I wanna scream my head out. argh. one dae of studying ebm. haahar. i'm detested of studying anymore subjects. but as if u got any choice. har. u dun. soOo well. still gotta head on. hit da books.

Honestly. its one of da rarest times i'm pushing myself dat hard. but i noe lar. my conscience will be telling me dat if i dun. i'm soOo gonna regret it. soOo yeah. maybe a sea view to treat myself wif a cup of ice cream. under the sky. wif the wind blowing at my face. sounds good. argh.

the exam rush is madness. totally. honestly. been coped up in my room. harhar. it'll freak ppl out. trying means and ways to stay awake. dat yeah. omma helped me by getting these pills from da pharmacy. has been effective in keeping me awake. cause i was dozing off and complaining i couldn't wake up fer the entire last week. i slept soOo much. i think it was hindering my mugging time lar.

eeeEe. skool's fun but not this time and i totally dun like this part. i guess projects are not dat bad as compared to exams reallie. harhar. after the complaints of bad project experiences. but it beats mugging. harhar. its been really weeks. lots of weeks. hahar. maybe months since i reallie had the time to enjoy wad's on jang's site lar. minjong.net and soompi.com/forums. been active in it as wad i used to do. in the previous semesters. but well. life ain't dat luxurious harhar. this time. the toughest and the sloggiest times this semester has been but as must as it was the sloggiest. i think u learn much more and had my fair share of fun and getting to noe much more ppl around. harhar.

i'll remember dat movie out wif Ming. Danielle. and if Shi Xian is able to make it and Emily and the rest of da crew over at Colour and Composition. i just learnt how fun it was back den wif those 3 hours of class. as much as it deprived me of my sleep the previous nite working on the assignment but i think it was just a cosy environment to come together and just paint and laugh about each other. its pretty much a relaxing time together lar. den we'll paint and giggle at each other work. class was made up of mostly ppl from CMM harhar. But u fit in and harhar. enjoy urself toOo lar.

Hmm. i guess i'm just missing. the times spent on doing the things that i enjoy doing. to be honest. quiet times has been little fer these past semesters. i feel bad. as much as u pray and ask God to do soOo much fer u and u not doing much in reading up. its like i ain't listening much to God, like opening up my ears and heart to him. but once again. He works in my life and dat makes me feel all sufficient. as he guides my everydae life. Its like. I do wad i can and i'll leave it all up to him. God's coOL. harhar. like he's watching me everydae. I'll tok and tok to him everynite. as i close my eyes and thank him fer the day and his doings. I feel soOo heard. Like a child telling daddy everything, dat happens in a day. i tuck myself to bed. a day has just past. and tomorrow's another day. letting the next day worry for himself. till i drift off to sleep. harhar. i like ending my day. harhar.

But. before i do. gotta go mug some stuff and finish mugging abit of POM fer todae. before i drift off to lalaland. Hahar. reach some kind of checkpoint like a database. and hope it doesn't crash. cause backing up probably will kill me. harhar. This is times when i soOo very much feel how reality strikes and feel how life can be crazy at times. this entire paper chase thingy. the rat race seems soOo eminent. how real. its madness!! I dig myself in books. hoping to get satisfactory grades. and in the end. get by and till the end. get that certificate which spells. "diploma in business information technology". sounds like a big joke to me. dat after all da lessons u go. u get the piece of paper. and when u think ya done wif a diploma. in comes. a degree or some uni certs to make u seem. "academic inclined". armed wif these papers and head out to the society and make a living for urself. honestly. all this happens within years. real quick. as much as my mom was saying. "life moves real fast after ya graduate from secondary skool". harhar. it has been. real fast and it will get faster as the years get by. and by the moment. i'll be working. eEeks. can't help not feeling old now. 18 yr old joyceey. joyce. joyce. [harhar. i miss dat. andrew lim came out wif dat!]

I miss da past years. as i was chatting wif omma. how i was young and asked mom to sent me to pre-skool. harhar. I asked mom to sent me to skool?. harhar. i still find it funny and hard to believe but harhar. mom said it. like when i saw this kid walking down the road, i wanted to be in dat uniform and go skool cause home was boring. harhar. beat that! some snippets of my life comes real fun. i like sitting down and reminiscing at times.

And its teaachers' day soon. as much as i wanna head back to see all my secondary teachers. but most of them are not in da skool nimore. there's one person i reallie wanna see. Its my primary skool teacher. it just strucked me yesterdae when Lyn said she wanna go and find MISS BALA!! yeah. i miss Miss Bala. but it'll be when we're all done wif our papers and i pray she'll be there. and she recognise us! cause its been goodnessly donkey years. but i still remember her now and then. cause i think she's the one who instilled in me. what is called "character" really. for the person i am. and all the leadership she instilled in me. harhar. it carried on till secondary skool years but erh. sorrie ar cher. it stopped. harhar. but it'll carry on in my little walks of life. =) darn i miss her face. the hugs she gave us. the ears she gave to us. and the lessons. trust me. i can relate what she did in class to my sister, who is teaching. harhar. she gets pretty amazed at my sharings. wad to do. primary skool were the growing climax but harhar. nothing beats secondary skool. =)

Har. okie okie. i think i shall end my posting here. am getting rather long winded these days. wad to do. i'm getting old. harhar. sitting down on the chair. in front of my lappie and wif the speakers playing good tunes. [i'm listening to the soundtrack of Our Stance on How to Break Up Ost] =) Honestly, I didn't really fancy the ost at all when i first heard it. but as the drama progresses, harhar. I'm in love wif this sound track cause its got that tingling feeling and ability of reaching the insides of me. as i said. i reallie get lots of feelings when i watch this drama. every episode. cause times. I see myself in there and i feel the way the characters do. speaks alot to me. but those are the past! harhar. moved on and u look back. one day. u've grown buddy! hahar. =) oh well. growing up. lalala. oh. and i must say. Min Jong oppa. ya soOo fine. ya soOo cute. u make me smile!! harhar. just looking at these pics i've uploaded to my phone to keep me motivated to study as i look onto my phone. harhar. i wish i could just take a shot of the 2 of them. by me!! harhar. i dream on. *sigh* i cannot withstand these 2 guys smiles. arhhh. hee. >.<

captures from "windmill palm tree groove" =) Yeah yeah. from da trailer. hee.

This is one of them. one more smile!! harhar. he's soOo cute. Min Jong + Dong Gun oppa roxs. soOo adore the 2 of their smiles. i'll smile toOo ya noe. harhar. =) *dreams* Sheesh. gotta muggie now. taz.

I wanna sleep now lar. But before i do. i think i shall post my day's of ups and downs. hahar. ups = yeah. i passed ebm. hahar. c+ but yeah. i got through the coursework. hahar. and the downs. there's 2. one. = i lost my pencil. my dear beloved pencil. wif me fer like 4-5 years. it dropped in the lecture theatre and the stupidest mistake was not to pick it up. i regret it now cause the pencil holds significant. sentimental value lar. oh well. =( just ultra sad.

sad thing 2. beloved Min Jong oppa has just got into a car accident. wasn't his fault. someone banged up his car [its a ssangyong car!] which is supposedly hardy rite. *shrudders* i think the impact must have been great. unless that guy was speeding den whack thru his car at such at impact that could leave the ppl in da car wif injuries taking 2 weeks to heal. hmMm. i somehow kind of developed a phobia of both driving and riding lar. dat dae. loooking at dat motorbike crash into the back of the Mitsub lancer. the bike got under the back of the car. crushed and crashed. and looks real bad. to me. looks like the rider probably fell and skidded the bike towards the car. eEe. accidents are freaky. well. I just hope Min Jong oppa gets well soOon lar. somehow. i just feel fer him. poor guy. he's reallie going thru alot more lately. God look after him wor. but one thing i loved. dearly bout and respected da him [though silly] as much as he and Dong Gun oppa has. LOTS and Lots of devotion fer the work they do. that's one thing that soOo whoa-s me oveer them. despite the accident he went down to finish up the filming and den went to the hospital fer treatment. it sounds crazee. but end of the day. its reallie thoughtful of him cause yeah. the crew and all are waiting. soOo yeah. learn loads from these 2 gorgeous.

Ups fer the day. hahar. it was total fun todae fer the 7 of us. My mates! There's CPL! hahar. Pei Lian, Lavonne, Hui Xing [i like calling her Emmy-san more!], Ronald, Wee Zhun and Jayson. yeah. we all went out together as wad we usually did fer the fridays. but this week was different. its the last time out as the same tutorial group alreadi. time seriously flies i felt i just known them not toOo long. but we'll still bump into each other cause we're in da same course! but there's a tinch of sadness in there. thing's gonna be different next semester. oh boy. =(

SoOo we went on picture spree. =) Brought my camera and especially fer todae. i charged up 2 batts just fer the occassion of taking pics. harar. loads of pics. and had lunch at Yoshinoya and den went on to TM's open area and den went on to play in the playground. u see me doing crazee stuff. like some monkey!! harhar. but i reallie had fun. appreciate the fact of the 7 of us coming together fer pictures was a fun and warm time. we acknowledge da fact we're together! harhra. coOL. =)

hahar. i'm eating over at Yoshinoya wif dat konniyaku jelly. wad a leftie will do to eat. i look like some kid. hahrar. oh yeah. i cut my hair if u realised! This is wee zhun's work. hahar.

Don't ask me why. i see alot of myself eating. hahar. Pei Lian's work. hahar.

Pics are mostly taken by Lavonne. harhar. she said i looked like i was in some process of breaking up or something. look at dat cheeky face of wee zhun in da bus. harhar. The pic above is him. harhar. i caught him in action!!

Now dat's Emmy-san and Lavonne. I thought they were both soOo cute. hahar.

Such a cool pic eh. wharhar. of course. its taken my. none other den me me me. whahrar. i like this pic. they all look sooo sweet. sSssh. i ain't in there. cause i wan a good pic of them all. darn cute! I lurve this pic! Yeah. i feel soOo good fer myself over a nice pic. puharharhar! ^^

Hey! harhar. i got real creative fer this pose. and look at Jayson's face!! *humps* i wanted more of da tables wif their facees. harhar. least the gurls and wee zhun made up. harhar.

Har. Welcome to the new write up. whahar. the 3 guys fer the dae. Sitting on left. Wee Zhun. Jayson. Ronald. Jayson looks like. he's some business man. arhahar. Wee Zhun looks like a boy. on a bus stop. well. they're waiting fer the bus can't u see. but erh. no. its just some bench. harhar.

This one below. My other beloved. CPL! harhar. She's Pei Lian lar. Cute eh. =)

Apparently. Jayson has claimed he hasn't taken any photos.look! harhar. he's in one. and is looking not toOo bad lar. =) Now hu said u nid to be "experienced" poser! harhar. he's my "lil bro" =) [he does look like one up there.!] hahar. [he'll kill me..] Har. and i gotta put this pic of Wee Zhun up. I saw this i went. "i'm gonna piak ur cheeks man". soOo darn cute. harhar. he was labelled. "zhi4 lian4". hahar. cause his phone was filled wif his own pics. [it ain't sooo bad. till ya noe a person by the name oh ah joy. hahar. she's worse!]

Arh har. Did u caught this little. punk. monkey up there. harhar. was just being an utter kid climbing rite till the top of this play ground. fun. harhar. hugging the pole as if i was some koala-cookerbera. [sits on the old gum tree. merry merry king [erm. queen in this case] is she. *sings*] harhar. i thought it was funny. i got more monkey pics of me. but i'll do them tml lar. harhar. the uploading of pics are looOong. Hahar. this is da other pic. "Look! Over there". Says Pei Lian and the rest looks on..

The commotion spreads. and the rest of the "project superstars" looks on.

Harhar. and one of them by the name of Joyce got restless. and decided to climb up real high. =)

Tada. Da stars of "Project Superstars". harhar. ur lovely 6 contestants!! harhar. [i really think this pic looks real star-ish. I took that. harhar. while being real high on that playground. looks great! Come. nid a photographer. get me!! hahar.

up close and personal with them all!

Test shot of a close up group picture. harhar. i was learning how to put our faces all together cause on a fact. the timer on the camera didn't worked.. soOo... I tried..

Harhar. this pic was nice try. left wee zhun. harhar. =) I dun mean to be the focal point. but i wasn't wearing black. harhar.

Har. raised a little higher. har. wee zhun looks farnie! everyone looked cute lar. harhar.

You know. I just found another wonderful thing. Harhar. Blessed wif a good view of the sky from my bedroom balcony. dat small. puny little backdoor to what I called. a place where I just feel soOo vast. soOo free. soOo destressing.

After watching todae's "our stance on how to breakup". Pretty sad episode. harhar. i felt it. lots of feelings. and well. hahar. as usual i just wanted time to just sit down and enjoy the breeze. the sky. its a wonderful creation of God. day or night sky they both got their beauty. if we were to just lift our heads up. no matter where we are. what we are doing. the sky will be there. never leaving you. just enjoy the beauty of it.

I wanted to just head out for a walk. but oh well. that wasn't feasible. i wanted to sit somewhere high. and just feel lifted. [doing that. sitting on the edge of the walls will just make it seem i'm committing suicide] harhar. which i definitely will not be. i just took the mattress and just laid for a moment. enjoying the view of the sky. see the clouds blow me by. it just clears my mind with the quietness of the night. dat soOo rocks. with the soundtrack of the drama playing. whoa.

The sky somehow haven't lost its tinch of beauty cause whenever i am down. its to that swing which i head to. just somewhere away from the crowd. somewhere peaceful and quiet. somewhere where there's a big clear view of the sky. it makes me feel sane again. helps me keep my thoughts altogether.

Haven't had much time to myself lately. not till this week. as i took time to myself. which i soOo very much adore. before another week comes by and hecticness sets in. clear my mind. set myself right and head for another round of work.

I guess the coursework grades were good for da moment. am contented wif what i got. harhar. though there's still mafit's and dbis and ebm grades left. but sooo far i think its good. wif a suprising A fer my lait. took me by total suprise. as much as i felt i did myself well. the joy was short lived i'll say. judging from some competitive brush off. honestly was like telling myself. "darn. u want the grade soOo much take it lar." i knew he scored the highest. but yeah. wad da ya want me to do. i never thought of beating u. har. i just wanted to do my part. times. i honestly dun understand ppl. if it makes him feel better just take the A from me lar. I'll willingly swap for your B+ which i will be contented with. i utterly could see. how disappointed he was. darn. i'm sorrie man. he wanted the grade real much.

argh. that kind of kept me mum for some time. little rage brewing in me. cause i never understood some ppl at times. but well. just forget it all lar. before i turn into another sour. fellow at home. soOo i guess it brought me up to looking at the skies again. =) somehow. some feeling of me being watched from the one above. of being heard fills me whenever i spent time just looking at the skies and have my train of thoughts. that reminds me of saying my prayers and thanking God fer always being there. for his grace and mercy flows in abundance. am thankful for what he have done every single day. that whether it's a matter of lesson for me. that i learn to humble myself before the Lord. the sheer importance of humility. as i try to learn from my everyday life. all that i hope for now. i'll get by the coming papers. and hopefully. see the wonders of God. i really wanna head to Myanmar. but somehow. as much as there's approval from mummy. how am i gonna convince her. of the payment part. it kind of dampens my entire enthuastism. some part of me tells me i wanna go and experience the and spread the wonders of the Lord. but another part tells me. i don't think i'll be able to go. Goodness. just as it seemed to me. I was confirmed on that trip. i'm filled with doubts again. honestly. seems. I'll never be able to go this year round. har. and the cycle continues. get so tired. at times i give up trying. *sigh*

guess. i'll just take one thing at a time. clear what i am supposed to do. my papers and den think of that money part. hahar. i wonder and say it out to u guys. u reallie think i'm that well off? harhar. come on. think again *winks* living wif one big roof over ur head ain't = i'm hell of one rich kid. fact is i ain't. hahar. but hu ever understands? contridicting isn't it? =p

and whoo hoo. when was the last time i last blog. Its been quite some time. hahar. toOo larthegic to blog! but now i know i can breathe easy now. Because. har! The projects are all over! Yey~! harhar. But somehow. I still feel kind of tired lar. and i just slept coming 10 hours of sleep last night. after tuning that guitar of mine. the E string broke. harhar. and got the whole set of strings replaced and tuned.

So much so for yesterday. oh. about last weekend? harhar. let me start from Friday. haarhar. Its a "all girls hangout" day with my cousins. With Jasmine and Caroline wor. Window shopping which ended up me spending a whooping alot. hahar. shall not say the amount lar. wait the amount pops your eyes out. but oh well. harhar. the clothes from that shop is cool. I like the "earthy" effect of the clothes which is cooL. harhar. that is the only difference. well. new outfit shall probably be worn this weekend. for grandma's birthday. harhar. i'm gonna look. different. harhar. *giggles* oh well.

Then we had dinner on me. harhar. the food was nice! That Zhe Char. Rice with a range of dishes. yum yum! thinking bout the entire thing makees my stomach growl. harhar. [which means i gotta go find and hunt for some food later on!] Slacked last weekend off over at cousin's "xiao gu" [little aunt] place. its like a heaven for me. i like the serenity. the "zen" [in case you wonder what is zen. its a word i use to describe "woody". jappy style. u know. dark wood feel.] that's what i really adore. wharhar. soOo she's got this coOL coutch which leaves me and Jasmine all prawled over that couch. which we actually spent a night in the living room coutch. next morning. we ate [thanks to her granny's marketing. we had food! hahrar. blessed me right? i get excellent treeatment from jasmine's side of relatives toOo~!]. and we basically slouch. prawled. laze in the living room with the teevee. switching the teevee channels over cable like no one's business. harhar. was fun.

For now, its been pretty alright. getting back coursework grades which has been not toOo bad. especially thankful for my DBIS project grade. harhar. *smiles* thanks to the kind guidance of lovely people like Jayson and Ashley and of course. not forgetting my partner. Chua PeiLian. harhar. [she reads that. she'll kill me. but i like her name. CHUA PEI LIAN> CPL!] harhar. ok. no bashing! but its soOo nice to call. just like WU PING YI [my chinese name] *shrugs* the great encouragement was POM's project. yay. I think the group really did well. =) course credit goes to CPL harhar. she's a great working partner. =D well. more grades will come to look at my course grades. but i know. your final grade ain't gonna depend on that, but your 2 hours paper. i remember Prem saying. "your entire semester work ends with that 2 hour paper which determines your fate". oh well. was something like that lar. he said it in his nick some time ago. [i'm getting old you see].

Anyways, I'm taking it slow till the later week approaches where I guess. i'm supposed to be gearing up for more revision. hoo hoo. its that time again. and i just had a fun time shooting hoops over at West Coast. Playing basketball. hahar. looking at how guys play the game. whoa. been a long time. =) feels great!

Me. hahar. just took it todae lar. whahrar. looking old. harhar.i nid a hair cut to look like dat.

hahar. i like this pic! wharhar.. soOo young. soOo cute lor. i wun believe this pic is taken from my camera phone. harhar. which totally erm. is reallie lousy lar. hahar.

another week has passed. harhar. Its really freaky lar. been through the sickest. erm. hardest. tired-est [if dat word ever existed in the oxford dictionary]. weeks. hahar. wait. lemme blog finish. hahar. my heart's telling me to finish writing this entry. my mind's telling me to go find another blog skin and somehow. change the layout once more. hahar. i love changes. harhar. brings about fresh new looks in the same things that u do but bringing in fresh new impressions and fresh new perceptions. now. dat's wad u call change.

Overcoming the start of the week wif a feverish start. arharhar. i mean it was real fun at the carnival. doing face painting wif great ppl i'm working in. i mean wif Joyce. Jessica and Janice. harhar and somemore ppl. [dun bash me fer not remembering your names. harhar. i need real close contact to remember lar]. =) Harhar. Making da kids happy, putting a smile on their faces. harhar. then i returned home with some great stuff. harhar. lack of fluids in your body can really prove to be pretty serious at times. harhar. i was in bad shape man on Sunday. remembering the "ordeal" was a close call for me. hahar. telling myself one time no second time. harhar. i'm gonna be a goodie goodie girl and get a bottle of water next time. =)

Then it was a frantic race against time. harhar. meeting deadlines. DBIS. harhar. thankfully for great ppl around once more helping me. hahar. i was still recovering from that stupid fever. harhar. sick girl. harhar. then the next was my Colour and Composition final work. harhar. Whereby we were supposed to do this final poster or something. applying the "elements" in which you have learnt and make a poster out of the entire lessons you've been attending. harhar. I drew Snoopy. =) hahar. funny. but i think it was real nice. harhar. the "religious" practice of sleeping couple of hours in the early part of the night and working through the later part of the night till dawn. to morning. harhar. 10 sketches and then the final piece. doing the final piece painting was fun. harhar. and then the sketches. harhar. which were required to be coloured. =) Got the help of omma. harhar. its really nicely coloured. good thing i was a left hander. harhar. i coloured one side. she could colour with the other. and i got my work done much faster =)

Every single piece of work that I did. will bring me back memories of Henderson. Harhar. Know why? Cause hmm. Could be aesthetics club. then also the lower secondary days of drawing. harhar. Then I'll think of Mr Goh and Mr Mah and Mr Heng. harhar. the good old days of joy and laughter. then the art exam we had? harhar. doing sketches of development work before your art paper. the research. harhar. then the final doing of the final project. =) Yeap. all the entire process is sort of like repeated in this elective that I am doing. hahar. 4 years has passed me by. harhar. just like that at the twinkle of the eye. so yeah. COCO has a place in m heart. it brings me back to some good old memories which share a part of me. I miss those good old days. i feel old now lar. harhar.

So I guess that's why I took COCO this semester. harhar. I think many would have called me mad. harhar. with the workload of this semester will be suicide actually. cause COCO required lots of time that's all. But I don't mind missing out on somethings that you usually had. har. I had really less time doing the things that i love doing at night. which was to spend it in front of the computer looking and listening or watching my favourites. the 2 oppas. JDG + KMJ ROXS. harhra. crazee me. honestly. i didn't have the time as compared to the previous semester where i could just do it without fail. harhar. oh well. there goes one semester and some old habits are hard to change. harhar. but oh well. its just less time to do all those stuff. harhar.

COCO almost coming to an end. harhar. its a B+ for all your hours of work but it was fun. harhar. one thing I learnt I guess was really colours lar. its fun. =) And yeah. one more week to go for school and then the study break. exams and harhar. off you go do what ya wanna do. probably top up more cash and start working. harhar. but my body's telling me to slack it off at home. harhar. we'll see when the time gets nearer lar. =)

Oh. Har. How could I forgot writing bout one very person who made all these possible. I think this week was one hella of a learning time for me. Many of the things wouldn't have been done if it wasn't for him. harhar. the almighty, great old God. harhar. He never fails to move me in my life. as much as you probably stay from him. harhar. he still never fails to moves in your life. how much can you deny of the fact that all the things were done solely by you alone? harhar. that's impossible cause from one fact i know my body and mind was seriously. like tired out. worn. out of ideas. not knowing where should i start with a mass workload. harhar. you need to clear. it freaks yourself out. but somehow. someway.harhar. God makes you climb that mountain and after the whole thing has passed. its a great feeling and a sense of accomplishments. harhar. relief. that "ahhhhh..." never feels that good..

that great feeling of sitting down and listening to my sayang. harhar. [dream on?] no lar. I mean sitting down and enjoying Min Jong oppa's solid. voice. I never fail to be amazed by his songs =) They so rock. harhar. the album's old. But you know what? I've an old soul which = I'm into ballads and old songs are old school rock. but they so rock me. harhar.

Every single day, I actually had the initial thoughts of actually leaving down notes of my progress. my thoughts and feelings but really. wasn't in the mood to actually sit down and write. harhar. cause i was feeling tired everyday. and just last night i wanted to pen it all down. but couldn't. cause obviously i just wanted my sleep. i slept for a whooping- 12 hours. hahar. I'm a good sleeper! harhar. spent yesterday on the guitar lar. that gunbounding for like some long hours. harhar. i felt young yesterday. harhar. I haven't had fun especially on games for some time. [yes. through the week that couple of hours of Yahoo Pool wif Jayson. harhar.] I haven't touched games for soOo long. harhar. I miss doing lots of stuff lar. my PS2!! harhar. oh well. it won't run away from me. harhar. and whats making that longing for me grow is that.... MUSASHI 2 is out. harhar. darn. dun have the hours to play it now. but i will. Musashi was played when i was in my 13-14. harhar. remembered how I always talked to Wilopo on how to play the game. and he'll intro good RPG and that's when the entire RPG craze of mine started lor. =) The character is real cute. =) Purple hair. Lumina. Minku. Diamonds. arhahar. soOo fun. Argh. Those good old days. harhar. i'm itching man. harhar.

Hahar. coming soon. duh. miss all those things. but eh. honestly. i miss heading out wif my buddies. cause everyone are all having their wars with the deadlines. harhar. projects. i'll see them soon. hahar. when everything goes back to the slower days of having school out and harhar. we'll spend time together. Janna. Glenda.. KTV!! harhar. Shall stop here. harhar. unless the sudden urge to write emerges. harhar. but i doubt so. this entry is long man. =) [arhhhh. soOo nice. KMJ's voice. da best!! harhar. *muacks* he looks soOo darn cute. wif that side parting. see if i get to put that pic up. wished i knew kpop earlier..]

harhar. time to put some pics onto da blog. its soOo wordy. soOo boring. harhar.

I like this pic. harhar. that's Lavonne and Pei Lian. =)

Goldfishes anyone? harhar.

Huh. harhar. This is one of da funniest pic taken.

Me and Lavonne =)

Me and Pei Lian =)Hear + Smell no evil? harhar.

This pic like some movie poster. harhar. great smiles =)

Pic taken by me. I like da wall idea. harhar.

Me and Hwee Boon =) BuddiezZz =p This is at Ling Li's birthdae. harhar.

harhar. browser's lagging. i nid a defragment of my comp! harhar. slow. as much as it is slow to me. i'm getting slow. slowing down my activity rate. harhar. somehow. just dun seem to have enough energy to get me going through the nite. every single time i wanna get up to do my work i end up sleeping my nites off and it can get kind of frustrating fer not abiding to ur inner self telling urself to simply. wake up and do work. hahar.

Oh well. then i'll wake up at some cute timing and den finish off doing the work that i am supposed to do. somehow. i get it done. but harhar. i noe i nid to do more. arharhar. and the art of war. against time has just started. harhar. tonite. wharhar. no lar. todae. harhar. better get myself prepared. rested enough and all ready to go. diao lar. sleeping like nobody's business on monday. i'm just sensing some kind of larthegic-ness in myself. i'm not really doing soOo much but i ain't got a clue why i am feeling kind of drained. or either. could be my mindset. oh well. time to change. its war. =) harhar. lol. doing things knowing that there is a deadline at the back of ur head isn't a very nice thing to do when ya noe u gotta produce quality work at such a shortspan. cause we all seem to get working when a sense of urgency surges and that's pretty bad. but i guess like wad Kim Yee always say. as the boat reaches the jetty. somehow. the boat will straighten up and head there safely. some chinese saying which i can still not catch it but she says it week in and out. harhar.

Does blogging comes in chinese? harhar. crazee me. been penning notes of china notes in da books that i keep. harhar. after lashing my feelings and thoughts out here. u kind of feel better. as though ya being heard. harhar. argh. the feeling of having to meet deadlines. totally kills. eeeEew. but i pray dat God will bring me through these days. harhar. of waking up, like a robot. u have a whole lists of programmes u gotta do. and do it well. yucks. soOo no life. harhar. well. least fer now. heading back to work. and den quick quick head to skool fer discussion. hoo. wad a life. bleah. =)