seriously rawks big time.. I got no idea wad happened to all the korean albums around in Singapore, especially around Bugis + Suntec area.. i went to couple of cd shops round dat area and the korean albums somehow seems to have vanished into thin air.. they only had dat few which was rather unlikely.. *sigh* Was trying to get Fly To The Sky's First Concer Live album, which had my favourite song.. [Harhar, I have quite a number] Magic Song.. Erh, can't find it anywhere.. =( I just saw and touched that album a couple of weeks back.. darn~! it always happens to me.. When the stuff directly in front of me, I wun get it.. Till I reallie want it, by the time, its gone.. It happened to "bimil".. Tons of times dat I lost count man.. Both song an album.. Oh well.. I'll just make do wif Gravity fer now.. =)

Strangely, Bugs.co.kr doesn't work well on da lappy.. It jams up the entire internet explorer and closes the entire thing.. *sigh* Which means I can't get to listen to songs like dat.. Unless I head to the desktop to do it.. oh well, when there's a will there's a way.. harhar.. =)

Listening to "Its my Life" now is cool, harhar.. in my ears.. Whahar.. =) At nite when i'm having heavy eyelids keeps u a little awake lar.. harhar.. Gonna slp and head to Chinatown tml.. Go find Fly To The Sky's album and get some other stuff along the way lar.. Gonna knock out now.. Shall stop here lar.. Chao ppl.. Tml den get back to work.. harhar.. Photoshop timey.. harhar.. Slp fer now.. Nitey nite.. =)

Muaharhar.. today's blogging is from somewhere else.. From somewhere dat is more "closer to my heart" fer now.. Harhar maybe probably because that thingy is mine.. harhar, okie okie.. Its just blogging from my laptop.. harhar, been waiting for it fer like ages, as in getting my lappy being able to log into the internet and surf from it.. now dat it is being abled after bringing it to the service centre todae to get it repaired wif omma.. heh heh.. I swept this matter under the carpet fer like 3-4 months and finally, after telling omma dat the wireless stuffie are all not working, she pestered me to get out of bed earlier and get it done before school opens.. Oh well, she noes me reallie well.. I tend to get lazy to go and deal wif all these stuffie whenever skool starts.. harhar.. ^^ Its a totally different feeling.. harhar, not dat that desktop is not dat fun to play wif, just an entire different experience.. Wif da mouse and the keyboard soOo close to u.. U dun move dat mch I can say.. Harhar, but I miss typing on dat desktop's keyboard... harhar.. Lame me.. harhra.. Oh well, wadever.. =p

SoOo got the router fixed up.. Which once again, took me like 3-4 months to get it worked.. kept having da intention dat it was gonna be soOo troublesome.. and it turned out to be like onli dat FEW harhar.. I repeat.. Dat FEW steps.. Fixin up the wires and click here and there.. As long as u READ instructions, it'll get u around.. harhar.. Amazed.. I was like trying to get the whole thing fixed before Daddie came home, and like.. "What's this.. Why isn't the internet working?" SoOo during the short period of time whereby the comp is under "maintainance".. harhar, got it done up.. and surfing on my lappy... harhar, desktop is tata fer now.. harar.. Till I nid it another dae again lar.. Working on this lappy is cool, but *sigh* It requires soOo many updates.. waiting fer that stupid Update thingy to update.. Just to install that service pack soOo I can type chinese and korean fonts lar.. Aiyo.. Like taking donkey years.. -_-'.. I'll just probably sleep off before it hits a 100% lor.. SoOo I'm blogging crap toOo.. harhar, it adds on.. Lalala..

I just wish the signal of the router was strong enough to send it all the way up to my bedroom, but I think dat's gonna be wishful thinkin.. Its pretty far up.. And yea.. If only I could surf in my room, my dearie room.. ON da bed.. Muaharhar.. its gonna be one of the best things dat can happen le.. I'll be lyin in comfort zone.. harhar.. Lazee.. Den as and when u feel like it, sleep.. Harhar, can't do it here.. We'll see.. Harhar, its like a whole new "toy" i'm having, slowly gonna go and do this and dat wif it.. harhar.. Not dat is of anything new but well.. Surfing in my room.. Must think of a way to get that signal up, wif the books u read about.. harhar, repeater? Sounds lame.. But if it works.. hmMmm..

Tech tok while my eyes are like soOo sleepy.. harhar, was thinkin of watching "ghost" wif Dong Gun and Min Jong oppa or "Bimil".. Itchy to wach "AAE" once more.. But eyes soOo sleepy.. SoOo well, I'll just pick something else to do.. Like blogging.. harhar.. Kie lar, better stop here.. Go explore more stuff tml lar.. When I get my eyes and attention to it.. harhar.. Season time fer the keyboard.. Harhar.. lalala..

Comp's cranking up.. o_0 .. Goodness, it was kind of fine just now.. eEew.. Wadever it is, forget it.. harhar, I'll just get on wif my blogging.. *sigh* Been surfing around and was reading fanfixes and someone else's writtings on soompi.. Reallie good.. Just wonder how on earth can all these ppl capture the moments they wanna say and den leave them all out in words.. Just like dat.. how cool can it be.. harhar.. =) I'm pretty amazed.. Such wonderful writing they have.. harhar, actualli its onli that one person I read and it was good enough.. Hahrar.. =) I am amazed.. da da da.. Harhar..

Been doin nothing much except bumming around.. harhar, started doodling.. harhra.. Most the entire afternoon.. Pretty fun, but harhar.. i guess I'll be spending it on some other things next time.. whahrar.. =) Got other plans.. Muaharhar.. Lalala.. Whoa, pretty fast time flies.. heh heh.. Another year has passed.. Think I'll hang out in my room after I'm done wif this..

Time flies, at a twinkle of an eye
A walk of ups and downs
You've been through it all
How did yours go?

Happenings today
Is memories tomorrow
Save the happy ones
Bury the unhappy ones

Fallen, pick yourself up
Beaten, but not out yet
Tired, rest but move on
What inspires you?

That special someone
There when u need him (her)
Love and cherishes you
Where life's complete with him (her)

Wish you were there
With me through it all
To lean and cry on
It could have been.. or will it?

Walking down the streets
Holding hands happily
Giggling, laughing, chatting
Those were the times..

Your face lightens up
Thinking back on the past
Like a tape playing in your head
The all familiar picture and voices..

For now, its just me [and God]
An intimate relationship
Just me and him
Available 24-7~!

Family and friends
The joy and colours to your life
Money, wars and the never ending wants
Brings them to a full stop

Contentment, peace and joy
Essentials in one's life [I feel]
One life, one walk..
Live it to the fullest~!

Whahar, I was supposed to blog yesterdae.. but heh, did my usual posting and some surfing, while trying to work on another gif thingy while I quited and just went to sleep.. Kind of tired after watching 15 hours of "Island Village Teacher" which simply rocks.. hahar, I love it.. I did watched it before live teevee once.. But watching it all over to get the conversation wise going.. harhar, its reallie farnie lar this Cho Ho Tae.. He's cute.. And to see him and Hong Eun Su shi.. Bickering lar.. Spending those times together, cop and eye-witness running around from the baddies and how Ho Tae fights fer the protection of Eun Soo shii, 180 degrees kicks and punches.. Way to go.. *dreams* SoOo cool, ending towards the end was kind of teary but through it all.. The ending was sweeEet.. =)

Harhar, dunnoe y either.. Kind of puzzles me.. Heh, just felt kind of sad.. Heading out fer a walk round the block.. wif the cool wind, blowing.. Cool and all nice.. Sat down and just well.. Dunnoe.. Take a breather and reflect on somethings which watching IVT has sprung out some chords deep within me.. Came home listen to Min Jong oppa.. Let it go.. And felt better.. heh, just nice to snug on the floor and just open ur listen ears and listen to Min JOng oppa sing.. He's cool.. =)

Heh, life's cool now.. work's gone.. Doing the things I love to do most.. ANd just realised how lovely piers can be especially over at Clifford Pier.. harhar, if I didn't get the name wrong.. Under the sky [Kim Min Jong's song~!] harhar, quit lamming me.. Observe how the skies clear up, how they move over ur head.. Experience the wind.. Sea breeze all nice and cool blowing at ur face.. It was a cool time sitting down.. Just quietting down.. Can say let ur thoughts out.. reflect and just enjoy at the same time.. Nice..

Nothing much todae either.. Just back to my old habits.. of simply enjoying the day passing me by, hahar.. Simply by being some drama addict.. hahar, hogging onto that black box and the player.. And press play.. Change discs after discs.. Tear and tear.. Now dat's the way to spend some time off.. Loving it.. heh heh.. =)

Harhar, its been a real fun weekend.. harhar, had a great cell group retreat.. Cheryl, alvin, clarissa, clarence, lydia, glenda, andrew, rachel, collin, samantha, clement I guess dat's about it.. harhar, went to join them after work.. Went home sat in front of the comp wif a big bowl of noodles and reading up and packing before I left fer Sentosa to join them.. harhar, go there and sun tan.. harhar.. Watched "Pirates of the Carribean" wif Johhny Depp.. harhra, he's good.. =) But more impressed wif Jet Li todae in erm.. "Kiss of the Dragon", which was full of actions lar.. harhar, he's soOoo swift and small and agile.. He's cool.. But well, I'm alreadi over 2 guys alreadi.. hahar, no space fer anymore.. hahar.. But the shows were reallie enjoyable lar..

Sundae was another one of a long dae.. harhar, went swimming.. hahar, <-- Yeap, no doubt about it, went to get myself into dat POOL and get myself wet.. i never do usually wanna do dat cause of a fear I always have of da water.. hahar, somehow, I told myself I nided to do it and went in.. was scared but erh.. harhar, played around long enough to learn least to float and thread some water.. Hahrar, its kind of fun but had a*burping* fun time.. Drank alittle toOo amny mouthfuls of water? harhar.. Alrite lar, its a start.. Hahrar, I didn't noe swimming was actually rather kind of tiring.. hahar.. Went to sleep later at nite over at my cuz's place, got up to head home and den went back home, and den well.. Laze around fer a while den I snugged off to sleep.. harhar, no eneergy left fer any online time lar.. Just wanna close my eyes and head off to lalaland..

Well, todae's been a pretty alrite dae.. harhar, not toOo boring just dat work's slowly.. Becoming more monotone.. hahar, ever since we shifted down a level down, life's been pretty busy, standin and standing.. we used to be able to slack the least.. behind the watchful eyes which is the customers lar, there're times when they dun come up.. hahar.. SoOo u just slack, now.. Crowd seems never ending.. hahar.. Meeting differerent ppl everydae.. harhar, I study them.. harhar.. U meet mostly pretty fine ppl.. Some u learn how to tolerate and some which just blow u off.. Hahrar.. Those.. "Bodur-sombong" ppl.. Dunnoe ppl hu refuse to seek help and den call u over another time.. harhar, or those reallie.. Actuallie is those kind of ppl which reallie makes u go *argh*.. harhar, met one todae.. Harhar, I guess she couldn't see where the keys were and asked me to type wif those egoistic tone.. I tolerated.. [u dun have much of a choice lar], I type wrong.. She gives u no room fer mistakes.. "3! 3!!!!" As like u owe her something..*shrugs* the customer, an aunt was rather nice.. I whispered to her to come.. harhar, toOo tired and sick of meeting another person.. harhar, she went up to me, wif those soft whisper she went, "... ok ok here.. " Hahrar.. She was cute lar.. made me smile.. SoOo nice serving these cute ppl.. harhra, cheers u up~! Harhar.. Lovely.. =)

OKie lar, gonna go to lalaland soOon.. hahar, have some resty.. I love the bed.. harhar.. At the time of tiredness.. It roxs.. harhar.. =) Ta~!

*winks2* trying hard to stay awake after been knocked out from being online due to tiredness last nite.. harhar, I wanted reallie much to snug to my bed and sleep alreadi but decided to look around the favourite sites and catch a glimpse of my favourites, Dong Gun oppa and Min Jong oppa before sleeping lar.. harhar.. Wad a luxury it is to do at the end of the dae lar.. harhar, couldn't been any better to end the dae I guess.. hahar, of course not forgetting about some quiet time of reflecting and my time wif my dear aboji up there in heaven.. =)

Well, work's been have some revamp.. Our usual job at the third floor has been moved down to da second floor where all the counters are.. Which means we can no longer slack as much as we used toOo.. Back then, it was soOo easily to just eat snake basically.. Cause u've got tons of time to urself doing ur job.. Of recept.. Now, harhar.. no time to catch some winks of slp.. harhar, cause u're standing and standing and answerin this and dat.. Till times u wanna pull ur hair out of ur head.. Simply cause they dun get wad u're trying to say to them.. Well, oh well.. Gets lil more tiring.. harhar, had a good lunch wif Raj.. She's soOo farnie.. harhar, ate subway and den went on to some nearby shop fer a warm cup of milo.. Hehe.. SoOo nice, dat softness touch and warm and nice.. =) Makes me feel reallie fortunate, cause the weather was kind of windy and plus.. Some how the air con in the office suddenly got soOo cold, u felt u were freezing.. harharh..

After work, got on to church.. Hahrar, well, it was our neighbouring church Foochow Methodist's kindergarden having some graduation and needed some ppl to help them wif the kids make-up.. harhar, face-painting eyes on the kids, soOo cute and adorable, loud and reallie hyper.. harhar, makes u feel soOo old.. ANd outside their classrooms and looking in from the window, made u feel like u're some parent.. harhar.. It was fun lookin at da kids.. Den went on to have dinner wif Glenda, Rachel, Samanta and Lydia.. Naan.. Tendori chicken.. harhar, u're realli stuffed at the end of da dae.. harhar.. It was fun.. They were having a stayover at church from tonite all da way till Sundae.. harhar, onli thing I had work tml, soOo decided to join them onli from tml.. hahar...

On my way home, it was pretty breezy.. harhar, was wishing I brought some coat out.. harhar, on da bus, it was oso cold.. Den on the bus home, I sat wif this passenger.. He was reallie hot, as in his body temp.. I just sat quite far from him beside him, I could feel the heat.. harhar, cold was one thing.. I think he's sick.. harhar, oh well... I was toOo tired, I fell asleep.. Sitting in front of the comp at this moment is the time I started sneezing and starting to feel he has passed some of his illnesses to me.. harhar, hu noes.. I'm having a fever toOO.. harhar, luckily I had some medicine.. whahrar..

Its almost a year now, quite alot of things has changed..
Places frequently visited, has changed alot toOo..
I guess its da same fer u toOo.. As I sit down and think about the time it was..
Hopes which I've hoped fer, turns into wishes over time..

I'm still the same me for now I guess..
Only wish is dat if u're happie wif wad u're now, it'll be fine wif me..
Things of the past shall just be times spent together..
Kept out of bounds from anyone else..
Just me alone..
Within me, as I carry on walking..
Walking wif and by God beside me..

Someone hu's always there and probably share ur deepest secrets..
Its something u hold on soOo tightly and not let go..
Fer all dat he've done..
And when u feel that the whole world has fallen down upon u..
Smile and look up at least..
Through it all..
There's one unfailing love..
Sent from God above..
To you..
Bringing ur everydays wif smiles and joy..
U rock my world.. Jesus~! =)

*sigh* Was blogging halfway, left the computer on and windows open.. And daddie came by and asked fer the comp.. Gave it to him, told him to not shut down the comp.. he just did.. Luckily I wasn't doing any wallpaper or something, I'll reallie would have gone mad.. Harhar.. =) Comp's lagging and not working very well.. Yuckie.. hahar..

Oh well, didn't do to work todae.. Woke up wif a red, swollen eye.. Thought it would have been gone after some time but it didn't.. 750am, after dipping my eyes in Optrex solution and it still didn't work.. harhar, like I got punched in the eye and den cried after some time kind of effect.. hahar [now u noe how it feels to have a bashed eye~!] harhar.. SoOo didn't go to work and went backie to bed and snugged.. harhar, till noon time and ate lunch and mommie brought me to da doc.. Harhar.. First, uncle mong went, "u see toOo many guys alreadi".. harhar.. -_- soOo lame.. hahar.. Oh well, yeah, I do do it everydae.. harhar.. Mommy said was due to toOo much time on the comp.. harhar, oh well, only my left eye was infected.. and went to the doc to get some solution fer the eye.. My guess was dat the eye got reallie itchy last nite and I rubbed and rubbed and just snugged to my pillow.. Harhar.. Got reallie bad but now pretty fine.. harhar.. Wonder wad's boss gonna sae tml.. harhar.. 2 times skipping work.. hahar.. "Joyce, u may take ur leave alradi and sleep all u wan from tomolo onwards".. haha.. kidding.. oh well..

*yawns* feeling kind of sleepy now.. hahrar, wanna snug in my bed.. harhar.. SoOo nice and cosy and warm.. wharhar.. =) Its nice listening to the corrs at this hour.. They're new album, quite some time around this year.. harhar, "angel", nice~! Harhar, lookin fer some comfort within some songs to suit wadever I am feeling.. ahrhar.. Dat's wad's nice to do in front of the comp everydae.. Time to myself and the comp, do wadever I want wif the songs and surfing and posting and chatting somehow makes the dae go.. harhar.. =) And goes complete wif a touch of reflection and time wif God before u lights off and head off to lalaland.. harhar, which is wad I'm gonna do.. harhra, kind of sleepy.. harhar.. Heh, and dream off.. Tomolo is another dae.. harhar, may it bring me closer to my dreams den.. Working towards it.. My motication of getting up everydae and heading off to work and staying awake.. harhar, and finish off the dae.. Wharhar.. OKie lar, I'll stop here.. harhar, go eat medicine alreadi and drop some drops.. hahar.. Ta~!