arh. boo. arhahar. ok. i changed my stupid browser. stupid spywares seems to be clogging up my system arhhar. oh well, its ok. firefox to the rescue. hopefully helps a little arhhar. and the thing is that there should be this text formatting tool on this browser but i don't know where it went. arhahar. oh well.

just write yar. anyways, these week has been a rather decent one arhahar. at work where wheee. arhahar. guess how awesome God is. arhhar. okay i'm bad, i was praying for full timers to work over at IBM at the same department which i am working at. arhhar. apparently, today, there's news that 2 full timers should be coming over and i'll be moving back down to where i started. arhahar. away from "suspicious eyes" arhahar. THANK GOD i tell u. ahrahar. meet the person who so wanna head down back to the fifth floor. arhahar. and do things without suspicious eyes. ahahar. tell me God's not real. arhahar. but anyways, day's been ok.

i suppose suspicious eyes was there for a reason. was reading the book Indri gave me. bout "the power to change your life" i think that's the title of the book i am reading now. arhahar. by Rick Warren. apparently, it has just said, "people become unloving because they lack love. they tend to act unlovingly because it is to get all the attention from you. do anything so that they'll be noticed. it used to be on the good side but slowly moving onto the negative side" kind of things. i like this line really much which was so called used in "a moment to remember" also. "Hate is giving room in your heart away, so why not love and free up that space in your heart", it goes somewhere along that line, but the above was my intepretation. arhhar. =)

anyways, the ways to deal wif unloving ppl around you was to shower them with all the love you got there. and love comes in different forms. love ain't the love that is frequently overly used. arhahar. gotta open up the book and quote more bout that. but love can come in care and concern for the person. getting to know their interests, desires. har! its a technique book. but yes. the bottomline was that God puts unloving ppl in your life to see how you can love the unloving ppl, be it your enemies or ppl that u detest. arh. yes. so yes. u can't change the circumstances around you but you can change the way you react to them [dat one was right off from the book, at the back of my head] arhahar.

anyways, arhar. i just had the sudden urge to blog after watching today's episode of "dae jang geum" also known as "jewel in the palace". the part whereby the whole entire village is supposedly suffering from an epidemic. and villagers try to flee. Chang Jing was set up by her fellow colleagues and she got stranded, cause the King said that none can enter the place or leave it. and when it seems that she was asking Jun Hao (Ji Jin Hee):

Her: "what have i done wrong? have i done anything wrong?"
Him: "no. you didn't do anything wrong. it wasn't you. its them. human obstacles. the higher you climb, the more people will try to pose as a difficulty for you. You have to get over all these human obstacles, otherwise whatever you've worked for will come to waste, just continue doing your best, put in your best efforts"

very wow-ing effect. arhahar. when he said that. i melted* i teared in the later part. arhahar. whereby she fainted in the locked up room. he was cool. she was sweet. awWw.

arhahar. wooow. its sweet. arhahar. just thought what Ji Hin Hee said was soOo true =) arhahar. awesome. how sweet =) nitey peeps.