ahaha. i'm crazy. i just spend my time actually perpetually listening to music on my pod, sitting out at the balcony on the platform viewing the night new outside my room. watching tv, visiting all my mates blogs ahha viewing pictures on friendster. ahaha.

here's what i found. alot of the guys i knew back at sec skool ahha, actually look sort of whoa much more u know, man-er in some ways la, ahaha. to say they look better now, fatten up, all tanned and fit. ahaha, phase 1 of looking at their best at one part of their life. they can choose to maintain it, or stand to lose it and look like a far cry from their "outstanding" army days ;) they have fattened up and muscled up, and tanned up hoo hoo. goo goo, and how they go from chao recruit to private XXX. ahaha cute. :)

anyways i'm so reluctant to start my mugging all over. just the thought of it bores me over but i know i have to get my ass moving. bo si gan liao.

anyways, so much so for reluctance. the boy gave me a ring today. ahaa the 2nd within our uber quiet span of day 6. ahaha. of the 7 weeks of BMT training ahaha. rather funny and he says i sound different. which actually i don't think so ahaha. he sounds different! first call sounded whoa, all so preped up boyish fun rearing to go. ahaha. and day 6, ahaha he sounds bit tired but still bubbly ahaha. i haven't heard him bubbly in ages. kind of cute :) ahaha, he's not been bubbly lately with his oh-so-dead lifestyle before he went in. ahaha. now that there's things to do, i suppose he's feeling useful, having things to do, fun, interaction and learning things, he sounds bubblier ahaha, how interesting.

i sound the same why? ahaha, BECAUSE i've been schooling and life has been like that for me since God knows when ahaha. maybe when i start working i'll have a little difference to the way i sound. but i think i only sound lame and bubbly with the bunch ahaha of people who has seen me in my craziest worm mode. HAHAHA. :)

oh wells, i think books are driving me crazy and i've yet eaten. Aiyee. i don't wanna study. *pouts but i know i have to. aiyee. BORING. BORING. BORING. reading blogs was quite fun especially those tvb stars. ahaha bowie lam, michael miu, bosco wong, and tavia yeung. cute :) all the scenic pictures in their daily activities. sigh. i'm dreaming of my full boy kit of a nikon dslr and lens. somehow i prefer it to a canon and i don't know why. maybe its the looks and the feel? i don't know. i personally love nikon. i'm dreaming baby. and my trip to hk. yeah baby.

and the boy asked "will you be coming for my my last day (POP)?" ahaha he asked it in such a cute boyish manner i couldn't have the heart to say no can i? ahaha. he's cute. i laughed and laughed and laughed. i think he must be wondering i'm laughing cause i'm thinking. but ahaha i was laughing at the manner he asked. HAHA he's never asked for something like that (or did he) yar. i will go there and be the photographer for the day. but thinking of heading along with his parents, and ppl does make me get the jitters, i'm so shy not up for things like that. but what the heck, boy's happy rite. it'll be fun too i think ahaha.

and 2 weeks of confinement on the rock he's coming out on the 7th and asked once again if i'm picking him up at the jetty. HAHAHA YESS!! i can say no. its at pasir ris, aiyee. 2. i'm having a paper tml on the 7th itself HAHA oh so spared. ahaha. that i don't need to be a meanie if i turn him down. but then sooo. POP cannot be missed right? ahaha. yar when i'm on holidays its a why not :) army antics. crazily funny. ahhaa. have fun ah boy. HAHAHA. i'm sleeping with my da tou in my lavender room on my pink sheets. HAH! nice and comfy. =p life. whaha. mum mum time and mug. *sigh. not comforting. ahaha i'm so tired of chinese 933fm due to the fact i've been listening to it mostly bout daily. for the past month. hoo. i need a change. its a switch to english again. hoo quick buy 4D. ahaha but its class 95. brings back memories. of childhood, growing up period. *snuggles. jia you to all peeps preparing what O/A levels la. carol + keith (ahaha scandalous.) that's all i can rmb. ahaha. and to van, hui, jan, ling li, winnie, =) mug finish go play. i wanna play some tunes on the guit but got no idea what songs to play. ahaha. i need new songs. anyone? :)

i'm out.