Ok.. The results are out and finally.. Can heave a sigh of relief.. Wharhar.. Results are ok overall.. So many B's.. Harhar.. And den one C.. *Argh* Dat unsightly C appearing on da results slip really is unsightly.. For my maths.. Haiz.. Could have done better somehow for it and in my Accounts but well.. Better be contented in it.. So must make myself see the point of its over.. And like there isn't any use brooding over it kind of thing..

Anyway.. Mom's kind of okay wif my results and yes!! I've managed to beat my lame elder brother hu always claimed I was ambitious.. Proved the point that I clould do it and stop looking down on me is the message I've hopefully sent it out to him.. Wharhar.. Hate people hu can't even mind their own business well enough and wanna put some stingy comments about other business.. Wharhar.. Refers dat solely.. entirely on my bro.. *yee* Harhar.. Sis called me todae morning.. Harhar.. To ask how I did and well.. She always said that "not bad wad".. Harhar.. Really always say nice things to me when I receive my results.. She said the same thing when I got my PSLE results.. Harhar..

So well.. Enough about all the hype about the O's results.. Congrats to all those hu did exceptionally well and hope everyone's happy wif their results cause one point is dat there'll always be people better den you and secondly.. Also those who did not do so well.. So contentment is an essential "feeling" to have.. (Which I should also come to see it) =p

I really see dat God does really answers prayers when you believe in them.. Having the faith and holding on to it and you'll see wad it can bring.. He did it another time I feel.. I had a dream before receiving my results dat I got straight B's.. Harhar.. True enough it almost came through "sameLy".. Harhar.. Except for alittle C on it.. But well.. Its over la.. Harhar.. Glad I did it better den in my preliminaries.. So dat way is kind of on a comforting note that I did try up to my best in someways.. For most of the subjects..

For now.. Fretting over which course should I go to now.. Kind of have a urge to head into a fair share of business and also multimedia.. Dunnoe.. Just have the sudden "craving" to learn web design.. htmling and all those stuff.. Harhar.. See how and see wad other plans does God has.. Installed for me..

Wharhar.. So looking forwards tomolo actually.. Wharhar.. At least get to have some time off in the kitchen of my cousin.. Both of us have gone nuts.. Harhar.. Gonna cook up a full course meal.. Of soup which is gonna be cream of mushroom I think, pork chop and harhar.. Desert.. Dunnoe if it is gonna be ice-cream.. Harhar.. Lots of cream yar.. on seocnd thoughts but well.. Hacks.. Harhar.. Maybe me shall make some jelly wif loads of fruits and a little sparkle of sprite.. Haven't cooked it before but probably give it a try tomolo den.. Harhar.. Hope da food turns out pretty well wif the 2 of us.. Cookin it.. It did turn out well the other time whereby we cooked spagetti bologanise except changed the feelings of the original beef to chicken.. Which was "not bad" by our mothers.. Wharhar.. So well.. TOmolo den.. tata~

Ok.. So its another day gone and its just merely hours away from my doomsday.. Probably not judement day for all.. But probably mine's approaching faster den the rest den.. Juz completed making the album of Evan and Maggie's day out wif them.. Posted it up too liao.. Hiaz.. Must keep myself busy so as to keep my mind away from "hu si luan xian"ing.. *Argh*.. Wished I could juz skip tomolo's day of my life and juz fast forward yar.. Den save me the agony of thinking.. Haiz.. Never mind..

Todae was kind of a short day since I slept like 7 in da morning.. Juz when daylight came in.. I snugged myself into bed.. Was sooo tired.. After working on a new design template for my webbie but everything seems not to be turning out fine.. Hate it.. But well.. Woke up again at bout 4 in da afternoon for lunch.. Still felt tired but got no mood for sleep now.. All my mind is preoccupied wif thoughts of wad tomolo is gonna be like.. *Yikes*.. SOmething you dun wanna know man.. So well.. Keeping my fingers crossed I should say..

Gonna be up whole nite I suppose and just catch some few winks of sleep.. Can't sleep tonite liao.. So "excited" bout wad is gonna happen tomolo.. Just hope I get blessed from the one above me.. God bless everyone too den..

Tired man.. Super chao ji tired.. Harhar.. Spent todae pretty differently from the rest.. Hmm.. Spent it wif 2 kids which I really like.. So cute mar.. Dat's why.. One's name is called Evan and the other is Maggie.. Harhar.. Really fun to be around wif kids.. See them jumpin around.. Screaming and urging you always to bao bao or piggyback them especially for Evan.. Both of them ar.. Boundless energy.. But makes it more fun mar like dat I suppose.. Den took lots of photos wif them.. Dat Evan heading back to Portland back in da US liao.. So dat's why todae had the special previllage to head out and hang out wif da kids and him.. He is a real good looker and oso bery approchable de.. Shy shy at first lar but later can become real cute cute de.. Loves to be "BaOeD bAoEd" and he really gives lots of hugs and kisses de wor.. Harhar.. *CoOl* =P Went out wif my cousin Jasmine.. Xiao-gu and Auntie Fiona.. Really hope the phots can turn out well though it looks well in da LCD screen of da camera.. Bery clever in bluffing ppl in da quality of pictures.. Sometimes look so nice in da camera.. Wash in photo form.. Oh Mi Gosh.. -_-'

But well.. Had a great time as later spending time wif da kids.. Me and Jasmine and Xiao Gu went over to her place after dinner at Commonwealth of He Fen.. Mee Fen.. Some soup and chao fan la.. So bloated after da meal and saw "Mah Mah".. Harhar.. She bery cute sia.. Nice granny.. Someone easily communicatable and so friendly.. Though my dialect not bery good but hang out wif her more hopefully enables me to speak and understand it better I hope.. Den was introduced to some alcoholic drinks.. Tried red wine and drank it.. So well.. Not bad la.. Some vodka wif blackcurrent juice.. Harhar.. But my cousin is addicted onto it le ba.. Wharhar..

Came back home form a lift from xiao gu la.. Came back tired but happy.. Wharhar.. Feel like sleeping soon but shall finish editing the pictures taken todae so dat it can be washed quickly I suppose.. And email them to Auntie Fiona den.. From da lack of sleep from da previous nite.. After staying up till like 6+ am to give my noticeboard in my room a new facelift lar.. Harhar.. Looks not bad and editing and pasting up of new pictures near my study table in my bedroom.. No more space to pin up any more of he's pictures.. Probably must resort to some scrapbook thingy la.. Wharhar.. Mad.. But well.. Tired but still constantly thinkin hard on wad's gonna be installed for me this Fridae.. Fearful man.. Not able to head into a poly.. Dat's gonna be real bad man.. Haiz.. Hopefully miracles happens again and may God really bless me lar.. He did it countless times man.. First was in my PSLE.. Den throughout my secondary school and previously was during my Chinese O's.. Another time?.. I hope so.. *pRaYs HaRd* =)

Wharhar.. Back after being 3 days offline.. Well.. Shall start off wif Saturday.. Literally burnt a hole in my pocket man.. Harhar..Spend bout $60 bucks dat dae.. BUt well.. Should put it in another way called.. "pampering myself" lar.. Harhar.. Spent 2 whole entire days wif my dear cousins.. Jasmine.. Harhar.. Went shopping at Far East.. Whereby both of us bought a same design of blouse but of a different colour.. She got a purple one while I got a black one.. Falling in love wif the colour black.. Harhar.. So we went shopping.. Talked and laughed altogether and had a fun time lar.. So she accompanied me to get a new necklace from Perlini.. To go wif dat special pendant.. *haiz* And den went on to look for Mr Jang's "xie zhen ji" which I saw 3-4 months back but to no avail again.. Seems like its never coming back to the bookshelves at Kinokuniya.. But got a $19 plus mag which had my fav in it.. Harhar and Won Bin and Song Seung Hun and Bae Young Jun.. The latter had majority lar.. But hee.. Got my fav.. Wharhar.. Bought it after some persuation from biao jie and eh.. Tempting lar.. Hee.. Den went on to Taka to find Jasmine's "kidnapped" piglet.. Cause her xiao-gu took her 2 piggies from her so she decided to find back her piggy.. Managed to and should see how happy she was.. So funny.. Den had dinner wif her parents and after dat.. Bunked over at her xiao-gu's place.. Nice place.. Cosy and spacious.. Like her house..

Den on Sunday.. Didn't head for service AgAiN.. But well.. Spend da Sunday morning wif da teevee and afternoon.. Lazily.. Den evening went again to Jasmine's place.. Had pizza which had been a long time since I had one.. Den helped wif Carol's history common test.. Den nite watched "waterboys the series.. Shindo-boy.. Harhar.. My fav character.. Den later had "Friends" which had Won Bin.. Harhar. Didn't notice it but he looks good.. But well.. Jang Dong Gun still da best! =P

So for todae.. Slept lots of.. Woke up cause of a phone call in da morning.. Den ate watched bit of teevee b4 sleeping again for another 5 hours.. Harhar.. First time but maybe could be too much of late nitez but now.. Feel so energetic.. Harhar.. Gonna go check up on Mr Jang for now.. NiteZzz..

Wharhar.. Todae same thing again.. harhar.. Did nothing much but watching teevee.. Dat "cai se shi jie".. Nice.. Well den.. Onli thing dat is funnie was being online wif Morris la.. Hwee Boon, Vanessa and Mr Lim.. Dat Mr Lim la.. Dat PE teacher hu taught us when we were in Sec 3.. Harhar.. So funny.. Planning to go on for a drink again sometime next week la.. Harhar.. Fun! Juz lookin forwards to the weekends la actually.. Get to firstly.. Hang out wif my dear cousin, Kim Yee.. Wharhar.. Been quite a long time la since we've been out.. Wharhar.. Gonna eat.. shop and tok and chat.. Wharhar.. Catch up wif each other.. Harhar.. And secondly.. Get to watch dat "waterboys" show.. Dat series.. Harhar.. Thought I was over wif Jap serials but well.. Not this time.. Interesting la.. Guys there oso so farnie de.. Wharhar..

See lar me.. Quit my last job.. Now jobless.. At home wu suo si shi de (Is dat how it goes?) Harhar.. Bumming my ass off.. Wharhar.. Yar lor.. Wait till probably da O's results are released.. Den carry on working again.. Harhar.. such a failure.. Harhar.. Can't hold on a job for too long I suppose..

Anyway.. From now till den.. Its juz me and my coutch.. My remote contol.. And da teevee.. Harhar.. Probably my bed and some other stuff to keep me going.. Wharhar..

Halloe.. Todae didn't do anything much besides the usual watching teevee.. Like "wan quan yu le" and "cai se shi jie" .. Checking out on my favourite Jang Dong Gun and practising the few songs I juz found on da net.. Which is Sweet dreams and also I believe lor.. Still finding it hard to get the strumming pattern of the "I believe" song.. Haiz.. But still practice lar..

Anyway.. Todae read it from the freeboard news dat there might be a possibility dat Jang Dong Gun and Won Bin might be touring all over the world to promote the Tae Guk Gi show and might.. MIGHT have a chance to drop by Singapore.. Wharhar.. When I saw dat.. Was like so happy.. Wharhar.. Getting to see Mr Jang.. REAL life? Must be kidding man.. But anyway.. It's still not confirmed.. Juz hope he really does..

Oh yar.. Juz took time off too.. To refurnish the template and all of this blogsopt thingy.. Took me hours to find one template dat suits my liking.. Probably too fusy and stuff but well.. Managed to find one and den work on it.. Sttrangely... Got an intercomm from Mom.. Wondering where I was.. Kind of obvious la.. Not in my room or in da hall.. Da onli place I can be is in da office rite.. -_-'.. Thanks to my blur Dad hu said I was "lost".. *Argh*

Okie den.. Think dat's all for todae den.. Better get some rest.. NitezZz.. And sweet dreamy to myself..

Hey yo.. Another day gone.. Basically yesterdae was fun.. Marmie.. Da Jie and Jie Fu went out for dinner nearby at PSA there la.. Whahrar.. Good food as it was mom's treat or maybe Daddy's treat.. Lots of dishes.. Went back home.. Watch an episode of All About Eve.. Episode 7.. Harhar.. Main part was seeing Mr Yin Xiang Ze watching Miss Zhen Shan Mei practicing for her "3 Minutes talk".. Den he saw her practising thru da room's door little window.. Upon seeing her hungry as she was practicing.. He bought for her a sandwich and a dink wif a lil' card packed to a bag presented to her when she went out to the restroom.. That was one.. Another one was when Miss Xu Yinmei went over to tear her script up and Shan Mei's "# mins talk" went awry.. Sobbed as XiangZe called her over the phone.. He said, "wei she me ni the sheng ying wu qing da cai de.. Ni ku le mar?" (Whoa.. Even dat he can notice.. har!) Shan Mei pretended she did not lar.. "MEi you lar.. Wo na you ku ar?".. Den to cheer her up he brought Shan Mei to sit the viking.. And cheered her up.. Harhar.. Den at the end of the day.. She gave him a kiss on he's cheeks.. Seeing Dong Gun face change really so cute ar he.. Makes me really fall head over heels over him.. *WHEN"S TAE GUK GI OPENING HERE?*

Den noticed I couldn't sleep.. After the show went out to the balcony to have some fresh air.. Wif Park Yong Ha's "Cheoreum Gunar Cheoreom" or "Just lIke the First Day".. Whahrar.. Really nice to hear the song at nite plus wif the nite breeze blowing in your face.. Thought of him.. Miss him.. well. Still can't get over him as a fact.. But well.. Come to realise dat probably we're juz meant to be frenz den.. At least theree's still a possibility of being frenz.. Cause today juz had a little chat.. managed to talk more as per usual.. So well.. Guess it's onli sensible to be frenz.. And the more sensible to accept him as onli a fren wor.. Harhar..

Well den.. Just found 2 songs to practice on my guitar.. After searching for like hours and hours which seemed fruitless.. But didn't give up.. Stubbornly carried on searching and *WHOALA*.. Harhar.. Managed to find, My Sassy Girl's, "I Beileve" and My Love Piatzzi's or Jang NaRa's, "Sweet Dreams".. Hrhar.. After getting my guitar a new lease of life which is repaired.. Made a point to practice on it everyday in order to improve in it ba.. As Beez (Guy I met at the music store hu repaired my guitar) told me dat I'll be able to get the hang of it de if I practice everyday for abput 30 mins.. So well.. Inspired by how he plays the guitar.. 20 years of experience man.. Whoa.. Cool man..

At least at the end of the day I have noticed dat I've done something meaningful which is to maintain a friendship rather den keeping all the pain and sorrows in me.. Harhar..

Hey.. So sian.. Did nothing much todae.. Except remember waking up early to a sms by Henni.. So sweet of her to actually wish me a Happy Valentine's Day.. Aw.. Remembered just a year ago I was out wif my ex-dar dar.. At Marina.. Playing pool den went to the arcade to have some fun.. Had dinner together.. A simple one lar.. Den he gave me this necklace from Soo Kee.. A heart-shaped pendant with a blue gem in da middle.. Didn't wear it till I took it out to wear from the beginning of this year.. Just go to show maybe I didn't treasure dat much of him last time.. But no point living in da past shadows as Kim Yee told me.. Well.. True.. But still trying to erase the way he treats me now.. Argh*.. Haiz.. -_-'..

Time does files and well.. Soon I'll be getting my O level results after months of wait.. Not really looking towards it actually.. Kind of detest it but the day is approaching.. Currently bumming my way whole day at home doing nothing after juz altogether working for about a month in total.. Working life really sucks man.. U kind of do the same thing everyday and over and over again.. Man.. Wonder how I will really fair out there in the next 10+ years.. Doing the same things repeatedly day in day out.. Seriously.. On second thoughts I think schooling is so much funner.. If there is ever such a word in da dictionary.. Harhar.. U get to have of much of time to yourself and just really do what you want besides schooling.. After school you still can a chance to actually probably choose what you want to do.. Like erm.. Watching movies wif your frenz.. Catching up on the lastest trends in fashion.. SHOPPING.. Mean you dun realli nid to spend money but u can juz simply feast your eyes.. Kind of destressing.. Juz being around wif ur frenz really is juz good enough irregardless of what you do wof them.. Really miss da times in Henderson.. Wif my whole bunch of buddies.. Hwee Boon, Janna, Ling Li and Jin Hui.. So cool and fun.. Really feels weird to actually see students in their uniform going or coming back from school hanging around.. Was just like them months ago.. And now leading quite a different life.. AWw.. Miss da times lar..

Ok.. Come to think of it why I am really idling my way in front of this computer is juz avoiding to go out.. Since there was a chance to head puit wif my frenz.. Vanessa and Jin Hui.. but ended up not going all because of laziness and the Song Seung Hun's show "Law Firm".. But the bottomline is that da whole streets will be filled wif couples and all.. And well.. Feels kind of out of place so probably juz staying at home might just save me the blushes den.. Wharhar..

Whar.. Lazing at home oso so boring.. Got nothing to do.. Supposedly go to Plaza Singapure to get the guitar fixed.. The "E (Bass)" string broke out of the blue.. And which happened so long ago till yesterday.. when I took the guitar up and started strumming it dat I tihnk I really nid more practice wif it.. But as said before.. Laziness got the better of me and its Valentines Day.. Dun wanna bump into any couples.. Nite juz sit down and watch "All In" again.. but neber mind.. Get to see Song Hye Gyo and Lee Byung Hun.. Harhar.. a perfect match.. Mr and Mrs Lee.. wharhar..

Anyways.. Juz waiting eagerly for the next 2 months.. Either for Tae Guk Gi to be released in da theatres or into the VCDs and DVDs.. Confirm BUY!! Wanna watch Jin-Tae and Jin-Suk.. Harhar.. JANG DONG GUN!! And Won Bin lar.. harhar.. Can't wait le lar.. But heard the ending was a sad one.. lemme guess.. my fave guy will die kind of tragically again.. NOOOO.. -Sobs- =(

But its the process that matters.. He went thru so much of blood and sweat to get the movie dine.. Much appreciate his efforts rite.. Aw.. Whenever am i ever gonna have a chance to head to Korea wif a autograph or a photograph or a glimpse of him real life.. So envious of those fans hu managed to see him in real life.. Must be damm good looking lor.. Onli see him in my dreams.. And over the net.. -haiz-