"Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen." - Hebrews 11:1

Wednesday, March 31

Been up real late yesterday.. *Muaharhar*.. Was one of the latest nite.. Sleeping at around 6 plus am.. Harhar.. Where my dear "mummy" (Lili) was busy working.. I was busy on the computer playing yahoo pool.. Harhar.. Naughty me.. Harhar.. She was kind of angry I suppose.. Harhar.. Anyway.. Yesterday was real tiring.. Harhar.. Went for the John Little job orientation plus cashier training which practically took up my entire day.. Harhar.. *Gosh*.. Went for both together with Vanessa.. *wharhar*.. Was kind of fun and luckily had each other.. Could have been rather boring and yar.. 'cause of me. We were late fer 5 minutes.. Kind of embrassing but harhar.. We're not the latest.. But still.. Was late.. -_-'.. Harhar.. So well.. Was kind of beat after the entire thing.. Fer the cashier training which we stood fer 2 1/2 hours.. *aiyo*.. Think I've haven't been standing that long or working out.. Harhar.. Resulting in leg and back pains.. Harhar.. Like I've just ran some 2.4 km fer pe.. Harhar..

So well.. Did practically nothing today.. Harhar.. Recuperating my dear legs and back.. Harhar.. Like a old granny.. Harhar.. Told mummy that I was like a granny.. Suffering from some kind of back and leg pains.. Harhar.. Den said.. "Mummy.. I think hor.. Old granny also healthier then me ar".. Harhar.. She agreed with me.. So funny.. Harhar.. Probably lar.. Must start getting my butt off more from the chair in front of the computer or the teevee and instead.. Harhar.. Go fer more excerises.. harhar.. Been awhile since I've cycled.. Harhar.. Now that the tires of my dear bike is flat.. Harhar.. Makes an excuse not to go cycling.. Kind of miss it.. Going around the neighbourhood playing wif the doggies and also just enjoying the good wind blowing in your face as you cycle.. Especially when the entire cycling thingy is done together wif Joyce and Jessica too.. Harhar.. Both of them are real fun to hang out wif and just let down and kind of destress.. Harhar..

So well.. Just changed the desktop of my computer to now a lighter colour.. And of course wif Jang Dong Gub shii's pictures.. another wallpaper completed.. Harhar.. Kind of fun doing it.. Hee.. So getting used to the lighter colours as compared to the black one which I had few months back I think.. Which had him in different positions wif a real close up pic of his face in the middle.. Harhar.. Change in a while is good.. Kind of bored wif the previous one.. So got the wallpaper made up wif Jang Dong Gun shii's recent pictures of him visiting Venice.. And that place lar.. Some Italian names which I can't remember.. Harhar.. Oh.. And another thing.. Finally have mastered the "arts" of uploading music through yahoo breifcase so that my blog's got that song instead of some midi files playing.. *muaharhar*.. After failing the previous time.. Harhar.. Good to try it again.. And get a different result! =)

Hmm.. Finally made my mind up to decide to hold the barbeque together wif Jasmine's birthday.. Which is on the 17th April.. 2 of us celebrating our birthdays on a same day.. Though mine falls on the 27th lar.. WOnder how is it gonna be like.. Har.. Be looking forwards it..

Thursday, March 25

Ok.. Another day gone.. Harhar.. Been in my room, on the table, sitting on the chair almost the whole afternoon.. Harhar.. Romanising lyrics.. Harhar.. Writing lyrics from Kim Min Jong's album.. The Historic collection [2000-1999].. Its real good.. Harhar.. Been listening it almost everyday and nite.. Harhar.. From the moment I wake up and den when I am up, and before I sleep.. Harhar.. So glad I got this album and at the same time.. Meeting Jojo(Josephine).. Whar.. She's been of great help.. So nice until give me so many offers.. Harhar.. She wanted to copy for me the whole series of All About Eve, the version wif the korean conversation one.. and "Bi Mil".. Whoa.. Turn her down lar.. She's working lar. Harhar.. Still wanna do all these stuff.. Don't wanna trouble her.. Harhar.. But still a joy..

Harhar.. So well.. Nothing much except that have just been accepted by John Little to work.. Harhar.. Thought there was no chance at all in getting the 9 day job.. Harhar.. Got not bad pay so well.. Looking forwards it.. Harhar.. money running dry.. So gotta top it up.. Muaharhar.. Working wif Vanessa.. Harhar.. That person who called us up to inform us dat we got the job was so cute.. Harhar.. She asked me, "so where will u prefer to work?".. Harhar.. So nice de.. Can choose.. Harhar.. So chose to work together wif Vanessa @ Specialist Centre one.. Harhar.. Cool!`

So well.. Had a chat wif Lili.. Also a Jang DOng Gun fan lar.. Sad thing.. She just lost her pet cat.. Been chatting up wif her lately.. Harhar.. Starting to notice that we do share many things in comon.. Harhar.. Really nice also getting to know her.. Harha.. We can chat pratically everything under the sun.. Harhar.. So hope everything will go on fine for her.. Not be so upset but its hard.. So well.. Gonna go up now.. Wondering which show should I watch, should I watch Yin XiangZe o r watch Xie YinMin.. Hmm.. The most watch both.. Harhar.. Crazee liao lar me.. Oh yar.. Juz saw a website intoduced by my dear cousin.. Jasmine.. Its really sweet getting to know that there are such nice ppl around.. Still thinking about their loved ones.. And caring fer them though they're not together now.. Really was touched by the website.. The words and pictures.. Whoa..

Tuesday, March 23

Muaharhar.. Todae can say is one of my happiest days so far.. Harhar.. Haven't felt so happy for such a pretty long time.. Harhar.. The reason why I was so happy is that I had finally got my hands on the 2 albums I had been searching for so long.. Its Kim Min Jong!.. *Muaharhar* ^^.. All thanks to Jojo(josephine) who helped me a great bunch by helping me get the imported version of KMJ's 8th album and also the "The Historic Collections [2000-1999]" all the way from Korea! Whar.. So happy I was, I practiacally smiled the entire time ever since opening the two albums! So well.. *Wharhar*, tomolo is Kim Min Jong's birthday and got him a wallpaper done just like Jang Dong Gun but of course an entire new concept and words for each of them! Fair one hor me.. Though my fav is still Jang Dong Gun, but cause Kim MIn Jong is my next fav.. harhar.. my no2! Did the same for both of them! And for the "The Historic Collections [2000-1999], the album is juz AWEeSomeE! Really love it man! Haben't listen to the "8th album" but bet its gonna be good! Really big thanks to Jojo! =)

So well, its a brand new week and like all the results and posting results are out.. Gonna put my mind at ease and start working hard.. Harhar.. Quit staying @ home bumming around or think too much, put more good use into it before the skool term starts! So todae went to John Little to try out for the positions available for their sale @ The S'pore Expo.. Wif Vanessa, harhar.. But dun think I got the job lar.. But it was a fun day out, joking, laughing and chatting wif her and later on joined by Miss Teh Hwee Boon.. Went around looking for the Nike Air Force model but wif orange strips.. Went from Heeren to Far East to Peninsula Plaza to Suntec City to look for it but to no avail.. So todae.. Kind of tired lar.. but still happy! Harhar.. U noe y.. *muaharhar*

So well.. After Sunday's sermon.. about humility.. That we made a prayer by Pastor Keith to forget all regrets.. That it is actually not an act of humility to hold on to regrets cause regrets are something we feel we can do it better the 2nd time.. Cause the bottomline is if God can forgive and like forget.. Why can't we.. So well.. Made up my mind then on.. To really try to really forget all regrets.. And let God come in and do the healing process and all.. Breathe a new lease of fresh air! So well.. Juz wanna tell Jasmine dat you dun have to apologise to me that whatever you did was selfish.. Its not lar, cause now that I've made up my mind to forget.. It won't be dat much of a drag as I said in my entry on Saturday! So dun worrie.. Anyways.. now its like so late now.. 3am le.. So gonna sleep liao.. Buiaz` ^^

Sunday, March 21

Today has been a day of tons of feelings.. So many things.. In a day.. Whoa! First up.. Was the release of the posting results online.. Woke up real late.. At like 11.30am when mom called me.. She was already out by then and calling me from a public phone?.. Harhar.. She was so cute.. She said, "Joyce ar.. So how?, where you're posted to?..".. I was still in a daze and when I look at the time.. Just replied, "Marmie ar.. I just woke up, haben't checked.. Why dun u call back again.." Then instead of getting myself ready to view the results down the office.. I called my cousin, and had a pretty long chat.. She got her results already and was posted to Business Informatics @ Nyp whereby most of her frenz were.. Somehow, by fate I suppose, both of us were posted into the same skool.. Whereby she made up her mind to head to the hospitality course @ Tp after much considerations.. Harhar.. Fer me, I was posted to Business Information Technology @ Tp.. Harhar.. Shocked ar.. Harhar.. Can at least get into a course related to business I suppose.. Plus the best of 2 worlds.. Wanna learn more internet stuff too.. Harhar..

Its really gonna be a huge step of faith fer me.. To a skool real far.. After having a chat wif Jasmine's mom.. Really gonna wonder if I am gonna be able to take the long journey to skool and still remain all's ears during lessons.. Well.. Faith is all I can have.. Harhar.. He'll provide I suppose.. Harhar.. He has always did and always will! =) PLus, I really dunnoe if its good.. Cause he too will be heading there.. Though different course.. I really hate to really come to a day whereby I'll see him on campus wif the other half.. Noe it sounds silly.. But sometimes wish I wasn't @ Tp, then I wun get to see it happening.. At least leaving a good image of him behind.. Seeing him during cell too kind of hurts.. Seems so different nowadays.. Can no longer tok to him the times we were back then.. Haiz.. But at least still be frenz and carry on a good conversation nowadays seems much harder I suppose.. So just got that feeling at times he doesn't really wanna see me.. Harhar.. Dunnoe how but sometimes just wanna get myself out of his sight.. Hmm.. Vanish maybe.. Dunnoe lar.. Can't seem to entirely forget him and get to my old usual self back then.. Still finding it..

So for today.. Spent most of the day out at Orchard @ Far East and Wisma wif Jasmine's parents and Carol.. Been a while since I've hanged around till nite at Orchard! Harhar.. Shall try it wif my dear Marmie sometime.. Harhar.. Real fun.. Think the last time it was, was when Jeu Ann, Aunty Dorina and Dorothy wif Neil, Nic and Jea Tsen! Wharhar! Was real fun... Miz all of them.. Harhar.. They're a real nice bunch of ppl to be wif.. Always wif laughters and jokes! So well.. Today me and Jasmine harhar.. Bought a new bag lar.. harhar.. And a pair of jeans on offer @ Giodarno.. Harhar.. Everytime go will say the Utt bery nice looking in the advert! Fun day lar.. Let my mind off these few days.. Been thinking kind of lots this days.. BUt wif Tu Di LiJin around and Boon, Vaness all.. Should be fine..

So well.. Looking towards Monday whereby I'll be meeting Jojo (Josephine).. Harhar.. To get Kim Min Jong's 2 albums.. One is the greatest hits album 2000-1999 and the 8th album.. Really thankful and grateful to be able to know her online on KMJ's board.. Harhar.. She's got the korean import version wif more pics.. Harhar.. So well.. Monday.. Muaharhar..

Friday, March 19

Hmm.. Todae was fun.. Harhar.. After spending yesterday at home, just spending the whole 12 hours plus in front of the teevee watching "Bi MiL" or "Secret Lover" starring Kim Min Jong.. Wharhar.. My favourite no2 guy.. My newfound number 2.. Whoa.. Really starting to like him more and more.. Harhar.. Just like the part when him (Ying-min) and the girl(En-zhi) met up in a coffehouse.. Was a time when Ying-min probably was tired at the way the girl was treating him.. BUt cause the girl heard that Ying-min was getting married to her sister, she just didn't wanted to spoil the occassion.. So she chose to suffer.. So the conversation went, (Ying-min):"En-zhi.. Ni you mei you ai guo wo ar?".. (En-zhi):"*tearing.. and started sobbing*.. [no answer]".. Ying-min was upset he didn't get a reply of what he expected but knew deep, down inside of En-zhi that she did love and still loves him.. *muaharhar*.. So he just left the cafe.. En-zhi started crying hard as she felt he had really left her.. But guess what? *wharhar*.. She gave chase.. Running out of the cafe, down the steps, to the pavement.. And ran down a road.. Still no signs of him.. Just then a car was fast approaching her, gonna knock her down any second, Ying-min grabbed her by her arm to his side.. *Wharhar*.. (Ying-min):"Ni zhen de bu xiang huo le mar? Lian ni de ming tou bu yao le?".. (En-zhi):"Ni..ni.. Bu yao zhou hao bu hao.. Wo shi bu de ni.. *sobs*.." Well.. That was how much both of them luved wach other lar.. That silly girl... Neber dared to express her real feelings to the perosn she loved especially to Ying-min.. She knew she loved him, but when they broke up fer sometime.. She thought she could replace him wif another guy.. But well.. It didn't work out..

Just goes to show wad Mr Yin Xiang Ze said.. "Bei shui shi bei shang de shi, dan shi gen beri shang de shi mei you ba ni de zhen xin biao da chu lai, yong ni the zheng xing biao da chu lai, Zhen xin de dui dai "ta", na jiu gou le.." Harhar.. I do really believe in this.. Harhar.. Used it too.. But well.. Ended up like Miss Zhen Shan-mei.. She did it but it didn't work out..

Been feeling down these few days.. Thinking too much le.. Harhar.. Just got better from a stint of dizzy head lar.. Feeling better as I spent today out @ Heeren and Far East.. Let my mind off fer a while.. Man.. I really guess I nid a job man.. Driving myself nuts.. Letting my thoughts run wild.. Harhar.. So well.. Tomolo's gonna be the posting results.. Dun really have much confidence of getting into my choices of courses but well.. Really don't know.. Ain't expecting much.. Shall just all leave it up to the one up there.. God to decide fer me then.. Harhar..

Wednesday, March 17

Wharhar.. Ok.. Spent today kind of differently! Muaharhar.. Was out wif Vanessa and Hwee Boon.. Harhar.. 3 of us.. Really funny.. We started off at Queensway shopping centre walking around, accompanying Hwee Boon look out for a new pair of shoes and suprisingly.. She and Lydia had the same taste.. Both orange lovers like crazee and den, both fell for the same model of shoe! Harhar.. Was kind of suprised to notice that Hwee Boon was actually looking for that pair I saw Lydia wearing till now.. Harhar.. Den when I described if Boon was looking for that pair, the all white.. Kind of flat shoe wif a Big orange wif red outline tick across the shoe.. She really said yes.. Yes.. That was the one.. Harhar.. So we went to one shop and another.. Till me.. Muaharhar, saw the shoe! Sitting on da display unit lar.. You could see how happy she was... Harhar..

So well... Since it was kind of early.. We decided to head to the place whereby everyone was saying was selling Superstar.. The shoe kind of cheaply.. Somewhere around Beach Road.. Whar.. After all the calls and all for the directions.. We made our way there.. Supposedly that the shop was kind of not so hard to find.. But well.. When we reached there.. We ended up walking the whole of North Bridge Road to all the streets near Arab Street that side.. Harhar.. So anyway.. To put it in a nutshell, we gave up and decided to juz head to Bugis Street for a walk.. So we took a walk there.. All the way from where we were.. Headed towards Ophir Road cause from some street we were the only road sign we saw was that one.. So I thought to give it a shot to take that direction and thank God we manage to find our way to Bugis.. Muaharhar.. After that, one of us had a decision to try again looking for the place.. So we took a 51 up all the way to Kallang and decided that it was really it.. We should just give up before getting even more lost.. So we took a train back to Bugis and then another 51 back home.. Whoa.. Heat pain.. Spend so much on transportation fees.. Woot`.. Never mind.. But anyway.. Tomolo gonna head back there to find the shop at Beach Road.. Hope it doesn't end up the same way as today plz.. But there will be a "guide" leading us there lar.. Harhar.. Boon's fren, Min Jing if I'm not wrong.. Can't seem to get the name right de.. *Argh*.. Cause MJ.. Only keeps reminding me of "Min Jong"..

Harhar.. So well.. Just completed another wallpaper.. Wharhar.. Of Kim Min Jong.. My newfound no2.. So low-profile one wor.. This guy.. Harhar.. All the more makes me like him as my all time no2 wor.. So well.. No prizes for guessing hu still remains at my top spot.. Wharhar.. It can only be one and only Mr Jang Dong Gun.. Harhar.. Watched "Na Bi" or "Mr Butterfly" todae which starred Kim Min Jong and that gurl hu acted in "All About Eve" too.. The one that used to like Yin XiangZe one.. Harhar.. Show was nice but the ending was really sad..

As the title says.. Mr Butterfly.. A butterfly is actually one of the most pitiful creatures that can exist.. Suppose that there might be other creatures that have a similar background but a butterfly only has a short life span.. All its life probably its main purpose is to mate and den die.. And a butterfly probably takes like months to go through all the stages of from a egg to a larvae and then to pupa before becoming an adult.. Though it looks really nice, making it one of the prettiest creatures.. But butterflies only get to be that beautiful for a short while or probably days before ending its journey.. So it kind of makes me feel that no matter how short or long a life is, we should just really learn to appreciate the marvel of life and live each day really to the fullest.. *sobs sobs* So well.. Head's kind of giddy today.. Harhar.. So end herer and try not to turn in too late then!

Monday, March 15

Wharhar.. OK.. Back afer a 3 days 2 nites bunk over wif marmie at my cousin's place.. Was fun.. Harhar.. Besides the chatting and catching up wif my dear cousin, Jasmine.. Harhar.. Oso wif Carol lar.. Watched lots of Chinese movies there and also finally.. "Wu Jian Dao" or "Internal Affairs" which had one of fav hong kee star in it.. Mr Tony Leung Chau Wai.. Wharhar.. Show was not bad.. Harhar.. But instead the show which left a rather deeper impression in me was the one starring Chow Yun Fatt and Anita Mui.. Chow Yun Fatt was a mainander from China whose only wish i suppose was to lead a better life.. So he together wif another 3 frenz swam all the way from China to Hong Kong.. Somehow, Chow Yun Fat got a chance to get rich was to become a "built-up" playboy.. Through all the training sessions in manners in eating, speech and all, he really was transformed into a totally different person.. From a mainlander or a typical Chinese peasant, he was transformed into a really refined gentleman.. Harhar.. Credits goes to Miss Anita Mui for the change in it which was really funny and later both of them fell in love.. Harhar. NIce ending!

Wharhar.. So what else.. Harhar.. After not been online and checking up on my favourite Jang Dong Gun news.. Juz did all of it not too long ago.. He is already off to China preparing for his upcoming movie "The Promise".. Harhar.. Wanna check up on what he said.. In a translated version from his official website.. Harhar.. Go to "my creation".. Harhar.. Will leave it there.. And yar.. Had a real good chat wif LiJin.. Harhar.. Mr Jumbo Mumbo.. Made me come to realise how lucky I was despite some little things that doens't make it seem so.. Harhar.. Thank you..

And yar.. The videos of him wif Won Bin in the show "Ready Go" really touched my heart.. Juz seeing him at the way he cares for his brother.. And the sad ending of Jang Dong Gun or "Cheng Hao" in chinese.. choosing death to solve his problems of leaving behind his real favourite world of music.. To study in England for a masters as requested by his father.. He didn't want to let his father down as his wish in that show was to see his dad smile but somehow.. He felt he couldn't leave his world of music as he said he would give up his life for his music and that was how much it meant to him.. So he chose death which left his younger brother.. Won Bin real sad in the end.. As in this "Ready Go" and "Tae Guk Gi" juz goes to shows how much he cares for his younger brother.. In both shows for Won Bin.. Whoa.. *Sob sob*..

Sunday, March 7

Wharhar.. Today another day gone.. Harhar.. Wad a bummer I am.. Must wait till I get a job den I'll really not become a bummer animore.. Anyway.. Something little different was having LiJin over at my place today to pass him some stuff.. Den.. I can say the entire rest of the day was spent wif Mr Acer.. Harhar.. My computer and it alone..

Well.. Since it is past 12am liao.. Can say it is now JANG DONG GUN'S birthday liao.. Wharhar.. Well.. Made a wallpaper especially for his birthday.. Which had a little caption on him and also my wishes for him.. Harhar.. Spent like ages doing the wallpaper but well.. I always took dat long to do a wallpaper.. Cause I am such a fusser.. Harhar.. Anyway.. Got to know a new fan from Sarawak.. Kuching in Malaysia.. Harhar.. Wonder how it all started off but it was all through www.jangdonggun.pe.kr's english freeboard la.. Cool.. And its really sweet getting to know so people from all around the world.. Harhar! Well.. Her name is Lily Chung.. Harhar.. Who works in a radio station in RTM.. Whoa.. Cool eh.. Harhar.. She's actually old enough that she can become my mother la.. That's wad she said.. Harhar.. Had a long chat wif her online and well.. It was kindof fun.. Talking basically mostly on Jang Dong Gun.. And also bout herself and getting to know wad she does and stuff.. Fun..

Anyway.. Orh.. There was an article in the Staits Times todae.. Saying that Tae Guk Gi is the movie right now that is making Koreans cry.. *Ohh* I think and I can sense it dat I'll join dat bunch of ppl hu are gonna sob like crazy.. Haven't really watch the movie except for the interviews and snippets.. Know it is a sad ending.. And besides.. Think it was the day before whereby I watched the vod of the cast of Tae Guk Gi watching the movie and den crying at the end of the show cause it was just so touching.. Won Bin and the supporting guy and also Jang Dong Gun cried too.. Though JDG was wearing his usual dark tinted glasses.. You could actually see that his eyes were wet! Whoa.. Wanna watch the show man.. Harhar..

Ok.. SO that is about it den.. Wharhar.. Met another JDG fan from the Philippines.. Woot`.. My yahoo messenger is really gonna be full of JDG fans.. HArhar.. OKie..

Thursday, March 4

Hee.. Yesterdae was real fun.. Had a day out spent together wif Jin Hui, Vanessa and Morris.. Harhar.. Kind of a long time since I had so much of fun together wif my frenz.. Brings back the times when the 4 of us would head out after skool.. Walking around Orchard and Bugis.. These 2 places.. Harhar.. We went to Capitol building there to have our late luch of buffet at Sakae Sushi.. Four of us.. Harhar.. Eat and eat likie crazy.. Was so full dat I didn't eat dinner.. I ate a little lar.. Later dat nite.. BUt a quick bite kind of thing lar..

So well.. For todae was suppose to go for an interview after making a call.. but didn't go cause was kind of too lazy.. So well.. The rain makes it all the more a big no.. So bad yar me.. Shall try again some other again I suppose.. Haiz.. Really think I suck at work man..

Wednesday, March 3

Wharhar.. Back not too long ago.. FInally a day spent really differently from the rest.. Harhar.. As usual slept real late the nite before.. Doing the wallpapers of Mr Jang.. And adding and editing things onto my webbie la.. still is far cry from being a good one.. But well.. Hu cares.. Juz s long as it is able to hold up wadever stuff I am doin.. Like wallpapers and pictures and stuff.. HAcks about what the layout of the webbie looks.. Harhar.. But working on it la.. So juz when the sun rose.. I tucked myself into sleep.. so kind of feeling real sleepy right now..

Supposedly suppose to go wif my cousin.. Jasmine to Temasek for the hospitality course interview.. Ended up me not going at all.. So sleepy and blur blur when she called me in the morning till Marmie called me up from my bed.. Apologised to her but still felt bad of putting her aeroplane as you would say.. Promised to accompany her but didn't.. Haiz.. But well.. She went wif her fren there.. Hope she'll get selected ba.. She seems real interested in it.. DIdn't go fer me.. Cause submitted the courses thingy le.. And anyway.. Dun think my grades are good enough.. So well..

Spent the late afternoon wif Sidik of pool at Ginza.. Harhar.. He treated me to a drink and also the games of pool.. Harhar.. Feels kind of bad yar.. Not taking a share of the bills yar.. BUt had lots of fun.. So tomolo's gonna be another day out wif frenz.. Jin Hui.. Hwee Boon and Vanessa and probably Sidik la.. Harhar.. Sounds cool.. Another day to chill out again.. Harhar..

At nite when to Great World to catch "Mystic River".. Its like finally I managed to watch this show after so much of hype over UFM 1003.. Harhar.. Jian Wen was saying how good it was.. And also Zheng Liang.. Harhar.. Also got Sean Penn leh.. One of my most respected Hollywood actor wor.. Though old but experienced enough ba.. Like his acting.. Oops.. Can't help it la.. Seems dat I keep falling for a mucholder generation of guys but harhar.. Hu cares? They're good.. The show wasn't to much liking to my sis and mom lar.. As both of them went along.. My idea to watch this show but not too good? -_-'.. Neber mind.. Lots of twists in the show.. Like it is so Clint Eastwood la.. He always think too complicated le.. But why Jimmy (Sean Penn) go and take the law into his own hands and ended up killing his childhood friend Dave? (Tim Robbins).. And Kevin Beacon acting was also not bad.. Dat guy ar.. Never grow old one.. Still looks the same after all these years.. Dun really like the ending.. Dat Jimmy didn't go to jail though killing Dave.. Thinking that Dave was the murderer hu killed his 19 year old daughter Kathy.. *Argh*.. But well.. That's life.. Always unfair.. So DAve had a miserable life den.. Poor guy.. Lucky thing he got the Oscars for Best supporting actor man.. And Harhar.. Sean Penn got the Best Actor Award wor!! Wharhar..

Kie la.. Next year's Oscars sure will watch de.. Look out for the Best Foreign Film.. Probably and might just have a possibility that "Tae Guk Gi" wil be nominated ma.. Harhar.. All the best la.. Lolx.. Harhar.. For now is just constant worry whether or not I will be able to head into courses of my choice la.. Seems like the whole world's flocking there so well.. Might not stand a chance I suppose.. But I noe this is all not within my control but is the one up there hu's got everything in his hands.. Let God show wad he's got planned for me.. Shall try and learn to have more faith in him thorugh uncertainties.. Harhar..

OK lar.. Think dat's all for the day den.. Eyes are closing any moment.. zZzz.. Harhar..

Monday, March 1

Wharhar.. Yestedae was fun.. Was at my cousin's place.. We cooked a full meal's course consisting of pork chop, wif Chinese style mushroom sauce and desert.. Peaches in konniyaku jelly.. Wharhar.. Our mom's said i was nice and said we both hit it off real well.. Guess wad?.. My mom asked a superb question.. Thanks to all the shows my mom watched.. She asked.. "What happens if you two like the same guy.. Will u two fall out bacause of him".. Harhar.. Jasmine and I replied that will never happen lar plz.. Both of us like 2 different types of guy.. Harhar.. Glad that the food turned out well..

So well.. Did nothing much todae except registering for the courses online and den heading out to Queensway to collect my pay.. Wharhar,.. Got more den wad was expected but well.. Why not.. WHarhar.. So well.. Nothing much happen todae liao ba.. Hee.. =p