"Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen." - Hebrews 11:1

Thursday, September 3

So what have I been busy with? I really wonder what have I been busy with, whenever I am been asked this question. Lately again, I will think its still rest, or either yakking away with my dear Sister, nephew and my mom. We're hanging out of late, it is nice, and it is more fun with the entire topic runs around the big topic of the big G. I simply love it. Like what Miss Yeong says, "what better things are there to talk about?". Yes, it is very heartwarming.

So this boy below, is the one hogging onto my ipod lately, after teaching him how to maneuver around the controls of my ipod. What does he tune into? What else, the all time favourite, Blessed Be Your Name, God of Wonders, Consuming Fire, Heart of Worship. You should hear him sing, you'll probably be laughing and kicking yourself hard, cause it is cute on one sense, but another sense, the songs that he sings, becomes transformed into a totally different song if you do not listen hard enough to what he is saying.

So when night came, there was a revelation on his beloved new toy, called DOU DOU. (well, least I call it Dou Dou), there's too many toys at home, they need a NAME, an IDENTITY. So pretty much, everyone calls it dou dou now (maybe cause no one bothers giving it a name), but its way too cute to not earn itself a name. (I'm still thinking if its a ah boy or ah girl). ahahah! Its mouth gave way, meaning the thread came off entirely from Dou Dou's mouth, and it got him so upset, he started crying. I don't know if that was to qualify for the title of weeping, but yeah. It was SO CUTEEE, I hoaxed him out of it that I'll sew Dou Dou's mouth, and spent Tuesday just sewing the mouth back.

Oh and made him understand the entire notion of "cosmetic surgery" ahhaa. It is just simply hilarious. So Dou Dou's back in action with a restored smile :) aww. Yes I was so serious on it that my sis went "you're soo serious", yeah i am when i'm working on it. MUAHAHA. It looks so cute now =D

Alrightys, that's for the toys, the week has been spent taking pictures, running errands, making digital prints and spending time with my love ones. =D Went on down to TP to get the employment agreement signed, so work will be starting on the 14th. So yeah to all new surprises, that I've learnt what sewing requires you thinking what your next move is, to plant that needle into, and that I can sew! LOL. And getting the job, has been all surprising. I wonder what's more is installed for me. =D

Times have certainly changed! Back in a couple of months back, it was just so hard to find lovely blogger 2.0 templates that you can play with. But hold and behold, I was BORED, and hence, I started editing my blog skin all over :)

Loving the entire look of it now, after the House template just seemed to have something missing, which until today, I haven't quite figured what it is. I haven't been blogging much of late (and I wonder why?) but i believe it could be due to:

1. Getting bored of how the blog looked aesthetically

2. There really wasn't anything entertaining, or least, I haven't had the discipline to leave it all down, with pictures and thoughts exposed

3. I preferred the pen and paper method over the new age, keyboard

But whatever the case, now that the blog looks so much smarter and neater, it does have its enticing points. I placed up the wallpapers I've done, (I have no idea why I did it), but while doing this entire revamping and I was going through some old posts, there was 1 comment on how encouraged that person was with the wallpaper, so I might as well just put them all into one page, and bless whoever thinks and likes it.

Haven't been doing anything much of late, no picture talk either. (which is bad, it means I'm not taking pictures), hopefully it'll pick up again. My current HTC phone doesn't really make you wanna take pictures or snapshots of my life at random. Its just alittle grainy. Sighs.

And on the latest updates on my life? These past 2 weeks have certainly been not the easiest, it could have been the roughest of late, and I'm sure glad to be out of it alive and sane. The boy did really test and push alot of my buttons, but its good now that things are moving along with an added kind of push and a hope and a BETTER outlook on his future. Least he has school to look forwards to, which is sure to be fun.

Winnie said I seem to be around depressed people lately, ahaha. Probably and maybe, and I just realised that there is this one person who is able to raise the bar up higher and make me think about this person, from the moment I wake to the brief moments before I sleep. She's always been on my mind, and all I can say, the night before, I felt a release, in the belief, that I do believe that "the truth will set her free". I'm holding on to this fact and truth. Still holding on.

So emotional wise, has been tiring and frustrating from time to time, but as usual, the importance of releasing them in a proper manner, I'm going through my rounds and repeats of just being quiet and just finding meaning in the things that I love doing, and the things I have to do. Am holding on and looking forwards towards this weekend been spent over at Malacca.

The only thing I'm looking forward is sitting that long bus ride, and clearing my mind and just feeling close back to the clouds and trees all over again. I need it, meanwhile, whilst the HR clears me to hopefully start work soon. So in a sense, it is waiting for all to fall into place again. It feels like I'm a piece of fried egg on a pan. Currently, I'm that egg that is left hanging in mid air, being flipped onto its other side, just waiting for it to land perfectly again.

Today has been a day of just spending bus rides together on the ipod with the boy, which is something we haven't done for a long, long time. Something so simple yet moments we can savor and look back and be thankful for. He accompanied me to get 100 shots printed out into 4Rs, which costs a mere $0.15 each, for a piece. The color turns out pretty well :) Then, to the Olympus service centre, which I must say, really has been an unpleasant experience. Which is also the reason why I do not prefer their products, and would prefer some other brands, take like Canon. The lens of a camera makes the entire world of the difference as I have learnt the hard way and learning to make a customer happy is really important.

Everything seems to be up and going, I guess I should be heading to bed soon, and somehow tonight, there's just a lot of mozzies going around. Oh pick on someone else, turning in, nights.