aiseh. life has been hectic i haven't got the decency to do any updates. one, its to hasslemore. and two. mou time ah. its been war with time all these weeks right up till friday! but its a sentimental feeling to have left the last tutorial class of ERM on tuesday. when lavvie went. "joycee, marty wants to date you for lunch". whoaa. arhahar. ridiculous jokes came out. well, least Pei Lian + Raymond + Martin + Lavvie had lunch together. :)

it feels like it should be celebrations but the only thing that seems to be hanging on everyone's mind is BI. argh* seriously annoying subject and trying to handle university applications is madness man. but thanks to someone who's been really encouraging. *winks. yes yes mr silly. if you all haven't known. yes we're an item now. i mean its crazy to announce to the whole wide world but that's if the wonderings are still lingering around. it feels never ending but that 3 minute video took me 3 hours to do it. i don't know man. if this is gonna pay off or not. i'm just hoping all will turn out well get a pass for BI which is takes really much more from you to comprehend.

for the love of the things you do, but is that passion ever enough to get you through, i don't know. all i know, get my ass out of polytechnic first before i land myself into another bowl of soup. mummy's birthday tomorrow and i'm thinking what to give dude. *sigh. but there's a good breather today. on top of mugging for BI. night skies at east coast whow. whoot. the wind. at my ears. the waves in front of you. the lights on the ships, the reflections off the water. and having someone beside to just chat chat chat. walk walk walk. seriously long since i've been honest to the feelings inside of me. and to the person which i can just say and carry the tag of boyfriend. its real honest now. and to the pasts. its a closure. big time for closure and seriously move on. i always said i've moved but arhhar. yess yess. it is time. :) and another chapter begins.

its a funny feeling altogether. arhahar. cause i know i usually wouldn't want to try. but this time its a tried and going in deeper kind of thing. wishing somehow, God blesses this one. arhahar. i don't know but that's all i really feel. usually i don't ask for blessings from God arhha. but i its different. i can't fathom the amounts of coincidences there are that happens and i wonder if its really what its trying to say, or its pure coincidences. the 2 songs heard today, i was playing it on my guit. then eason in the car. and monday's mumble of the name that i haven't told u before but he got the name spot on. Mr Q. diao.

i really don't know how this thing is gonna go on in time to come, but all i know is i am being heartful and enjoying the times and moments spent. will the saying "seek me first and ask whatever you wish and it will be given to you" apply? :) arhhar. i'm leaving it up to Him. anyway, thank you thank you for today. a very well charged ah joy. keeps me sane. :) in spite of all these. and I WANT TO DATE THE FOLLOWING PPL:

- BUDDIEZ (you know Jin Hui, Ling Li, Vanessa, Janna, Hwee Boon)
- My Heart Ibm Sweet Dudes for K. (Winnie, Choon Teck, Ronald) lol.
- and everyone else. arhahar. at random man. lets all go out mum mum. eat laugh play. sheesh.