all the pictures to be uploaded. when i more free-er lar. arhahar all the playing around with photoshop to play with ah bi pictures taken in church on sunday. :) aunty carol sent me a cuter pics of ah da and ah bi playing with sparky. arhahar. rather sparkies. :) Ah Bi is sooo. lovable. that mms seriously made my day. thank you aunty carol. cause i was staring at the wallpaper display on my phone, admiring the skies. and then the downloading mms icon came on i was wondering who it was. i thought emo boy too sian mms. arhahar. suprise suprise. when the boy was so busy winning bogus. or whatever you call that. hahar.

yesterday's night of rain was good. good that i managed to have some time and do some reflections on the things that have been going on. i've placed the thoughts in the black book already :) safe in there. arhahar, must have been the prayer thingy we were doing at YABF huh? rest coming in with the great rains. i felt homey. close. arhhar. those reflective moments that feels great. pouring out all the emotions arhhar. on the book. feels heard and least get that issue i had to God. I realised i haven't been wearing that much of black lately, and on sunday, wearing all white. i sat and realised ahrhar. har, maybe it was the want to be pure again. after doing those deeds. i know i shouldn't but didn't had much of a choice. but i think i'm feeling better.

need some time to cope around with the changes i think. getting enough rest. talking to the enough people. to ensure that i'm still in interaction with people. thank you Lijin and Jayson (over on last saturday):) arhhaar. talk talk talk. good stuff. was fidgeting with friendster today, bringing and uploading some pics i should have but somehow never did. and look at ah bi. aharhahar. i don't know. just seeing her smile, then the blue skies on my phone. whoo, to be reminded once again of the simple pleasures of life that has somehow lost its place for me. that i wasn't really admiring them as much as i used to, for the love kind of got overshadowed. i'll pick up taking pictures again. and stop avoiding taking those great shots. ah bi was the start. more? arhahar :) yar. maybe at JC's concert. can't get the lighting right. argh. practice practice practice. i miss bak indri. :( hope to see her soon. and all the familiar ppl again. snap out or adding some fun stuff to the monotony of life that can eat me up. i'm 1. so zhuo buay diao. 2. I need to lame and crap in chinese once in a while. 3. I'm full of nonsense i can't let it out in school arhahar. and i realised how sweet and nice Pei Lian and Yiling has been to my whatever nonsenses.

i broke record today. no lunch. arhhar. whoot. appetite's falling. arhhaa. chit a chat with emo boy. kill time for 3 hours break at holland village staring at beagle and corgi adds a little smile. but arhahar, ah bi just made me :))))))) arhahar. trying to wake the boy up. and the line goes. I cannot imagine anyone as blessed as him. like stuffs all already planned for him sort of thing. ew. i think he's got quite a nice boss, but if its a really nice boss. shall see tomorrow.

to whatever. tomorrow. is gonna be a repeat episode of today. same lessons. same things. and thinking of that business frameworks lecture going on. i turn green. argh. God get me through tomorrow. i survived today. arhahar ;) nitey. ah bi ah bi!!