"Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen." - Hebrews 11:1

Thursday, April 29

Wharhar.. Well.. Harhar.. 2 days past my birthday.. Wharhar.. Feels a year older fer now.. harhar. Hit 17 already.. Harhar.. Waiting fer 18 to come.. harhar.. Den you know can do stuff like driving lar.. harhar.. And watching M-18 movies? -_-'.. Harhar.. Like "Passion of Christ"? *aRgH*..

Harhar.. Well.. Nothing much of lately.. Harhar.. Been out this week with Hwee Boon lar.. harhar.. Which was on Tuesday.. And hmm.. Oh.. Harhar.. Yesterday! Wharhar.. Could never been happier.. harhar.. Cause gotten 8 cds altogether [I think].. Consisting of VODs lar and audios of my other zhuai ai.. Harhar.. My 2 "lao gongs" harhar.. Kim Min Jong lar.. Harhar.. Well, it was so well packaged and well done it looked like a present, some belated present from a fren too.. Harhar.. Jojo [Josephine] lar.. Harhar.. She's da Min Jong oppa all time fan I tell you.. harhar.. She was also the one hu helped me with getting the 2 albums of Min Jong oppa from Korea.. harhar.. His "8th album" and "The Greatest hits Collection [2003-1999].. Harhar.. So this discs all come in the right time.. it is adding up my collection on Min Jong shii.. Wharhar.. Now got 2 persons stuff.. Harhar.. It was packaged in a way it had Min Jong oppa's pixs in grayscale in the covers and back of the disc's covers and also, a tag wrapped up in brown paper, and a note.. With his picture on it.. harhar.. All done courtesy of jojo.. harhar.. Thanks buddy.. Harhar, always helping me out eh? ^^ So had an encore of Min Jong oppa lar last night... watched his concert and various appearance in variety shows.. harhar.. Wait, one day my no1 become Min Jong oppa.. Harhar.. Think it might come true, cause I everyday listen to his songs.. Harhar.. Something I don't do with Jang Dong Gun shii.. Harhar.. well.. But still like the 2 of them a fair share.. Harhar.. Each got their own charm.. Wharhar..

Oh, another glad thing which happened was, a cleared up misunderstanding with my "internet mom".. *pHeW*.. And harhar.. It happened on the day of my birthdae.. Harhar.. Glad things cleared up and was back to normal.. Harhar.. Cool 17th birthdae lar.. Harhar.. Presents and gifts in all sorts!

So fer todae.. Nothing much as usual, harhar.. Slacking lar, and harhar.. Of course listenening to Min Jong shii's songs.. Harhar.. Falling sick as far as I know.. harhar, only is see how bad it gets? Harhar.. Yar.. Must be too many late nights.. Harhar.. Oh yar.. Wondering what's up wif myself.. harhar.. had some feeling of sadness.. Kind of hit me suddenly.. wonder who is that person, cause dun think i'm feeling sad on my side.. Harhar.. So well.. Just really hope that person is fine fer now den.. harhar.. Go enjoy my MIn Jong oppa's voice.. Harhar.. He really heals man.. Love his voice.. Can't live a day without it I suppose.. =P

Friday, April 23

Whoo hoo.. Been a long time blogging.. Harhar.. Nothing much of late but just had a good talk wif Indri.. Whahrar.. Miss her lots.. Hope to meet up wif her some time soon.. Well.. Nothing of much lately.. Just occupying myself wif lots more things.. Harhar.. First was the search fer the better quality version of "Bi-mil" which I have already accomplished after much serch efforts all in a day.. 5 places in a day.. it cost about $50++.. And I had to walk quite a bit to get my way home on 51.. See the pattern.. It was a "5" day dat day.. Harhar.. Was walking when I realised wad a "5" pattern there was.. Harhar..

Oh.. So just been occupying myself lately wif lots of web making stuff.. Dreamweaver and flash.. oh my.. The latter is so chim to use.. Hope it works and gets somewhere.. Harhar.. So chim nid some books on it.. Harhar.. So sianz.. Haven't been chatting very much wif my onilne "mummy".. Harhar.. Miss da chats.. harhar.. Okie lar.. Go fiddle wif dreamweaver.. Harhar.. Oh.. One more thing.. Harhar.. Lyrics of the song.. "Greetings.." by Kim Min Jong oppa.. Wharhar..

11. Greetings

Unexpectedly we met each other....
Embarrassingly, sending regards to you...
How have you been?....Recently heard of you...
Saying meaningless words to you...
A smiling you, look at me...
A strongly you, have overcome the parting pain...
Me, the pains still hurts....
Even without me, you lives happily...
Up till now, still keep your photo by my side...
No one can come to my heart yet...
A smiling you, say 'keep in touch' to me...
My heart aches...
Today, what are you doing?
On my absence, should be someone picking you up...
Please understand... me the one who...
Never a moment, forget about you...
Never.....forget you...

Monday, April 19

Whaharhar.. Been quite awhile that I've blogged.. Well.. Work's out and hahar.. Still up to my naughty pranks.. Being up till kind of late these days again.. Fer now.. Feeling kind of happy.. Harhar.. Simply because I've just watched Kim Min Jong's "geurilla concert".. Harhar! Love his voice and performance and the way he smiles! Harhar.. *grins*.. He's so funny.. Harhar.. Screaming my head off just now..

Well.. Hearing Min Jong shii's voice blasting over my comp's speaker and his face smiling on the monitor was actually the icing of the cake lar.. Harhar.. Just had my advanced 17th birthdae celebrations together wif my cousin, Jasmine's over at her place.. Harhar.. Was suprised at the number of turnouts.. Least its not too little people and the food was finished somehow.. Thank you all fer those hu came all the way as it was kind of out of the way fer all you ppl.. Hee.. Practically the whole party chef's were my mom and Jasmine's mom wif Gary and Jane (Jasmine's sis and bf) heading the party.. Didn't do much fer my part except fer the lifting of the stuffs.. But it was fun wor.. To have my birthday celebrated was enough of a joy for me and being able to have it spent together wif my family and friends was good enough! So, big thanks to all the ppl hu planned and arranged fer the party and those hu turned out, all the gifts and most importantly.. The one and almighty God fer setting the rain aside and making the weather kind of cooling and for most things which turned out alright.. Except for some spoliers here and there, I did enjoy myself wif a couple of advanced gifts and cards.. Harhar.. Thanks thanks.. COuldn't have been any better.. Harhar! *grins*..

Been watching "Bi-mil" [secret lover] again once more.. Harhar.. Catch my another favourite pair, Zhao Ying-min [Kim Min Jong] and Lee Xi-zhen [Kim Ha Neul].. Can't seem to get enough of them and had already influenced my dearie cousin to watch it.. Harhar.. Watched a couple of episodes wif her already and harhar.. Wonder if she's gonna continue but harhar.. Think she'll fall fer the character of Ying-min too I think.. Harhar.. On par wif Yin Xiang-ze [Jang DOng Gun] role too.. Harhar.. But got their own very traits.. Harhar.. Just the way I like the two of the guys.. Jang DOng Gun and Kim Min Jong.. Harhar.. Shall be looking fer the better quality version of "Bi-mil" as the one from Poh Kim just kind of suxs big time.. Lots of cut scenes and picture quality could be better.. Haiz.. Where's it.. Harhar.. Missing my dearie "mummy" too.. Harhar.. Just some of things on my mind now I suppose..

Wednesday, April 14

Har.. Finally eh.. Works done and over at John Little.. Harhar.. Not to say that the work there is really bad.. But har.. Get to do wad I love to do most.. Slack at home lar.. Plus rest my dearie leg.. Oh my.. Its hurting real bad fer now.. But still surviving it.. First.. It went "dead" for my right leg.. Gotta limp my way home from the bus stop after work.. Harhar.. Den fer now.. Its the ankle and knee "screaming".. Harhar.. Getting kind of worse.. Haiz.. Har.. Both "internet mummy" and marmie is worried I supposed.. Aiyo.. Didn't mean to lar.. Will see how it gets tomolo..

Oh yar.. Todae seems that everybody falling ill like dat de.. Poor Jin Hui.. Haiz.. Hope everything is fine wif her.. She must have either been working too hard or suffering from sleep deprivation.. Same thing fer Lili.. Harhar.. My internet mummy.. Harhar.. U oso sick.. Aiyo.. Hope they both get well soon wor..

Sianz.. Now sitting in front of the computer blogging.. Harhar.. Been quite a long while since I've blogged here.. Aiya.. Not much happenings todae either.. Just thinking wassup wif Mummy.. Neber come home eat dinner she oso dun eat.. Eat one piece of bread will full de meh.. Wonder wad's bothering her.. Ain't got a single ditch of clue wad's up.. Never mind.. Tomolo got me liao.. She better be eating.. Harhar..

Anyway.. Oh yar.. Just got my "xiao-xiao".. Dunnoe how many "xiaoz" lao gong liao.. harhar.. pampered myself wif a new accoustic guitar from all the working.. Harhar.. Still nid to look out fer a shi fu.. WOnder if Auntie Christina will be willing to be one eh? Harhar.. My knowledge too shallow.. harhar..

Anyway.. Getting kind of late.. Shall go up to my room and listen to Kim Min Jong sing once more.. He's a joy to listen especially when u're tired.. And worn out.. And in the night.. He just simply gives you the ambience and everything that you're looking for I will say.. Harhar.. Den slowly.. Get myself to the "sleeping" mood.. Harhar.. Feels strange le.. WOrking working.. Den now stop again go back to "slack" mode again.. Harhar..

Kie.. This is one of the songs sung by Kim Min Jong lar.. If I not wrong should be written by Min Jong shii himself.. Whoa.. REad liao.. So touched.. Wonder if he was in this kind of situations.. Hmm.. Song title is called,"SaD wIsH".. Like the meaning of the lyrics.. Harhar.. Cool!

.:Sad Wish:.
What is troubling you, darling?
Is it I who make you troubled?
Then, leave me darling, with easy heart,
Just one little condition,
Please be happy so that I can think that my decision was right after all,
and only after that, I'll be able to understand your leaving me.
You don't have to feel sorry for me,
Just show me your smile, that's enough.
I'll be trying my best to contain my sadness.
But do you know that deep in my heart I really want to hold you?
I just let you go 'cause I know that it's useless.
Please show me your happy smile
so that I can totally give up the idea of getting you back.
If you're not sure, you can come back to me,
'Cause I'm still waiting for you.
I know It'll be very hard,
But I'll be waiting for you leaning on our memories.
I think I'll cry 'cause I can't understand you,
'cause I know I can't forget you.

Saturday, April 10

Whoa.. Think it has been a really really.. Super long time not blogging.. harhar.. Okie okie.. Summarize everything? Harhar.. To say that this week has really been a quick one.. It simply just passed like a blink of an eye.. Aww.. Harhar.. Yeap.. Been working at John Little at Specialist Centre.. harhar.. Kind of looking forwards towards the end of it.. Working at the children's department is fun but all in all.. It is extemely taxing on the ankle.. Beginning to feel the toil of the entire 4 days on my legs now.. Yar.. Got resting days in between but eh.. No lar.. Standing on clock shoes is a real killer.. Harhar.. Suppose earning some extra cash ain't that simple eh? Plus been pressing da wrong buttons twice yesterdae.. Harhar.. Must be losing my "alertness".. Harhar.. Fergot almost about blogging.. Harhar.. I got go online de lar Miss Jasmine.. Harhar.. Only thing is that I kind of come online fer only like an hour.. Around 2200, fer a short while.. Posting stuff on so many forums.. Harhar.. On mostly on Kim Min JOng's lar.. Harhar.. Jang DOng Gun only todae den post.. The 2 of them ar.. One smile is all it takes to make me *pengz* i tell u.. Harhar..

Wharhar.. Anyway.. Yesterdae wasn't much of a good day.. Though got steamboat.. Eh, good food.. but it was kind of meaningless.. Cause of a little arguement which broke out wif mummy.. This time is my real mummy hor.. Not my "internet mummy" [lili].. Haiz.. Over some issues over the use of the toilet near the dining table.. -_-'.. Anyway.. Was kind of my fault too lar.. If I shut my gap up den the arguement wasn't dat bad.. *argh*.. Never mind.. Yesterdae was kind of tiring lar.. So by the time I got home.. Just wanna keep quiet.. Sit down, take a break and relax.. How was I suppose to know it got off real bad.. Luckily got my "internet mummy".. Harhar.. Okok..

Done wif this.. Got guest lar.. Harhar..