WhEeT. Work's done fer me and harhar. I've gotten my life back on track. just the way it was. [oh well. erm. wif a tad difference] and i just had a superb weekend. Heading out wif my dearie. wharhar. as in. *coughs* my cousin. yeap. kimyee lar. wharhar. The day started off slowly cause there seemed to be like a piece of ice block in front of the both of us. its like we were like frenz like dat. but as lunch went on. we eased out and started toking and harhar. laughing and all like the weeks b4. we've haven't met up like in a months time alreadi. and it was reallie a pretty long time but somehow caught up wif each other.

Spent the time walking. shopping whereby she got herself a new baggie and i got myself a new top. which i realise i've been getting soOo fussy dat buying a top fer myself takes alot of effort. cause i'm soOo picky. harhar.. and den we went over to the supermarket to grab some tidbits and head home to have a good full meal of cream of mushroom soup. mommy made spagetthi. and i made toast to have wif da meal. ahahar.. soOo cute ar my cousin. should just seen her eating. makes me laugh always. and well. had some drinks. arhahar. light alcohol and dang was it good. entirely on me. aharhar.. just didn't mind spending the money on the both of us having such great fun. from young till now. nothing seems to change. harhar.. and the fact. she slept before me. harhar. but we held the record time of heading to bed round 4. harhar. she said. "i bet u can't wake up fer church tml". I was certain dat i would be waking up but it turned out she was rite bout me. i missed church todae but i reallie intended of heading there to thank how much God has blessed and looked after me. dat his love and his grace is totally in abundance and he has made me felt it all. i'll promise i'll do it next week *smiles* ARgh. God's awesome. =)

Partially i still haven't gotten my bubbly nature back. i'm still on a low. harhar.. still feeling larthegic here and there. and well. me and him have gotten on a new turn. arharhar. whereby i noe i wasn't committing the way dat i should be committing to him since weeks ago. i left him a mail there. to his inbox. argh. i do have feelings fer that person but is just the thing dat. i think i noe him. and he thinks he noes me, but realie how much do we noe bout each other. i reallie want to get to noe more bout him. before we like went on further cause times. we are proceeding fast. harhar. i wanna slow and easy. wharhar.. like tortoise~! well. hopefulli he sees it cause i think he's gonna see it as some kind of thing dat is bad. i dunnoe. i just hope we give each other more time to take a step back and to think and learn more bout each other. =) i realie wanna noe him more. bleah. *shrugs* i just hope he doesn't see it as something bad. u noe me. i entirely love studying bout someone. harhar. and if its someone i reallie like. i reallie study bout them. wharhar.. =) oh well. maybe i'm just soOo weird in life. hahrar. funny character and all. God noes. =)

WheE. tml heading out wif jojo omma and Agnes again. =) wharhar.. harhar.. exciting. its time to meet Khim and Wai Yi soOn man. miss all of them. lalala. =) and hopefulli get to catch Lily omma. Internet mummy~! Goodness. i miss all of them . take care wor. *crosses fingers* may all things turn out well.