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Saturday, May 24
That is what happens and a call I make to myself whenever I feel overwhelmed, by situations, emotions, situations, happenings - get up. Everyone has their moments and in those moments, I do take moments to hide away from the world and indulge in my own little make beliefs world (of drama watching) for they help me to take edge off the mindless doings that has the greatest ability to take away your passions and make you feel like a mere robot of going through the motions and leaves you questioning and doubtful of why you are doing the things that you are doing.
That is the bane and the curse of doing that I hate very much, that leaves people senseless in their doings for they know no better in that state, they don't have anything else better to offer, that is all they have and they just want to make it through another day.
Many go through it without realizing because living passionately and loving intentionally gets tiring and as a matter of fact, anything and in all things, can lose their charm and eventually tire you when you keep getting bummed out.
In these moments of down times, it's a love hate moment but one that one must go through to embrace, for how they posture and make themselves out of this during those time out moments, will change and make the difference in the outcome of what is going to come out from it.
It questions you if you still want to be in that continual pursuit, the fine line of logic and consciousness and practicality all coming into a tangent, that makes you wonder if you are sane or insane. Be a dreamer who continues to drum up positive energies just for the sake of being different or a mere idealistic dreamer and one who only dreams.
Or be that lunatic who is possessed by promises not because of what He has drummed up or to prove to the world a point, but of one whose heart and mind yearns and bleeds to see a living manifestation of the belief and a value of a promise given and told by Him years and years ago, that all through the years, he holds on because he believes entirely in Him that He will do what He has promised and one if which He says that He is unchanging.
The truth is that it is only a work of grace that no man's heart can ever strife to work or drum hope or things in their life because any human effort will only prove to be temporal and futile. No man can ever convince themselves when they are not convinced but it takes a higher order to invade our consciousness for us to stay true and hold onto the end, not because of what we have said, but what He has.
When it gets tiring, I'm glad I can take a step back and go around to Him and let Him manifest who He is and allow myself to just lean on Him and continue to hope, trust and love in His goodness, He will take us through.
