i was peeing. when i was trying to figure out whether should i make the entry by writing literally into the book or simply type it out. maybe the thought of typing gets me reminded of the never ending assignments or the whole feeling of it. but i thought i should just write.

i'm glad there's ppl like friends around. thankful for the day on friday with Pei Lian. Hairspray reminded me of. feeling good bout yourself. and reminded and be encouraged by the afros americans i have high regards for, their talents, their fighting spirit, their humility, their guts, their never ending thankfulness to God in every single situation. I get reminded. i feel encouraged. i feel happy.

and that God provided people like friends around. They're known as God's life preservers. haha, couldn't agree more to that and the short sharing session with Pei Lian, i just wanna let her know that she's not alone and its also what i've been thinking of. :) matter of time rite girl? haha wait ar wait for me. =X

i'm running more then usual, that somehow i'm feeling this sense of total weariness. that i always tell myself at the end of the day, i just want to be concussed and sleep. but somehow hahaa, i don't know. i just keep going. till i really fall dead. every morning's gets harder to get out of bed haha cause of the seemingly tiredness. but so far He's been a great provider. till the end.

i hope God blesses a couple of hours of dry weather tomorrow. i'm very determined to go shoot some hoops even with a buckled knee + ankle. i don't care. i need an outlet to release every bit of this weariness on me. cause its taking some bits of my joy away and i'm not giving it up. Joy joy is my name!! whahar, not work, not life not issues that's gonna wear me down hahaah. *beams. well, least don't get me so down that i can't run. i wanna keep running. you can't run away from issues, but its the way of managing them i guess :) so yeah. keep holding on to the things i believe in and not let it go man. it gets hard as u get older but haha, goo on =)

and this work shall dictate my lovely day out with Pei Lian. and today was with Mr Chen ZhongYao Lol. its been fun eating steamboat + chickenrice though its just 2 ppl omg. where the others went? never mind lah. *concusses* i'm dead tired. and toasts to the lovely people aorund. =D