Harhar, I dunnoe wad's gotten into me these days.. Harhar, restless.. Utter fatigueness lar, though I've been doing mostly nothing.. And I noe there's things to do.. Hahar, gonna get my butt working tml alreadi lar.. Just working on dreamweaver and fireworks kind of freaks me.. man, I wish dat NMM thingy can be done wif Photoshop.. Its just soOo much more user frenlier.. EEeeEeeW. Hahar.. Oh well, use more of da brains and hopefully I get something out of it..

Oh well, onli thing I could think of.. *jealousy under one roof* Harhar, u try to close ur eyes as much as u can, but times.. U had it lar.. harhar.. Wadever u do ain't gonna please everybody.. harhar, dat's why as "mummy" told me.. "u woke up on da wrong side of da bed", yeah.. dat could be on top of it.. Its just soOo distinct, aiyo.. U just really try to ignore everything.. I guess I just had it fer da dae this week.. Everything keepin inside and it ends up.. Self infliction.. harhar.. Dat's y God always say.. "no jealousy" kind of thing.. U noe y.. Its unhealthy.. hahar.. Be gone.. hahrar, well, after toking wif my "guardian angel" "mummy".. I'm pretty back to my bubbly self and well, harhar-ing away.. harhar.. I'll just take i'm doing everything fer the sake of myself.. harhar.. Yeah yeah. Fer my dreams.. *fighting* muahahar.. =)

Just soOo glad I had a chat wif moi "mummy" todae.. harhar, we did have a weird topic but well.. Its fine.. I had someone to turn to.. Thankfulli and luckily.. Well, every part of my life.. I'm one blessed lad hu always have someone by my side to give me some more guidance and teachings and support in my journey of life.. I'll never forget every single one of them.. Fer they all played a part in making me da person I am todae.. Makes me soOo very much miss Indri.. My previous "mummy".. harhar, ppl's eyes she's known as a "maid".. She was never one, taught me soOo much of things.. =) She does still calls and catch me up at times.. Harhar, one thing she instilled in me stronger.. my faith wif God.. "Pray everydae ah.. Sembayang samah Tuhan, buat sumah barang okok.. Biah dia jaga kamu.." Can't remember somemore.. harhar, yeah.. Somewhere round there.. harhar, I got no idea bout da spelling but dat's how it reads from my mouth.. She was great.. now I've got one more.. harhra.. Blessed me or wad? Heh.. ^^

Ouh, had a whooping long tok wif Jasmine on da phone over in da morning.. hahar, besides me bragging bout da usual 2 suspects.. Dong Gun and Min Jong oppa.. Toked about some situations we were facing.. I'm done wif mine.. harhar.. Poor her, I dunnoe how similar we can be but we even met the same situation around the same time.. Her's alittle more complicated.. -sigh- Well, I hope she finds her answers.. Har, nar.. I'll just head over and cheer her up over on SUndae.. we'll tok more bout it.. =)

OoOoh yeah.. Went out todae wif Glenda, Morris and Clement out to Orchard Cine to have dunnoe how manie games of pool.. harhar, fun fun.. First time on target fer quite a bit lar.. harhar, its still liil rusty.. OoOoh well, when I do find my "mr jang.kim".. It'll certainly get better.. Harhar, my training buddie.. hahrar.. Kidding kidding.. Den went had dinner and Coffe Bean fer some chat.. Harhar.. Wish dat 2 persons ar.. Happiness =) harhar, they reallie hit it off well~! Yeah, good good.. Happie fer them.. =) All da best.. Gonna sign off here and go indulge in my all time fav songs.. Da nite.. Min Jong oppa's songs.. And me.. Tata.. =) [Victory: I've gotten over my fatigueness~! I couldn't been happier.. i've been in a daze.. Blur.. but I'm backie~! muahrahar... nitey.. =p]

Harhar, everything dat I blogged yesterdae didn't publish.. harhar, maybe it was meant not to be revealed.. harhar, well well.. Currently enjoying myself quite a bit.. harhar.. Watching da show which beka-san gave me.. SoOo freaking farnie.. I laughed reallie till i cried.. harhar, my goodness.. Couldn't breathe most fer dat period of time.. harhar.. Watched Lee Sora's Propose wif Min Jong oppa.. hoo hoo.. SoOo freaking good looking.. Harhar, i'll get attached after these 2 gorgeous oppas get married off? harhar.. Kidding.. 2 of them, such sweet.. Nice guys.. Faster faster marry out lar.. Stay happie.. harhar.. ^^

Oh well, when u're free, let ur mind go.. Start thinking of some memories and stuff.. harhar, times I still do and well, it just some flashbacks.. harhar, yeap.. when it gets a little u're all alone kind of thing.. harhar.. Yeap.. Well, past is past alreadi wor.. But its kind of sweet thinkin back on our younger days.. harhar.. Cute.. =) I'll just move on again once more.. Another year on.. Another chapter on.. I'll just keep da dramas scenes in my heart.. To make me feel least alive.. hahrar.. Yeap, wif da feelings kept wif those dramas.. Take it out and relive those heart wrenching times.. I just did watching "bi mil" again.. Wif Choi Young Min.. Min Jong oppa.. *sigh* He's nice.. hahar, in a way imperfect but yet whole in a way.. Very soon will go find Yin XiangZe along toOo.. harhar.. That one is one perfect one.. harhar.. =) Handsome handsome ^^ I guess dat's y in a way, korean dramas especially this 2 holds such a special place in my heart.. They never kind of fade in any ways.. Just like Min Jong oppa songs.. Holds such special meaning especially for Babocheoreum and U're My Life.. It always holds dat much of significance to me.. It was him who brought me out of da times.. An outlet fer me to just find and seek some comfort and refuge on top of God.. Dat's why in a way, Min Jong oppa holds a significance toOo on top of Dong Gun oppa.. wanna noe why I'm soOo over Dong Gun oppa till todae.. harhar, its his smile.. It perks me up and cheers me up.. Fer dat all *fighting* spirit~! =) dat's why both oppas smiles are all over my room.. reminds me to smile whenever u feel down and stay positive.. muaharhar.. [course there's God who plays dat part]..

Okie okie.. will continue again later if i do have anything to add on.. Gonna go fer a run.. Freaking fat.. harhar.. f a t f a t f a t .. muaharhar.. must be gorging toOo much.. *oOps* Oh heck, there ain't any easy way out to slimming down execept working fer it.. harhar, gonna get my lazee bum out of da chair and head out to blow some wind.. Its a pretty good dae.. I miss ball.. hahar.. dat round bouncy thing.. harhar, pretty hard finding a court which has not manie ppl around.. And its just u and b a l l playing.. harhar.. Plus its pretty far out to look fer one hoop.. I'll just might as well.. r u n.. harhar.. r u n .. lalala.. Annyong.

Hoo hoo.. Yeah.. Just filled my tummy.. My new found "love" of indulging into a cup of hot milo wif corn flakes.. harhar, yum yum~! Harhar, I think milo's got some energy giving factor.. harhar, good.. Den carrie on mugging soOn.. Da "ram" on my memory is running out lar.. harhar.. At the rate I'm going.. harhar.. Oh well.. Enough to hold will be good.. =)

Yeah, finally its da last paper tml.. Aiyo, well, some have alreadi finished their papers and enjoying their weekends away.. harhar, here I am, still mugging.. But oh well, last one.. While some have yet to begin their papers.. harhar.. Oh well.. Gonna be fun.. Wif a week of break coming up to finish up both assignments and oso some things I wanna do.. Watching some shows man.. harhar.. They're all stacked up and I've yet taken a look into the shows.. harhar.. soOo hoo hoo.. Dong Gun oppa and Min Jong oppa.. Coming at ya~! ^^

Okie okie, will come back and blog or if there's anything to else.. Nothing much.. Just enjoying da breeze blowing at my face wif da deep blue skies.. Reallie lovely.. Cloudless. Deep blue. My favourite colour.. Its lovely.. =) I must be pretty bored.. harhar.. Took a pic of it.. =p

*smiles* Harhar, had a great time yesterdae.. Harhar, smiling like no one's business and simply having fun wif my new found love.. Hee.. Well, someone hu's able to make u happie.. Smile, just make u feel da way u are.. Being happie.. Oh yeah, his real pleasng guy and he manages to take all ur thoughts away from ur mind.. fer that entire time u're wif him, u dun kind of think of toOo much things except just enjoying ur time wif him.. Harhar, nah nah nah.. Not hu u think it is.. Dun think toOo much.. He's simply my dear nephew.. Jarrett.. harhar.. He's soOo adorable man.. hahar, had soOo much of fun cuddling him.. Playing wif him.. Cause his parent decided to throw a party fer da lil boy hu's turning 2 in a couple of days.. We simly pre-celebrated his birthdae earlier lar.. =)

Oh well, now I'm back home.. hmMm.. One more last paper to go.. *grits* It'll be over soOn.. harhar, its a lil tourturous in a way this time or wad.. hahar.. Maybe its da time of da year.. harhar, just wanna get on wif da fun dat is installed fer me I guess.. hahar.. BUT before da entire thing, u've gotta mug mug mug.. harhar, fer econs.. Study hard.. SoOo meanwhile, here's da pic of Jarrett and me.. hahar, its small cause its from my phone wor.. =) Take care ya ppl.. I'm like soOo looking forwards to Mondae.. Harhar, least its no more books fer some time.. But in a way this term test is gonna make u read and follow wadever has been happening and open ur big 2 eyes.. harhar..

*bangs wall*.. I nid another pair of glasses dude.. Aiyo.. Careless.. Kills.. hahar, never mind.. Its over but thinking about it seriously makes me wanna kill myself though over dat accounting paper.. harhar, dat's y went to vent da mistakes over da basketball rim.. harhar, shoot some hoops.. And wad happened when I was vending it all on da hoop.. Every shot went in.. harhar.. Dat doesn't happen very often i realise.. But it was from my favourite spot.. Some where round the free throw line, by the side.. Further out but inside of da three point line.. Hoo hoo.. After the vending was done.. less shots went in.. harhar..

Da dates are gonna kill me.. I better pray and hope I did see da dates rightly but I doubt it.. Aiyo.. Just wait fer the papers to come back and see which dates was rite.. Super duper careless.. Oh well, I always was.. Never mind, wad's done is done, cannot be undone..

Todae.. HmMm.. Is Jarrett's birthdae celebrations over at Pasir Ris chalet.. Just seeing him somehow just makes u feel better in a way and it is nice and lovely always looking at my lil nephew [i almost said neice once more] Harhar.. Yeah.. Just makes u not brood over things and all.. Kids are kids.. Lovely.. Love his smile.. His soOo huggable.. love carying him around.. hahar.. Though he's a little heavy.. harhar.. Gonna be playing wif him todae and I guess head home and mug fer my final paper.. Man oh man.. Follow Xiaobin.. "nah nah nah.. dun wanna think about it liao".. harhar.. Cute.. Dun brood over it~! harhar.. Hope things turn better.. Or I pray and hope.. harhra, when its over.. harhar.. =)

I think I just realised something.. harhar, anything to do wif formulas [except fer physics, which somehow I tend to do pretty well back den..] I dun normally do it well.. harhar, maths was one.. It always appear apparently u can do when u take ur time.. Given test dae.. u fail ur job.. hahr.. I wonder wad in da world did I practice fer when a "c" gets stucked on da paper da rest of my life.. harhar.. *shrugs* somehow, it kind of happens and it gives me dat amaths feeling all over again.. maths feeling. = dat uncertain feeling [U feel u might fail and on the other hand.. Some hope of passing]or dat failing feeling wor.. I dunnoe, no confidence in this paper.. rite before da paper I had dat feeling already while I was mugging.. Its open book and well, yeah.. Read, study still.. Nope, doesn't work like some fixed topics like NMM.. hahar, I think I tend to do well in definitions subjects.. Just memorise away, I tend to do well there.. harhar.. Definitions, yeah.. Somehow, it all gets into my head.. harhar.. Vent my uncertainties on this blog.. harhar.. lousy feeling..

And tomolo's accounting paper.. Kind of a yeah in a way.. Its pretty fun but no yeah yet till da entire thing is over.. Da ordeal.. Hahar, like it or not, u still gotta get over every single papers.. Waiting fer dat dae.. harhar, dat's why I think its always good to look back every time u graduate and get promoted one level up.. harhar.. as in after ur sec 4.. u graduate and think.. "yeah, I'm done wif skool, uniform and stuff..] den u noe.. poly, another lump of "stuffs" come coming in ur way.. harhar.. There'll always be "stuff" coming ur way i guess whether u like it or not.. harhar.. U'll get by it.. Hahar.. Man, stats.. hoo hoo.. Better be studying real hard fer my dear econs man.. 3 days gracce.. *keeps fingers crossed*

Came back and went nuts.. harhar, went to the supermarket to buy some groceries fer my omelette.. Was craving fer dat.. harhra, cooked and reaslied portion was a wee bit toOo much.. Da bin ate it up.. harhar.. Onli mommy and me.. harhar, she ate dat bit.. harhar, rest was mine.. hoo hoo.. Pig pig.. Den sit down and watched "charm".. Suprisingly, kind of follow up wif dat show.. i didn't use to like it a wee bit back den when I was younger.. I used to label dat show.. "demonic".. hahrar, well, fer now, I kind of like it.. Less "demonic" nowadays.. And da story always revolve roound Whyeth.. I think dat's how u spell his name.. and the 2 handsome guardian angels.. One's called, yeah.. Whyeth [drew fuller] and the other one I like.. His chubbier now.. can't remember his name.. oh yeah.. Leo [brian klause] something like that his name.. Botak and cute~! Harhar.. oh well, actualli the whyeth portion kind of interests me.. gonna be following CSI soon.. harhar, everytime see da advert.. But never kind of follow.. At 10pm.. i'll be in my room online usualli.. charm's 8.30pm.. Good timing after dinner wait around and show starts.. harhar.. =)

Okie okie, soOo much fun fer a dae.. Gonna go chop chop and read up definitions and stardie.. mug mug mug.. fer accounting.. =)

Gee, suddenly thought of him all of a sudden.. harhar, as I took out da "westlife's greatest hits".. He got that fer me.. harhar.. Listened to da older songs.. Kind of bored wif da current music.. reminescence.. my mind thought of him fer that moment of time.. hahar, the exhanges of gifts.. Da times together.. hahar, all da memories.. harhar, thinking toOo much ar.. harhar.. Just times u'll start thinking of da sweet memories.. harhar.. But to say, I'm over him alreadi, pretty much all gone.. but just dat bit still lingers around somewhere.. To say dat I've forgotten totally, will make me a complete liar.. harhar, cause there's still some bits here and there.. Saw him around skool yesterdae.. harhar, pleasant suprise.. was around his skool fer da NMM paper.. harhar.. he gave his signature wave of "hi" hahar.. In his best colour, red.. harhr, cute.. Smiled back and waved at him.. harhar.. =) Oh well, times of da past already..

Had a pretty good chat wif Jin Hui last nite.. Whoa, seems like everyone's going thru a little rough patch at da moment.. Hope Vanessa and Ling Li and ah Boon are all doing fine.. one good thing in which I think which helps us to keep in contact with each other though not chatting dat much.. is simply the blog.. Da 3 of us which has got one simply can just head down and just read up on wad is happening.. always feels writing adds a different feeling and more personal thoughts in a kind of way to get to noe a person better.. Its where ur thoughts are placed.. U dun go telling someone ur rough thoughts or wad goes thru ur head in just opening a conversation.. Hence, always feel that blogging does help in helping urself straighten thoughts and feelings out.. Oso good thing to use to keep each other updated wif one another's doings in life lar.. Starts da whole thing going I guess of wad the entire blog is.. harhar..

Will blog again fer the later part of da dae.. Or not.. harhar.. not toOo sure lar.. Got da whole dae to myself.. Left to study fer tomolo's stat's paper.. Thanks mummy fer that encouraging note.. read ur message on YM just now.. harhar, my regular follower of da blog.. =) Thanks.. Dun worrie, harhar.. will get my eyes off the comp whenever is nided.. harhar.. Gotta take it off after goggling at Dong Gun oppa and Min Jong oppa.. harhar.. Time to mug.. =)

Yeah.. Pretty had a good time off from some papers.. Went out todae wif YiLing and Stephie.. harhar, actualli was moi first time out wif da two of them.. not fer Yiling.. harhar, was my second time wif her.. just basically went out, did lil accounting wif Yiling and den chill out at Starbucks just basicalli chatting.. enjoy doing dat especially when its toking wif ur favourite drink.. harhar, hot chocolate.. hahar, wif whipped cream and all.. Fun.. Had some good time walking walking around.. probably gonna slack somemore hours off from todae and start some work in da morning.. =)

Pretty glad about da NMM paper.. Thank God fer blessing da dae.. I was early.. *yeah* harhar, waking me up early.. Giving me da memory.. Oh well, fer everything he has helped me wif.. Couldn't have reallie done dat much without him.. He's coOL.. And u do see him working.. Finally, fer one of da longest time I didn't do quiet time.. Fer like some weeks.. I finalli got my butt down and disciplined myself.. always telling myself.. "hey, Joyce, u spend everyday.. hours in front of da comp wif Dong Gun and Min Jong oppa.. Wad more hours should u be spending wif God.." I always feel guility whenever I dun do my quiet time and read more bout his word.. in which helps enriches me.. Learn da ropes of being a better person.. or at least lead a life which is fit enough fer a name "christian".. hopefulli to shine God's glory around.. yeap.. soOo it remains one of da vital part in moi life.. SoOo glad went back to his side once more.. Makes everything just fall into place fer one thing I noe.. U noe u've left everything and committed everything to a pair of hands.. Blessed as u are.. He's there fer me.. =)

SoOo now enjoying da nite away.. Taking a lil break.. in front of da comp.. Wif an eyeful of Min Jong oppa and Dong Gun oppa.. My goodness, soOo handsome handsome man da 2 oppas.. Min Jong oppa was singing "wae" [why] and wad was the other one I watched.. HmMm.. "Bi Won" [sad wish].. Hoo hoo, Min Jong oppa was handsome handsome.. love da energy.. Da voice he has whenever he sings.. [well, its been companying me most every single dae.. On da bus.. heh heh..] And da special loook he has from 99.. Hoo hoo, da big white collar shirt and da black jacket wif da white sleeve collar popping out.. Man, coOL.. plus on, wif Dong Gun oppa.. Lookin at pics from AAE, birngs back loads of memories fer me.. Da super nice guy.. Yin Xiangze.. hoo hoo.. plus da recent pics from Japan, in black.. Argh.. man, these 2 are beauty man.. =)

Currently enjoying my dinner which mommy bought fer me.. harhar, at 1020pm.. Harhar, yummy.. always noes my favourite dishes.. She'll get some veg and beancurd fer me.. harhar, one more dish will be something of random but those 2 are fixed.. harhar, just like da way I call it.. Hee hee, no wonder she's my mummy.. =) *smiles* Oh yeah, no fair.. harhar, daddie packs food fer bro, but not fer me.. harhar.. I've got mummy.. harhar.. I "complain" to mummy.. and told her da back part.. "But dun nid scared.. Cause i got mummy to dote on me.." Harhar, and she went.. "course lar, u're da youngest mar.." Hahrar, playful playful.. =) Received a phone call from Su Hui toOo.. hahar, been a super loOoong time since I last saw her.. soOo sweet of her to still remember me.. Like 2 years alreadi I think.. Had fun times together, basketball together.. She was da sharp shooter.. den study and do project together over at my place.. She was a good listener.. =) Can chat like no one's business.. Miss her, and whoa.. Still suprised she stilll could remember me.. =)

Heh heh.. well, I posted an entry again and the best part came when the entire psage refreshed and I clicked "publish" da blog went.. "please sign in" and so, at da end of da dae.. nothing got posted and well.. I probably am gonna do this a second time round..

2 sites are down at da moment I think.. Soompi's forum is down and oso Jangdonggun.pe.kr's english board is oso down.. Da hyperlink of dat site to da forums board apparently just disappeared.. wondered wad happened.. Soompi I can probably understand why.. but jang's site.. nope.. Dun think it ever happened.. it was down since last nite 12 when I came home ba.. NoOo... I dun wanna think of dat.. Site's forum got deleted.. not too sure.. hope its not it..

Well, was saying dat I had a great day yesterdae.. =) Was over at Rachel's place to celebrate her 18th birthdae and it was reallie fun wif our CG and our newly added member.. morris.. harhar.. Well, think everyone did have a great time and I had to.. wif games played Murderer and lots of chat chat wif Joyce and oso Glenda.. It was nice.. PUt ur mind of some stuff and just let it go.. harhar, da dae has come and has asked me to better go hit da books.. harhar.. It kind of puts me off.. hahar.. after getting comm skills's stuff of dat journal and all done.. Pretty much left to just stardie.. harhar.. Mug mug mug.. "war" wif da books.. harhar.. =) Lts of music to appreciate and listen to over the radio to keep me company fer the hours. harhar.. =) Dat's da time when i get real close to the songs over da radio.. harhar, actualli not reallie.. been leaving my comp on every nite simply fer a reason fer the radio.. harhar, their songs to keep me company.. hee hee.. =) Kie kie.. Gonna go mug and be a mugger fer now.. be back wif da later part of da dae den..

Nice dae todae.. Clear blue lovely skies as I tied da curtains to da grills of da window and look out of them.. its reallie nice.. not toOo warm and da ocassional breeze makes me feel all alive once more.. fresh air.. =) To enjoy another dae of life.. harhar, yeap.. after recent happenings.. da fragility of life.. it is a blessing to feel alive and with clear fresh air to breathe.. thankful fer dat..

Just spent time todae reading up on microecons.. hoo hoo.. Take effort to read and thankfulli.. Blessed enough to understand it finally.. Was like sprouting question marks all over da place till todae.. Think my grasp of things takes reallie a long time or is either I require actualli to put in more time and effort in getting things understood into my head lar.. =) But well.. wadever it is, just gonna try and try.. Gonna read up on nmm now.. After a charge up dinner.. Mummy da bao foodie fer me todae =) harhar.. And eat and eat.. And back on nmm.. it's something more understoodable and straight forward i crack less of da brains.. hoo hoo.. Another dae tml and week of war wif da books.. harhar.. Gonna mug.. tata..

Haiyo.. Hahar, had a pretty good dae to myself todae.. Yeah, spent time doing the things i enjoy doing.. which is simply getting home early.. Spending time wif Lassie.. Practising more on the guitar.. Getting to change the chords is always challenging.. hahar, but real solid learning time fer me.. Always feel enlightened once I do it.. Harhar, good stuff.. Puts other things on hold.. harhar.. Though there's work.. Of dat journal to do.. And econs tutorial fer tml.. And I've yet to done it.. Just sat in front of the chair after dinner and watching that "I witness" about the tsunami.. my how many nth of watching that from weeks since that wave struck.. always very disheartening.. Used to be quite bothered about it.. but now, less.. All can do is wad I guess keep everyone in ur prayers..

SoOo well, been a good time fer me todae doing the things dat I enjoy.. hahar, part of the time now goes fer getting work done now I guess.. hopefully my eyes holds.. harhar.. God bless me~! Harhar.. And yeah.. Get work started and start my "war" wif da books.. hahar.. Mugging time.. EeEeewW.. hahar.. =)

Blogger's getting a little slow.. Harhar.. Oh well.. As long as u have some avenue to place ur thoughts to, I guess slow oso u'll just live thru it.. Oh well, todae hasn't certainly be the best of days.. but as jojo went.. LIke wad Xiao Xiao would say in "Guardian AngeL", she'll like to have an ordinary day.. Wad does she mean by an ordinary dae.. Well, basically just a day whereby all family members arrive safely home at the end of a dae, have challenges and problems which are all manageble in a way.. Just an orinary dae.. Todae wasn't any ordinary dae ba..

Oh well, nothing much just dat I'm nursing a bout of flu.. It always seems to be occuring rite head on before any papers that I have.. harhar.. Which is reallie kind of weird and u do wonder y.. Thought about it, could be due to the rain and the getting on and off from some air conditioned environment lar, which got me pretty sick todae.. Skipped NMM and Stats lecture.. harhar.. Something I shouldn't have done but oh well.. Fer some reasons I missed it.. Shall have to play catch up soon.. Sit down and just "vegitate".. Absorb and think and think.. harhar.. =)

Thankfully I managed to get my observation done before lessons.. After waking up todae in the morning, went on to work on the comp fer the report.. Managed to complete it.. and just den.. Went down to complete the printing process in da office.. But guess wad.. Ink cartridge went out.. Mean dat was real unlucky.. Den asked omma if she bought spares.. harhar, probably she felt I didn't asked in a correct manner and she went.. "how am i supposed to noe when the printer ink runs out?" ya da ya da.. Saying I was pulling a glum face and all.. Harhar.. Told her dat on a fact I was sick.. harhar, she kept quiet.. Think she forgot bout dat.. And it certainly doesn't help on a fact I was sick.. Rushing fer da print and all.. She added on.. Kind of hurting and I was kind of fuming in a way.. Den the bus, harhar.. I missed it just cause i went back to get the player which had the printing doc in it.. Kind of frustarting to start the dae off.. but oh well, coOL down and it was okie.. The dae went pretty fine but well.. Tiring.. harhar.. Think I shall go to lalaland sooon man.. zZzzZz.. Slpy.. Tata..

Oh yeah..New layout and new thingy.. Still am workin on it but not toOo much of emphasis.. harhar, gotta start focusing on hitting da books once more.. harhar, jobbie of a student is to hit da books more or less.. Puts me off in a way.. *sigh* hahar, but u still gotta do it..

Alrite, well, basically <-- I tend to say dat word reallo alot of times whenever I get nervous during sharings and presentation as wad happened to me on Friday's commnuication skills presentation.. It was a mere 4 ppl, the person of my group and I did used it loads of time.. My cher even bothered to go and count the number of times I said it.. Together wif my fellow group member.. Which is how nice of alvin to have done dat.. And next Kim Khoon went on to use da word in most of his sentence and went.. "oh, its kind of addicting".. harhar.. Oh yeah.. Had loads of giggles and laughters wif dat "bsaicalli"..

SoOo well, todae didn't reallie do much except heading don to Sim Lim Square to get some rechargebles fer the player.. And black dvds.. harhar.. And a new pair of headphones.. harhar.. Oh well, it was alrite. harhar, except I just realised I've been spending a heck lot of marnie these couple of weeks and it is time to quieten down dat money spending habits.. harhar.. and hmMm.. Wad else.. Went home and realise I had just suffered from a bout of flu.. EeEee.. Which has got me all armed wif a jacket round me as I sit down and blog.. hahar, not in a mind to do anything else.. Though there's tutorials fer me to start sitting down and doing it.. hahar, I've been giving and pushing everything wif an excuse of tired.. hahar, gotta break dat.. tiredness thingy.. harhar.. Could be laziness.. Or more likely.. hahar.. Okie okie.. Gonna chop chop work on da links of this bloggie and off to work again.. =( Wanna slp fast.. harhar..

Hoo hoo.. Yeap.. Finally got into blogger from skool.. Lug dat piggy lappy to skool todae which I doubt will be of any use todae lar.. Wasted effort.. Well, knew it was gonna end up this way but *sigh* Since alvin asked.. And asked wif a please... Just brought dat whole thing.. Pretty fun doing ur favourite stuff online.. On ur own comp lar.. harhar.. Well, make this a snappy one cause gonna run fer lessons soOon..

Just had lunch wif Emily and all.. Harhar, emily complained of it being overloaded.. Dunnoe, times I think my time in skool, dun reallie seem to be building much solid frenships as compared to back den where we see each other practically fer most of the time.. Hwee Boon lar, Ling Li, Jin Hui, Vanessa and Janna.. I think those were the best times on top of the church mates and cell.. Harhar, skool seems lil different.. Like a place fer u to go and get work done and tata.. Harhar, some touch and go thingy.. Harhar.. =) Think I think toOo much.. Harhar..

Oh well, oh yeah.. wanna blog in da morning.. harhar, to place it down to sae how blessed I am actaulli.. Harhar, wif God lookin after me these past few weeks.. Harhar.. Yeap yeap... In a way whereby I'll be pretty lazee and tired and doze off midway while being online and the next thing u noe.. I'm in lalaland.. Wif work and all undone, God wakes me up early in the morning feeling all freshed and charged up rather then the nites whereby I'll be awake or half awake doing my work.. harhar, God solved my half awake.. harhar, been having this new habit of waking early in the morning and doing all my work before heading off to skool.. Which is pretty cool in a way.. Instead of waking up late.. harhar, not dat now I still reach skool on time but its a more optimised wayof using time lar.. harhar.. Yeap yeap.. Every morning, at a certain time, I'll just open my eyes and wake up as if there's someone calling me lar.. SoOO yeah.. It is cool to see how God has been working in my life in all the little things dat he's been doing does makes me see dat he's rite beside me.. =) The strength to pass thru the most tiring daes.. Harhar, bottomline.. He'll be there when u nid him most.. Just do keep holding faith in him and he wun let u go.. AwWw.. Ain't GOd cooOl..

Harhar, kie kie.. Better be running now.. Oh man, I'll miss Corrinne May's Fly Away the moment i shut this comp off.. The tune is in my head the entire dae.. harhar.. Corrinne May's website Can listen to the song there.. Its real good.. I love it.. harhar.. See ya den.. Tata..

Tiring dae its fine.. U can live through it.. Sadly, got to add on.. hurt-ed.. Whoo hoo, yeah.. almost gonna head to bed kind of mode and there goes a call from mummy.. "joyce~!!!! dadd'ie comp.." Every single time something ends up wrong wif the comp, its me.. The blame gets shifted to me.. Mean okay.. Wanna blame den, okie.. Pretty used to dat.. It was always me anyways.. get it fixed fer u toOo.. Whar.. Times u wonder knowing toOo much stuff could be good.. Offering solution but times, no one listens.. Aiyo.. Shows how significant u are at times.. When everyone's moods turn not toOo good and u become the best person to rant it on.. Thankfulli, I've always someone called God to bunk on.. Whine and whine to him or turn to internet mummy.. =) U'll feel blessed alreadi and it makes everything.. Just one of those days..

I just wished she didn't use that 2 words on me.. Dat look and words, hoo.. pretty a blow.. Oh well, forget it.. remembering wad jojo told me when I asked her after waiting fer someone fer almost like 3 hours I think.. "Dun u ever get angry?".. The best answer one could get.. "Why bother to get angry, mean the time is alreadi wasted, sOoO Why get angry" Whoa, I was real impressed by that answer.. Guess the same thing could be applied here.. Wad's done been done, cannot be undone.. SoOo well, just try to get over it and rant it over on the blog fer myself instead of anione cause wun be fair to dat person mar.. SoOo yeah.. Throw it over my head.. I'll put it down here lar.. =) Some way or another, it makes u smile more at the end of the dae.. Feeling happier in a way.. U probably made someone feel better or maybe either helped them reflect on wad they did before they slp.. *sigh* Having not much "battery" life alreadi, times things dun reallie go in ur way eh?.. Oh well, onli can say and pray that they'll be God and thankful that he is around to make sure u'll get over these things.. =)

Been on slacking mode these couple of days ever since the Christmas mood.. harhar.. Till yesterdae whereby I started doing my tutorials u noe u've been rather lazee.. harhar.. SoOo glad u slowly picked the pattern up of doing work once more cause it gets rather tempting not doing anything and living ur days like dat.. Harhar..

Apparently, there was loads on my mind to blog actualli.. Rite from last weekend, had loads of stuff to write.. But it always ended up these past few nites, harhar.. Doing some stuff either doing it half way and I fall off to lalaland.. harhar, times wif the stuff all over the bed, and I'll just probably head to bed the same position I went to lalaland, rite till daybreak breaks and I'm most likely in da same position lar.. harhar..

Well, wad I've been keepin myself busy is making suprises fer the ppl dearest to me lar.. harhar.. *grins*.. yeap, creating suprises and trying to work on the stuff i've promised.. But have yet gotten it up.. Shopping fer gifts fer my dearie cousins, Jasmine and Caroline.. Mummy and onne.. Oppa's got his alreadi.. hahar.. Just recalled where I went last thursdae nite out wif Cheryl, had a good sharing session.. Chit CHattin getting to noe and get to understand each other much better.. Was pretty suprised how I could open up to her.. hahar.. Well, God definitelly has his touch to everything.. He has always been.. Harhar.. Thru every small things he does fer u everydae, simply makes his presense felt.. Harhar.. *rings a bell*.. He's always there.. Yeap.. Yeap.. And as fer last Fridae, moi went to IKEA.. How on earth can I ever forget.. harhar.. Getting gifts fer da fans I've gotten to noe over the net.. On both boards, I wish I could get my gift over to those overseas one.. But aiyo.. postage is probably gonna pull me off.. And hence, i'll just think of something.. harhar, its gonna be a busy nite on the eve of christmas.. harhar.. Wish there wasn't skool.. harhar, soOo now u gotta manage heading to skool, back.. Tutorials and doing all the things you love to do most all da the same time.. harhar.. Sounds like I'm fully utilising my full 24 hrs that God has soOo blessed me wif.. harhar, well, this week, I went back to God's house toOo after being away fer like 2 weeks.. harhar, last week was due to some lame flu.. And being back to his place, he has once again blessed the church wif a group from Downtown, Aussieland if I'm not wrong, and had a great time of worship.. Though I onli attended like the handful of songs, i felt God's touch dat dae.. harhar.. It was great.. =)

SoOo well, time flies and as fer todae.. it was pretty cool toOo.. harhar, well, its alreadi the 3rd week of skool wor.. harha, getting to noe the new mates better.. harhar.. The group of us, Shili, Alvin and Zhimin hitched a ride from Kim Khoon's car.. harhar, cool.. Makes me all hyped up to get my own transport.. harhar.. 2 wheeler first I guess.. Something reachable.. harhar.. WEll, its gonna be one of the resolutions fer next yr.. harhar.. BOut the parents part, I guess I'll just leave it all up to the one up there lar.. harhar.. It was pretty fun, time doing and sharing our project.. my first project seriously, where I had a group meeting which had like more den 2 ppl.. It was always me and Emily back den.. Well, she was actualli all dat one nided in a grp toOo.. =) Wad else happened.. harhar, oh yeah.. Internet mummy called~! Harhar, cannot believe it and it took me quite a while to register in my head hu "lili" was.. Cause my mom at home was called one, but the hightlight of the part came when i realised.. "why on earth will mom call my mobile cause she's at home~!".. harhar, yeah.. Dat was how blur I got.. Thank God I heard my phone.. harhar, cause the ringer on my phone is pretty redundant.. Harhar, got it changed to something real loud.. harhar.. I was in front of the desktop where I got her call.. harhar.. SoOo sweet and of course a pleasant suprise.. She's got a cute voice~! Hahrar.. ^^

Okie, and had a pretty late chat wif her before she went off to laland.. harhar, my turn soOn after completing the tutorial fer tml's dae.. hoo hoo.. Long dae tml.. Better go catch some more slp as I can.. harhar.. Otherwise reallie gonna become some kind of panda bear.. harhar.. And this typing off the lappy keyboard is rather addicting.. harhar.. Cause kind of used to it le.. hahar.. Typing speed has increased significantly wor.. harhar.. Cool~! Lappy roxs fer now.. Learnt how to appreciate it much more as previously ever since "wireless" came in and the whole comp went internet enable.. and U learn how to appreciate real faster processing in the starting up time and try to maintain the comp in dat condition.. harhar.. It just keeps getting better fer me.. ahrhar, can't do without it nowadays.. my life.. Which is music, its all in there.. =) Listening to Wheesung.. Fly To The Sky.. And more.. Once in a while, play the old discs of Min Jong oppa and all.. My room has indeed become the place to be.. harhar.. more reasons to stay at home~! Hahrar..

Wharhar.. Time kind of flies.. oOoPs.. Correction.. It actualli flies alreadi.. Things at skool are picking up.. And I do better hope my accounting rings a bell, and starts recollecting dat back recon stuff.. harhar, i'm slow in dat.. harhar.. Otherwise, beter start learning how to "float" around wif the current new stuff of work.. Harhar... Prob after christmas and all?.. harhar..

Okie okie.. Enough bout skool.. harhar, well, been heading out pretty often this entire week.. harhar, luxury eh.. harhar.. Yeah, when skool's yet to be at "full-blown", u probably still feel dat life's a luxury.. hahar, well, todae went out to have dinner wif moi cell grp leader, Miss Cheyrl Tean.. hahar.. Boy was it real fun wif her.. Went holland village, walk walk.. First was dat cute Ladeebird slippers she bought.. which was reallie cute lar.. =) Den went looking fer the pet shop which we stayed quite a while in there.. Staring at the doggies.. Seriously fell in love wif the retriver pup and the chihuahua was cute.. hahar.. 2 of us toking to each other and to the dogs.. I think someone saw me seriously thought I was mad man.. Toking.. Staring.. PLaying.. Fidgeting.. harhar.. U noe wad?.. the best part was that the dogs were kept in dat "cubicle", wif a glass pane in front of me.. I was just merely, playing wif the glass pane.. harhar..

SoOo we ate at that good old nice shop which served nice nice chicken.. wadever.. Be it porridge.. Noodles and stuff.. had a plate of Ipoh Hor Fun, and it's been ages since I last ate that lor.. But it was still pretty good.. But a little like drop in standard as to compared to the time I ate it way back den.. Which was like.. Hmm.. Let's say 3-4 yrs back.. harhar, no kidding.. From that same stall lar, I mean.. Den we just simply sat there at the same place and tok and tok and tok.. topic ranges.. harhar, from pretty inside of me, to the things around me and her.. hahar.. Fun fun, reallie had lots of fun toking and laughing sia.. Been quite a while, and Pretty amazed I opened up pretty well toOo.. Probably cause i feel shou3 le lar.. =) chat until I think we lost track of time till omma called me up.. We realised it was 10 pm le.. haha.. I'm scary.. harhar... But well, I think I've let go quite abit, within this week on my mind and toking to her gives the confirmation to the stuff in which i managed.. =)

Okie lar, eyes closing soOon.. Hahrar.. Ntey..

Da dumb dumb computer.. harhar.. Just cleaned da keyboard wif a piece of tissue and it cranked up.. SoOo I had to restart the comp again.. Just moved the comp to my fav place in da whole entire house.. Which is my bed in moi bedroom.. Wif my fav pillow to hug.. Lean on.. Best part.. Looking at my 2 favs.. Dong Gun and Min Jong oppa.. Was simply goggling at Min Jong oppa in da charity show.. Whoa, I think I'm loving guys in long sleeved.. Button up, stripes shirt or not.. I'm in love wif the, now.. Especially Min Jong oppa in it, in WHITE.. Roxs.. Dong Gun oppa, in white is not bad, but he looks way good in BLACK.. See, my "yin and yang".. harhar..

Okie okie, enough bout da 2 guys.. reaching 1am soOon and blogging in a kind of tired mood.. But fret not.. Min Jong oppa's voice just simply roxs me, whenever I feel soOo darn tired of anything.. Larthegic.. He's the answer man.. Think he shall company me tonite.. Just had dinner out wif my cg.. ppl of tp.. hahrar.. yeap.. SoOo bloated.. And I do regret eatin dat Tom Yam seafood soup wif rice.. its soOo yucky.. Made me bloated till now.. harhar.. And made my trip back home.. SoOo kind of tired now.. harhar..

Been a pretty long dae.. And there's one more.. Tml.. But tml will be more slack cause its one lec.. one lab and one tut.. SoOo pretty fair.. Todae was hectic.. harhar.. Thankfulli God pulled me thru the dae.. hoo hoo.. 2-7 pm.. Non stop of lecture.. tutorial and lecture.. hahar.. beat that.. well, GOd's been always true and good fer me.. Blessing me.. Still went pretty alrite.. But its kind of draining at the end of the dae lar.. SoOo gonna go recharge myself soOon..

Kind of happie alreadi.. Cause I think I can finally let it all out and say.. "I'm done wif him alreadi".. harhar, no more pinning hopes.. no more thinkin bout him dat much.. =) SoOo can say.. I'm finally "over" him alreadi.. After a loOong time.. harhar.. Finally stood up.. harhar.. After spending sometime "recovering".. I've recovered.. harhar.. =) Pretty sure cause I felt it todae.. Suddenly not dat feeling anymore.. No more of hopes.. Given up and all.. SoOo yeah.. Its been a long while.. heh heh.. SoOo all in all, its been a tiring dae.. Wanna listen to Min Jong oppa's voice as i head to lalaland and say my prayers.. Nitey.. Its another dae tml.. harhar.. =)

*whoot*.. Well, tyme seriously fly fast and my skool break is over and its all back to skool wif a new purpose.. Agenda wif a new class and all.. Sounds all cool, cause in a way, the change of ppl u're working wif gives u a chance to know more person and also give u a "fresher" feeling in anticipation of the projects and assignments given to u.. Keeping a postive outlook dat things hopefulli is gonna turn out all well lar.. =)

Getting used to the change in the lifestyle.. Heading back to skool once more.. harhar, which means its less time of goggling on my favourite.. harhar, actalli I can still do it fer now but da onli thing that hinders me doing it is somehow, the fatigueness that I've been having probably bout this whole week throughout.. Which is causing me to sleep in real early at nite, after surfing and all.. Its sleep.. Wif 2 more tutorials to work on and I'm currently, in this mode of sleepiness.. Goodness.. This ain't good at all.. harhar, plus a good old cough and a flu.. It "kills", making me feel all good to go to slp any time.. aIyo.. Do hope I get over it real fast man.. Its soOo larthegic man.. Practically feel tired.. *sigh* Wan the hyper me.. harhar, the one dat makes u feel u can do a thousand and one things in a dae.. harha.. Can't do it rite now.. SoOo depriving.. harhar.. *God.. Help me ^^ * Get this over and done wif..

Oh well, this week's pretty cool.. Harhar, the onli time in the whole sem when u get to head to skool fer lessons fer a mere one hr and get dismissed after dat.. harhra.. how's dat.. yeah, its onli fer a week though.. Tryin to adapt to the new timing of getting up [well, not reallie cause I did wake up pretty early].. Getting used to skool life all over lar.. Its a nice feelin in a way toOo lar.. But thinkin of papers and tests and all puts me off in a way.. But u noe.. Nothing comes without stress.. harhar...

Oh well, flu's pretty bad.. hahar, wif eyes of a sleepyhead.. Just went out wif my buddiezZz.. haha, Vanessa and Hwee Boon to Jurong IMM to watch Wilber.. [wharhar.. wad frenz we are to company ah boon~!].. Well, good to catch up wif each other after quite some time of not seeing each other.. Had chat and laughter.. Harhar.. when I said.. [while walking down the street..] "I kind of miss the good old days..] harhar, and they agreed to lar.. Things has kind of changed fer us, but the familiarity of each other.. And how we just feel at ease wif each other is something dat doesn't change and I think, its one thing dat is worth to treasure lar.. of course on top of the frenship which the 4-5 of us treasure it.. As one of our no1 impt things.. harhar.. Fer me is no2-3.. harhar, cause God takes first place lar.. harhar.. =) Had fun.. hee hee..

Wad else has happened.. Which I think dat God has blessed me wif is a time of meeting up wif both old and new frenz.. Wonderful week as I sat on the bus back home just now as I came home.. Puts a smile on my face once mroe.. =) Met up wif Dong GUn oppa's fans too.. Besides Khim, I've come to learn about one mroe fan thru Khim.. Wei Yin.. =) Had a great time chatting together wor.. SoOo well, its pretty a good time catching up wif all good and new frenz.. hee hee..

Okie lar, guess I'll head to bed after I'm done wif this.. After getting the sms from Aunty Chris dat I'm down fer projection tml morning.. Head to bed early and hopefully have this flu cured soOon.. *sigh* Okie, dat's all fer now.. nitey..

Noe wad, time has just flown me by.. 2 months has passed me by and soOn, is a yeah.. Its reallie fast and a year is gonna past me by.. A year after secondary school.. A new life.. [yeap..], brand new set of thinkin but a same part of me still grows inside of me..

Looking bak on the fun times I reallie had back at Henderson, lights up a smile on my face todae once more on my way home on the bus listening to Min Jong oppa's 3rd album and wif the weather in a colder mode.. Everything was worth a little think of.. reminiscence.. Hwee Boon, Janna, Vanessa, Jin Hui, Ling Li, Yong Leng, Suresh and Fraser.. Whole bunch of us.. Real cool..

Its a new semester now once more.. Thinkin back on the ppl I met and established relationships wif dun seem that close.. harhar.. Somehow.. And its all back to finding dat hole which fits me once more.. harhar.. =) I've searched, but new environment.. U can still keep around the ones u made and had fittings wif and carry on and make more.. harhar.. I dread.. THe first week.. First few months where everything seems to be crawling and u getting used to it.. Switching to the environment.. new timetable.. Tiring wor.. harhar... but it is such an eye opener..~!

Harhar, well, maybe been thinking toOo much on my way home.. harhar, as usual.. i just love doing it on the bus and especially when u're listenin to songs and those scenes just play in ur head like some kind of tape.. U noe the tune and the all familliar pictures.. Waiting to unfold like a movie u've seen upteen times.. Harhar.. Yeah..

Well, the one solitary source of my comfort will always be God up there.. Thank him fer making todae such a lovely weather though cold as it may be slightly and making todae a dae which I somehow got thru.. harhar, wif 5 hrs of break and surving everything.. hahar.. its still nice to enjoy it.. harhar.. Wadever dat is installed fer me.. i'll just hold on to my faith on him and trust in him fer everything dat he is gonna do.. Fall as u may be, he'll pick u up and make u soar on eagles wings.. "Even youths grow tired and weary, but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.. " I love dat verse soOo very much from Isiah.. Currently enjoyin the breeze coming from the window.. Nothing beats that.. harhar.. Listening to Min Jong oppa will be soOo cool.. BUt a change change around the songs, brings out a differerent mood.. =)

Just realised todae on the bus, dat my ears are just stuck to Min Jong oppa or wad.. He's cds and albums is one u can listen over and over week in and out.. I just bought the "Fly to The Sky", I like it.. but once more, it doesn't last fer weeks and weeks.. harhar.. I'm just soOo amazed at Min Jong oppa's albums.. And dat's the marvel and beauty of it.. U'll start off wif him once more..

Okie okie.. SoOo much soOo.. Tired.. Gonna slp now.. Nitey.. wake up earlie and do wadever it is nided again.. After a nice chat wif internet mom.. Harhar.. SoOo cool..