Tiring dae its fine.. U can live through it.. Sadly, got to add on.. hurt-ed.. Whoo hoo, yeah.. almost gonna head to bed kind of mode and there goes a call from mummy.. "joyce~!!!! dadd'ie comp.." Every single time something ends up wrong wif the comp, its me.. The blame gets shifted to me.. Mean okay.. Wanna blame den, okie.. Pretty used to dat.. It was always me anyways.. get it fixed fer u toOo.. Whar.. Times u wonder knowing toOo much stuff could be good.. Offering solution but times, no one listens.. Aiyo.. Shows how significant u are at times.. When everyone's moods turn not toOo good and u become the best person to rant it on.. Thankfulli, I've always someone called God to bunk on.. Whine and whine to him or turn to internet mummy.. =) U'll feel blessed alreadi and it makes everything.. Just one of those days..

I just wished she didn't use that 2 words on me.. Dat look and words, hoo.. pretty a blow.. Oh well, forget it.. remembering wad jojo told me when I asked her after waiting fer someone fer almost like 3 hours I think.. "Dun u ever get angry?".. The best answer one could get.. "Why bother to get angry, mean the time is alreadi wasted, sOoO Why get angry" Whoa, I was real impressed by that answer.. Guess the same thing could be applied here.. Wad's done been done, cannot be undone.. SoOo well, just try to get over it and rant it over on the blog fer myself instead of anione cause wun be fair to dat person mar.. SoOo yeah.. Throw it over my head.. I'll put it down here lar.. =) Some way or another, it makes u smile more at the end of the dae.. Feeling happier in a way.. U probably made someone feel better or maybe either helped them reflect on wad they did before they slp.. *sigh* Having not much "battery" life alreadi, times things dun reallie go in ur way eh?.. Oh well, onli can say and pray that they'll be God and thankful that he is around to make sure u'll get over these things.. =)

Been on slacking mode these couple of days ever since the Christmas mood.. harhar.. Till yesterdae whereby I started doing my tutorials u noe u've been rather lazee.. harhar.. SoOo glad u slowly picked the pattern up of doing work once more cause it gets rather tempting not doing anything and living ur days like dat.. Harhar..

Apparently, there was loads on my mind to blog actualli.. Rite from last weekend, had loads of stuff to write.. But it always ended up these past few nites, harhar.. Doing some stuff either doing it half way and I fall off to lalaland.. harhar, times wif the stuff all over the bed, and I'll just probably head to bed the same position I went to lalaland, rite till daybreak breaks and I'm most likely in da same position lar.. harhar..

Well, wad I've been keepin myself busy is making suprises fer the ppl dearest to me lar.. harhar.. *grins*.. yeap, creating suprises and trying to work on the stuff i've promised.. But have yet gotten it up.. Shopping fer gifts fer my dearie cousins, Jasmine and Caroline.. Mummy and onne.. Oppa's got his alreadi.. hahar.. Just recalled where I went last thursdae nite out wif Cheryl, had a good sharing session.. Chit CHattin getting to noe and get to understand each other much better.. Was pretty suprised how I could open up to her.. hahar.. Well, God definitelly has his touch to everything.. He has always been.. Harhar.. Thru every small things he does fer u everydae, simply makes his presense felt.. Harhar.. *rings a bell*.. He's always there.. Yeap.. Yeap.. And as fer last Fridae, moi went to IKEA.. How on earth can I ever forget.. harhar.. Getting gifts fer da fans I've gotten to noe over the net.. On both boards, I wish I could get my gift over to those overseas one.. But aiyo.. postage is probably gonna pull me off.. And hence, i'll just think of something.. harhar, its gonna be a busy nite on the eve of christmas.. harhar.. Wish there wasn't skool.. harhar, soOo now u gotta manage heading to skool, back.. Tutorials and doing all the things you love to do most all da the same time.. harhar.. Sounds like I'm fully utilising my full 24 hrs that God has soOo blessed me wif.. harhar, well, this week, I went back to God's house toOo after being away fer like 2 weeks.. harhar, last week was due to some lame flu.. And being back to his place, he has once again blessed the church wif a group from Downtown, Aussieland if I'm not wrong, and had a great time of worship.. Though I onli attended like the handful of songs, i felt God's touch dat dae.. harhar.. It was great.. =)

SoOo well, time flies and as fer todae.. it was pretty cool toOo.. harhar, well, its alreadi the 3rd week of skool wor.. harha, getting to noe the new mates better.. harhar.. The group of us, Shili, Alvin and Zhimin hitched a ride from Kim Khoon's car.. harhar, cool.. Makes me all hyped up to get my own transport.. harhar.. 2 wheeler first I guess.. Something reachable.. harhar.. WEll, its gonna be one of the resolutions fer next yr.. harhar.. BOut the parents part, I guess I'll just leave it all up to the one up there lar.. harhar.. It was pretty fun, time doing and sharing our project.. my first project seriously, where I had a group meeting which had like more den 2 ppl.. It was always me and Emily back den.. Well, she was actualli all dat one nided in a grp toOo.. =) Wad else happened.. harhar, oh yeah.. Internet mummy called~! Harhar, cannot believe it and it took me quite a while to register in my head hu "lili" was.. Cause my mom at home was called one, but the hightlight of the part came when i realised.. "why on earth will mom call my mobile cause she's at home~!".. harhar, yeah.. Dat was how blur I got.. Thank God I heard my phone.. harhar, cause the ringer on my phone is pretty redundant.. Harhar, got it changed to something real loud.. harhar.. I was in front of the desktop where I got her call.. harhar.. SoOo sweet and of course a pleasant suprise.. She's got a cute voice~! Hahrar.. ^^

Okie, and had a pretty late chat wif her before she went off to laland.. harhar, my turn soOn after completing the tutorial fer tml's dae.. hoo hoo.. Long dae tml.. Better go catch some more slp as I can.. harhar.. Otherwise reallie gonna become some kind of panda bear.. harhar.. And this typing off the lappy keyboard is rather addicting.. harhar.. Cause kind of used to it le.. hahar.. Typing speed has increased significantly wor.. harhar.. Cool~! Lappy roxs fer now.. Learnt how to appreciate it much more as previously ever since "wireless" came in and the whole comp went internet enable.. and U learn how to appreciate real faster processing in the starting up time and try to maintain the comp in dat condition.. harhar.. It just keeps getting better fer me.. ahrhar, can't do without it nowadays.. my life.. Which is music, its all in there.. =) Listening to Wheesung.. Fly To The Sky.. And more.. Once in a while, play the old discs of Min Jong oppa and all.. My room has indeed become the place to be.. harhar.. more reasons to stay at home~! Hahrar..

Wharhar.. Time kind of flies.. oOoPs.. Correction.. It actualli flies alreadi.. Things at skool are picking up.. And I do better hope my accounting rings a bell, and starts recollecting dat back recon stuff.. harhar, i'm slow in dat.. harhar.. Otherwise, beter start learning how to "float" around wif the current new stuff of work.. Harhar... Prob after christmas and all?.. harhar..

Okie okie.. Enough bout skool.. harhar, well, been heading out pretty often this entire week.. harhar, luxury eh.. harhar.. Yeah, when skool's yet to be at "full-blown", u probably still feel dat life's a luxury.. hahar, well, todae went out to have dinner wif moi cell grp leader, Miss Cheyrl Tean.. hahar.. Boy was it real fun wif her.. Went holland village, walk walk.. First was dat cute Ladeebird slippers she bought.. which was reallie cute lar.. =) Den went looking fer the pet shop which we stayed quite a while in there.. Staring at the doggies.. Seriously fell in love wif the retriver pup and the chihuahua was cute.. hahar.. 2 of us toking to each other and to the dogs.. I think someone saw me seriously thought I was mad man.. Toking.. Staring.. PLaying.. Fidgeting.. harhar.. U noe wad?.. the best part was that the dogs were kept in dat "cubicle", wif a glass pane in front of me.. I was just merely, playing wif the glass pane.. harhar..

SoOo we ate at that good old nice shop which served nice nice chicken.. wadever.. Be it porridge.. Noodles and stuff.. had a plate of Ipoh Hor Fun, and it's been ages since I last ate that lor.. But it was still pretty good.. But a little like drop in standard as to compared to the time I ate it way back den.. Which was like.. Hmm.. Let's say 3-4 yrs back.. harhar, no kidding.. From that same stall lar, I mean.. Den we just simply sat there at the same place and tok and tok and tok.. topic ranges.. harhar, from pretty inside of me, to the things around me and her.. hahar.. Fun fun, reallie had lots of fun toking and laughing sia.. Been quite a while, and Pretty amazed I opened up pretty well toOo.. Probably cause i feel shou3 le lar.. =) chat until I think we lost track of time till omma called me up.. We realised it was 10 pm le.. haha.. I'm scary.. harhar... But well, I think I've let go quite abit, within this week on my mind and toking to her gives the confirmation to the stuff in which i managed.. =)

Okie lar, eyes closing soOon.. Hahrar.. Ntey..

Da dumb dumb computer.. harhar.. Just cleaned da keyboard wif a piece of tissue and it cranked up.. SoOo I had to restart the comp again.. Just moved the comp to my fav place in da whole entire house.. Which is my bed in moi bedroom.. Wif my fav pillow to hug.. Lean on.. Best part.. Looking at my 2 favs.. Dong Gun and Min Jong oppa.. Was simply goggling at Min Jong oppa in da charity show.. Whoa, I think I'm loving guys in long sleeved.. Button up, stripes shirt or not.. I'm in love wif the, now.. Especially Min Jong oppa in it, in WHITE.. Roxs.. Dong Gun oppa, in white is not bad, but he looks way good in BLACK.. See, my "yin and yang".. harhar..

Okie okie, enough bout da 2 guys.. reaching 1am soOon and blogging in a kind of tired mood.. But fret not.. Min Jong oppa's voice just simply roxs me, whenever I feel soOo darn tired of anything.. Larthegic.. He's the answer man.. Think he shall company me tonite.. Just had dinner out wif my cg.. ppl of tp.. hahrar.. yeap.. SoOo bloated.. And I do regret eatin dat Tom Yam seafood soup wif rice.. its soOo yucky.. Made me bloated till now.. harhar.. And made my trip back home.. SoOo kind of tired now.. harhar..

Been a pretty long dae.. And there's one more.. Tml.. But tml will be more slack cause its one lec.. one lab and one tut.. SoOo pretty fair.. Todae was hectic.. harhar.. Thankfulli God pulled me thru the dae.. hoo hoo.. 2-7 pm.. Non stop of lecture.. tutorial and lecture.. hahar.. beat that.. well, GOd's been always true and good fer me.. Blessing me.. Still went pretty alrite.. But its kind of draining at the end of the dae lar.. SoOo gonna go recharge myself soOon..

Kind of happie alreadi.. Cause I think I can finally let it all out and say.. "I'm done wif him alreadi".. harhar, no more pinning hopes.. no more thinkin bout him dat much.. =) SoOo can say.. I'm finally "over" him alreadi.. After a loOong time.. harhar.. Finally stood up.. harhar.. After spending sometime "recovering".. I've recovered.. harhar.. =) Pretty sure cause I felt it todae.. Suddenly not dat feeling anymore.. No more of hopes.. Given up and all.. SoOo yeah.. Its been a long while.. heh heh.. SoOo all in all, its been a tiring dae.. Wanna listen to Min Jong oppa's voice as i head to lalaland and say my prayers.. Nitey.. Its another dae tml.. harhar.. =)

*whoot*.. Well, tyme seriously fly fast and my skool break is over and its all back to skool wif a new purpose.. Agenda wif a new class and all.. Sounds all cool, cause in a way, the change of ppl u're working wif gives u a chance to know more person and also give u a "fresher" feeling in anticipation of the projects and assignments given to u.. Keeping a postive outlook dat things hopefulli is gonna turn out all well lar.. =)

Getting used to the change in the lifestyle.. Heading back to skool once more.. harhar, which means its less time of goggling on my favourite.. harhar, actalli I can still do it fer now but da onli thing that hinders me doing it is somehow, the fatigueness that I've been having probably bout this whole week throughout.. Which is causing me to sleep in real early at nite, after surfing and all.. Its sleep.. Wif 2 more tutorials to work on and I'm currently, in this mode of sleepiness.. Goodness.. This ain't good at all.. harhar, plus a good old cough and a flu.. It "kills", making me feel all good to go to slp any time.. aIyo.. Do hope I get over it real fast man.. Its soOo larthegic man.. Practically feel tired.. *sigh* Wan the hyper me.. harhar, the one dat makes u feel u can do a thousand and one things in a dae.. harha.. Can't do it rite now.. SoOo depriving.. harhar.. *God.. Help me ^^ * Get this over and done wif..

Oh well, this week's pretty cool.. Harhar, the onli time in the whole sem when u get to head to skool fer lessons fer a mere one hr and get dismissed after dat.. harhra.. how's dat.. yeah, its onli fer a week though.. Tryin to adapt to the new timing of getting up [well, not reallie cause I did wake up pretty early].. Getting used to skool life all over lar.. Its a nice feelin in a way toOo lar.. But thinkin of papers and tests and all puts me off in a way.. But u noe.. Nothing comes without stress.. harhar...

Oh well, flu's pretty bad.. hahar, wif eyes of a sleepyhead.. Just went out wif my buddiezZz.. haha, Vanessa and Hwee Boon to Jurong IMM to watch Wilber.. [wharhar.. wad frenz we are to company ah boon~!].. Well, good to catch up wif each other after quite some time of not seeing each other.. Had chat and laughter.. Harhar.. when I said.. [while walking down the street..] "I kind of miss the good old days..] harhar, and they agreed to lar.. Things has kind of changed fer us, but the familiarity of each other.. And how we just feel at ease wif each other is something dat doesn't change and I think, its one thing dat is worth to treasure lar.. of course on top of the frenship which the 4-5 of us treasure it.. As one of our no1 impt things.. harhar.. Fer me is no2-3.. harhar, cause God takes first place lar.. harhar.. =) Had fun.. hee hee..

Wad else has happened.. Which I think dat God has blessed me wif is a time of meeting up wif both old and new frenz.. Wonderful week as I sat on the bus back home just now as I came home.. Puts a smile on my face once mroe.. =) Met up wif Dong GUn oppa's fans too.. Besides Khim, I've come to learn about one mroe fan thru Khim.. Wei Yin.. =) Had a great time chatting together wor.. SoOo well, its pretty a good time catching up wif all good and new frenz.. hee hee..

Okie lar, guess I'll head to bed after I'm done wif this.. After getting the sms from Aunty Chris dat I'm down fer projection tml morning.. Head to bed early and hopefully have this flu cured soOon.. *sigh* Okie, dat's all fer now.. nitey..

Noe wad, time has just flown me by.. 2 months has passed me by and soOn, is a yeah.. Its reallie fast and a year is gonna past me by.. A year after secondary school.. A new life.. [yeap..], brand new set of thinkin but a same part of me still grows inside of me..

Looking bak on the fun times I reallie had back at Henderson, lights up a smile on my face todae once more on my way home on the bus listening to Min Jong oppa's 3rd album and wif the weather in a colder mode.. Everything was worth a little think of.. reminiscence.. Hwee Boon, Janna, Vanessa, Jin Hui, Ling Li, Yong Leng, Suresh and Fraser.. Whole bunch of us.. Real cool..

Its a new semester now once more.. Thinkin back on the ppl I met and established relationships wif dun seem that close.. harhar.. Somehow.. And its all back to finding dat hole which fits me once more.. harhar.. =) I've searched, but new environment.. U can still keep around the ones u made and had fittings wif and carry on and make more.. harhar.. I dread.. THe first week.. First few months where everything seems to be crawling and u getting used to it.. Switching to the environment.. new timetable.. Tiring wor.. harhar... but it is such an eye opener..~!

Harhar, well, maybe been thinking toOo much on my way home.. harhar, as usual.. i just love doing it on the bus and especially when u're listenin to songs and those scenes just play in ur head like some kind of tape.. U noe the tune and the all familliar pictures.. Waiting to unfold like a movie u've seen upteen times.. Harhar.. Yeah..

Well, the one solitary source of my comfort will always be God up there.. Thank him fer making todae such a lovely weather though cold as it may be slightly and making todae a dae which I somehow got thru.. harhar, wif 5 hrs of break and surving everything.. hahar.. its still nice to enjoy it.. harhar.. Wadever dat is installed fer me.. i'll just hold on to my faith on him and trust in him fer everything dat he is gonna do.. Fall as u may be, he'll pick u up and make u soar on eagles wings.. "Even youths grow tired and weary, but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.. " I love dat verse soOo very much from Isiah.. Currently enjoyin the breeze coming from the window.. Nothing beats that.. harhar.. Listening to Min Jong oppa will be soOo cool.. BUt a change change around the songs, brings out a differerent mood.. =)

Just realised todae on the bus, dat my ears are just stuck to Min Jong oppa or wad.. He's cds and albums is one u can listen over and over week in and out.. I just bought the "Fly to The Sky", I like it.. but once more, it doesn't last fer weeks and weeks.. harhar.. I'm just soOo amazed at Min Jong oppa's albums.. And dat's the marvel and beauty of it.. U'll start off wif him once more..

Okie okie.. SoOo much soOo.. Tired.. Gonna slp now.. Nitey.. wake up earlie and do wadever it is nided again.. After a nice chat wif internet mom.. Harhar.. SoOo cool..