this have had to be one of the craziest week so far. crazy for one moment i was there immersed in my work. trying to meet the datelines, having all the craziest thoughts about yourself if i'm able to make it on my own personal assignment. then i had flashbacks of tp life, we did have our personal assignments, essay writings but suddenly they seem to be bit distant. cause all i could recall seemed to be projects group works.

works never ending. tests coming in one on tuesday and another project deadline on wednesday. it isn't that merciful but the only thing that is is God's mercy arhahar. i'm just praying like some crazy woman that all be good enough.

the craziest phone call where 2 people screams over the phone. where both were stretched based on each individuals own issues and problems. when you both don't wanna tax each other, ahhaa. you tax each other unknowningly and it stretches to its max. we survived. and still am alive and pretty much kicking. its strange how things all fell into place silently and quietly now that there seems to be peace now. after the fervent rocking of the boat. the storm subsided. it was hell of a ride man.

but its ok. bottomline is never ever take anyone for granted i tell you. when it disappears it really does. (terms and conditions apply). but all i can say i'm running tired and weary uber ly. and i'm like trying to run for rest that rest is the only thing that i'm thinking of lately.

i don't have time for miu kiu wai this time though i've finished his "au revoir shanghai" and his "into thin air". but arhahar the things stacking on the head doesn't seem to go off and did i say i just splurged on a new basketball. trying to find time in the correct weather to go and shoot some hoops. otherwise i'll just manage with trying to have some fun with the nintendo ds lite's cooking mama. i'm itching for one seriously. "mummy..... i want... " arhahar. some old habits don't die.

and thank you all to the many prayers. somehow :) one way or another. its a long way i tell you. but may He continue looking after and blessings come pouring. i felt God today again strongly. haiyah. and it kept me reminded of the things i seem to have forgotten in the scurry of life. and once again got reminded. only by God's grace. all things are possible. holding on till i see this rest coming out. i'm so gonna be concussed. one moment all the frantic scurry and the next thing. all's quiet. but i'm to tired to enjoy the quietness now. that i have to study. haiyah. what a life man.

hillsong's "saviour king" is whooo niceeee. Hosanna rocks like no one's business. and "here in my life" lyrics brought me the lifting factor and the reason to hold on. more :)

I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet but
At your Word Lord, I’ll receive Your
Faith to walk on oceans deep

And I remember how You found me:
In that very same place
All my failing surely would've drowned me
But You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus you’re the reason
I’m kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life, here in my life?

You have said that all the heavens
Sing for joy at one who finds
The way to freedom, truth of Jesus
Bought from death into His life

And I remember how You saw me:
Through the eyes of Your grace
And though the cost was Your beloved for me
Still you made a way!

- hillsongs: here in my life. and saviour king is yummy. actually all the slow songs are nice. haha thanks to Joel. :) thank you.