Friday, March 19
Hmm.. Todae was fun.. Harhar.. After spending yesterday at home, just spending the whole 12 hours plus in front of the teevee watching "Bi MiL" or "Secret Lover" starring Kim Min Jong.. Wharhar.. My favourite no2 guy.. My newfound number 2.. Whoa.. Really starting to like him more and more.. Harhar.. Just like the part when him (Ying-min) and the girl(En-zhi) met up in a coffehouse.. Was a time when Ying-min probably was tired at the way the girl was treating him.. BUt cause the girl heard that Ying-min was getting married to her sister, she just didn't wanted to spoil the occassion.. So she chose to suffer.. So the conversation went, (Ying-min):"En-zhi.. Ni you mei you ai guo wo ar?".. (En-zhi):"*tearing.. and started sobbing*.. [no answer]".. Ying-min was upset he didn't get a reply of what he expected but knew deep, down inside of En-zhi that she did love and still loves him.. *muaharhar*.. So he just left the cafe.. En-zhi started crying hard as she felt he had really left her.. But guess what? *wharhar*.. She gave chase.. Running out of the cafe, down the steps, to the pavement.. And ran down a road.. Still no signs of him.. Just then a car was fast approaching her, gonna knock her down any second, Ying-min grabbed her by her arm to his side.. *Wharhar*.. (Ying-min):"Ni zhen de bu xiang huo le mar? Lian ni de ming tou bu yao le?".. (En-zhi):"Ni..ni.. Bu yao zhou hao bu hao.. Wo shi bu de ni.. *sobs*.." Well.. That was how much both of them luved wach other lar.. That silly girl... Neber dared to express her real feelings to the perosn she loved especially to Ying-min.. She knew she loved him, but when they broke up fer sometime.. She thought she could replace him wif another guy.. But well.. It didn't work out..
Just goes to show wad Mr Yin Xiang Ze said.. "Bei shui shi bei shang de shi, dan shi gen beri shang de shi mei you ba ni de zhen xin biao da chu lai, yong ni the zheng xing biao da chu lai, Zhen xin de dui dai "ta", na jiu gou le.." Harhar.. I do really believe in this.. Harhar.. Used it too.. But well.. Ended up like Miss Zhen Shan-mei.. She did it but it didn't work out..
Been feeling down these few days.. Thinking too much le.. Harhar.. Just got better from a stint of dizzy head lar.. Feeling better as I spent today out @ Heeren and Far East.. Let my mind off fer a while.. Man.. I really guess I nid a job man.. Driving myself nuts.. Letting my thoughts run wild.. Harhar.. So well.. Tomolo's gonna be the posting results.. Dun really have much confidence of getting into my choices of courses but well.. Really don't know.. Ain't expecting much.. Shall just all leave it up to the one up there.. God to decide fer me then.. Harhar..