running thin. you get tired. you just feel ok. thats it. pack up your bags and decide to leave. but you can't. and the reason is all cause your feet is stuck in this puddle of mud, with your leg stucked in it, 3/4 of the way. Lose, break your leg, or wait for this rescue rain to come and wash or lossen up some of the particles out. You wish to leave but you can't or rather. there isn't a point in giving out now when your 3/4 of your way nearing the finishing line.

it gets annoying at times. you get a little angry at times, but till a time whereby you turn immuned and dry and used to every single thing that has been going on where my favourite line goes "what's new?" and you just wait for more stunts to come approaching. hahar.

maybe i've been running too much on my own strength i pressume. but what i know is that during trying period of time is the time whereby you'll see a person's true character. it makes it or breaks you. you either come out stronger, better more refined than you ever been or you lose your shine and just end up like another piece of normal metal. what it is also termed as regular. ordinary.

or another way, it just makes you stronger in the things you believe in every single time hard times come you by. it doesn't just come for a reason, but i guess it toughens you up. through sweat and tears will you look back and smile at yourself, for you deserve that pat on your back. and share your experience with others and encourage each other when they are down or discouraged. the wonders of the human spirit at times works at its best during periods of trials and obstacles.

i'm hoping i'll leave satisfied for i did my best and that's it. arhahar. didn't know at times working at this rate of this sem can be rather tiring. arhahar. maybe you underestimated what a couple of projects loaded together, the impact of what it can bring to ppl. arhahar. you'll either see the good or the ugly side of a person. or it made you realised things you've never think you would. sometimes, i guess its always wise to keep your ears open and keep out for what the adults have to say to us greenhorns. listen for awhile, and you'll probably learn some of life's greatest lessons arhhar. they just don't say things for no apparent reason.

and during this period of time, will you find strength and hold on to each other as each of us feels the heat. keep running, keep encouraging, we'll get there. i hope arhhar. i think i'm blabbering too much or do i even know what am i blabbering about? all i know arhhar. i need slp arhahar. i'm napping or slping i guess. and you realise that the early mornings are one of the most beautiful things to wake up to with the freshest air. at 8.30am it seems to be one of life's charge of brand new energy seeping into you. you feel you can run forever only to stop and realise that you're only human and that you get tired easily too. take a breather. take a step back. =) lurves.