I'm home. after initial thoughts of myself heading out today fer Clement's burfdae. harhar. i was debating wif myself the entire day as to whether i should go or not. i thought i made up my mind to just go. like. "joyce. never mind. come on. just go". hahar. i told myself dat initially when he invited me. debating from last night till today when he said we're supposed to be meeting at 130pm. i pulled out at the very last moment. hahar.

I've been keeping my mind occupied since last night. harhar. talking to Jayson. Hoo. [one long talk. sorrie i got pretty worked out there. harhar. apparently yesterday's patience level of mine wasn't on a level dat spelt "saint". my mind was pretty occupied and on the fact that i felt the actions weren't justified. i felt bad fer that ever. oh so nice. person lar. soOo yeah. woman's got an high emotions factor. ] den i stayed up real late. its been a long time since i did it. "YES~! I did it." hahar. finally. somehow my energy level hasn't been on a high till lately. i normally do sleep really early. hahar. always getting tired pretty easily lar. somehow. i just love heading to bed now.

Ok. wad was the debate of mine about. harhar. Honestly, I do have fears of looking out of place at his party. harhar. and i dun wanna be looking frowny or anything, soOo i just striked the idea of turning up fer his party. i felt bad though. like u said yes to ppl that u'll go and den u just turn it down at the last minute. soorrie sorrie. i really am. aharhhar. i just dun wanna look sad or anything else besides a smile on my face in front of da birthdae boy =) i scared i frown away! hahar. least there wun be dat gan3 ga4 -ness lurking around the air. wharhar. den i was thinking. should i give him a gift or something. seriously. i dunnoe. hahar. just feel like rattling on and on on this blog. toOo lazee to write it out. i didn't have intentions on blogging either. thought of writing it down in dat private place where i keep all issues closest to my heart written in that book. hahar. but i just didn't feel like picking up a pen and write. soOo pressing buttons seems better. harhar. *rants on and on*

From last night i was pretty down lar. somehow. harhar. i pulled Marathon out. wif Cho Seung Woo he was soOo good. i strongly call u all to watch dat show if u all ever had a chance. i wanted to go and watch it on the big screen when it was shown locally in the theatres during that Korean Film Festival fer this year. but i missed the dates. thanks to the exams. hahar. soOo yeah. I was moved man. by the performance in which Cho Seung Woo oppa puts it up, it couldn't have been better lar. when he went. "Cho Won's legs. how much?" he's an autistic boy. Cause always before he runs a marathon. His omma will kind of like "motivate" him. It'll go something like dat..

Mom: Legs?
Cho Won: $10 million dollars
Mom: Body?
Cho Won: Fighter's body.
and Cho Won will scream.. *fighting~!* harhar. he's soOo cute. i'm soOo mesmerised by his smile. soOo natural. hahar. soOo wide. soOo cute! harhar. throw Dong Gun or MIn Jong or Seung Woo oppa's smiles ar. I'll automatically smile wif them lar. hahar. but Seung Woo oppa's is like. u'll smile reallie like a kid along wif him. real cute guy he is.

I was soOooooo glad i borrowed dat dvd from jojo omma. she soOo totally roxs. harhar. kept me company from like midnight till i think 4 plus on da morning. harhar. yeah. till i went to sleep till 1030am in da morning and den i continued. hahar. some kind of drive. i went on watching another movie. Dong Gun oppa's Repechage wif Kim Hee Seon. hahar. but somehow. the 2 of them matched and the kiss in dat show. is da first i see. whahar. which is the real thing. whahar. i was suprised. harhar. first time wor. =p hot. hahar. Dong Gun oppa was soOo young lar. soOo cute. very chauvinistic kind of charm. he's got some ang moh look lor. his nose was soOo distinctly sharp. but i like their looks as they get older. hoo. man man~! but i just hope this Dong Gun oppa could please put some weight on. ToOo skinny. hahar. quick quick. go find one wifey!

Okie. time of some pictures i took. whahar. =p there's the pic i took wif Ming and well. most of it are just some pictures i got bored. taking around as i walk.

Ming and me =)


Lamp post captured on a bus~!


Da usual lamp post captured as i was walking home.


Bus stop. stylo~!!


Photos from yesterday's ktv =) [i just picked some few lar] hahar..

Where's Janna? hahar.

sky high hoOo hoOo.. me and lyn.

The star singer lor. its Janna. Goodness. that Ah Mei freak. her voice is SoOo high. must noraebang wif her more often~!

Shili and Lyn =)

Look. Lyn's trying to strangle me lol.