times out wif the gurls Jin Hui, Vanessa, Ling Li, Janna. least we could be snappy, pose around in front of the cameras. share some laughters. where it doesn't really matter what the topics are being talked about but just sharing the good old fun arhhar.

Happie Burfdae Janna put it up here. when i can remember. arhahar. vanessa dun angry hor the rest ahhaar. =)

anyways, today's actually a great day at school. glad to see all five of them and giggling along wif linggie she's really cute. arhahar. "sunrise, open up your eyes, and see what you see now." - I'm serious, its a song by Coldplay. I'm not too sure if i got the lyrics out but yar. if i hear the song again i'll tell u all. arhaha. i kept singing it, and LInggie's so cute. echo-ing. basically being noisy when you're doing stressed up things. i just thank God it worked. i know i always screw up arhhar half of the time when i'm implement stuff but hoo hoo. with Pei LIan beside, arhhaar. we did it! ok lar, sense of satisfaction is there, but its fun when LInggie is beside too arhaar. being the keyboarder and the mouser arhahar. so yay* hope it builds PL's confidence wor. As long as you tried and proved it twice, mindsets do come crumbling down, hopefully more walls too arhahar. i had fun. and realise wee's bad habit. well not really, but he HUMMS!! to himself arhahar. we all have our weird antics lar. when i get bored, i'll sing something. Linggie sings something. arhhar. i think ash's not doing anything but her ears are on anthena mode! and she'll do her all time "weeiiiii. ni kan ta.." arhhaar. i like it.

so after that, since mom said home wasn't gonna be cooking dinner, got down to outram park to People's Park to get momm's beloved porridge from that particular stall. got my packed dinner. got it back home. on the bus, met some weird ppl, who gave faces when someone came by, that guy placed his shopping bag on a seat, so when the woman came, he couldn't not help but move the bags on his lap. that irritated face. omg. it was like the woman was in a wrong, but as the saying goes, you pay for only one seat, so you sit only at one seat. well, if he said he paid double fare, i wouldn't care. but i was annoyed when he gave that look. so what he had a video white Ipod, with white Audio Techica Phones like me [mine's black - better bass] sp what he had the white one with better treble. so what he had dyed hair and black puma shoes. so what!!! so what if you wore black button up shirts! to heck. not that you're some fashion designer. come on, you wanna be flashy, DRIVE! anyway, sometimes it gets annoying. ppl should be nicer. and yes i should be nicer. but I cannot stand ppl like that lar. put the bags on your lap won't kill you. yes its more uncomfortable, but i mean who's comfortable on the bus when it is peak hour? even if it is on the train? worse still, you're standing the entire time on a train. so be thankful you have a seat and place your butt on it
man. extra space? take the cab lar kawan.

ok enough about annoying ppl. add another one to the list. the phone rang and if it rings after the auto gate opens, it means someone forgot to bring the keys. i mean if it is by logical theory. ok, stop and drop whatever you are doing and open the door. unlocked the door and i went up to my room. but guess what. what was the annoying thing was that you freaking told me that you forgot your keys. that's fine cause i forget to bring my keys out too. and the next moment i hear, the key sound. only makes me come to a conclusion, it wasn't that you forgot your keys, but you're too drunk to actually place it into the keyhole and turn it to open the door. its definitely not the first time drunk home. times u climb the stairs like its so hard. why? cause you can't see. and you don't trust. arhhar! [ok. jokes aside, if i was drunk, i'll feel my way, after all its my home. i can walk it up in darkness lol. i'm still young. so can afford to fall] arhhar. but hello. you ain't getting younger, and it doesn't help one inch if you're worrying. and i'm worrying if its cause of cash flow. like if he's spending within his means. that's the thing. i don't know. just pretty irritated.

come what may. everything changes but ahrhar. my faith ain't changing. period. i'm trying to not think too much arhhar. but i'm straying to think alittle further arhhar. when mummy's coughing ain't getting any better thanks to the haze and it just made me realise its not fun getting older. cause your health gets more affected by the surroundings as you get more prone to it as your health systems starts deteriating and start to realise you ain't 21 anymore or something. i seriously ponder bout my fitness level. arhahar. once able to sprint, run, jump, scream arhharar. now i wonder ahrhaar. its ok. go for fitness test and see =) i hope its still there. it feels fun to dash. sprint. arhahar. the wind. arhharahr. as in stamina wise. arhhaar. *ponders.

time flies and when Agnes i should be calling her something behind. its rude calling her by name cause she's older than me. but in anyways, she was asking me what was i going after i graduate. arhhar they seem to know i'm finishing this course. persuading me to go study more arhhar. yes, i wanna study, but i really really really. arhhar. wanna do it locally. [must go pray hard bout it arhhharar] cause life's best years should be spent now together mar, with everyone, see how we all grow up and all. arhhar. i really don't know. times it seems quite uncertain, if ppl are to see times things don't feel the same as it was 10 years ago, where many ppl tell me not to worry bout monetary matters. but i beg to differ, i'm not worrying bout monetary issues. but i'm just arhahar. wanting to spend great time with the ppl around. well, till everyone's in their own 2 worlds, then yes, its time to go abroad and experience the mass differences of the world. ouh man. i saw europe talking to me, and Venice dangles in my mind. when it was round 2 years ago, when Janggie went to Venice with those pictures, with a map in his hands, him touring the city. and when internet mommy showed me those pictures. man i gotta go see this other beautiful side of the world. europe with england and italy, travel all around by the rail!!! LIke what Cho Seung Woo did too. arhhar, be like Ji Jin Hee or both of them who takes great pictures on their cameras. ok enough of the glam parts of the world, take a look at the less fortunate around the world too. how's that? sounds exciting, in a way. if only i could minus all these fun without life's constant stress and worries. lol.

big thank you to Darius - the emo boy arhhar. lame cat gif that makes me smile no matter how moody i am, i was moody arhahar. and for the happie Lisa Ono song. and to Jayson man i lurve that song. thanks for searching =) unfortunate events with a twist eh. =) You're always blessed in a way and it always depends on which perspective you are standing and looking from. i'm tired. do remember to do your BI sutffies. its got tons of thingies in there. so look out. man, feels like its hills after hills to climb and welcome player. its just starting. =) *ajar ajar fighting.