I'm home. after initial thoughts of myself heading out today fer Clement's burfdae. harhar. i was debating wif myself the entire day as to whether i should go or not. i thought i made up my mind to just go. like. "joyce. never mind. come on. just go". hahar. i told myself dat initially when he invited me. debating from last night till today when he said we're supposed to be meeting at 130pm. i pulled out at the very last moment. hahar.

I've been keeping my mind occupied since last night. harhar. talking to Jayson. Hoo. [one long talk. sorrie i got pretty worked out there. harhar. apparently yesterday's patience level of mine wasn't on a level dat spelt "saint". my mind was pretty occupied and on the fact that i felt the actions weren't justified. i felt bad fer that ever. oh so nice. person lar. soOo yeah. woman's got an high emotions factor. ] den i stayed up real late. its been a long time since i did it. "YES~! I did it." hahar. finally. somehow my energy level hasn't been on a high till lately. i normally do sleep really early. hahar. always getting tired pretty easily lar. somehow. i just love heading to bed now.

Ok. wad was the debate of mine about. harhar. Honestly, I do have fears of looking out of place at his party. harhar. and i dun wanna be looking frowny or anything, soOo i just striked the idea of turning up fer his party. i felt bad though. like u said yes to ppl that u'll go and den u just turn it down at the last minute. soorrie sorrie. i really am. aharhhar. i just dun wanna look sad or anything else besides a smile on my face in front of da birthdae boy =) i scared i frown away! hahar. least there wun be dat gan3 ga4 -ness lurking around the air. wharhar. den i was thinking. should i give him a gift or something. seriously. i dunnoe. hahar. just feel like rattling on and on on this blog. toOo lazee to write it out. i didn't have intentions on blogging either. thought of writing it down in dat private place where i keep all issues closest to my heart written in that book. hahar. but i just didn't feel like picking up a pen and write. soOo pressing buttons seems better. harhar. *rants on and on*

From last night i was pretty down lar. somehow. harhar. i pulled Marathon out. wif Cho Seung Woo he was soOo good. i strongly call u all to watch dat show if u all ever had a chance. i wanted to go and watch it on the big screen when it was shown locally in the theatres during that Korean Film Festival fer this year. but i missed the dates. thanks to the exams. hahar. soOo yeah. I was moved man. by the performance in which Cho Seung Woo oppa puts it up, it couldn't have been better lar. when he went. "Cho Won's legs. how much?" he's an autistic boy. Cause always before he runs a marathon. His omma will kind of like "motivate" him. It'll go something like dat..

Mom: Legs?
Cho Won: $10 million dollars
Mom: Body?
Cho Won: Fighter's body.
and Cho Won will scream.. *fighting~!* harhar. he's soOo cute. i'm soOo mesmerised by his smile. soOo natural. hahar. soOo wide. soOo cute! harhar. throw Dong Gun or MIn Jong or Seung Woo oppa's smiles ar. I'll automatically smile wif them lar. hahar. but Seung Woo oppa's is like. u'll smile reallie like a kid along wif him. real cute guy he is.

I was soOooooo glad i borrowed dat dvd from jojo omma. she soOo totally roxs. harhar. kept me company from like midnight till i think 4 plus on da morning. harhar. yeah. till i went to sleep till 1030am in da morning and den i continued. hahar. some kind of drive. i went on watching another movie. Dong Gun oppa's Repechage wif Kim Hee Seon. hahar. but somehow. the 2 of them matched and the kiss in dat show. is da first i see. whahar. which is the real thing. whahar. i was suprised. harhar. first time wor. =p hot. hahar. Dong Gun oppa was soOo young lar. soOo cute. very chauvinistic kind of charm. he's got some ang moh look lor. his nose was soOo distinctly sharp. but i like their looks as they get older. hoo. man man~! but i just hope this Dong Gun oppa could please put some weight on. ToOo skinny. hahar. quick quick. go find one wifey!

Okie. time of some pictures i took. whahar. =p there's the pic i took wif Ming and well. most of it are just some pictures i got bored. taking around as i walk.

Ming and me =)


Lamp post captured on a bus~!


Da usual lamp post captured as i was walking home.


Bus stop. stylo~!!


Photos from yesterday's ktv =) [i just picked some few lar] hahar..

Where's Janna? hahar.

sky high hoOo hoOo.. me and lyn.

The star singer lor. its Janna. Goodness. that Ah Mei freak. her voice is SoOo high. must noraebang wif her more often~!

Shili and Lyn =)

Look. Lyn's trying to strangle me lol.

I like this one. whahar. i like screaming pictures. whahrar.

Wharhar. its 2am. i'm just gonna leave my thoughts here before i turn in to bed. cause i gotta wake up early tomorrow morning for a day of work. and tuesday. harhar. apparently my stomach ain't feeling tooo well and i wonder. harhar. maybe i should have just gone to bed. =_='

Just came home from watching Jacky Cheung's "Snow Wolf Lake" and it soOo totally rocks alright. i remembered reading the article of the write up on both Jacky and Snow Wolf Lake on Friday. Life! had a great cover pic of him. all done in black and white with yellow fonts which had the classy look. and duh- I cannot find the pic anymore cause apparently. the front page of the life! is missing which means a probably high chances of it being thrown somewhere. argh. i should have just plucked that pic out. he looked soOo cooL.

It wasn't a very near seat to the stage but if i seriously had the money, i would have paid the amount to get front row seats lar. cause i get to see Jacky's face. harhar. another guy who just looks better with age. =) his 44 but nar. he still is looking good and gosh. he's live singing is awWwsOome. its reallie reallie.. goood~! Hahar. as much as i listen to his songs on the cds, nothing beats listening hearing him sing live. its soOo distinct and hoOo. i love the way he does it live. soOo rich lar the voice. but i think the background music was kind of loud dat da singers had to actualy sing louder to cover it. soOo yeah. but i think the show was great. wasn't a fairy tale ending. cause Snow [da female lead]had to die. but i think she died a worthy cause. har. protecting her beloved from being shot. cause some crazee fool who likes Snow, got soOo mad. for having her physically but not the heart. One sentence dat whooooed me by Snow was this. "Even if I'm gonna die, i'm never gonna be with you". Hoo hoo. dat sooo totally bites at that crazee fool who kept wanting to possess her. while obviously her heart was wif the male lead of the show [Wolf] hee. aigo. the songs were awWwsOome. but I think Snow's sister should have been played by Kit Chan. cause if i ain't wrong. i heard dat song sang by Kit and it was really good.

but nonetheless. I think the audience were kind of sweet today, giving applause to every of the casts, it just got louder in turn to come fer the leads. especially fer Jacky Cheung =) and Evonne Hsu. but nothing beats Jacky cheers' harhar. there was a standing oviation fer the show. but onli the ppl on the ground stood lar. the ppl at the higher ends by the balcony wasn't standing. but u noe wad. i was the freak hu did. arhahar. yes. i stood =) among the mass ppl hu were sitting down and must be thinking I was mad. i couldn't care less. hey. its Jacky =) ahhar. i simply adore ppl who outshine the quality of their singing in their cds and simply give it their all in their live performances. dat's wad i totally call. star quality. Min Jong oppa does dat 2. take David Tao toOo. whahar. these ppl are rare. somehow its different listening to their performance live and from their cd which adds a tad of difference and magic in their songs. hahar. Jacky's got a bunch of cute committed fans. poor ppl they actually got refused as they tried to pass their flowers and gifts [which included a giant Pooh bear] by the security. but eventually managed to put it on stage as the stars tried to pull them over from the stage. encouraging sight =) totally.

Niways. i think the performance were soOo coOL since its one of my first catching a musical. ahhar. cause its normally a concert. [i wouldn't mind if Jacky had a concert].. hahar. and i just realised i'm slow in realising all these stars. harhar. cause i only had a liking fer them not toOo long ago. When they have been in the industry fer ages =p but its ok. never toOo late. harhar. very tempted to buy the ost fer Snow Wolf Lake but gotta see how things goes in the coming week. aharhar. gotta set aside money fer the trip. hahar. but oh well. God's been great todae. cause i managed to get good weather when I was out. hahar. and den again when I was heading home. hahar. ouh. yeah. I watched the musical wif my beloved Ashley and her omma =) harhar. yeap. soOo yeah. we went home on the same bus, but we both had to change eventually to reach home. hahar. soOo yeah. i thought i might not be able to catch the last bus but thankfully i did. sOo yeah. i needn't burn a hole in the pocket trying to catch a taxi home. harhar. which was coOL. aharhar. i thought it was simply excellent timing lar. think of all these little things dat God works in my life. seeing it is coOL. like fridae night toOo. prayers works wonders and i guess i better be doing my quiet time and heading to bed cause it is getting late alreadi.

har. and check out my new skin. hahar. searched high and low to find one dat is gonna be suiting my upcoming craziness fer pictures. hahar. yeah. been taking more pictures recently. hahar. here and there. soOo yeap. i nided one that had space to put the pic and soOo yeah. apparently white background has the welcoming effect as compared to black [though black gave a more class-ier look] but yeah. this spacious look's pretty nice. harhar. took me yesterdae to work on it. but oh well. still learning along the way and har.i guess i'll be working more wif the comp in the next few days if i have the time. whahar. soOo yeap.

i've got pics apparently but duh. they aren't gonna be uploaded tonight lar. hahar. some photography pics i took. harhar. suddenly got a love fer it and its mostly round my neighbourhood and especially the skies. soOo yeap. i'll just put Jacky's face here. darn. i want that pic dat is on the LIfe! cover page. it's just missing. =_=' but i think its a pic taken from his "life is like a dream" album. hmmMm...

I haven't been blogging. wharhar. these couple of days. just slacking and slacking and headin out walk around and coming home. den surfing around handsome and den heading off to bed. harhar. soOo tonight gotta find something to do. which is. I'm emptying all the pictures from da camera. storing and storing soOo i decided to dump everything out. harhar. and dat i owed CPL some pictures. [she wrote it in her blog] harhar. yes yes. its somewhere.now dat its full. hahar. i took it all out. post some up. some old. some new. cause some's taken todae.

apparently. i started loving the camera recently and thanks to dat "our stance on how to break up". arharhar. after dat drama.. it makes photography sounds soOo fun wif dat camera and going around snapping pictures. but yeah. doing it fer pleasure and fer a living are 2 different things i guess. i guess i'm doing it fer pleasure. but aigo. sad case lar. the show has ended. =( i wish dat ending was longer. its like putting a full stop into a mid sentence. todae's shows dat i've watched all seemed to be alittle "doubt" factor in there ar.

okie. this is my model fer the day. harhar. my little nephew, Mr Ang Wei Xun, Jarrett. harhar. he looks soOo farnie. hahar. =p i was just snapping and snapping shots of him. sooo farnie.

apparently. he seemed kind of bored in da beginning. harhar. he seriously looks like a mix of jie fu + my jie jie. same same mixed. come out. kind of cute. i especially love couple of those pics. will tell u why later. seriously, time spent with him always seem to fly by real fasst and when u look at children. i understood wad omma always says. "children are soOo innocent". and yeah. as i grow, i kind of understood why omma said dat. it always seem fun fun fun fer them. smiling and having fun. harhar. and one thing fer sure. they kind of put a smile on ur face [dat's when they're not crying lar] harhar =)

harhar, guess wad Jarrett is smiling at. harhar. that bottle of vitagen. his first sip of it i think. harhar. dat yellow thingy is his waterbottle and that person wearing my calvin and hobbes shirt in white. is my sister. hahar. apparently i haven't took a pic of her full face. harhar. compare the distinct difference in da 2 of us. harhar. she's da ladee. hahar. and i'm da "harder" type. outdoors and sports is me. indoors is her. hahar. lol.

see how cute he is drinking dat bottle of vitagen harhar. i thought he was soOo adorable. arhahar. cause the bottle which looks soOo small in our hands. looks big fer him. harhar. imagine him holding a bottle of soft drink like let's say he holds a can of coke or something. he uses 2 hands. harhar. we onli use one hand lar. =p

now who ever said that a child do not comprehend our adults world. just take a look at how engrossed this little boy is at the teevee. he apparently can differentiate the different commercials. cause he's got his favourite lar. hahar. this pics funny lar. hahar. i took it and giggled away wor.

gimme gimme da vitagen. harhar. savouring every drop of it. hahar. he loves this drink wor.

now do u call this cute? hahar. i find this pic soOo adorable lar. wharhar. its like seeing him u wanna give him a hug~!! i was just playing wif Pinks. telling him. "U like Pinks?" hahar. i guess the next thing he did was he took up Pinks and gave it a hug. hahar. As I said. "hug tight tight" hahar. and he gave dat all cute smile. hahar. i lurve this pic =) like the bear very precious to this little boy ar. hahar. [yeah. and the next thing u noe wad he did? after drinking dat vitagen drink, he put Pinks close to his mouth. rub Pinks right across his lips. Pinks smell of Vitagen alright. soOo i went to spray Oceanus over on Pinks. i think Pinks nids a shower. dunnoe. suddenly been slping wif Pinks these nights. my company to bed =)]

I dunnoe wad's he doing. hahar. looks like he is singing along to his mummy's tunes. harhar. well. dat's my guess. =p

tada~!! hahar. i reallie didn't expect the pic to turn out this good. cause as what jie jie said was dat. out of 20 shots u take onli 1-2 is nice. soOo. hahar. I told Jarrett. "wei. let's zhi4 lian4 together ok?" den i just snapped. hahar. he leaned his head against mine to get the cute effect. arharhar. my sis is in da background. she saw this pic. she was like, "what? Jarrett, how come u take wif Yi Yi nice nice. come. take wif mummy". The boy knowing he was like a star, wif all da pics i was taking of him. got cheecky and refused to take wif his mom. only "angering" his mom by sticking his head in all the pictures i was taking. harhar. cute. we both love this pic. =)

meet Pinks. harhar. i think by then. Pinks should be pretty known. this is up close and personal. wif Pinks. And if ya wondering why is his name Pinks. Its written in that Ty tag on his ear. harhar. PInks. given to me by Jeu-ann. when she came down. i gave her a blue one and she got me this pinky one. harhar.

and this is me. hahar. in my room. i think this were before the exams? i got soOo bored dat i started taking pics of myself. If i ain't wrong. it was taken on a Sunday? dat week before the exams came. hahar. i think.

Meet Chua Pei Lian and Joycee Goh Pin Yi. ahrhaarhar.

All da following pics are taken on Thursday. harhar. last thursday. before our last paper of LAIT. after dinner. while waiting fer the 7-9pm paper. Pei Lian and I got cranky. harhar. we ended up sitting down taking pictures. its taken in skool lar of course. hahar. i hope all da papers goes well man =)

this was taken by Pei Lian. harhar. I think i was telling her about something. hahar. and she took the pic. arharhar.

harhar. acting cheecky. whahar. cute eh. =p

acting cute by the staircase. hahar.

dat's the seriously happie me. harhar. relived. but tired after the days of papers. harhar. on my way home after the papers at 9pm after the LAIT paper. harhar. no one was at the back of me soOo i took a pic of myself on da bus. muahahar.

Pictures of the skies. Ha Neul. =p dat means sky in korean. wharhar. =) i think i'll post da picture of how i spent my thursday tomolo nite den. since blogger is being gay. doesn't allow me to upload any more pictures. soOo yeah. i'll end her lor. nitey nite.

=( cause "our stance on how to break up" 's over. haix. as much as i see MIn Jong oppa on drama. i wish Dong Gun oppa will be in a drama tooo. but i think that is wishful thinking lar. Dong Gun's image. hahar. not the drama kind of image somehow i feel. haix, waiting fer all da movies to be released. "typhoon" is wad i am looking forward toOo. somehow, DOng Gun oppa's slave role in "the promise" kind of pulls me back alittle. as much as the movie is highly anticipated by the media. aigo. slave ya noe. and dat long hair. =( But there's Typhoon. hahar. I smile at that more. Cause there's Lee Jung Jae oppa in there toOo man. Whoa. soOo man lar he is in dat navy uniform. hahar. [he's taken alreadi though]. and not forgetting Min Jong oppa's Windmill Palm Groove. Hoo hoo. sooo manie movies to look forward toOo. and may Dong Gun oppa come over to Singapore and make amends fer the absence for Brotherhood. thinkin bout it. makes me =( harhar. well. wadever it is.

i noe the best consolation fer me will be Min Jong oppa's 9th album. which is due to be out soon. i'll keep waiting. wharhar. Windmill ost and Seperation Ost has been such a blast. reallie good good wor. =) Hummm. music just rocks. i just can't live without it. harhar. i cannot stand sitting in a room without any music. no noise. i feel weird. hahar. of course. not forgetting da good old. faithful God of mine. He's been awWwSoOmEe. hahar. =p bless ya all. i'm still hoping money and all other matters will all be settled dat the mission trip to myanmar will become a reality.

arharhar. came in here to blog and leave some thoughts before i leave off to study once again. its fast. this week. its already wednesday. and tomolo's da last 2 papers. Lined up wif MAFIT and LAIT. pretty scared of mafit to be honest. cause. eh. hahar. i got no confidence when it comes to numbers but hopefully get thru this last one dat is on my mind. Today's paper was do-able. harhar. well. i hope. all goes well. cause harhar. i just realised i answered one of da qns wrongly. soOo yeah. we'll see how well i'm gonna fair. harhar.

SoOo fast. time reallie flies. its scary. another semester gone. =p puuUu. but harhar. as much as time has passed me by. gonna post some pics of wad i took over da weeks. just a few. i like da clouds. hahar. and my lunch fer today. i got bored soOo i got this pink bear. which u will be able to see in the later pics. companied me fer study last nite. harhar. going crazee alreadi! harhar. and soOo today he'll be companying me. his name is called. Pinks. arharhar.. harhar. i wanna sleep somemore. harhar. after sleeping on da bus. the lunch's making me slp. harhar.. but life goes on. harhar. u gotta hit da books! Keep da music. keep on moving. final papers! harhar. =) *peace* take care all of ya. hey. i miss Ah Janna and all. Ling Li lar. Jin Hui. Vanessa. harhar. *muacks*

I took this pic when I was on the 3rd floor of one of da aunt's place over at Teban Garden. dat day was Grandma's birthday. U noe at times I think of Grandma. I feel bad fer one. not really being of close wif her. i wish i spoke some dialect. least we could tok. but here. in my family doesn't seem to be close wif any grandparents. she's da only one left. times. u wish u could do more. i guess. i'll remember this pic of her birthday.

This pic is taken right outside da bus stop over at Harborfront. was on my wat to Grandma's birthday when i snapped this pic. its really beautiful dat dae. there was one more pic of da clouds i forgot snapping it. -_-' Getting old.

This is today's lunch. harhar. Look! Pinks's lunch. arharhar. no lar. dat's mine. some sandwich i made. whoops. looks black fer da bread. but its all in my stomach. melted cheese ham and beacon wif tomatoes. apparently. the lettuce ran out. cute bear? harhar. My company this few days ya noe. I nid him to LOOK at me. harhar. den i'll study. its called. Bluffing urself. to get on wif ur work. harhar. soOo u dun get distracted looking at handsome in my room. arharhar.

harhar. yeah. the sandwich least looks more "edible" in this pic. harhar. melted cheese... lalala. harhar. oh yeah. dat's my milo + coffee mug. harhar. should show u my drinking water glass. harhar. i loove my glasses. harhar. this one been wif me fer a long time. u noe. back then when there was this darlie toothpaste giving the mugs free. its from there. arharhra. omma got dat fer me. harhra. kie lar. gonna head back to books. today's cloudless. =( harhar. but skies are blue. lovely. tataz.

And me. harhar. see this pic makes me augh at myself. its taken from my phone lar. harhar. "joyce! U cut ur hair!!" harhar. yes i did. arharhar.. =) "joyce. u cut ur hair to study better?" harhar. come cute comments. taken in omma's room. harhar. there's one more wif my smile. but the server dun like me. and i quit uploading the other one up. aharhar.

*screams* i'm ultra. tired and sleepy now. i actualli wanted to carry on mugging fer MAFIT tonite actualli but oh well. i think i'll do it tml morning. my brains are seemingly toOo conjested from all da stuffing of information. aharhar. it wasn't dat bad last nite. after enlightment. from dbis. i still wonder why i do take soOo long to get wad Mr Lim Kok Yau was trying to say along. i guess it was da project dat we did dat helped in the understanding process toOo.

Today's papers were ok. I hope =) Keeping hands and fingers and legs crossed. it always happens. harhar. u'll never noe till the results come back soOo i hope be able to make it. after struggling wif these subjects during the mid sem tests. MAFIT's playing on my mind now. eEe. Its one of da trickiest. -_-'. somehow i just cannot work well wif numbers i realise. either the numbers dun like me or i dun like numbers. but either way. i tend to screw up the moment i fumble and it always happens. eEe.

harhar. till i play the guitar. i dun even noe wad am i playing. hahar. cannot differentiate the tunes todae lar. and the notes. i want my bed. just finished eating my dinner comprising of 1 Time Out bar. and a sandwich comprising of beacon and lettuce slammed wif 2 pieces of white bread wif margarine spread over the 2 slices of bread. gulps of water. i'm full. harhar. I nid da bed now. wharhar. otherwise i'll be sleep toking and duh. harhar. i dunnoe wad's gonna be published here. arharhar. dreaming or sleeping tok. wharhar. i like this song playing on my blog now. the tune is very addicting. sad tinch but that reminiscing feeling is always my favourite. i wish todae was thursday 0900. harhar. after everything. i got a phobia fer MAFIT. >.<