I'm getting emo-ed \\ i'm own-ed \\

oh wells. been feeling moody this friday morning which is very. and i repeat. very unlike myself. just thinking about last night arhhaar. took out the guitar from the bag. all ready to play. bursting with energy arhhar. went to the slumps ahhaa. couldn't get it to sound right. it was there but not quite the sound ahhar. or maybe i'm too used to the ovation arhhar. lol. but didn't play anything much on the guitar anyways. no mood ahrhaar. mind's clouded with that idiot again and makes me an idiot for thinking of him. fool. arhhar.

thoughts raced through my head [though there was a cutie on the train.]
// a white ipod [man. how come this cute guy also has a pod. the other cute guy on the train has a nano!]
// purple shirt. wayy too short pants. white socks with grey stripped pants >.< but i think that's ok cause he probably got his pants locally and there isn't the length of his height! and black shoes.
// simple but cool hairdo. the all day armani ahrahar. but his blond. clean cut arhahar. he was twirling his hair and bobbing his head to the beat of his pod i guess. cute!! ahhra. so tall. *argh. i feel short.

oh wells. enough bout that cute guy. mind was thinking of something else. arhhar. angry on a part over what happened all over again, i didn't mean too. but yes i thought about it and it just made me arhhara. fume. an immediate rush of heading down to the nearest basketball court. and shoot hoops. whack that blackboard. and chop that ball into the net. that sound when you net that ball into the net whoot. fit that ball into the basket. vent your anger there. arhahar.

all the way till i reached the workplace. guess who i saw. arhhar. in a blue comfort taxi. wearing a pink outift. with long hair. coming in at that specific time arhhaar. who else? winnie lor. arhhaar. somehow upon seeing her. arhahar. the anger just merely dissipated into the thin air. ahrhaar. all's smiles and sunny and arhhar. chatting about it somehow ok lar. ahrhaar. feel much better already =) thanks to ppl like her. brings smiles to my face though she's sad. ahahar. but she made my day. ahrahar. =) its ppl around you that touches you unknowingly with their actions. *bobbles my head up and down.

from (.___.) ---> (=^ . ^)v ---> (^ ^ , )

all smiley and happy and in tuned back to my friday mood. its the end of the week!! ahahar. come on. get charged up for sunday. arhahar. be in God's place. *aja aja hwai-ting!* ahrhar. fighting =D

anyway. attachment's coming to an end and i was thinking what to do and on the bus to harborfront i was just thinking arhhar. bout what Qi Hui was sharing the last last week's cell. she was working in this tuition centre and teaching korean kids english and indo kids ahrhaar. (and clares + lydia + joyce's eyes looked at me. KOREAN) arhhaar.

so obvious meh. arhahar. i know i like korean stuff but aiyo arhhaar. so paiseh ahahar. but it was interesting how after lessons with the korean kids she turns into a babysitter. heh. i wanna go teach english to indonesian kids can? arhahr. that way i can also brush my indon up again. =) since it was a "gift" given to me from Indri wouldn't it be awesome to teach english to these indon kids arhaar =) oh well. dat's wad i think of. that's if a tuition centre wanna hire me ahhaar =) and kids. awWw man. fun fun fun. i'm so full of ideas and dreams. omo. arhhar =) happy weekend ya all =) weekends dun just come by like that. you work 5-6 days a week ya know! enjoy, take care and bless ya all.