arhahar. i think i'm too free or what. it was something that sparked my interest in this topic. its preetty a no-no topic but you know me. interest sparked makes me go search more information about it. there was this poster "bi-sexual, trans-sexual, lesbians, we accept them all" its pretty debating. i know but it just sparked an outcry from me. I know yes, in a way we have to be compassionate and emphatatic about them, but its a thin line to it isn't that right. in this ever so wrong society, where the wrong can seem right and the right seems ever so wrong. call me traditional or what so ever i don't care. i don't care but i know these people need help. its not a laughing thing out there laughing at these people, making an entire joke out of them and doing nothing bout it. its called gender indentity disorder.
among all the illnesses, which can so called be cured, one of the world's other's deadliest illness out there. are a list of wholesome mental illness. you'll be suprised at how long the list can go. that makes it drawn a very thin line between being sane and insane. a thin line between being mentally healthy and times whereby one simply needs a doctor. arhahar. i wonder at times how many of these mental illness comes down to a point whereby it is not caused naturally but self infliced [okay, accept alzeihmers] but i think majority of it has got to do with how the mind thinks.
it is sad cause most of this people come from a dysfunctional home. home without a working father. without a fatherly figure and at it, doubt about their degree of femineness or masculinity. i wonder alot alot. arhahar. i start wondering why the self doubt. and i start seeing how much this freaking world needs a cornerstone. you see how much there is a need for God. That they start to see so much of doubts that clouds over their beliefs. when things don't seem to be working to what they want and when they turn away from the solutions provided they run and run and start hurting themselves so much. they try something different and get indulged in it and get sucked into that world of deception.
its even sadder if they head into pro gay theology. yes they find comfort there but is that right? argh* sad demoralising. i wished i could do something after reading one of my sec skool mates life. i suspected it but arhhar. till i read it today. more or less confirms it. to a point whereby Good guys are either dead, married, or gays arhahar.
ok anyways. weekends are coming. Mummy is gonna be soOo nice. arhhaar. She's cooking my favourite. Spagetthi Bolognese and mash potatoes. arhar. 2 cousins are probably coming over nite and tml's gonna be time spent together. i hope i squeeze in time for the esplanade wif Ashley let's go swoon on Joel. =) enjoy ur weekends cause they are so hard earned. 5 days of work and 2 days of play. no wonder God loves Sundays arhhaar. Kidding. But i adore weekends. 6 more weeks of attachment whoot. =) i just can't help being NOT being high. too high today. arhahar. high on laughters.a rhahar.