Honestly, arhhar. what will you do without NOTEPAD? DIE. i'm blogging in notepad on the office's comp so its not that obvious. arhhar. actually the funnest things around are the simplest things. that's why the saying goes "the simplest things of life tends to bring joy". [okay. that was my own intepretion.] but it went along that line. arhahar =) i made wallpapers in the office for my desktop arhhaar. with powerpoint and paint. arhhar. [as what i initially started off doing] the new batch of interns from NYP are in the house now. arhhar. Shuffs work to them. arhhara. no lar, don't even know if there's any over at my depart. oh wells.

The toughest of weeks are over i hope. =) long story. but i've been picked on over at work. i hope i don't get to see her ever again. can avoid avoid lar. ahhaar. she's scary. arharhar. well, she got mummy pretty mad. arhahra. mummy wanted to head down to office and give her a piece of her mind. arharhar. mummy was like my hero. arhhraar. but course she didn't. oh wells.

finished whatever I was supposed to be doing. arhhaar. so am sitting down. listening to radioblogclub.com listening to arhahar. stairways to heaven ost. i don't know how i got there. was searching for Jolin Tsai's "Le Yuan" and tada. walla. stairways to heaven ost played. and i thought of the memories i had at hang ten. arhahar. diao! i know. i don't mean to. but for a moment. my mind had the shop outlet of Hang Ten over at Clementi. There was me and Iskandar there. arhar. because stairways to heaven ost was full of instrumental, arhhar. arh. whack. i just wanted to play the cd in the shop. arhhar. i asked if he minded, cause it was in korean. erm. arhar. he said ok =) so yeapp. one whole album played. arhaar. i shut it after hearin my share. arhahar. but he taught me wayy lot. arhahar.

- how to determine which customers to serve for and get great sales
- be flexible in prices
- fold clothes. arhahar.! the techniques. i still do it today. and yes. everytime i fold a shirt, it sits there nicely. i think of him. arhhaar.
- life's moral values and share a picture of what we eventually want to do and be when we grow up.

awWw. stairways to heaven, i haven't playeed that cd for ages. i know it's somewhere. just gotta dig it all up again. arhahar. brings back alot of memories. oops. arhhaar. just felt like ranting it out. after visiting my buddiez's blogs. Jin Hui + Ling Li + "Dear" arhahar. their blog. all having their own stories. their pain. their joy. went around sms-ing to encourage them. arhahar. =) and if ya wondering who that dear is. its my cousin Kim Yee lar arhar. she's facing alot among all that laughters arhhaar. i see it. but arhhaar. i ask generally. to see if the doors are open for me to come in with permission to go further. but yes. she's been busy and term tests are coming up. have to wait for this weekend i think. i'll always be there, ahrhar. for all of you all lar. just come and chat if you all want [as much as i'm not online] arhahra. i maybe resting but phone's still there.

i just have this wannabe feeling. arhhra. i wanna be like Chris Martin singing. playing both the guitars and keyboard. arharhar. he's awesome. and his vocal range. and i love them Live. wooow. arhhaar. i know when i was younger. i didn't like Coldplay a single bit. found them weird. and now. 4-5 years down the road and i'm loving them. ahahar. its ironic how many times i can say, i used to dislike something. i end up loving them the next bit. aharhar.

been thinking about myself seeing myself in the next few years. i have plans bout taking up digital media. but i asked last night. mummy doesn't seem at all warm or receptive to the idea. "i waste so much of money leh". i was like "oh no". i know i don't wanna be doing what i am doing now. simple good money yes i know, but i don't like the confined idea. its stable. but doh. i don't like it. arhhara. i don't want seeing myself opening Microsoft's application and email all day long. that's definitely not life. i think i'll just think of heading in to teaching if all's not gonna be working. i suppose my parents will only pay if i carry on doing what i'm doing now. its ironic. how you want to study but sometimes, just don't want to study anymore, if its nothing that i wanna do. *sigh* times life's so full of ironics. the irony of things. how ironic i can be. duh. i'm lame.

anyways, you guys all hold on!! I lurvee you all. Don't give up easily, or you'll be sorry for yourself. *fighting*