8 whopping months has just passed me by.. Time does flies and another chapter of my life has once more unfold.. Doubts and that unsure feeling has once more, began sinking in.. Ain't that bad but have learnt that God, the sole provider shall provide what happens.. To continue to trust in him, is what I shall try my best in doing..

The sudden urge to just leave my thoughts down.. After a chat wif "internet omma".. It does make us seem that we are all only humans afterall, vulnerable.. Falls.. After several steps of the way, but what does really makes it matter most is always, getting up once more.. To find dat source of strength, which is what I do feel is by God and through him, will you rise once more on eagles wings.. Carried and lifted up, feel him once more as to say always.. "I'm with you".. Nothing beats that wonderful feeling..

God is always faithful, dat's to what I feel.. Harhar.. =) Blessing me wif loads of great and nice ppl around me, somehow that very one dat will usually be wif you in times of need, or well.. Always make sure that you aren't alone at all.. Grateful fer that.. Harhar, seems like today becoming more blessed I guess.. Feeling the presence of God, and boy does it feels great.. Serving him, wharhar.. One thing dat I've always wanted to do, and great.. Has he answered as to how I may help.. Keep trusting.. =)

Hoo hoo hoo~! Been a long time since I last blogged.. Harhar, soOo just wanted to add another entry here.. Just come to realise how fast time can just come and go like dat.. And hoo hoo~! Guess wad.. My 7 months of vacation is coming to some end.. Harhar, kind of wanna start school, cause it gets kind of boring living a monotonous life like dat.. Slacking, eating, teevee.. Harhar.. But at the same time, life gets busier and u might just not be soOo "free" as to do all these stuff anymore.. SoOo in another words, be missing it..

Man o man.. Am dead broke fer now.. Cause just got a new phone as my old one just died on me.. Harhar, yeap.. Poor girl now man.. Harhar, thanks to a new one.. Oh whoa..~ Amazing.. Harhar.. Well well, just lookin towards tomolo where I'll be getting Min Jong oppa's shows.. Harhar, den got things to do from now till before school starts.. 2 drams.. Hoo hoo~! And that "Farway Nation" is a long one I heard.. SoOo hoo hoo~! Yeap, and heard it was a sad one.. Gotta get "armed" wif tissues and bin liao.. Harhar! SoOo yar.. Hungry now.. 2am.. Go fridge and dig fer yogurt to eat now.. Muaharhar.. ^^

Whahrar.. Yeap, basicalli todae went out todae wif Mummy.. Harhar, supposedly suppose to go out wif Jin Hui and Vanessa but put them on aeroplane and went out wif my mom instead.. Harhar, mommy asked first ba.. Harhar.. SoOo went out and walk todae wif an aim.. To find the green shoe.. Harhar.. Green canvas shoe wif 2 strips and a white cover in the front.. Harhar, cause Min Jong oppa wore that in "Island Village Teacher" wor..

Okie, I've walked around Suntec city todae and have not found any green coloured sneakers yet.. -_-' .. I thought converse had it.. Argh.. Den my mom asked me, "why u looking fer dat green shoe soOo much?" I said.. "Erm, u noe lar.. My favourite guy wore one of dat soOo I am looking fer one lor" Den my mom laughed at me.. Harhar, always call me crazy.. Oh. den went to dat United Colours of Benetton..Saw a grey long sleeved sweatshirt.. My mom took it up to view.. And I went.. "Hey, dat looks like the one he wore.." Harhar, I was thinking of Ying-Ming lar.. Harhar, I said.. "He looks good in it.." She went.. "who? ur brother?" -_-' .. Harhar, I went "my favourite guy lar!".. Harhar, think I'm mad.. Go shopping oso thinking of MIn Jong oppa lar.. OKie, till I find that green sneakers, but will let u noe once I find something realli similar.. I'm really looking fer a smiliar one.. With the 2 white strips and the white cover.. On the front.. hoo hoo~! I'm a big shoe observer.. My dad does in dat.. But how come dad dun have one similar to dat? Harhar.. Dat was basically wad went on when I was in Suntec.. Ate korean food.. Erm, "spicy korean beef soup" wif bab.. Or rice.. harhar.. Yummy.. Muaharhar..

Den went carrefour and bought groceries.. Food and more junkies.. Oh hoo hoo hoo~! My favourite lar.. Harhar.. All prepared fer tomolo's day out at West Coast beach I guess wif my O ma.. Onne [sister] and Jarrett, my nephew.. Harhar.. Okie, go watch show online le lar.. harhar.. Buiaz~!

Just finished watching "The Day After Tomorrow".. Whoo hoo~! Wif mummy, just the 2 od us.. Been kind of long ever since the 2 of us just went shopping or just heading out together.. Harhar, fun lar.. hee hee.. Well well, bought 2 tops fer myself and one fer my onne = "elder sis".. Harhar.. Yeap yeap.. Show was good, in a sense dat it kind of gives us a awakening call as to what is happening around the world and that something should be done kind of thing.. Well well, can onli remember the dad's name in dat show.. Dennis Quaid.. Dunnoe if I got the right spellin but hoo hoo~! Hats off to his role in the show.. Going soOo much just fer his son.. Whar.. Hee hee, he oso makes weather studying seems soOo fun, harhar! Inspires me, but eh.. Become a meteorologists ar.. Think requires lots of science and maths which I guess ain't my cup of tea.. -_-'

Oh, and todae.. The last day of workshop at Farrer Park.. Mixed feelings lar basically.. Good dat i'm now able to slack more.. harhar, alittle tiring lar, the workshop and safe from any worries if anything wrong is gonna happen.. Bad as in.. Won't be able to hang out or play wif the kids le lar.. Harhar, yeap.. Guess well.. It was fun lar actually, learn how to interact wif younger ppl.. Wharhar!

Oh.. And finally mom got da dvd player.. Harhar, and boy does it enhance ur video quality pictures. Harhar, after fixing the stuff up, tried to see how good the quality is, and boy was I suprised dat the pictures were actualli enhanced in some kind of ways.. wharhar.. Goodie goodie.. Better viewing luxury now.. Hee hee!

Hee hee, been really busy these few days, least there's thing's occupying my time.. And plus doing really more worthwhile things besides spending my time in front of the computer.. Harhar, but I do realli enjoy both of them lots.. Harhar!

Hmm, busy these few days being at Farrer Park Primary, hanging out wif kids! Harhar, yar, and todae, I've got a new name which kind of suits me.. "Big kid", harhar, guess at times I can be one too wor! Harhar, yeap, dat name is cute, harhar.. Well well, thanks to jojo fer dat new label.. Harhar, but I thought I was some 30 yr old stucked in a body of a 17 yr old? Whahrar.. Well well.. Yeap, its fun hanging out wif the kids, and well, can say it was different to the way we were back then, harhar! They're more out-spoken and even more daring in actions and oso words.. Harhar! But all in all, its fun, harhar, played wif my group "concentration".. harhar, can't believe I'm doing it all over again, the game which was a "hit" back in my time, just brought it back, and can really see the girls in my group enjoying it! Harhar!

Harhar, tiring on the first day but getting used to it more, harhar, wif me slping earlier.. harhar, finally making some efforts to tuck in earlier to bed.. Harhar, otherwise realli like some terror.. Harhar, yeap.. Waking yp and slping in earlier.. Harhar, good habits incultivated in me once again.. whahrar!

Yeap, soOo planning to watch movie.. "The Day After Tml" wif her on Thursday again.. Harhar, last week one time this week another time.. Boy boy.. Harhar.. Yeap.. SoOo well.. Got a sudden urge to do something I wouldn't think of doing.. Learn how to swim? Harhar, maybe tooOo much of water shows, see the ppl swim.. Which includes.. Mr Bond, Pierce Brosnan lar, den got Min Jong oppa swimming too.. Whoo hoo~! Yar, looks simple but I doubt I'll be able to learn it like how u learn how to ride a bicycle? Harhar, worth a try though.. Harhar, making plans too.. Wharhar!

Okie..I was a complete fool.. AS in.. A real.. Ba Bo Cheo Reom.. Big time.. Perhaps on the fact that I dun lie.. When someone asks fer ur no.. And u just give it.. And got myself in a whole big mess.. Oh my.. How silly and naive can I get.. Oh darn it.. It just kind of ruined my day seriously.. Luckily.. Got LiJin.. Harhar.. A tu di to reply on.. Helped me out.. In some kind of shit I tell u.. Harhar.. I hope he doesn't bother me anymore.. Get on wif his life.. And I'll be glad to get on wif mine..

Well.. Hee, todae went out wif eh.. Vanessa, Jin Hui and Morris.. Got together to watch "50 First Dates" and the show was good.. Harhar.. Sssh.. Can't believe I literally teared like twice or thrice in the show.. Har.. Adam Sandler played Henry.. Who loved Lucy played by Drew Barrymore.. Lucy actually suffered some short-term memory loss as in.. She can only remember things in long-run, anything which happened yesterdae.. She can't remember.. So her memory is only like 24 hours long.. Sun rise.. She wakes up, she dun have a single clue wad she did the day before.. All because of a car accident, wif her dad.. So from then on.. Henry got really in love wif her.. Did ways and means to make her remember him daily.. By getting a videotape done wif footages done of him, telling her wad she did the day before.. Lucy actually lives a life.. Repeating everydae the same thing over and over.. Till she met Henry, whereby it realli changed.. Can't believe he did soOo much fer her.. Whoo hoo~!

Bascially fun to be able to hang out wif Jin Hui, Vanessa and Morris.. Harhar.. Met Lyn, Fang Lay, Shi Li, Seth, ROger and Kah Chong on the way.. Harhar.. Small world.. All of us at cineleisure.. In a day.. Harhar.. Probably.. We were all tuned.. Harhar.. Well.. Besides some spoliers.. Guess was kind of fun fer todae.. Argh.. Dun find me up again dude..

Hmm.. Well well.. Harhar.. Suppose to write this on Sunday but I guess its too lazy.. Harhar.. But well.. Sunday was Mothers' Day lar.. Basically just had dinner at my cousin's place, had cake cutting wif good food.. Harhar.. Got mom a self-made card and erm.. Bought fer her a daisy.. Harhar.. Fer her plus a big hug from me to her.. Harhar.. Think it's like one of the first time in which I've ever done dat.. Harhar.. Well, all thanks to my "internet mom" who gave me the courage to make the first move.. So I guess, in everything there is a first time.. It sure was a meaningful one.. So thankful fer her.. Harhar.. Fer the both of them lar.. Cause when u hug, its not only u giving one but u receive one too.. Hee hee.. This was all taught from my dearie "mommy".. Hu's name also is da same to my mom.. Harhar.. 2 Lily.. Harhar.. So blessed to have these ppl in my life.. Harhar, God is great, cause he really does bless dudes! ^_^

Wad else have I been up too.. Harhar.. Well, busy making another gift fer another dearie Min Jong oppa fanatic.. Harhar, jojo lar.. Cause she's helped me soOo much in getting Min Jong oppa's stuff.. So I got her something.. harhar, some little black notebook done wif Min Jong oppa's pictures on da cover and back.. Harhar, and a holder fer da e-z link.. Harhar.. All fer her, wif Min Jong oppa's face.. harhar.. Think next time I'll do request fer all these stuff.. Harhar, glad she loved it, was kind of afraid she might not like da pics and stuff.. But well, thankfully she did.. Harhar, actually to state the truth, I'm in luv with dat book I made fer her.. Harhar, it was really nice.. Harhar, dun think if i'm gonna make another one, is gonna be as good as dat.. one of the more "proly" done "projects" thus far.. Harhar.. Pictures cut was kind of straight.. Which I always have kind of difficulties doing it, and the pasting was soOo neat.. Harhar.. So well.. Guess it was all from the practices I had wif making Jang Dong Gun oppa's stuff wor.. Harhar, makes me sooOo happy.. Harhar.. To hear it is appreciated.. Harhar..

Harhar, oh yar.. This blogger thing sure looks so "hippy" now.. harhar, look at da new templates and all.. Haven't been blogging fer quite some time and this sure nids a little adjustment too wor.. harhar.. But it is now kind of nicer now.. Harhar..

OKie.. Its been a hell of a awakening call fer me.. I've just really realised how much I've just fallen too much into liking a star.. And dat's not really good.. Harhar.. Like can but I assume there needs to be some kind of a line drawn in between.. I got dat "awakening call" on the night of a quiet time.. Just lied there, on my bed praying.. Then, came to realise wad I've been doing.. Seeking forgiveness and stuff.. It struck me there.. Was breaking into tears.. Just crying and saying how sorrie I was.. I've neglected him.. God.. How could I had done it.. It hurt "Daddy' soo much I suppose.. I chose to read some guidebooks instead of his word.. Giving excuse dat I'm too tired to seek his word or do some better prayers.. Aww.. So sorrie man.. But well.. Made up my mind to draw some line.. Dat there should be a limit to my craziness over korean guys.. Harhar.. Limit, harhar.. On Jang Dong Gun and Kim Min Jong oppa..

Well.. Harhar.. Today, just went out with Vanessa, Morris, Yuan Xun and Martin lar.. Harhar.. Mainly, its just the first 3.. Martin was mostly away.. Just popped in, cause he was away doing his theory test.. harhar.. Supposedly went out todae to watch, Jang Hyuk's "Please teach me English".. Harhar.. But well. We went jalaning instead.. Harhar.. Wad to do.. Show reviews from Jin Hui said the show not very nice, so well.. Walked from Plaza Singapura and then to Far East.. Shop shop, eat.. And den to Takashimaya to walk somemore.. With the 2 guys.. Harhar.. Den Yuan Xun kept complaining hungry.. So walked whole of Taka, seems nothing interst him.. So went to Hereen to walk.. In and out as usual out of the stores.. And then, decided to head back to Taka again to get the guys stomach's filled.. They sure know how to eat.. harhar.. Went up to the 5th floor, down to the basement where they finally decided to tuck in at Yoshinoya.. *faintz* Going out wif 2 guys u can faint.. It's just so hard for them to make up their minds.. Oh my.. harhar.. But well.. Was kind of fun lar.. Think I nid to head out at times.. After being sick yestedae.. And back to "pink of health" mode once more.. Feels good to just see somemore ppl abd blow the wind and get sticky.. Harhar..

Well.. Oh yar.. Got an awesome belated present from Vanessa.. Harhar.. Its a picture of Jang Dong Gun oppa!! Hee, flown in all the way from Korea.. harhar.. Soo cool.. Harhar.. he looks great, just gotta find a great spot for him to "sit" on in my room.. Wharhar.. Well.. So cool.. hee.. Thanks dude.. Harhar.. Really sweet of u.. Wharhar.. Sounds like kind of a fun day eh.. Harhar.. ^^

Wharhar.. Well.. Harhar.. 2 days past my birthday.. Wharhar.. Feels a year older fer now.. harhar. Hit 17 already.. Harhar.. Waiting fer 18 to come.. harhar.. Den you know can do stuff like driving lar.. harhar.. And watching M-18 movies? -_-'.. Harhar.. Like "Passion of Christ"? *aRgH*..

Harhar.. Well.. Nothing much of lately.. Harhar.. Been out this week with Hwee Boon lar.. harhar.. Which was on Tuesday.. And hmm.. Oh.. Harhar.. Yesterday! Wharhar.. Could never been happier.. harhar.. Cause gotten 8 cds altogether [I think].. Consisting of VODs lar and audios of my other zhuai ai.. Harhar.. My 2 "lao gongs" harhar.. Kim Min Jong lar.. Harhar.. Well, it was so well packaged and well done it looked like a present, some belated present from a fren too.. Harhar.. Jojo [Josephine] lar.. Harhar.. She's da Min Jong oppa all time fan I tell you.. harhar.. She was also the one hu helped me with getting the 2 albums of Min Jong oppa from Korea.. harhar.. His "8th album" and "The Greatest hits Collection [2003-1999].. Harhar.. So this discs all come in the right time.. it is adding up my collection on Min Jong shii.. Wharhar.. Now got 2 persons stuff.. Harhar.. It was packaged in a way it had Min Jong oppa's pixs in grayscale in the covers and back of the disc's covers and also, a tag wrapped up in brown paper, and a note.. With his picture on it.. harhar.. All done courtesy of jojo.. harhar.. Thanks buddy.. Harhar, always helping me out eh? ^^ So had an encore of Min Jong oppa lar last night... watched his concert and various appearance in variety shows.. harhar.. Wait, one day my no1 become Min Jong oppa.. Harhar.. Think it might come true, cause I everyday listen to his songs.. Harhar.. Something I don't do with Jang Dong Gun shii.. Harhar.. well.. But still like the 2 of them a fair share.. Harhar.. Each got their own charm.. Wharhar..

Oh, another glad thing which happened was, a cleared up misunderstanding with my "internet mom".. *pHeW*.. And harhar.. It happened on the day of my birthdae.. Harhar.. Glad things cleared up and was back to normal.. Harhar.. Cool 17th birthdae lar.. Harhar.. Presents and gifts in all sorts!

So fer todae.. Nothing much as usual, harhar.. Slacking lar, and harhar.. Of course listenening to Min Jong shii's songs.. Harhar.. Falling sick as far as I know.. harhar, only is see how bad it gets? Harhar.. Yar.. Must be too many late nights.. Harhar.. Oh yar.. Wondering what's up wif myself.. harhar.. had some feeling of sadness.. Kind of hit me suddenly.. wonder who is that person, cause dun think i'm feeling sad on my side.. Harhar.. So well.. Just really hope that person is fine fer now den.. harhar.. Go enjoy my MIn Jong oppa's voice.. Harhar.. He really heals man.. Love his voice.. Can't live a day without it I suppose.. =P

Whoo hoo.. Been a long time blogging.. Harhar.. Nothing much of late but just had a good talk wif Indri.. Whahrar.. Miss her lots.. Hope to meet up wif her some time soon.. Well.. Nothing of much lately.. Just occupying myself wif lots more things.. Harhar.. First was the search fer the better quality version of "Bi-mil" which I have already accomplished after much serch efforts all in a day.. 5 places in a day.. it cost about $50++.. And I had to walk quite a bit to get my way home on 51.. See the pattern.. It was a "5" day dat day.. Harhar.. Was walking when I realised wad a "5" pattern there was.. Harhar..

Oh.. So just been occupying myself lately wif lots of web making stuff.. Dreamweaver and flash.. oh my.. The latter is so chim to use.. Hope it works and gets somewhere.. Harhar.. So chim nid some books on it.. Harhar.. So sianz.. Haven't been chatting very much wif my onilne "mummy".. Harhar.. Miss da chats.. harhar.. Okie lar.. Go fiddle wif dreamweaver.. Harhar.. Oh.. One more thing.. Harhar.. Lyrics of the song.. "Greetings.." by Kim Min Jong oppa.. Wharhar..

11. Greetings

Unexpectedly we met each other....
Embarrassingly, sending regards to you...
How have you been?....Recently heard of you...
Saying meaningless words to you...
A smiling you, look at me...
A strongly you, have overcome the parting pain...
Me, the pains still hurts....
Even without me, you lives happily...
Up till now, still keep your photo by my side...
No one can come to my heart yet...
A smiling you, say 'keep in touch' to me...
My heart aches...
Today, what are you doing?
On my absence, should be someone picking you up...
Please understand... me the one who...
Never a moment, forget about you...
Never.....forget you...

Whaharhar.. Been quite awhile that I've blogged.. Well.. Work's out and hahar.. Still up to my naughty pranks.. Being up till kind of late these days again.. Fer now.. Feeling kind of happy.. Harhar.. Simply because I've just watched Kim Min Jong's "geurilla concert".. Harhar! Love his voice and performance and the way he smiles! Harhar.. *grins*.. He's so funny.. Harhar.. Screaming my head off just now..

Well.. Hearing Min Jong shii's voice blasting over my comp's speaker and his face smiling on the monitor was actually the icing of the cake lar.. Harhar.. Just had my advanced 17th birthdae celebrations together wif my cousin, Jasmine's over at her place.. Harhar.. Was suprised at the number of turnouts.. Least its not too little people and the food was finished somehow.. Thank you all fer those hu came all the way as it was kind of out of the way fer all you ppl.. Hee.. Practically the whole party chef's were my mom and Jasmine's mom wif Gary and Jane (Jasmine's sis and bf) heading the party.. Didn't do much fer my part except fer the lifting of the stuffs.. But it was fun wor.. To have my birthday celebrated was enough of a joy for me and being able to have it spent together wif my family and friends was good enough! So, big thanks to all the ppl hu planned and arranged fer the party and those hu turned out, all the gifts and most importantly.. The one and almighty God fer setting the rain aside and making the weather kind of cooling and for most things which turned out alright.. Except for some spoliers here and there, I did enjoy myself wif a couple of advanced gifts and cards.. Harhar.. Thanks thanks.. COuldn't have been any better.. Harhar! *grins*..

Been watching "Bi-mil" [secret lover] again once more.. Harhar.. Catch my another favourite pair, Zhao Ying-min [Kim Min Jong] and Lee Xi-zhen [Kim Ha Neul].. Can't seem to get enough of them and had already influenced my dearie cousin to watch it.. Harhar.. Watched a couple of episodes wif her already and harhar.. Wonder if she's gonna continue but harhar.. Think she'll fall fer the character of Ying-min too I think.. Harhar.. On par wif Yin Xiang-ze [Jang DOng Gun] role too.. Harhar.. But got their own very traits.. Harhar.. Just the way I like the two of the guys.. Jang DOng Gun and Kim Min Jong.. Harhar.. Shall be looking fer the better quality version of "Bi-mil" as the one from Poh Kim just kind of suxs big time.. Lots of cut scenes and picture quality could be better.. Haiz.. Where's it.. Harhar.. Missing my dearie "mummy" too.. Harhar.. Just some of things on my mind now I suppose..

Har.. Finally eh.. Works done and over at John Little.. Harhar.. Not to say that the work there is really bad.. But har.. Get to do wad I love to do most.. Slack at home lar.. Plus rest my dearie leg.. Oh my.. Its hurting real bad fer now.. But still surviving it.. First.. It went "dead" for my right leg.. Gotta limp my way home from the bus stop after work.. Harhar.. Den fer now.. Its the ankle and knee "screaming".. Harhar.. Getting kind of worse.. Haiz.. Har.. Both "internet mummy" and marmie is worried I supposed.. Aiyo.. Didn't mean to lar.. Will see how it gets tomolo..

Oh yar.. Todae seems that everybody falling ill like dat de.. Poor Jin Hui.. Haiz.. Hope everything is fine wif her.. She must have either been working too hard or suffering from sleep deprivation.. Same thing fer Lili.. Harhar.. My internet mummy.. Harhar.. U oso sick.. Aiyo.. Hope they both get well soon wor..

Sianz.. Now sitting in front of the computer blogging.. Harhar.. Been quite a long while since I've blogged here.. Aiya.. Not much happenings todae either.. Just thinking wassup wif Mummy.. Neber come home eat dinner she oso dun eat.. Eat one piece of bread will full de meh.. Wonder wad's bothering her.. Ain't got a single ditch of clue wad's up.. Never mind.. Tomolo got me liao.. She better be eating.. Harhar..

Anyway.. Oh yar.. Just got my "xiao-xiao".. Dunnoe how many "xiaoz" lao gong liao.. harhar.. pampered myself wif a new accoustic guitar from all the working.. Harhar.. Still nid to look out fer a shi fu.. WOnder if Auntie Christina will be willing to be one eh? Harhar.. My knowledge too shallow.. harhar..

Anyway.. Getting kind of late.. Shall go up to my room and listen to Kim Min Jong sing once more.. He's a joy to listen especially when u're tired.. And worn out.. And in the night.. He just simply gives you the ambience and everything that you're looking for I will say.. Harhar.. Den slowly.. Get myself to the "sleeping" mood.. Harhar.. Feels strange le.. WOrking working.. Den now stop again go back to "slack" mode again.. Harhar..

Kie.. This is one of the songs sung by Kim Min Jong lar.. If I not wrong should be written by Min Jong shii himself.. Whoa.. REad liao.. So touched.. Wonder if he was in this kind of situations.. Hmm.. Song title is called,"SaD wIsH".. Like the meaning of the lyrics.. Harhar.. Cool!

.:Sad Wish:.
What is troubling you, darling?
Is it I who make you troubled?
Then, leave me darling, with easy heart,
Just one little condition,
Please be happy so that I can think that my decision was right after all,
and only after that, I'll be able to understand your leaving me.
You don't have to feel sorry for me,
Just show me your smile, that's enough.
I'll be trying my best to contain my sadness.
But do you know that deep in my heart I really want to hold you?
I just let you go 'cause I know that it's useless.
Please show me your happy smile
so that I can totally give up the idea of getting you back.
If you're not sure, you can come back to me,
'Cause I'm still waiting for you.
I know It'll be very hard,
But I'll be waiting for you leaning on our memories.
I think I'll cry 'cause I can't understand you,
'cause I know I can't forget you.

Whoa.. Think it has been a really really.. Super long time not blogging.. harhar.. Okie okie.. Summarize everything? Harhar.. To say that this week has really been a quick one.. It simply just passed like a blink of an eye.. Aww.. Harhar.. Yeap.. Been working at John Little at Specialist Centre.. harhar.. Kind of looking forwards towards the end of it.. Working at the children's department is fun but all in all.. It is extemely taxing on the ankle.. Beginning to feel the toil of the entire 4 days on my legs now.. Yar.. Got resting days in between but eh.. No lar.. Standing on clock shoes is a real killer.. Harhar.. Suppose earning some extra cash ain't that simple eh? Plus been pressing da wrong buttons twice yesterdae.. Harhar.. Must be losing my "alertness".. Harhar.. Fergot almost about blogging.. Harhar.. I got go online de lar Miss Jasmine.. Harhar.. Only thing is that I kind of come online fer only like an hour.. Around 2200, fer a short while.. Posting stuff on so many forums.. Harhar.. On mostly on Kim Min JOng's lar.. Harhar.. Jang DOng Gun only todae den post.. The 2 of them ar.. One smile is all it takes to make me *pengz* i tell u.. Harhar..

Wharhar.. Anyway.. Yesterdae wasn't much of a good day.. Though got steamboat.. Eh, good food.. but it was kind of meaningless.. Cause of a little arguement which broke out wif mummy.. This time is my real mummy hor.. Not my "internet mummy" [lili].. Haiz.. Over some issues over the use of the toilet near the dining table.. -_-'.. Anyway.. Was kind of my fault too lar.. If I shut my gap up den the arguement wasn't dat bad.. *argh*.. Never mind.. Yesterdae was kind of tiring lar.. So by the time I got home.. Just wanna keep quiet.. Sit down, take a break and relax.. How was I suppose to know it got off real bad.. Luckily got my "internet mummy".. Harhar.. Okok..

Done wif this.. Got guest lar.. Harhar..

Been up real late yesterday.. *Muaharhar*.. Was one of the latest nite.. Sleeping at around 6 plus am.. Harhar.. Where my dear "mummy" (Lili) was busy working.. I was busy on the computer playing yahoo pool.. Harhar.. Naughty me.. Harhar.. She was kind of angry I suppose.. Harhar.. Anyway.. Yesterday was real tiring.. Harhar.. Went for the John Little job orientation plus cashier training which practically took up my entire day.. Harhar.. *Gosh*.. Went for both together with Vanessa.. *wharhar*.. Was kind of fun and luckily had each other.. Could have been rather boring and yar.. 'cause of me. We were late fer 5 minutes.. Kind of embrassing but harhar.. We're not the latest.. But still.. Was late.. -_-'.. Harhar.. So well.. Was kind of beat after the entire thing.. Fer the cashier training which we stood fer 2 1/2 hours.. *aiyo*.. Think I've haven't been standing that long or working out.. Harhar.. Resulting in leg and back pains.. Harhar.. Like I've just ran some 2.4 km fer pe.. Harhar..

So well.. Did practically nothing today.. Harhar.. Recuperating my dear legs and back.. Harhar.. Like a old granny.. Harhar.. Told mummy that I was like a granny.. Suffering from some kind of back and leg pains.. Harhar.. Den said.. "Mummy.. I think hor.. Old granny also healthier then me ar".. Harhar.. She agreed with me.. So funny.. Harhar.. Probably lar.. Must start getting my butt off more from the chair in front of the computer or the teevee and instead.. Harhar.. Go fer more excerises.. harhar.. Been awhile since I've cycled.. Harhar.. Now that the tires of my dear bike is flat.. Harhar.. Makes an excuse not to go cycling.. Kind of miss it.. Going around the neighbourhood playing wif the doggies and also just enjoying the good wind blowing in your face as you cycle.. Especially when the entire cycling thingy is done together wif Joyce and Jessica too.. Harhar.. Both of them are real fun to hang out wif and just let down and kind of destress.. Harhar..

So well.. Just changed the desktop of my computer to now a lighter colour.. And of course wif Jang Dong Gub shii's pictures.. another wallpaper completed.. Harhar.. Kind of fun doing it.. Hee.. So getting used to the lighter colours as compared to the black one which I had few months back I think.. Which had him in different positions wif a real close up pic of his face in the middle.. Harhar.. Change in a while is good.. Kind of bored wif the previous one.. So got the wallpaper made up wif Jang Dong Gun shii's recent pictures of him visiting Venice.. And that place lar.. Some Italian names which I can't remember.. Harhar.. Oh.. And another thing.. Finally have mastered the "arts" of uploading music through yahoo breifcase so that my blog's got that song instead of some midi files playing.. *muaharhar*.. After failing the previous time.. Harhar.. Good to try it again.. And get a different result! =)

Hmm.. Finally made my mind up to decide to hold the barbeque together wif Jasmine's birthday.. Which is on the 17th April.. 2 of us celebrating our birthdays on a same day.. Though mine falls on the 27th lar.. WOnder how is it gonna be like.. Har.. Be looking forwards it..

Ok.. Another day gone.. Harhar.. Been in my room, on the table, sitting on the chair almost the whole afternoon.. Harhar.. Romanising lyrics.. Harhar.. Writing lyrics from Kim Min Jong's album.. The Historic collection [2000-1999].. Its real good.. Harhar.. Been listening it almost everyday and nite.. Harhar.. From the moment I wake up and den when I am up, and before I sleep.. Harhar.. So glad I got this album and at the same time.. Meeting Jojo(Josephine).. Whar.. She's been of great help.. So nice until give me so many offers.. Harhar.. She wanted to copy for me the whole series of All About Eve, the version wif the korean conversation one.. and "Bi Mil".. Whoa.. Turn her down lar.. She's working lar. Harhar.. Still wanna do all these stuff.. Don't wanna trouble her.. Harhar.. But still a joy..

Harhar.. So well.. Nothing much except that have just been accepted by John Little to work.. Harhar.. Thought there was no chance at all in getting the 9 day job.. Harhar.. Got not bad pay so well.. Looking forwards it.. Harhar.. money running dry.. So gotta top it up.. Muaharhar.. Working wif Vanessa.. Harhar.. That person who called us up to inform us dat we got the job was so cute.. Harhar.. She asked me, "so where will u prefer to work?".. Harhar.. So nice de.. Can choose.. Harhar.. So chose to work together wif Vanessa @ Specialist Centre one.. Harhar.. Cool!`

So well.. Had a chat wif Lili.. Also a Jang DOng Gun fan lar.. Sad thing.. She just lost her pet cat.. Been chatting up wif her lately.. Harhar.. Starting to notice that we do share many things in comon.. Harhar.. Really nice also getting to know her.. Harha.. We can chat pratically everything under the sun.. Harhar.. So hope everything will go on fine for her.. Not be so upset but its hard.. So well.. Gonna go up now.. Wondering which show should I watch, should I watch Yin XiangZe o r watch Xie YinMin.. Hmm.. The most watch both.. Harhar.. Crazee liao lar me.. Oh yar.. Juz saw a website intoduced by my dear cousin.. Jasmine.. Its really sweet getting to know that there are such nice ppl around.. Still thinking about their loved ones.. And caring fer them though they're not together now.. Really was touched by the website.. The words and pictures.. Whoa..

Muaharhar.. Todae can say is one of my happiest days so far.. Harhar.. Haven't felt so happy for such a pretty long time.. Harhar.. The reason why I was so happy is that I had finally got my hands on the 2 albums I had been searching for so long.. Its Kim Min Jong!.. *Muaharhar* ^^.. All thanks to Jojo(josephine) who helped me a great bunch by helping me get the imported version of KMJ's 8th album and also the "The Historic Collections [2000-1999]" all the way from Korea! Whar.. So happy I was, I practiacally smiled the entire time ever since opening the two albums! So well.. *Wharhar*, tomolo is Kim Min Jong's birthday and got him a wallpaper done just like Jang Dong Gun but of course an entire new concept and words for each of them! Fair one hor me.. Though my fav is still Jang Dong Gun, but cause Kim MIn Jong is my next fav.. harhar.. my no2! Did the same for both of them! And for the "The Historic Collections [2000-1999], the album is juz AWEeSomeE! Really love it man! Haben't listen to the "8th album" but bet its gonna be good! Really big thanks to Jojo! =)

So well, its a brand new week and like all the results and posting results are out.. Gonna put my mind at ease and start working hard.. Harhar.. Quit staying @ home bumming around or think too much, put more good use into it before the skool term starts! So todae went to John Little to try out for the positions available for their sale @ The S'pore Expo.. Wif Vanessa, harhar.. But dun think I got the job lar.. But it was a fun day out, joking, laughing and chatting wif her and later on joined by Miss Teh Hwee Boon.. Went around looking for the Nike Air Force model but wif orange strips.. Went from Heeren to Far East to Peninsula Plaza to Suntec City to look for it but to no avail.. So todae.. Kind of tired lar.. but still happy! Harhar.. U noe y.. *muaharhar*

So well.. After Sunday's sermon.. about humility.. That we made a prayer by Pastor Keith to forget all regrets.. That it is actually not an act of humility to hold on to regrets cause regrets are something we feel we can do it better the 2nd time.. Cause the bottomline is if God can forgive and like forget.. Why can't we.. So well.. Made up my mind then on.. To really try to really forget all regrets.. And let God come in and do the healing process and all.. Breathe a new lease of fresh air! So well.. Juz wanna tell Jasmine dat you dun have to apologise to me that whatever you did was selfish.. Its not lar, cause now that I've made up my mind to forget.. It won't be dat much of a drag as I said in my entry on Saturday! So dun worrie.. Anyways.. now its like so late now.. 3am le.. So gonna sleep liao.. Buiaz` ^^

Today has been a day of tons of feelings.. So many things.. In a day.. Whoa! First up.. Was the release of the posting results online.. Woke up real late.. At like 11.30am when mom called me.. She was already out by then and calling me from a public phone?.. Harhar.. She was so cute.. She said, "Joyce ar.. So how?, where you're posted to?..".. I was still in a daze and when I look at the time.. Just replied, "Marmie ar.. I just woke up, haben't checked.. Why dun u call back again.." Then instead of getting myself ready to view the results down the office.. I called my cousin, and had a pretty long chat.. She got her results already and was posted to Business Informatics @ Nyp whereby most of her frenz were.. Somehow, by fate I suppose, both of us were posted into the same skool.. Whereby she made up her mind to head to the hospitality course @ Tp after much considerations.. Harhar.. Fer me, I was posted to Business Information Technology @ Tp.. Harhar.. Shocked ar.. Harhar.. Can at least get into a course related to business I suppose.. Plus the best of 2 worlds.. Wanna learn more internet stuff too.. Harhar..

Its really gonna be a huge step of faith fer me.. To a skool real far.. After having a chat wif Jasmine's mom.. Really gonna wonder if I am gonna be able to take the long journey to skool and still remain all's ears during lessons.. Well.. Faith is all I can have.. Harhar.. He'll provide I suppose.. Harhar.. He has always did and always will! =) PLus, I really dunnoe if its good.. Cause he too will be heading there.. Though different course.. I really hate to really come to a day whereby I'll see him on campus wif the other half.. Noe it sounds silly.. But sometimes wish I wasn't @ Tp, then I wun get to see it happening.. At least leaving a good image of him behind.. Seeing him during cell too kind of hurts.. Seems so different nowadays.. Can no longer tok to him the times we were back then.. Haiz.. But at least still be frenz and carry on a good conversation nowadays seems much harder I suppose.. So just got that feeling at times he doesn't really wanna see me.. Harhar.. Dunnoe how but sometimes just wanna get myself out of his sight.. Hmm.. Vanish maybe.. Dunnoe lar.. Can't seem to entirely forget him and get to my old usual self back then.. Still finding it..

So for today.. Spent most of the day out at Orchard @ Far East and Wisma wif Jasmine's parents and Carol.. Been a while since I've hanged around till nite at Orchard! Harhar.. Shall try it wif my dear Marmie sometime.. Harhar.. Real fun.. Think the last time it was, was when Jeu Ann, Aunty Dorina and Dorothy wif Neil, Nic and Jea Tsen! Wharhar! Was real fun... Miz all of them.. Harhar.. They're a real nice bunch of ppl to be wif.. Always wif laughters and jokes! So well.. Today me and Jasmine harhar.. Bought a new bag lar.. harhar.. And a pair of jeans on offer @ Giodarno.. Harhar.. Everytime go will say the Utt bery nice looking in the advert! Fun day lar.. Let my mind off these few days.. Been thinking kind of lots this days.. BUt wif Tu Di LiJin around and Boon, Vaness all.. Should be fine..

So well.. Looking towards Monday whereby I'll be meeting Jojo (Josephine).. Harhar.. To get Kim Min Jong's 2 albums.. One is the greatest hits album 2000-1999 and the 8th album.. Really thankful and grateful to be able to know her online on KMJ's board.. Harhar.. She's got the korean import version wif more pics.. Harhar.. So well.. Monday.. Muaharhar..

Hmm.. Todae was fun.. Harhar.. After spending yesterday at home, just spending the whole 12 hours plus in front of the teevee watching "Bi MiL" or "Secret Lover" starring Kim Min Jong.. Wharhar.. My favourite no2 guy.. My newfound number 2.. Whoa.. Really starting to like him more and more.. Harhar.. Just like the part when him (Ying-min) and the girl(En-zhi) met up in a coffehouse.. Was a time when Ying-min probably was tired at the way the girl was treating him.. BUt cause the girl heard that Ying-min was getting married to her sister, she just didn't wanted to spoil the occassion.. So she chose to suffer.. So the conversation went, (Ying-min):"En-zhi.. Ni you mei you ai guo wo ar?".. (En-zhi):"*tearing.. and started sobbing*.. [no answer]".. Ying-min was upset he didn't get a reply of what he expected but knew deep, down inside of En-zhi that she did love and still loves him.. *muaharhar*.. So he just left the cafe.. En-zhi started crying hard as she felt he had really left her.. But guess what? *wharhar*.. She gave chase.. Running out of the cafe, down the steps, to the pavement.. And ran down a road.. Still no signs of him.. Just then a car was fast approaching her, gonna knock her down any second, Ying-min grabbed her by her arm to his side.. *Wharhar*.. (Ying-min):"Ni zhen de bu xiang huo le mar? Lian ni de ming tou bu yao le?".. (En-zhi):"Ni..ni.. Bu yao zhou hao bu hao.. Wo shi bu de ni.. *sobs*.." Well.. That was how much both of them luved wach other lar.. That silly girl... Neber dared to express her real feelings to the perosn she loved especially to Ying-min.. She knew she loved him, but when they broke up fer sometime.. She thought she could replace him wif another guy.. But well.. It didn't work out..

Just goes to show wad Mr Yin Xiang Ze said.. "Bei shui shi bei shang de shi, dan shi gen beri shang de shi mei you ba ni de zhen xin biao da chu lai, yong ni the zheng xing biao da chu lai, Zhen xin de dui dai "ta", na jiu gou le.." Harhar.. I do really believe in this.. Harhar.. Used it too.. But well.. Ended up like Miss Zhen Shan-mei.. She did it but it didn't work out..

Been feeling down these few days.. Thinking too much le.. Harhar.. Just got better from a stint of dizzy head lar.. Feeling better as I spent today out @ Heeren and Far East.. Let my mind off fer a while.. Man.. I really guess I nid a job man.. Driving myself nuts.. Letting my thoughts run wild.. Harhar.. So well.. Tomolo's gonna be the posting results.. Dun really have much confidence of getting into my choices of courses but well.. Really don't know.. Ain't expecting much.. Shall just all leave it up to the one up there.. God to decide fer me then.. Harhar..

Wharhar.. Ok.. Spent today kind of differently! Muaharhar.. Was out wif Vanessa and Hwee Boon.. Harhar.. 3 of us.. Really funny.. We started off at Queensway shopping centre walking around, accompanying Hwee Boon look out for a new pair of shoes and suprisingly.. She and Lydia had the same taste.. Both orange lovers like crazee and den, both fell for the same model of shoe! Harhar.. Was kind of suprised to notice that Hwee Boon was actually looking for that pair I saw Lydia wearing till now.. Harhar.. Den when I described if Boon was looking for that pair, the all white.. Kind of flat shoe wif a Big orange wif red outline tick across the shoe.. She really said yes.. Yes.. That was the one.. Harhar.. So we went to one shop and another.. Till me.. Muaharhar, saw the shoe! Sitting on da display unit lar.. You could see how happy she was... Harhar..

So well... Since it was kind of early.. We decided to head to the place whereby everyone was saying was selling Superstar.. The shoe kind of cheaply.. Somewhere around Beach Road.. Whar.. After all the calls and all for the directions.. We made our way there.. Supposedly that the shop was kind of not so hard to find.. But well.. When we reached there.. We ended up walking the whole of North Bridge Road to all the streets near Arab Street that side.. Harhar.. So anyway.. To put it in a nutshell, we gave up and decided to juz head to Bugis Street for a walk.. So we took a walk there.. All the way from where we were.. Headed towards Ophir Road cause from some street we were the only road sign we saw was that one.. So I thought to give it a shot to take that direction and thank God we manage to find our way to Bugis.. Muaharhar.. After that, one of us had a decision to try again looking for the place.. So we took a 51 up all the way to Kallang and decided that it was really it.. We should just give up before getting even more lost.. So we took a train back to Bugis and then another 51 back home.. Whoa.. Heat pain.. Spend so much on transportation fees.. Woot`.. Never mind.. But anyway.. Tomolo gonna head back there to find the shop at Beach Road.. Hope it doesn't end up the same way as today plz.. But there will be a "guide" leading us there lar.. Harhar.. Boon's fren, Min Jing if I'm not wrong.. Can't seem to get the name right de.. *Argh*.. Cause MJ.. Only keeps reminding me of "Min Jong"..

Harhar.. So well.. Just completed another wallpaper.. Wharhar.. Of Kim Min Jong.. My newfound no2.. So low-profile one wor.. This guy.. Harhar.. All the more makes me like him as my all time no2 wor.. So well.. No prizes for guessing hu still remains at my top spot.. Wharhar.. It can only be one and only Mr Jang Dong Gun.. Harhar.. Watched "Na Bi" or "Mr Butterfly" todae which starred Kim Min Jong and that gurl hu acted in "All About Eve" too.. The one that used to like Yin XiangZe one.. Harhar.. Show was nice but the ending was really sad..

As the title says.. Mr Butterfly.. A butterfly is actually one of the most pitiful creatures that can exist.. Suppose that there might be other creatures that have a similar background but a butterfly only has a short life span.. All its life probably its main purpose is to mate and den die.. And a butterfly probably takes like months to go through all the stages of from a egg to a larvae and then to pupa before becoming an adult.. Though it looks really nice, making it one of the prettiest creatures.. But butterflies only get to be that beautiful for a short while or probably days before ending its journey.. So it kind of makes me feel that no matter how short or long a life is, we should just really learn to appreciate the marvel of life and live each day really to the fullest.. *sobs sobs* So well.. Head's kind of giddy today.. Harhar.. So end herer and try not to turn in too late then!

Wharhar.. OK.. Back afer a 3 days 2 nites bunk over wif marmie at my cousin's place.. Was fun.. Harhar.. Besides the chatting and catching up wif my dear cousin, Jasmine.. Harhar.. Oso wif Carol lar.. Watched lots of Chinese movies there and also finally.. "Wu Jian Dao" or "Internal Affairs" which had one of fav hong kee star in it.. Mr Tony Leung Chau Wai.. Wharhar.. Show was not bad.. Harhar.. But instead the show which left a rather deeper impression in me was the one starring Chow Yun Fatt and Anita Mui.. Chow Yun Fatt was a mainander from China whose only wish i suppose was to lead a better life.. So he together wif another 3 frenz swam all the way from China to Hong Kong.. Somehow, Chow Yun Fat got a chance to get rich was to become a "built-up" playboy.. Through all the training sessions in manners in eating, speech and all, he really was transformed into a totally different person.. From a mainlander or a typical Chinese peasant, he was transformed into a really refined gentleman.. Harhar.. Credits goes to Miss Anita Mui for the change in it which was really funny and later both of them fell in love.. Harhar. NIce ending!

Wharhar.. So what else.. Harhar.. After not been online and checking up on my favourite Jang Dong Gun news.. Juz did all of it not too long ago.. He is already off to China preparing for his upcoming movie "The Promise".. Harhar.. Wanna check up on what he said.. In a translated version from his official website.. Harhar.. Go to "my creation".. Harhar.. Will leave it there.. And yar.. Had a real good chat wif LiJin.. Harhar.. Mr Jumbo Mumbo.. Made me come to realise how lucky I was despite some little things that doens't make it seem so.. Harhar.. Thank you..

And yar.. The videos of him wif Won Bin in the show "Ready Go" really touched my heart.. Juz seeing him at the way he cares for his brother.. And the sad ending of Jang Dong Gun or "Cheng Hao" in chinese.. choosing death to solve his problems of leaving behind his real favourite world of music.. To study in England for a masters as requested by his father.. He didn't want to let his father down as his wish in that show was to see his dad smile but somehow.. He felt he couldn't leave his world of music as he said he would give up his life for his music and that was how much it meant to him.. So he chose death which left his younger brother.. Won Bin real sad in the end.. As in this "Ready Go" and "Tae Guk Gi" juz goes to shows how much he cares for his younger brother.. In both shows for Won Bin.. Whoa.. *Sob sob*..