its been an amazing week. a totally different one being totally immersed in one after another church stuff. pretty madness, but i'm glad somehow all things have all falled into place. now that i'm finally done with the church video, i can be freed once again and to do more stuffs in time again.

thank God for making all just fall into place despite hiccups here and there but i suppose it happens with the glitches. i get pek chek but thank God that i'm brought through today =) being able to enjoy some rest, after having a great time yesterday's wee hours with macdonalds and the company with shaun, chas and sammie. this week is sammie's week, i love the sharing sessions with the girls on how much to give thanksgiving for the week, and certainly to give all thanks to. for having a great buddy to work with, to share and listen. and of course kirstie, ah bee and uncle henry + aunty carol for their place, food and all. its been amazing and definitely new, being through the prayer wall. if its a green light sent, it shall be it. i'm just hoping all to fall into place and take and behold everything that He's planned. Its my heartbeat and my dream and wish since young. that of late i could see more and more of these visions and pictures. i really totally hope i'll be able to carry it out of course, with God's provision. i can't believe how anyone could see these rough sketches i got for myself but the speaker did and that's what i think its due to be called divine intervention. i can't believe it myself.

but alright, i'm heading to bed man. its 319am and i really need time to sleep. though i'm itching for house. 4th of june's coming right up and i really don't know what's gonna happen man. all i'm hoping all's really gonna go well. God bless your oncoming weekends. have fun!

if i was a guy. trust me. this entire blog will be flamed with hokkien vulgarities. i don't use them. don't see a need to use them. never resort to using them but today is seriously. "BO TAI BO JI TIO SHOOT". and i was thinking to myself, forget it, it doesn't pay to be good.

as i'm feeling bad enough over the laptop thingy i'm supposed to be shopping for someone a second hand laptop. who's been bugging me since my exams started. OKAY~! Now got time, i finally managed to source a deal, made contact everything's all going well. people's last sms went "negotiate 550". and that was it. i've sent 3 more smses "still want anot?" - NO REPLY. OK. Today dealing. STILL NO REPLY. calls* "i very busy now leh. no want the comp lah."

i just thank God for Him providing me with the source everytime i wanna get something ahaha (cheap cheap) Think He knows I poor. Then the seller usually all very nice one ahaha. This time also no exceptions, seller was nice. Thought he'll get angry (He has every right to) but not. I just honestly. honestly in my whole entire life say this and say this again (and i believe Darius has been saying it. week in and out) - IT DOESN'T PAY TO BE KIND.yeah i hear him telling me alot bout it. and i ask him "so how? still want to be nice anot?" he says "ya lah then? You can't just because of these idiots then become unnice right? What to do?" yah i nod my head in agreement. today, i kena. Do i practice what i preach? YES. sadly so i'm consuming my own anger, gonna dissipate it out in the court later with my darling BBALL. HI!! (ya dub2's favourite line and i giggle hearing myself say it omg. what's wrong with me) grrr.

anyways, bottomline no matter how much annoyance people have been to me when i'm trying to be nice and provide people with some service, i like it or not, its still continually getting out there and serve even if it means people are thankful or not because good gestures doesn't mean it gets reciprocated into a heart of thanksgiving by the other fella. (not everyone is like winnie. she's so thankfull. so cute so funny. i love) i gladly lugged my first sem's notes down for her. (didn't expect to be that much, i got study so much meh? ahhaha) went for driving, kena suan "eh ppl normally one session can learn parking leh. (its parallel parking) you so ji ling, how come cannot understand". OK LOR. TIO SUAN AGAIN. hor lah. gimme chance i ang moh kia. whahaha learn lesson in chinese, should soon get it. i hope lah whahaha.

anyways, thank God for winnie, for yesterday madness 3 hours K. so cheap $8 + 1 utterly syrup drink and yah sing all your songs. at least they've got Tim's songs ok. so impressed cause of that =X ahaha. and we 2 singing all the emo songs, and yar sing ah mei's songs. voice can literally crack whahaa. but otherwise fun. she's the women man. and ya next time "lady in red" again ok! think we're gonna make this weekly man. it is so shiok. go home 1115pm bus 30, on the ecp is shiok. bus is smooth, just at the right speed to enjoy the city lights, with the singapore flyer and the cbd buildings lights. so nice! and of course zhang ah you singing in my ears. piang. my hero lah.

and for kim yee. also listening to my nonsense i'm so calm ahaha. =) gonna play with my cj07 whahaha. :) its so lovable and cute. i'm itching to play basketball lor.