Kim Min Jong - Geu Rae

Geurae neomu haengbokhae neoreul dasi pon jigum
Geurae geudongan nan neomu apahamyeo himdeuleo haesseo
Sasol geokjeonghagido haesseo na eobseo neon jamsirado
Pyeonhi jinael su eobdaneungeol algo igie

Na oneulpoteoneun yejeonboda jalhalge neoreul midgo
Amo tujeongeobsi butakdo eobsi geujeo baraman boado
Neul joheun sigani dwidorok doyeokhalgge dolaon neoreul wihae

*Dasin heeojil su eobneun naui saranga ijen
Haengbokhan moseubeuro nal deo anajweo sesangeneugose
Ideun neoui maeumsuken hangsang naega naenae hamgge isseo
Jweosseumyeon johgesseo*

Geurae eoddeol ge gatni niha eobneun sesangi saenggakhago
Sipji anhdago maleun haejiman neoreul wihae salaganeunde
Geujeo haengbokhal ppunira hangsang maeumsokeuro naneun
Gidohaesseo neodo nareul saranghago ineun iyuga
Nawa gateun maeumieosseumyeon johgesseo

Geunalcheoreom ddo geureohge heeojijanmaleun malgo
Ddaddeuhage nareul barabwasseumyeon johgesseo

Whoo hoo`! Harhar, oso dunnoe why me whoo hoo.. harhar.. lame lame.. Well, just realli entirely on complete sianzation mode.. hahrar, been having pretty good resting times since saturdae.. but guess wad.. harhar, I'm still tired.. harhar..

On Sian mode basically, harhar.. U gotta start mugging.. harhar.. I noe I gotta do it, but all me wanna do is just sit down.. Eat and slp man.. harhar.. soOo tempting.. harha.. *resists temptations* man.. harhar.. Its kind of feeling like I'm a caged bird in a sense.. harhar, as I was chatting just now.. Yeah, in a sense u do feel dat way.. U just completed ur projects.. one down and now another mountain to climb man.. EeEw.. Seriuosly ain't into exams man.. Haiz, no choice.. U gotta still gotta get down and studie.. harhar.. i'm whining.. harhar.. =D Oh well..

Just spent time in front of the comp doin wad I love to do most.. Which is basically looking at the 2 guys.> JDG and KMJ.. and oOooooo... JDG looks different now.. harhar, but he looks ever soOo great.. sOoo cool and handsome and har~! SoOo cute and poilte.. Man, he is way polite.. Love the way he blinks his eyes in dat interview recently in Japan.. Whahra.. =) Lovely~! his eyes toks.. Lalala~!

Me omma's kind of sick todae.. WhoOps.. Poor thing her.. freaked me out when she didn't get out of bed at 10.. Haiz.. Well, just keep praying fer her in my prayers.. Doc said.. Lack of blood?.. Hmm, she worrying toOo much ar.. Well oh well.. Hope all turns out well..

Been wanting to blogged since let's say Fridae nite.. Sole significance of Fridae was dat.. FINALLY.. Every single thing under the sky.. harhar.. Has been finally been accomplished man.. Couln't be any happier.. Relieved.. Thankful.. Thank God fer his grace and strength and mercy dat has companied me thru the entire 1 to 2 weeks.. Dun think anything could have been done without him.. Was really crazee.. losing sleep wasn't the entire thing.. It was kind of depriving in a way as in a sense, I didn't have much time to do the things that I want and it realli puts me off.. And well, no time fer KMJ- JDG ing.. Wasn't the main part.. every single time was really tiring.. Plus it hurts the back fer sitting toOo long man.. Man, just thank God everything's over..

SoOo yeah.. Spent the rest of the dae den later after classes at Tampiness Mall.. harhar.. Went to eat at the food court and den went sitting around the arcade.. harhar, played Time Crisis 2 which my skills was ever dat lousy.. harhar.. And well, we proceeded to CHangi Airport after dat.. Bunch of us, initially there was Wesley. Lip Chun [b'dae boi dat dae] and Andre.. They left fer pool later after TM while Raquel, Peng Soon, Ashley and Najib went on to the airport.. Wanted to view the planes.. oh yeah. there was rebecca there toOo.. SoOo yeah.. Went on there.. Somehow, viewing the planes just gave me a sense of destess from the stupid working environment.. Every single day straight nothing but working to meet deadlines is realli crazee.. Stress and the time factor realli was the neck man.. Sat down and chatted.. harhar, which was realli fun.. got to know more of raquel at the end of the dae and she is a realli sweet gurl.. harhar.. Hu loves peace and quietness in a sense.. Airport was one hell of a nideed break fer me.. Been returning late at nite since thursdae nite.. Harhar..

Didn't have the mood to come home on thursdae nite dat I stayed in skool till pretty late.. harhar.. Just didn't wanna head home and bathe, like a routine.. Eat ur dinner and den get seated in front of the computer and den type ur way off or wad.. Start ut project.. Fridae was return from the airport.. harhar.. Todae oso was another late return.. harhar.. Omma was calling me very clever to "run run".. harhar, I am if I wan to.. Get me armed wif my bus concession pass.. i'll run whenever there is a nid to.. east to west anytime man.. Didn't love to enjoy sitting long rides on the bus from one place to another but well.. habits gets kicked wif another habit and well.. Its pretty alrite fer now I guess.. Firstly, u slp on the bus and enjoy ur music.. Second thing is the walking stroll back from the bus stop.. And as u get that wind blowing on ur face at nite.. its one of the nicest things that can happen.. One of the next best thing compared to sea breeze.. Gets me off.. Free.. hahrar.. yeahie..

Been on 2 days in a row teaching accounts.. harhar, Xiu Guan yesterdae.. harhar, Hakim todae.. All in all, just realli hope they understood wad I was saying.. harhar.. And learnt something I'll be pretty much happie.. ahrhar.. Fun chat getting to noe more of Xiu Guan and Hakim was a good one.. harhar.. Having been told he didn't realli felt comfortable wif toking to me cause of my pretty stern looking face puts him off.. harhar, after sometime, the ice was broke in any case and well.. We went on chatting fer like 30 mins I think after doing couple of qns man.. hahrar.. And we found out lots of couple of similarities in out character and also the problems faced and all.. SoOo it was realli an enriching good time getting to know more ppl lar..

Harhar, anyways, am getting sleepy alreadi.. Shall make this shorter and head fer bed.. Eyes closing.. One week's break starts tml.. And get to do wad the things I wan.. oh yeah.. Su Hui called todae.. SoOo glad she did and well, I guess she didn't changed much either and fer me.. Harhar, the same old "happie, crappy, happie go lucky" gurl lar.. Hahrar, no suprises.. i'm not one hu kind of changes dat much.. [i Hope].. Nice chatting wif her toOo.. Oh and Dr Ed Poussen went "U gotta give up anything and everything fer Christ".. Guess it may ir have or might happen to each one of us.. Prepare urslef.. harhar.. okie, realli tired.. gonna rest.. NitezZz~!

Okie, pretty choppy one.. Harhar, gotta start working dude.. harhar.. Just done wif my KMJ-ing and JDG-ing while more of the earlier one.. harhar.. Been on da phone quite some time todae.. been a long time since I did dat, harhar.. yeah, but well.. Todae's been rather kind of fine.. Full of pleasant suprises.. Hahrar..

Todae, well, did projectionist fer 2nd service.. Thank God it went preetty wel except fer some ditches here and there.. harhar, and had to rush down to Concorde Hotel fer a relative [well, u can say dat..] which was really feeling.. Ate not much but still was reaelly full.. Sent Kim Yee to the MRT station as she headed off fer work and I headed on to Joyce's Ho's place.. harhar.. Work on accounts.. harhar.. Which I could onli answer 1 out of da 2 qn.. harhar.. Farnie.. harhar.. rusty le..

Oh, pleasant suprise is cause God has blessed me.. harhar, yeah.. Wonderful work done by my fellow grp members, harha.. From Leo especially.. Man, I was really blown away at the work done up.. =) Pleasant suprise fer me man.. Harhar.. Yeah.. Hope more to come.. Harhar, it gives u packets of energy to carrie on doing and working on the last bits of ur projects man.. =) God is good..

Man, am soOo hooked on Joyce's introduction of Jars of Clay to me.. Man o man.. it roxs man.. Especially the song "world's apart".. the more I listen to it, I've listen to it fer upteen times alreadi and it really takes me away as I read on the lyrics.. Argh.. Its cool, it totally basically, to submit urself wholly to the one up there.. Disregarding everything.. The world, lust, evil, pride.. Lyrics are really nice.. Man.. Shall post it.. Hmm.. Gonna company me fer the whole nite.. Love the song loads now.. Harhar..

I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow it all ends up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I flew too high and like Icharus I collide
With a world I try so hard to leave behind
To rid myself of all but love, to give and dieA
To turn away and not become
Another nail to pierce the skin of one who loves
More deeply than the oceans, more abundant than the tears
Of a world embracing every heartache
Can I be the one to sacrifice
Or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow[Chorus]
Take my world a - part (To need you)
I am on my knees (To love you)
Take my world a - part (To need you)
Broken on my All said and done I stand alone
Amongst remains of a life I should not own
It takes all I am to believe
In the mercy that covers me
Did you really have to die for me
All I am for all you are because what I need
And what I believe are worlds apart
And I pray[Chorus]
On my knees
I look beyond the empty cross
Forgetting what my life has cost
I wipe away the crimson stains
And all the nails that still remain
More and more I need you now
I owe you more each passing hour
The battle between grace and pride
I gave up not so long ago
So steal my heart and take the pain
And wash the feet and cleanse my pride
Take the selfish, take the weak
And all the things I cannot hide
Take the beauty, take my tears My sinful soiled heart, make it pure
Take my world, it all is yours
Take it now, take it now
To serve the ones that I despise (To love you)
Speak the words I can't deny Take my world a - part (To need you)
And watch the world I used to know Fall to dust and blow away
I am on my knees (To love you)
look beyond the empty cross
Forgetting what my life has cost Take my world a - part (To need you)
So wipe away the crimson stains
And all the nails that still remain Broken on my knees (To need you)
And steal my heart and take the pain
And take the selfish, take the weak
And all the things I cannot hide (To need you)
Take the beauty, take my tears
Take my world apart On my knees (To need you)
Take my world apart
And I do pray (To need you)
And I pray, and I pray
Take my world apart On my knees My worlds apart

Yuckie dae todae was.. Totally moodless man.. Screwed up.. Thanks to da comm skills papers we had todae.. Argh.. Should have put in more effort in mugging last nite.. now I regretted fer doing a seriously half past six job.. Gonna be bad fer this one.. Sounds like Amaths once more.. How much I sucked in dat.. EeEee.. Da past has just came back and haunt me once more.. EeEee... Haiz.. Just hoping I'll scrape thru overall man.. Haiz..

Well well, todae alrite lar.. Tried cheering myself up wif Emily's antics.. Harhar, she bought ice cream in a cup.. Asked me if I wanted.. Said I dun wan.. Guess wad she did.. "Come, quick~! Open ur mouth", da spoon was rite in front of me.. Harhar, in front of my mouth actualli.. Harhar.. SoOo she just fed me a spoonful of wad.. Strawberry + vanilla + chocolate ice cream.. hahar.. Still moody and fanning over the whole thing.. WEll, just sat in front and just post and read lor.. KMJ and JDG- ing.. Get my mind over dat stuff and do better fer my project I guess.. Argh..

Projects are all reaching an end of done up.. Left bits and pieces here and there.. Something more acheivable I hope wif da time.. And its gonna be studie week soOon.. Can't believe it.. We just had our mid-sem test and now exams.. Woot~! Win liao.. Hopefully will do well dude.. Can't think of wad happens if u're gonna flunk.. Lousy feeling and moodless whole dae.. no thanks.. hahrar.. Think I'm going nuts man.. Think too much alreadi.. Lalala~! Wan my holidays.. harhar, but before dat, u seriously gotta go and earn it by doing soOo much of work.. Making urself sleep deprived and work and work.. harhar..

Dinner's time soOon.. Lalala~! Waiting fer my call.. harhar.. Nice dinner yesterdae.. Omma cooked chicken rice wif my fav baek cai + meat ball + fishball soup wif her super nice self made chilli and ginger paste rice.. harhar, its cool.. Whahrar.. Hungry alreadi fer me.. Eat to my heart's content.. Hmmmph..

Blogger's laggy.. -_-'.. EeEew.. hahrar.. Kie, stop being spastically lame.. But it is.. harhar.. Okie okie.. Well, wad's up these couple of days has being nothing but boring work and more work.. prject deadlines nids to be met.. EEeeEw.. Hahrar.. Wish times u had more den 24 hours fer everything.. SoOo there's sufficient time to have both fer ur work and as in more time to urself.. Hahrar, now its like it either eats into my sleeping time if I wanna do both and dat is harmful to ur resting time.. harhar, ur resistance to illnesses drops dude.. Its EeEwing but like wad to do.. harhar, u nid to get ur work done but yeah.. u wan to have ur own time to do ur stuffies toOo..

Harhar, anyways, guess I'm just rite now trying to get my mind off work.. harhar, worries u lar but yeah.. U nid time off otherwise seriously u're gonna suffer from either some mental breakdown or some depression I think.. hahrar.. Imagine working non-stop fer some continous days.. harhar, its physically and mentally draining.. harhar.. Guess its da time of period everyone is on the more tired side.. harhar, looking at ur classmates.. napping and still feel tired.. yeah, dat I realised.. harhar, napping on the bus ride home makes me wanna continue my sleep when I get home.. As wad I told myself todae.. Was like kind of tired again.. harhar.. But when I got home, put my bags down.. hahar, started taking up the guitar and play.. Or should I say just practice.. Go search fer some english songs and play.. Den found one realli good one and started playing it real loud.. harhar, jam dude.. harhar, lack amplifier onli.. harhar, otherwise seriously is jamm.. SoOo loud the comp speakers were playing.. "My Happy Ending", harhar.. its really fun, good way to destress and thankfully no strings broke.. harhar, at the rate I was going, it was quite amazing the strings were all in one piece lar.. harhar.. And Baby Jarrett came over toOo.. Harhar, cutie.. Seeing him makes u giggle and laugh away.. harhar, whole dae his favourite word as usual was "mum mum" and "apple" cause mummy gave him apple to eat.. harhar.. But one thing is that he's really scared of the colour black.. no idea.. He saw my black guitar casing and started crying loud.. Kind of freaked, soOo was told by omma not to do it agian.. Dun put it in front of him.. Alrite.. i'll listen.. Harhar..

Kie lar.. Shall stop laming and destressing.. heading back to work now.. harhar.. Wassup wif the adverts man.. Spam.. SPAM~! Harhar, EEeEe, just hate them.. Cram up ur window and jamm ur comp.. Harhar.. Evil ppl.. Spam some other ppl lar, spare me.. harhar.. Lolz.. Eyes shutting but shall go get some work done wif a cup of nice cold chocolate milk.. hee hee.. Ta ta~! ^^

darn it.. The whole entire thing I typed is gone lor.. Goodness.. how can? Never mind.. Things have just be done twice.. Fer wad do they do this "save as draft" button, argh.. -_-

Never mind, all in all, I shall just sum up wad I was doing yesterdae.. Yeah, week's becoming more busy lar.. harhar, falling lil sick, somehow, just pray God's gonna get me thru this next couple's of weeks.. Last week was fine, getting all my Min Jong oppa's stuffie from Jojo, which she really nicely got vods of Min Jong oppa like 10 years all burnt all fer me.. hoo, dat's realli nice of her. And that was my early christmas present from her.. Hee hee.. Thank u.. And Agnes got a bookmark and "apartment" all done fer me.. Wif couple pics of Min Jong oppa, love the one wif him filimin "Island Village teacher".. hoo, its all pinned up alreadi in my room.. ^^

Harhar, alrite, yesterdae was grandma's b'dae.. We went over fer lunch buffet.. Which we watched a korean drama there.. 'stairways to heaven" starring Kwon Sang Woo and Choi Ji Woo, yeah.. Sang Woo oppa is good looking but i'll still prefer my 2 Dong Gun and Min Jong oppa lar.. harhar.. Show is good dat we [Me and Kim Yee, mu cousin~! =) ] went out after that.. tO Chinatown which was a wasted trip and den down to Bugis to shop.. We bought a red "Milkboy" shirt.. harhar, tee shirt.. [ hahrar.. Den on to Suntec fer dinner and to get the show.. Which I got "Tae Guk Gi" 2005 calendar.. Rite in front of me, I was like "whoa~!", buy.. Harhar, yeah.. Quality is cool.. yeah, den we ate kroean food and went home.. harhar, companied her to watch the show.. She had no skool.. oh, she slept over at my place.. harhar, yeah.. SoOo after 2 discs she feel asleep.. had to wake her up to get her up from the floor to the bed.. hahrar, and I got my Min jong oppa's Sweetheart Concert in 2000 and watched it once more as I did my work.. harhar.. yeah..

Todae another dae.. hoo, projects yeah.. Due all, here3 and there discussions.. hoo, wif emily.. Yeahie, thank God there's always her around.. Harhar, can click lar.. Hahar, den thoughts also easily brought across.. Harhar, soOo dined out fer dinner todae at Far East wif Sidik, Ling Li and Vanessa.. Both of the gurls were soOo "Von Dutch".. harhar, todae 2 wore the same shirt.. harhar, yeah.. Had fun but sidik was kind of quiet.. Yeahie, wonder y.. But yeah, was to like a farewell dinner fer him, he's heading to da army alreadi.. All the best pal~! Takie care tons.. Hee hee.. Harhar, remembered the first time I got to know him was from Jin hui and ppl watching "Finding Nemo" which I got to know him.. =)

Alrite alrite.. Shall better stop here and click the rite buttons.. heading up to do my work.. After having my time of Dong Gun oppa and Min Jong oppa or wad moi frenz will go.. KMJ_JDG- ING.. hahrar.. yeah.. Miss it fer 2 days alreadi dudes.. not been online.. SoOo knocked out.. hahrar.. yeahie~! tata, nitezZz alreadi lar.. hahrar..