i need to get myself to study. be disciplined. and go find knowledge in the things i read. come on! seep to your brains arhhaar. i'm feeling tired keep wanting to sleep the moment those notes pop up right in front of me.

its gonna be busy weekends but hopefully squeezes some time to mug somehow. oh man. *like ants on a hot pan. and eeks. there's a need to memorize that cross thingy in the disciple's book. don't know if i can do it but *sigh must try. FIGHTING AH JOY* totally feels weird to be mugging somehow since we ended our attachment, 7 months or 8 months, and then heading back to hitting the books. no momentum lar. aiyoo. quick hit me!!! ok shower time and i think i need to do more reading. arhhar. somehow erm don't interest me, POT more digestable, more english terms so to speak i guess. and what is this annoying spell check underlining that blogger has? lol.

fly me to Japan!!!! Janggie's having a free meet the fans session at Budoku Complex or something man. but -_-' Japan, haven't fly me up there, i already broke arhahar. don't even think bout the amenities like the hotels or something +_= i'm feeling poor. arhhaar.