uhm. pretty much mundane day with the boy staring at what i'm typing. :) i oso dunnoe wad to write with him staring. but uhm. yar i'm concussed. whahahah. sleep... zzzz. after shopping. the rich boy goes shopping with the ability to buy things. while the poor girl looks HAHAHA. wait for money to grow from the money tree? hahahah. boo. sucks when you got no money. whahaha. ok here's some pictures. =D i've got a disgusting boyfriend who's tall. and looks good in light colours. ew. where normal guys wear black + white. what does he wear? LEMON + GRASS colour = yellow + green. WIN LIAO LOR. *flings shit. anyways. AH JOY WEARS ALL COLOURS *uber evil grins* WHAHAHA. i can wear orange. wear red. ok la. whatever hor. i take good pictures. sian weeks coming to an end, and its tuition tml. siansation.

raining so heavily. who wanna go skool sia. walk oso all wet. YUCKS. sian. but anyways, what i was busy doing last night. my dear ds lite's theme. 4 screens haha, means more screen to put the many beloveds pictures hahahaha. =) pictures taken courtesy of the SE W810i phone. pretty impressed with my random feels of snapshots hahaha. and i so love the first screens. oh and the dsl is a white one hahaa. =) lunch time and off to school and tuition. long day =(

digging old school songs and listen to them. i'm so tireddd todayy. running here and there. school then to bukit merah go see die da. going near the area is brings back so many memories. as i walk by the overhead bridge. the kfc. (su hui said got something there) the bandung. the chicken rice, whereby vanessa, hwee boon, jin hui, ling li, janna. me haha will sit there after extra lessons and just go there eat. haha, i rmb jin hui loveee bandung. i'm the milo peng kia. hahaah, den we'll have our porridge race. i always eat fast fast. LOL. haiya. the food centre has all the memories, as i was walking past it. bukit merah food centre to the interchange. i keep having those memories playing at the back of memory.

the 176 buses. the interchange, we'll sit on the jagged thingies, while we wait for our bus, van waits for 274. ling li waits for 167, janna too ba. jin hui is 198 and boon. den me 176! hahaha. the school uniform students standing around just makes me smile and all the happy times. hahah. carry their backpacks low low, files held in their hands. all the thicker textbooks are hand carried. and i'll be so proud cause i never leave my books under the table. i loveee my books hahaha.

haiyah, anyways, secondary school is a bunch of memories and i just stone at the interchange reminiscing the old times we had together. well, we still hang out together but ahaha, school days back in uniform were like the best days of school days. and given a choice, i'll relive it. ahah, the everyday chiong out walk walk, great world, tiong, orchard, 3rd place, bugis? hahaha. why our time cameras still not massively used. haha, otherwise we could have pictures in our uniforms la. =) haha the classic picture la. we should come together and put all the pictures we have together and see how we've changed and grown! and the hairdos ahhaar and the face! back then. the faces grown more defined =) hahaha. put small small hahaa.now. =) well recently la huh.walking into uni i'll relive the days of tp. :) the not so far away memories but the people i miss. hhahaha. and i realised its really that few ppl who can tahan my lame and nonsense. i miss pei lian!!!! ahaha, and linggie. there we'll sit our little corner at our lab lessons, me, lian, ronald, wee zhun and jayson. hahaa. hog on the stinking printer and print like no one's business. hahaa, and how i'll zoom around the labs on the chairs. =X do crazy things.

like some of these, hahaha! at silicon lab. my white jacket's gone! hahaha. amazingly, the pictures from the old phone is still here hahaha. and the happier times! and the crazee linggie. haha.

haiya. all the good old days la. :) i miss them and what has ah joy done haha taken out chou jie lun's old albums listening to ye hui mei's album. and i have to admit. buy original cds. ahaha the sound quality is there. very full and rich hahahaha. back then there were only originals and no pirated/china quality. ahaha. believe it or not, my old cds were real stuff. and i'm such a "jack sparrow" nowadays. haha. i'm feeling small now. hahaha. ouh and did i say i got a nintendo ds already? ahaha. shall post pictures, after massively playing with it today morning, ahaha. stopped. break. i just wanna be quiet ahhaar. so tired. boo. and all the memories. whoa. nice.

我走在每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福
爱总是让人哭
让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚
好孤独
天黑的时候
我又想起那首歌
突然期待
下起安静的雨
原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听
下起雨也要勇敢前进….
我相信一切都会平息
我现在好想回家去
天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑

ah joy is deprived. she can't have the time to watch more tvb dramas for now. least for this week. =( cause she has to pia one dateline on wednesday. -_-; buyer behaviour. and then for saturdays paper. cause tml's test got shifted to sat. AND. watch this. 30 mcqs. 30 true false questions. at 10am on a saturday morning. 60 questions. 1 hour duration. do your maths. it leaves you 1 minute per question. no more no less. to answer the question. market research. gg-ed man. on an early morning and you have to answer some logic questions. hahaa.

and ah joy is gonna be tutoring. =/ i hope i'll be able to man. teaching english to a china student. she's heading for primary 2 apparently. just freshly arrived from china. =X getting bit of jitters here haha. but yar it'll be ok i hope haha. :) well i don't know haha. i just suddenly thought of doing it. extra cash. or maybe more clothes for shopping or to a new nintendo ds to play cooking mama or..... watch money grow? haha. its not that much really but for the hours. $12.50 an hour makes it sound nice. i hope the girl'll be nice yar. haha and nice moms. hahahahaa. *fingers cross.

anyway, typing and editing and adding pointers to the project. doned. time to read. i feel like being lazy and sleep arhhaar. so whilst 3/4 through the typing, i opened up photoshop arharharharharhar. to add dear miu kiu wai for a new avatar and a pic i cropped. whoa seh. he looks such a arhahar. ... naughty play boy arhhaar. with that necklace. and the longer hair ahahar. but again. *sigh. why does man look so good as they agE? i'm still trying to look at what they do to look good despite the numbers on their age la. the secret. cause miu kiu wai definitely looks much better now. =/ (he reminds me of EWK. Leon Lai =X okokokkok. nNO he doesn't look like he looks like himself.) hee hee. sneak the photo here hahaha. sssh. sneak in here and off i go to read the notes. i wanna zzz. =( bless tomorrow! please.. ^^ i can't wait for "brothers" to come out. stars the 5 tigers minus :( tony leung. that guy said he was busy. *sigh. imagine. wha MKW + Tony Leung. FAINT* ahahar. there's andy lau in there and its said he'll be the leading guy. =( but its ok la, supporting lor. MKW was always supporting anyways. i think of wo-hu i swoon at MKW and i think of Francis Ng (wu zheng yu) ahahah. oh oh. my korean guys are left on the corner no time. hahaa. or rather its MKW fever for now. ahhhh..

// the avatar!! hahahahah.


// faints. i like the faint smile. looks naughty hahaha. i still can't believe his age. aaahhh. jiu wo. no show to watch today but heng heng got news leh hahaa.

this have had to be one of the craziest week so far. crazy for one moment i was there immersed in my work. trying to meet the datelines, having all the craziest thoughts about yourself if i'm able to make it on my own personal assignment. then i had flashbacks of tp life, we did have our personal assignments, essay writings but suddenly they seem to be bit distant. cause all i could recall seemed to be projects group works.

works never ending. tests coming in one on tuesday and another project deadline on wednesday. it isn't that merciful but the only thing that is is God's mercy arhahar. i'm just praying like some crazy woman that all be good enough.

the craziest phone call where 2 people screams over the phone. where both were stretched based on each individuals own issues and problems. when you both don't wanna tax each other, ahhaa. you tax each other unknowningly and it stretches to its max. we survived. and still am alive and pretty much kicking. its strange how things all fell into place silently and quietly now that there seems to be peace now. after the fervent rocking of the boat. the storm subsided. it was hell of a ride man.

but its ok. bottomline is never ever take anyone for granted i tell you. when it disappears it really does. (terms and conditions apply). but all i can say i'm running tired and weary uber ly. and i'm like trying to run for rest that rest is the only thing that i'm thinking of lately.

i don't have time for miu kiu wai this time though i've finished his "au revoir shanghai" and his "into thin air". but arhahar the things stacking on the head doesn't seem to go off and did i say i just splurged on a new basketball. trying to find time in the correct weather to go and shoot some hoops. otherwise i'll just manage with trying to have some fun with the nintendo ds lite's cooking mama. i'm itching for one seriously. "mummy..... i want... " arhahar. some old habits don't die.

and thank you all to the many prayers. somehow :) one way or another. its a long way i tell you. but may He continue looking after and blessings come pouring. i felt God today again strongly. haiyah. and it kept me reminded of the things i seem to have forgotten in the scurry of life. and once again got reminded. only by God's grace. all things are possible. holding on till i see this rest coming out. i'm so gonna be concussed. one moment all the frantic scurry and the next thing. all's quiet. but i'm to tired to enjoy the quietness now. that i have to study. haiyah. what a life man.

hillsong's "saviour king" is whooo niceeee. Hosanna rocks like no one's business. and "here in my life" lyrics brought me the lifting factor and the reason to hold on. more :)

I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet but
At your Word Lord, I’ll receive Your
Faith to walk on oceans deep

And I remember how You found me:
In that very same place
All my failing surely would've drowned me
But You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus you’re the reason
I’m kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life, here in my life?

You have said that all the heavens
Sing for joy at one who finds
The way to freedom, truth of Jesus
Bought from death into His life

And I remember how You saw me:
Through the eyes of Your grace
And though the cost was Your beloved for me
Still you made a way!

- hillsongs: here in my life. and saviour king is yummy. actually all the slow songs are nice. haha thanks to Joel. :) thank you.

hahar. the life of school is kicking in and i'm feeling it. i'm being so emo lately, as though there's just ten thousands thingies i wanna do in my head. or is either i just want to pack my bags and leave for somewhere to be quiet. solemn and chill and watch the world go by. i'm feeling this life's getting bit morbid. arhahar. monotonous. boring. i'm trying to break the pattern and what have i done. arhahar. well done. gotten myself hooked onto.

www.crunchyroll.com and watching dicey business. arhahar. why? MIU KIU WAI. arharhar. I repeat MIU KIU WAII. i've actually been crazy over him the other time, and at dicey business. i'm crazy over quiet men. but when they talk arhahar. its soo whooo. but yeah lar long you'll probably get bored. brings me back memories of going gaa gaa over Jang-san. :) Janggie as Ying XiangZe. unforgettable. same as KMJ's He Young Min :) same role. cold, seemingly aloof, CEOs, don't smile. tall. man man. suits. But arhhaar, wait till you see them with their other half, arharhar damn funny.

arhahar i can't stop not watching and the best part. ITS NOT A KOREAN SERIES. its not over in a mere 18 episodes. arhahar, my hard work has only let me be on episode 16. thanks Ronald for the link ar. arhahar. and did you know Ronald watches dramas? :) *grins. hee hee he does and he just watches HK drama. arhahar. and 200 pound beauty =p go go watch more korean movies if you don't like to watch their drama.

i've been working hard. hard hard hard. arhahar. settling issues, around and myself arhahar. things are kind of settled now thank God. if i don't let my mind wander off too much, it will probably keep me sane. when i just have too much free time, i think too much arhahrar. which i have been yesterday night again. but all's good. just hold on and maybe 13 years on its been bout the same, slight changes but maybe one day. arhahar there'll be change.

oh wells, maybe i've been running back to my old habits of just being a potato couch. why? nothing to think off. mou xiong. xiong dou meh si? mm hoy sum. mou xiong. :) arharar, and its in canton. whoa seh. can learn learn learn. arhahar, put myself in another shoe and feel for the character and forget the me for a moment. arhahar. or probably learn a pointer or two to deal with stuff, or some saying to motivate yourself. "go find your own world that suits yourself." 0.o arhahar. yar i told myself i should do that. find something that suits myself. think of what i should do.

in all, i stare at my individual assignment, and thank God i've been working on it previously that i've slacked these few days. arhahar. ok gotta squeeze time to do it. hopefully 7-7-8-8 by next week. and i was already falling sick. arharhar. great. so gg-ed lar. the virus is spreading again. but thank you for express service who calls a vios. (eh how u do the strikeout?) its a ALTIS. pfft. his horse. arhahar. who got me wonder pill, clarinese. its better now :) moo's his name? arhahaar. other names are so cheesy. i think =X

anyway, better be prepared for tml's BAG grad. stuff the thingies into my head. arharhar. i wonder if i'll have voice tml. i'm having sexy voice. and mummy got me ribena cheer pack :) arhahar. it makes me laugh just looking at the thing. (she said "no ribena, the packet is soooo sweet!!!! i've got the syrup there in the kitchen. give her pouty face can le.) and evelyn got me sweet cute looking smiley donuts. :) thank yous.

miu kiu wai to stare. whaaaaaa! :) i don't care if he's old. i don't care don't care. don't care. period.