Wharhar.. Yeah, been a week since I started on my new jobbie.. harhar, now this time its some custmer service.. harhar, its kind of rewarding erving the older ppl.. They're all such warm, friendly and nice.. Well, except fer a handful, most are a pleasure to serve cause their such thankful ppl.. Warms me up to see them smile.. harhar..

Been getting used to hanging around that "adults area", harhar.. Its soOo not me.. harhar, mean everyone is in formal working attire.. harhar, soOo much soOo, my jeans and tee shirt syndrome was kicked and I onli wear the latter outfit once a week.. harhar, I told my mom, "Ma, I feel sOoo different.. harahr.. Its soOo much more comfortable.. Wif my sneakers and jeans and shirt wif my backpack".. harhar.. =) My skool atttire.. harhar, kind of miss it though.. harhar, one thing I reallie miss the hours and hours spent doing the things I want.. harhar, not as if I dun have time to do the things dat I wan, but back den, it was pretty in abundance I was finding things to kill time.. harhar, no more that luxury just that little time least to treasure wad u can make the most out of it.. harhar.. Makes me appreciate the time I spent, on the comp doing the things I love, if I can, resting, listening to Min Jong oppa's voice at the end of a long dae which was wad I did as I slept.. Get up fer dinner, shower and den down to the comp fer a while longer and head up to rest fer another dae.. harhar, life's pretty faster this way but also lil more tiring.. harhar, u just simply look forward to the weekends.. U get time totally to urself.. Oh man, dat rawks.. harhar.. There's some anticipation as to how I should spend my saturdaes.. Harhar, it used to be just any other dae but fer now.. its something to look forward toOo.. hararh.. Miss playing and fidgetting wif photoshop~!

Well, the last weekend was fun.. Basically went to Sentose wif my sec skool mates.. Our class.. Heh, but I went fer a while and went on out wif my cousin.. harhar, went to Far East, jalan jalan and get a new haircut, cause my hair was kind of puffy.. harahr, well, it looks cuteer.. I'm like soOo darn round now.. harhar.. Laugh man, harha.. Some chubby bunny.. harhar.. Oh well, harhar.. Its funny~! Den well, went home, me let her watch Min Jong oppa's "life story", harhar.. kind of thing and she went.. "he's sooO handsome", harhar.. Oh well, supposedly she should be staying up wif me and watch Stairways to Heaven but she ended up dozing off again.. ahrar, oh well, she was tired.. harhar, cause she woke up way earlier.. ahhar.. SOo I watched lor, soOo teary.. ahrahr, cry and cry.. Tiring lar.. watchin dat show.. All out to milk my tears out.. harhar.. oh well, sundae, we spent time again to watch da show.. it is on da verge of finishing fer me.. nice show, harhar.. =) But cry and cry lor.. ahrarh..

Harhar, okie lar.. Blog some other time.. harhar, better be catching some rest.. before I end up pretty tired tomolo again.. harhar, and rest dat ankle.. hahar, retarded me, missed da footing and harhar, slipped but no fell by the stairs.. ahrahr.. Pretty twisted wor.. ahhar.. kie kiee..

Harhar, okie okie.. Hu's scolding me? Toking bout me, hahar.. Sneezing like nuts as I begin writing this entry man.. I think I noe hu.. harhar.. Someone.. known as my internet omma.. Sure its u~! =)
Sitting in front of the comp, doing every single thing that I used to do it soOo often the week before, has slowly become a less often thing.. Same time, last week, I guess I was still up till like wad jojo omma calls, "the US" timing.. harhar, kind of pattern.. harhar.. Oh well, I onli sleep when the sun is up.. harhar.. I just switched my time clock of slping.. harhar, all thanks to a job.. harhar.. yeah, being employed now.. harhar.. Makes me learn how to appreciate every single time I'm posting, reading up on Dong Gun and Min Jong oppa, listening to music.. Its a pure luxury fer me now dat I do see how much of the time I can spend on it as compared to just a week back.. See?.. Things changes, harhar.. U gotta adapt toOo I guess.. harhar..

Oh well, starting up of work week is still pretty slow lar.. Learning couple of things which like working in some stat board, I dun even have a clue on wad the things they do.. harhar, cause I dun bother in the past going and read up on all of those stuff.. Arh.. now u learn.. harhar.. I got a feeling I'm the youngest of all the Temasek Poly temp staff there tooo.. harhar.. Its a small world, everyone's from the same skool, diff course and year.. Cool~! Hoping fer things to get lil faster.. harahr.. U noe wad.. harhar, I just realised, the phrase "the grass always seems greener on the other side" suddenly strikes me pretty abit.. Being in the situation, u finalli understand wad it means.. harhar.. Well, one thing is fer sure, u've gotta be happie wif wadever thing u're doing.. harhar, mean I'm pretty weird [or are humans like dat?], dunnoe bout u, but when u studie, u do have the urge to work more.. Once u start working, u think dat studying is a much better option.. harhar, aLways contridicting each other hahar, its farnie isn't it? SoOo yeah, just realise in everything dat u do, u gotta learn to be happpie in wad u're doing.. U're not doing fer anyone else but urself, gain self-satisfaction, contentment.. harhar, hence I derive my new nick on msn.. Contentment, joy, peace.. hahar, den u'll feel at ease wif things and the peace hence will just come and u'll be leading a ideal life dat ya wan.. harhar.. SoOo den, life's pretty good and whoo`! Harhar, u just feel u've got most of ur things dat u wan.. Its unlimited in terms of the wans, but once contentment steps in, the unlimited wans becomes something that is limited, have or not, its fine.. harhar..

Think I'm toking to myself? Harhar, yeah, maybe, oh well, just some things I always wonder, and ponder on the answers myself.. hahar, gotta go slack around my room and fall asleep alreadi.. harhar, eyes closing.. hahar, tired tired.. Ta~!

Oh well, gonna go watch a little more teevee before I tuned in to LalaLand.. hahar.. My bed.. Love it much more now.. harhar, it seems softer, more comfy and cosier now.. harha.. lOvely.. harhr..

Oh whoa~! Harhar, I haven't been doing anything much todae.. harhar, just went to God's place todae.. harhar, yeah~! SoOo happie.. hahar, least I managed to get up on time, harhar.. Wif Auntie Chris's morning wake up call.. SoOo did projectionist fer todae.. Oh yeah.. harhar, just went I thought all was fine.. harhar, I screwed up twice.. harhar.. One was when there was not much clicking to do, soOo i slacked and accidentally, my hands hit the "esc" button, causing the sceen to go black.. Harhar, I had to search? Hahrar, fer the songs among one of the keys.. harhra, last part was another screw up.. harhar, Uncle Ivan said, "first stanza".. harhar, I went bak to the first stanza, and got lost as to where he was singing.. Noe y.. cause it was actualli the part from the last stanza.. harhar.. -_-, by the time I got to find it, harhar.. song ended.. harhar, oh whoa~!.. harhar, misleading person me.. harhra..

Oh yeah, before I went on to God's place.. harhar, I left my mobile at home.. harhar.. Oh well, onli realised on my way to church.. harhar, on the bus.. but oh well, if I headed back to get dat thingy, I'll be late alreadi.. SoOo oh well.. harhar, went back to get it after service.. harhar, supposedly suppose to head to Kim Yee's place.. harhar.. Guess wad I did..

Harhar, I got home, harhar.. Played some songs on da guitar.. harhar, and den I SLEEP.. hahar, <--- Da culprit.. harhar, not me.. harhar, I just slept my dae off todae.. harhar, I didn't noe I had such a talent fer it alrite.. harhar.. I slept from bout 1-2 all the way till 5.. harhar.. Just how piggish can one get.. harhar, mean the mood was all soOo nice fer a looOong sleep.. harhar.. Bed was nice, pillows all soft.. harhar, wif da air-con blowing at me.. harhar.. Sleep~! Harhar, and well.. i'm here till now at this hour.. harhar.. Blogging and crapping away.. harhar, hopefully tryin to get employed soOo dat I dun get toOo over-crappish I guess.. hahar.. Oh well.. harhar.. Slacking dae... Welcome~! Hahrar.. =p

Whahrar.. Been a pretty fun dae.. Harhar, I am mum2 -ing as I am blogigng.. no wait.. hahra, gonna start mum2 - ing as I blog.. harhar.. Just been out wif my dear buddiezZz.. Hahrar, onli one lar.. harhar, Hwee Boon.. harhar.. Been a reallie reallie long time since we been out together.. if I didn't remember wrongly, the last time I went out wif her was when we were in the midst of our 6 months break.. harhar.. Yeah, den subsequently, we didn't reallie meet up since the skool term started.. whahrar.. Loong time.. But well, had reallie good fun wif her.. Chat and chat like the days before.. harhar, bak in Henderson.. During lessons, after lessons.. During breaks, walks to toilet, everywhere usualli we'll just walk and chat lar.. harhar.. SoOo much fun.. =) After skool, roam roam.. Gang of us.. Jin Hui, Ling Li, Vanessa, Fraser, Suresh, Yong Leng and times Janna came along toOo.. Whoa~! Hee hee.. =)

Oh well, had a good chat to get to know wad each of us were doing and oso of our fellow frenz lar.. How they're doing and all.. Went to Jurong Point.. harhar, mean we were suppose to catch her dearie Song Seung Hun in "The Cool Guy", but the show times just didn't fit.. She had skool openhouse, soOo well, we went out instead and roam roam.. harhra.. At Jurong Point.. harhar.. Went to look fer her dear pencil case.. harhar, and I just feast my eyes.. harhar, saw "brotherhood" in both dvd and vcd format alreadi.. Aiyo.. hahrar, which one to buy.. harhar.. wait wait.. Fer payday.. Get a job~! Harhar..

Oh well, she companied fer my brunch at bout 5? harhar.. Didn't eat anything.. harhar.. Ate sour cream and onion chips.. harhar.. Lalala.. now filling my tummy wif good yum yum soupy.. harhar.. Well, we just walk and tok lar.. harhar.. Just like before.. harhar, and I was still as lame as ever before.. She presented me my belated b'dae gift toOo.. harhar, a blue cushion which is like soOo huggable, i hugged it the entire time out except when I was eating lar.. Wif a dog on it and it says.. "Happy b'dae" and some words she wrote on the cushion.. Whahrar, one and only wor~! Harhar.. Chat and chat till on the bus and went till her house bus stop and she accompanied me to wait fer another bus fer me to head home.. harhar.. Fun~! But noticed it can be rather tiring lar.. harhar..

Oh well, gonna do my usual stuffie now.. But not gonna turn in toOo late.. harhar.. Got duty tomolo soOo better get my butt up on time.. NOt gonna be late again.. *sigh*.. hahar..

Wharhar.. YEah yeah.. Todae's pretty fun after been up working up on photoshop these couple of days making banners, wallpapers and gifs.. harhar, finally got the hang of gifs.. mean in the first place, I all along thought gifs were only made using Flash.. Oh well, how dumb in a sense when u find out there's a simpler way out to using flash which is photoshop lar.. Harhar, it kind of makes layering much easier and all. harhar, though I still gotta work on the blending part soOo as to make better blown away whoa-ing graphics.. wharhar.. Its fun, working wif Min Jong oppa first.. harhar, Dong Gun oppa, sOon.. harhar..

Oh well, besides, todae has been pretty fun der me, wif BiMil showing on teevee.. harhar, u noe wad? harhar, having watched the show fer a number of times, I just realised the SLAP dat Choi Ying Min given to Zhi-en was extremely hard todae.. harhar, the *piak* sure was times louder then the usual one I heard.. harhar, the more I watch BiMil, the more I grow to hate the character of Zhi-en and her mom man.. Fer all dat they've done.. I oso wanna give one slap to Zhi-en just the way Ying Min did it.. harhar, but its realli heart-warming to see the pair Xi-zhen and Ying-min over and over again.. Just like Xiang-ze and Shan-mei.. Man, mean these 2 pairs are the classics of korean drama.. All About Eve came out den think bout few months or wad in korea I guess, BiMil came out.. harhar, similar mobile phones.. harhar.. THe main leads are kind of similar, just dat Xiangze is born in a rich family background and Ying-min is on the hand, an orphan wif a sister and he works hard to get to where he is.. But in character wise, harhar.. Both are those pretty quiet type, but off work, Xiangze is more carefree kind of person, Yingmin on and off work oso still pretty tensed up.. Wharhar, Ying Min oso suffers more lar.. Xiangze like smooth ride all along but 2 reallie makes me melt lar.. hahar, their treatment to the gurls~! WhoOoo HoOoo.. harhar..

Oh well, todae went on to meet jojo.. harhar, where we chatted and she passed me MIn Jong oppa's stuff.. BiMil dubbed in korean and the animated cartoon of "hongdildong" harhar, I think soOo, that cute title of the cartoon.. wharhar.. Min Jong oppa did the voice over of one of the characters and am gonna watch it later.. hahar, oh.. There was Min Jong oppa's 4th album toOo.. Whoo~! Hahar, I've finalli found one disc to suit my listening nids.. been searching high and low haven't really exactly found one which I could realli stick toOo and let the songs grow on me.. hahar, oh well.. Min Jong oppa was the answer to dat.. Man, just love his songs.. Whahar, his voice.. Whoo~! The "feel" of his songs, its always filled of it, close my eyes, blast the speakers off.. Whoo hoo~! Pure enjoyment.. Great compay and stuff.. harhar..

Oh yeah.. And this jojo omma, boy was she accurate.. harhar, first she guessed correctly dat I'll be gonna roam roam after our meeting and the next thing she guessed correctly was dat.. She asked, "Ur omma waits fer u to head home and have dinner together?" I went.. "Hmm, nope, she usualli eats first when she's hungry.. mean, I eat dinner at odd times.. " Harhar, todae, omma said she was full, oh well.. Hahrar, soOo we ate together when we got home.. harhar, omma and me oso no appetite.. Hahar.. SoOo farnie.. harhar.. I told jojo, "EeEe.. U soOo chun lar.. harhar, can become fortune teller, first u guess I go roam roam, now guess my omma oso never eat".. Hahar, she went.. "All ommas are the same lar, enjoy ur mum mum".. I went.. "Harhar.. =) Orh, yes omma".. She went.. Harhar, this is farnie.. "Good girl" harhar.. SoOo farnie.. Me omma oso laughed when I told her dat.. Wharhar.. Nice~!

Oh well, roam roam to look fer a DVD-R.. Whoo~! Its like soOo freakishly kind of hard to find one I tell u.. Aiyo.. Ran round my area, I thought they had it available over the supermarket.. No... I was wrong.. SoOo searched chinatown todae.. Its either they didn't sell it or either they sold it in bulks.. Thankfully I didn't get it in bulk.. harhar, cause there was 2 types.. One which obviously could store a much longer period of vods which costed twice as much as the usual one.. harhar.. But went to one camera shop and the kind ajashi.. Mean uncle took it out of the box and sold it by a piece just fer me.. harhar.. Bout the cheaper version toOo.. To burn "holiday in seoul" fer a jang fan.. harhar.. Oh well, gonna go up and catch my "hongdildong".. Wharhar, eat soOome mee soup.. harhar.. hungry mum mum.. hahrar.. Lalala~!

Whoo hoo~! I'm freEeEe hahrar.. As fer now.. hahar.. Well, it has been reallie a cool fridae fer me.. Having my dear cousin Kim Yee around.. harhar, firs we went out to town lar.. Basically fer the both of us to enjoy and destress.. harhar.. Got my onne a presenty fer her b'dae.. hahar, she got a top from FOX and whoa.. Harhar, that sales guy in there was cute.. harhar, he looks like Han Jae Suk [The cameramean in AAE] harhar.. His face shape and well.. The upper half oh his face man..

Went back home wif her, fer dinner whereby omma has cooked up some reallie cool dishes.. Harhar.. KAng kong wif chilli, and sotong fried wif hmm.. Chilli and onions and some springonion or wad.. harhar.. And one more erm... Clams ar.. hahar.. Den we marathoned as planned "Stairways To Heaven", I went on fer 9 hours in front of the teevee and player in my room lar.. Moved it there like some kind of freak.. But everything in my room.. Harhar, I just adore my room.. hahar.. Big big "brotherhood" poster wif Dong Gun and Min Jong oppa's face's mostly everywhere.. harhar.. And my dear cosy bed.. OH well.. Pure enjoyment.. And my dear Kim Yee was alreadi fast asleep in laland after 2-3 dics into the show.. Harhar.. I got the sleeping bag all fer myself.. Kept warm and cosy while my cuz had the bed.. Harhar, sleeping beauty.. haha.. She managed to get to eat one of my speciality I guess.. hahar, luncheon meat toast anyone? Harhar.. oh well, didn't know it was dat good? Oh dear.. Blogging now and feeling alil hungry.. OoOps thinking about the foodie.. harhar..

Oh well, todae wasn't soOo much of a fun and happie dae.. Well, screwed up man.. on fer projectionist duty and I was a wee bit late and haiz... Eunice stood in fer me lar.. *sigh* shall gotta learn to wake up real earlie and quit the habit of waking up and dozing back to sleep fer that couple of minutes man.. Get my priorities straight once more.. Feel sooo lousy and bad actualli.. harhar.. Disappoint.. Oh well.. I'm gonna have one more chance to redeem myself la.. Haiz..

Oh yeah, went to Kim Yee's place and whoo~! We had a real good tok after me sleeping fer lemme see... 2 hours.. Harhar, in the later afternoon.. Harhar, soOo farnie.. harha, I realised dat she was alreadi home.. She went out lar.. harhar, den asked her when she came bak and she was listening to the "Stairways to heaven" ost.. harhar.. Oh well, she's in love wif it lar.. Kind of feel bad burning the album fer her at times, hahar.. Cause she dwells over the songs and den she'll start letting her mind go think this and dat.. We did have a rea; good chat.. oh dear.. She's thinkin toOo much.. hahar.. Den we chatted as she built her stacks of mountains of tissues.. Oh well, den workin on some sums on younger cuz's maths prob and she fell asleep alreadi.. harhar.. She was beat lar, fer waking up early in the morning and oso. Wharhar.. During the chat.. Yeah.. Just simply realised how similar we are.. harhar.. Same feelings, same thoughts and harhar.. We think samely.. harhar.. I thought it was onli back then, ages as we were growing up.. but whoo~! We're back on thinking samely toOo.. Hahrar.. SoOo well, wonder where am I gonna land myslef into wad jobbie. hahra.. Kie lar, not much energy left to type on this blog.. Sleepy.. Pretty roller-coaster-y dae todae.. B ut the chat wif Kim Yee somehow toOo made me straighten me out. Hahrar, dun think toOo much sia.. harhar.. *Feelling hungry somehow*.. harhar, didn't eat much fer dinner.. hahrar.. oOoPs.. Foodie hunt.. Lalala.. Tata~=

Wharhar, I'm like soOo freakishly lame.. harhar.. I just simply installed firstly todae.. The XP service pack.. harhar, like it makes sucha big "difference" to da comp or anything like dat.. harhar.. Oh well.. hahrar.. And next.. I just went to change the config of the comp now.. Now I can type wif chinese alreadi lar.. harhar.. And korean besides my english and it is soOo fun.. harhar.. After toggling wif the settings fer the chinese one which took me like fer soOo loong.. harhar.. 5 mins.. harhar.. Just to get it rite.. harhar.. And yeah.. Managed to do it wor.. harhar.. I'm getting like soOo lame.. harhar..

Oh well, 2 papers are down.. SoOo all's left is gonna be econs and comp systems.. Oh dear.. Harhar, boring boring comp sys man.. harhar.. Oh well, wad to do.. U're info tech. related.. harhar, cannot run lor.. Oh well.. Oh yeah.. Harhar, blog finish go and read up alreadi.. ahrahr.. been slacking quite abit.. harhar.. notti me.. I wanted to blog my yesterdae's happenings yesterdae but da blogger refused log in from me.. i dunnoe y.. harhar.. oh well..

Well, was rather low in spirits yesterdae.. harhar, to say after the 2 papers man.. It should be a sense of relief but harhar.. It was alittle and I drifted into a mode of "just wanna be alone" mode kind of thing.. After the papers, which I finished 30 mins before time.. harhar.. And went on the route home, as I headed my way to Chinatown to get Z-chen's album.. Wanted to listen to something new.. harhar.. SoOo well, went on to get his album.. On da way, was on the bus.. Sitting on it, looking out of the window.. I very much wanted to listen to one's person voice to share my feelings with.. harhar.. Kim Min Jong oppa's "Gui Cheon Do Ae".. Harhar, dat was the onli song on my mind.. Nothing but that song onli.. i usually bring his 1996 works out wif me.. Jojo did tell me she loved dat album tons.. harhar, and I onli learnt to love it couple of months back when I got it from her.. hee hee.. I guess, its in songs whereby I find some peace and a place of solitude lar.. And I guess.. As said before, Min Jong oppa has the voice.. The onli reason why I wrote 2 quotes fer him.. "voice that heals", and "the one voice" is simply cause of the factor dat he has a range of songs fer every mood dat u feel.. Dunnoe bout others but fer me, simply, when I do feel low in spirits all I do is I take out the songs from him, and just listen.. tired or larthegic, I tune to his faster pace songs like "White Love" or "I am different" simply cause of the reason of perking me up.. Guess, it was the same thing when I feel down.. "Gui Cheon Do Ae" was the onli song dat kept playing in my head.. I wanted to hear it soOo badly.. I didn't being it out wif me yesterdae.. harhar, I regretted realli not bringing at least an album of his out.. Oh well, I had "tae Guk GI's and Stairways to Heaven" and "family" 's ost wif me.. in the latter's, it had 2 songs of his, but it wasn't the factor of realli sadness in that song.. "chu eok ai".. Anyway, whole journey to Chinatown, I had dat song playing in my ears..

Got bak home, harhar.. First thing I did was to listen to that "Gui Cheon Do Ae", yeah.. *smiles* It was realli good.. harhar.. After dinner, just sat down in my room.. Didn't wanna do anything, besides listening to dat song over and over again and den to Z-chen's new album.. Went ot fold paper cranes to quieten myself down.. It does help, harhar.. Cause if u dun put ur mind into folding dat crane out, it'll go out of shape anytime.. harhar, I folded 9. Threw one cause of it being improportionate.. Set my thoughts straight and well.. Omma could see I was little down someohow.. harhar.. As I talk to her, harhar.. She said I was stressed due to the workload.. harhr, she symphatised wif me during the project hell week I call.. harhar, seeing me slp soOo little and working and working.. harhar, she asked if there was anything she could help.. Yeah, she did.. hahar, she got the spray paint fer me.. harhar, and covered up the balcony up in fear dat I gave it a new revamped colour of red instead of the usual white.. harhar.. Lovely to have her around man, can't imagine not doing without her, I think I'll go nuts realli.. Oh well, omma's pretty unwell, probably cause of her loss of slp and red blood.. She say she keeps wanna vomit.. oh well, went out to get some medicine fer her after she said dat.. Cycled to Cold Storage, which was way fun.. been such a long time since I felt the wind up and down the sloopes.. harhar.. Nice~! Little clustered wif cars at that time.. Can't go full -swing [ harhar. as me internet omma goes].. well, managed to get over it and went on to KMJ and JDG-ing in front of the comp dat nite.. Felt better somehow though.. harhar.. Den work on photoshop.. harhar, to get banners done.. Its pretty fun now dat u fidgeted long enough.. hahrar.. It is supposedly a chim programme to use, but well.. U click here and there, u learn and open ur eyes bigger at the end of the dae..

Didn't do much todae, soOo well, dat's y am leaving the comp now to study bout logic gate.. harhar.. Least to do something at the end of the dae.. =) Hope all goes well fer the rest of the papers.. harhar, its da one which requires soOo much of logic and chunks of memorising lar.. harhar, oh well.. Wif "the calling" 's One by One and also.. Our Lives, its gonna company me digesting the topic before I go to sleep later.. harhar.. And its gonna be mugging dae tomolo.. Hoo.. Do hope I have the energy.. harhar.. Not fall asleep.. While u k- da books.. Hahrar..

Whoo hoo~! harhar, supposed to k-books [hit da books] and here am I blogging.. harhar.. Well oh well.. I posted wrongly one of the post.. Trying to delete it but it just doesn't allow me toOo.. oh well.. hahrar..

Alrite alrite.. Make this a snappy one lar.. harhar.. Been out studying todae wif Najib and YiLing out at town at starbucks coffee.. harhar, whereby really nice YiLing treated me to a cup of nice nice coffee and brownie.. harhar, Najib treated 2 of us to onion rings.. harhar.. DAt dae was french fries rite.. harhar.. Hey, I still remember hor.. harhar, thanks fer all da food, am well-fed.. hahrar, oh yeah.. There was coke todae toOo.. harhra, never go thirsty.. harhar..

Well oh well.. Gonna hit da books soOon, but its been a pretty fun dae.. harhar, its always been nice being around wif the company of these ppl.. Somehow I just dun find the mood to studie somehow.. Well, guess God noes the reason why but yeah.. Sense of urgency ain't going.. harhar.. Somehow its much distracting but after my dae out when was dat again.. on hmm.. Mon or tues things was better.. Somehow settled down my mind a lil.. Wad's wrong wif me?.. hahar, think toOo much sia.. harhar.. Better get ur mind straight miss joycey.. harhar.. Lalala..

Oh yeah.. harhar, Must write this.. harhar, advertise.. Bimil, or rather.. "secret lover" will be airing on channel 8, every mondae - fridae every 2.30 pm.. Starting from OCt 8.. [which is my end of my last paper]. if u guys wanna know who in the world is Kim Min Jong oppa.. hahrar, catch this show.. trust me.. u'll never regret.. harhar.. Its a reallie good korean movie.. oh well.. not cause of Min Jong oppa lar, watch fer the lead actress, Kim Ha Neul onne too.. She's da lead actress of the current movie showing in the theatres now.. "Ghost" or aka "ryeong".. 2 are reallie compatible there lar.. harhar, be readi to get melted by this pair.. harhar, I've waited soOo long fer this show to be shown man.. harhar.. I'm gonna catch it again.. harhar.. Countless times.. harhar, till i remember the scripts? harhar, I can remember onli wadever Min Jong oppa says lar.. harhar..

Kim Min Jong - Geu Rae

Geurae neomu haengbokhae neoreul dasi pon jigum
Geurae geudongan nan neomu apahamyeo himdeuleo haesseo
Sasol geokjeonghagido haesseo na eobseo neon jamsirado
Pyeonhi jinael su eobdaneungeol algo igie

Na oneulpoteoneun yejeonboda jalhalge neoreul midgo
Amo tujeongeobsi butakdo eobsi geujeo baraman boado
Neul joheun sigani dwidorok doyeokhalgge dolaon neoreul wihae

*Dasin heeojil su eobneun naui saranga ijen
Haengbokhan moseubeuro nal deo anajweo sesangeneugose
Ideun neoui maeumsuken hangsang naega naenae hamgge isseo
Jweosseumyeon johgesseo*

Geurae eoddeol ge gatni niha eobneun sesangi saenggakhago
Sipji anhdago maleun haejiman neoreul wihae salaganeunde
Geujeo haengbokhal ppunira hangsang maeumsokeuro naneun
Gidohaesseo neodo nareul saranghago ineun iyuga
Nawa gateun maeumieosseumyeon johgesseo

Geunalcheoreom ddo geureohge heeojijanmaleun malgo
Ddaddeuhage nareul barabwasseumyeon johgesseo

Whoo hoo`! Harhar, oso dunnoe why me whoo hoo.. harhar.. lame lame.. Well, just realli entirely on complete sianzation mode.. hahrar, been having pretty good resting times since saturdae.. but guess wad.. harhar, I'm still tired.. harhar..

On Sian mode basically, harhar.. U gotta start mugging.. harhar.. I noe I gotta do it, but all me wanna do is just sit down.. Eat and slp man.. harhar.. soOo tempting.. harha.. *resists temptations* man.. harhar.. Its kind of feeling like I'm a caged bird in a sense.. harhar, as I was chatting just now.. Yeah, in a sense u do feel dat way.. U just completed ur projects.. one down and now another mountain to climb man.. EeEw.. Seriuosly ain't into exams man.. Haiz, no choice.. U gotta still gotta get down and studie.. harhar.. i'm whining.. harhar.. =D Oh well..

Just spent time in front of the comp doin wad I love to do most.. Which is basically looking at the 2 guys.> JDG and KMJ.. and oOooooo... JDG looks different now.. harhar, but he looks ever soOo great.. sOoo cool and handsome and har~! SoOo cute and poilte.. Man, he is way polite.. Love the way he blinks his eyes in dat interview recently in Japan.. Whahra.. =) Lovely~! his eyes toks.. Lalala~!

Me omma's kind of sick todae.. WhoOps.. Poor thing her.. freaked me out when she didn't get out of bed at 10.. Haiz.. Well, just keep praying fer her in my prayers.. Doc said.. Lack of blood?.. Hmm, she worrying toOo much ar.. Well oh well.. Hope all turns out well..

Been wanting to blogged since let's say Fridae nite.. Sole significance of Fridae was dat.. FINALLY.. Every single thing under the sky.. harhar.. Has been finally been accomplished man.. Couln't be any happier.. Relieved.. Thankful.. Thank God fer his grace and strength and mercy dat has companied me thru the entire 1 to 2 weeks.. Dun think anything could have been done without him.. Was really crazee.. losing sleep wasn't the entire thing.. It was kind of depriving in a way as in a sense, I didn't have much time to do the things that I want and it realli puts me off.. And well, no time fer KMJ- JDG ing.. Wasn't the main part.. every single time was really tiring.. Plus it hurts the back fer sitting toOo long man.. Man, just thank God everything's over..

SoOo yeah.. Spent the rest of the dae den later after classes at Tampiness Mall.. harhar.. Went to eat at the food court and den went sitting around the arcade.. harhar, played Time Crisis 2 which my skills was ever dat lousy.. harhar.. And well, we proceeded to CHangi Airport after dat.. Bunch of us, initially there was Wesley. Lip Chun [b'dae boi dat dae] and Andre.. They left fer pool later after TM while Raquel, Peng Soon, Ashley and Najib went on to the airport.. Wanted to view the planes.. oh yeah. there was rebecca there toOo.. SoOo yeah.. Went on there.. Somehow, viewing the planes just gave me a sense of destess from the stupid working environment.. Every single day straight nothing but working to meet deadlines is realli crazee.. Stress and the time factor realli was the neck man.. Sat down and chatted.. harhar, which was realli fun.. got to know more of raquel at the end of the dae and she is a realli sweet gurl.. harhar.. Hu loves peace and quietness in a sense.. Airport was one hell of a nideed break fer me.. Been returning late at nite since thursdae nite.. Harhar..

Didn't have the mood to come home on thursdae nite dat I stayed in skool till pretty late.. harhar.. Just didn't wanna head home and bathe, like a routine.. Eat ur dinner and den get seated in front of the computer and den type ur way off or wad.. Start ut project.. Fridae was return from the airport.. harhar.. Todae oso was another late return.. harhar.. Omma was calling me very clever to "run run".. harhar, I am if I wan to.. Get me armed wif my bus concession pass.. i'll run whenever there is a nid to.. east to west anytime man.. Didn't love to enjoy sitting long rides on the bus from one place to another but well.. habits gets kicked wif another habit and well.. Its pretty alrite fer now I guess.. Firstly, u slp on the bus and enjoy ur music.. Second thing is the walking stroll back from the bus stop.. And as u get that wind blowing on ur face at nite.. its one of the nicest things that can happen.. One of the next best thing compared to sea breeze.. Gets me off.. Free.. hahrar.. yeahie..

Been on 2 days in a row teaching accounts.. harhar, Xiu Guan yesterdae.. harhar, Hakim todae.. All in all, just realli hope they understood wad I was saying.. harhar.. And learnt something I'll be pretty much happie.. ahrhar.. Fun chat getting to noe more of Xiu Guan and Hakim was a good one.. harhar.. Having been told he didn't realli felt comfortable wif toking to me cause of my pretty stern looking face puts him off.. harhar, after sometime, the ice was broke in any case and well.. We went on chatting fer like 30 mins I think after doing couple of qns man.. hahrar.. And we found out lots of couple of similarities in out character and also the problems faced and all.. SoOo it was realli an enriching good time getting to know more ppl lar..

Harhar, anyways, am getting sleepy alreadi.. Shall make this shorter and head fer bed.. Eyes closing.. One week's break starts tml.. And get to do wad the things I wan.. oh yeah.. Su Hui called todae.. SoOo glad she did and well, I guess she didn't changed much either and fer me.. Harhar, the same old "happie, crappy, happie go lucky" gurl lar.. Hahrar, no suprises.. i'm not one hu kind of changes dat much.. [i Hope].. Nice chatting wif her toOo.. Oh and Dr Ed Poussen went "U gotta give up anything and everything fer Christ".. Guess it may ir have or might happen to each one of us.. Prepare urslef.. harhar.. okie, realli tired.. gonna rest.. NitezZz~!

Okie, pretty choppy one.. Harhar, gotta start working dude.. harhar.. Just done wif my KMJ-ing and JDG-ing while more of the earlier one.. harhar.. Been on da phone quite some time todae.. been a long time since I did dat, harhar.. yeah, but well.. Todae's been rather kind of fine.. Full of pleasant suprises.. Hahrar..

Todae, well, did projectionist fer 2nd service.. Thank God it went preetty wel except fer some ditches here and there.. harhar, and had to rush down to Concorde Hotel fer a relative [well, u can say dat..] which was really feeling.. Ate not much but still was reaelly full.. Sent Kim Yee to the MRT station as she headed off fer work and I headed on to Joyce's Ho's place.. harhar.. Work on accounts.. harhar.. Which I could onli answer 1 out of da 2 qn.. harhar.. Farnie.. harhar.. rusty le..

Oh, pleasant suprise is cause God has blessed me.. harhar, yeah.. Wonderful work done by my fellow grp members, harha.. From Leo especially.. Man, I was really blown away at the work done up.. =) Pleasant suprise fer me man.. Harhar.. Yeah.. Hope more to come.. Harhar, it gives u packets of energy to carrie on doing and working on the last bits of ur projects man.. =) God is good..

Man, am soOo hooked on Joyce's introduction of Jars of Clay to me.. Man o man.. it roxs man.. Especially the song "world's apart".. the more I listen to it, I've listen to it fer upteen times alreadi and it really takes me away as I read on the lyrics.. Argh.. Its cool, it totally basically, to submit urself wholly to the one up there.. Disregarding everything.. The world, lust, evil, pride.. Lyrics are really nice.. Man.. Shall post it.. Hmm.. Gonna company me fer the whole nite.. Love the song loads now.. Harhar..

I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow it all ends up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I flew too high and like Icharus I collide
With a world I try so hard to leave behind
To rid myself of all but love, to give and dieA
To turn away and not become
Another nail to pierce the skin of one who loves
More deeply than the oceans, more abundant than the tears
Of a world embracing every heartache
Can I be the one to sacrifice
Or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow[Chorus]
Take my world a - part (To need you)
I am on my knees (To love you)
Take my world a - part (To need you)
Broken on my All said and done I stand alone
Amongst remains of a life I should not own
It takes all I am to believe
In the mercy that covers me
Did you really have to die for me
All I am for all you are because what I need
And what I believe are worlds apart
And I pray[Chorus]
On my knees
I look beyond the empty cross
Forgetting what my life has cost
I wipe away the crimson stains
And all the nails that still remain
More and more I need you now
I owe you more each passing hour
The battle between grace and pride
I gave up not so long ago
So steal my heart and take the pain
And wash the feet and cleanse my pride
Take the selfish, take the weak
And all the things I cannot hide
Take the beauty, take my tears My sinful soiled heart, make it pure
Take my world, it all is yours
Take it now, take it now
To serve the ones that I despise (To love you)
Speak the words I can't deny Take my world a - part (To need you)
And watch the world I used to know Fall to dust and blow away
I am on my knees (To love you)
look beyond the empty cross
Forgetting what my life has cost Take my world a - part (To need you)
So wipe away the crimson stains
And all the nails that still remain Broken on my knees (To need you)
And steal my heart and take the pain
And take the selfish, take the weak
And all the things I cannot hide (To need you)
Take the beauty, take my tears
Take my world apart On my knees (To need you)
Take my world apart
And I do pray (To need you)
And I pray, and I pray
Take my world apart On my knees My worlds apart

Yuckie dae todae was.. Totally moodless man.. Screwed up.. Thanks to da comm skills papers we had todae.. Argh.. Should have put in more effort in mugging last nite.. now I regretted fer doing a seriously half past six job.. Gonna be bad fer this one.. Sounds like Amaths once more.. How much I sucked in dat.. EeEee.. Da past has just came back and haunt me once more.. EeEee... Haiz.. Just hoping I'll scrape thru overall man.. Haiz..

Well well, todae alrite lar.. Tried cheering myself up wif Emily's antics.. Harhar, she bought ice cream in a cup.. Asked me if I wanted.. Said I dun wan.. Guess wad she did.. "Come, quick~! Open ur mouth", da spoon was rite in front of me.. Harhar, in front of my mouth actualli.. Harhar.. SoOo she just fed me a spoonful of wad.. Strawberry + vanilla + chocolate ice cream.. hahar.. Still moody and fanning over the whole thing.. WEll, just sat in front and just post and read lor.. KMJ and JDG- ing.. Get my mind over dat stuff and do better fer my project I guess.. Argh..

Projects are all reaching an end of done up.. Left bits and pieces here and there.. Something more acheivable I hope wif da time.. And its gonna be studie week soOon.. Can't believe it.. We just had our mid-sem test and now exams.. Woot~! Win liao.. Hopefully will do well dude.. Can't think of wad happens if u're gonna flunk.. Lousy feeling and moodless whole dae.. no thanks.. hahrar.. Think I'm going nuts man.. Think too much alreadi.. Lalala~! Wan my holidays.. harhar, but before dat, u seriously gotta go and earn it by doing soOo much of work.. Making urself sleep deprived and work and work.. harhar..

Dinner's time soOon.. Lalala~! Waiting fer my call.. harhar.. Nice dinner yesterdae.. Omma cooked chicken rice wif my fav baek cai + meat ball + fishball soup wif her super nice self made chilli and ginger paste rice.. harhar, its cool.. Whahrar.. Hungry alreadi fer me.. Eat to my heart's content.. Hmmmph..

Blogger's laggy.. -_-'.. EeEew.. hahrar.. Kie, stop being spastically lame.. But it is.. harhar.. Okie okie.. Well, wad's up these couple of days has being nothing but boring work and more work.. prject deadlines nids to be met.. EEeeEw.. Hahrar.. Wish times u had more den 24 hours fer everything.. SoOo there's sufficient time to have both fer ur work and as in more time to urself.. Hahrar, now its like it either eats into my sleeping time if I wanna do both and dat is harmful to ur resting time.. harhar, ur resistance to illnesses drops dude.. Its EeEwing but like wad to do.. harhar, u nid to get ur work done but yeah.. u wan to have ur own time to do ur stuffies toOo..

Harhar, anyways, guess I'm just rite now trying to get my mind off work.. harhar, worries u lar but yeah.. U nid time off otherwise seriously u're gonna suffer from either some mental breakdown or some depression I think.. hahrar.. Imagine working non-stop fer some continous days.. harhar, its physically and mentally draining.. harhar.. Guess its da time of period everyone is on the more tired side.. harhar, looking at ur classmates.. napping and still feel tired.. yeah, dat I realised.. harhar, napping on the bus ride home makes me wanna continue my sleep when I get home.. As wad I told myself todae.. Was like kind of tired again.. harhar.. But when I got home, put my bags down.. hahar, started taking up the guitar and play.. Or should I say just practice.. Go search fer some english songs and play.. Den found one realli good one and started playing it real loud.. harhar, jam dude.. harhar, lack amplifier onli.. harhar, otherwise seriously is jamm.. SoOo loud the comp speakers were playing.. "My Happy Ending", harhar.. its really fun, good way to destress and thankfully no strings broke.. harhar, at the rate I was going, it was quite amazing the strings were all in one piece lar.. harhar.. And Baby Jarrett came over toOo.. Harhar, cutie.. Seeing him makes u giggle and laugh away.. harhar, whole dae his favourite word as usual was "mum mum" and "apple" cause mummy gave him apple to eat.. harhar.. But one thing is that he's really scared of the colour black.. no idea.. He saw my black guitar casing and started crying loud.. Kind of freaked, soOo was told by omma not to do it agian.. Dun put it in front of him.. Alrite.. i'll listen.. Harhar..

Kie lar.. Shall stop laming and destressing.. heading back to work now.. harhar.. Wassup wif the adverts man.. Spam.. SPAM~! Harhar, EEeEe, just hate them.. Cram up ur window and jamm ur comp.. Harhar.. Evil ppl.. Spam some other ppl lar, spare me.. harhar.. Lolz.. Eyes shutting but shall go get some work done wif a cup of nice cold chocolate milk.. hee hee.. Ta ta~! ^^

darn it.. The whole entire thing I typed is gone lor.. Goodness.. how can? Never mind.. Things have just be done twice.. Fer wad do they do this "save as draft" button, argh.. -_-

Never mind, all in all, I shall just sum up wad I was doing yesterdae.. Yeah, week's becoming more busy lar.. harhar, falling lil sick, somehow, just pray God's gonna get me thru this next couple's of weeks.. Last week was fine, getting all my Min Jong oppa's stuffie from Jojo, which she really nicely got vods of Min Jong oppa like 10 years all burnt all fer me.. hoo, dat's realli nice of her. And that was my early christmas present from her.. Hee hee.. Thank u.. And Agnes got a bookmark and "apartment" all done fer me.. Wif couple pics of Min Jong oppa, love the one wif him filimin "Island Village teacher".. hoo, its all pinned up alreadi in my room.. ^^

Harhar, alrite, yesterdae was grandma's b'dae.. We went over fer lunch buffet.. Which we watched a korean drama there.. 'stairways to heaven" starring Kwon Sang Woo and Choi Ji Woo, yeah.. Sang Woo oppa is good looking but i'll still prefer my 2 Dong Gun and Min Jong oppa lar.. harhar.. Show is good dat we [Me and Kim Yee, mu cousin~! =) ] went out after that.. tO Chinatown which was a wasted trip and den down to Bugis to shop.. We bought a red "Milkboy" shirt.. harhar, tee shirt.. [ hahrar.. Den on to Suntec fer dinner and to get the show.. Which I got "Tae Guk Gi" 2005 calendar.. Rite in front of me, I was like "whoa~!", buy.. Harhar, yeah.. Quality is cool.. yeah, den we ate kroean food and went home.. harhar, companied her to watch the show.. She had no skool.. oh, she slept over at my place.. harhar, yeah.. SoOo after 2 discs she feel asleep.. had to wake her up to get her up from the floor to the bed.. hahrar, and I got my Min jong oppa's Sweetheart Concert in 2000 and watched it once more as I did my work.. harhar.. yeah..

Todae another dae.. hoo, projects yeah.. Due all, here3 and there discussions.. hoo, wif emily.. Yeahie, thank God there's always her around.. Harhar, can click lar.. Hahar, den thoughts also easily brought across.. Harhar, soOo dined out fer dinner todae at Far East wif Sidik, Ling Li and Vanessa.. Both of the gurls were soOo "Von Dutch".. harhar, todae 2 wore the same shirt.. harhar, yeah.. Had fun but sidik was kind of quiet.. Yeahie, wonder y.. But yeah, was to like a farewell dinner fer him, he's heading to da army alreadi.. All the best pal~! Takie care tons.. Hee hee.. Harhar, remembered the first time I got to know him was from Jin hui and ppl watching "Finding Nemo" which I got to know him.. =)

Alrite alrite.. Shall better stop here and click the rite buttons.. heading up to do my work.. After having my time of Dong Gun oppa and Min Jong oppa or wad moi frenz will go.. KMJ_JDG- ING.. hahrar.. yeah.. Miss it fer 2 days alreadi dudes.. not been online.. SoOo knocked out.. hahrar.. yeahie~! tata, nitezZz alreadi lar.. hahrar..

Whoa.. Time's flying like soOo fast man.. My 1 week of holiday gone.. Within a wink.. harhar.. Think of it.. Really, harhar.. Life's kind of short.. harhar.. SoOo yeah.. Always learn to make the most out of it.. harhar.. "Life Life To Da Fullest".. Harhar, pure_joy man.. Hahrar.. dat'll be cool.. harhar..

Skool always started put kind of rather slowly.. harhar.. Now it is now heading kind of fast, probably panting to keep pace up wif it.. Hahrar.. Yeah, papers down.. projects are in.. harhar.. Wad more to expect in a life of a student.. harhar.. But seriously, after that 1 week break.. harhar, I'm back on slacking mode man.. Can't seem to get in tune to the pace of skool now.. And nids some "fine tuning".. Hahrar.. Wad on earth man.. harhar.. Its like.. i'm waking up later.. Take todae fer example.. harhar.. Supposedly lessons start at 8.. I reach skool 20 mins late fer lecture.. Better be thankful it was one lecture.. Harhar.. Sleepyhead lar.. harhar.. Laziness catching hold on me.. harhar.. On my way bak home, I'm now like slping till one more bus stop ahead and it has become a habit.. harhar.. new route to walk home.. harhar.. Sheer enlightenment.. harhar.. Whichever road to walk, still must cross roads.. Harhar.. Lazee.. harhar.. More fine tuning required.. harhar..

Otherwise harhar.. been getting tired kind of regurlary.. harhar.. Its evident from the way I'm slping on the bus home.. harhar.. Really funny.. Harhar.. Laugh at myself toOo.. Harhar.. Wassup wif me.. Harhar.. Probably more things on ur mind wif deadlines meeting, harhar.. Drives u nuts firstly, makes u tired in a way another.. Or is it some kind of fall u suffered in ur room joyce?.. Harhar.. Makes me laugh.. hahrar.. Mom at home just calls me.. "careless..".. harhar, its always been.. harhar, when was I ever careful.. harhar.. Kie lar.. Loving the nites every single nite.. harhar.. And at the end of a dae.. Wad's the best part of everything besides JDGing and KMJing.. harhar, is ur quiet time, time in ur room.. harhar, alone.. Wif God or just ponder about the day's happenings.. Harhar.. And sleep makes it worth the good end of the dae after all ur work in front of the comp.. harhar.. Freaks ur eyes out..

Harhar, thinking about tomolo turns me off.. harhar.. It is.. Yeah.. Presentation fer yeah.. Topic fer the dae.. "Dogs makes good lifetime companions".. harhar, yeah.. Doggies.. Da ultimate pets fer me.. harhar.. Wearing formal.. harhar.. makes me laugh.. harhar.. See if everything goes well.. harhar.. *cross fingers*.. Alrite.. Time in my room now.. harhar.. SoOo many things to do, times u wished the day had some hours more den 24 hours.. harhar, but yeah.. As humans, giving u dat more hours, when u get accustomed to it, it once more become insufficient.. harhar, contridicting creatures.. harhar.. Dat's me.. harhar..

Pic to look at.. harhar.. Handsome eh.. harhar, looking at him least gets my mind of skool fer the least.. harhar.. lalala~! http://home.pchome.com.tw/smile/bomch/photo/4jdg.jpg">

Hey hey.. Yeah.. Harhar, finally planned to pen down more my thoughts here.. harhar.. Guess sooner or later this is gonna be on a regular basis.. harhar.. This is soOo me.. harhar, whenever I do feel like it.. harhar, but it does comes when u get to spent more time wif urself and the time in front of the comp.. Listening to some songs.. Dang~! The feeling comes like dat.. harhar..

Have been doing the usual stuff.. harhar.. yeah.. Posting and checking up on Dong Gun and Min Jong oppa.. Harhar.. Yeah.. Well, went on to one of a korean music to listen on to the latest korean music around.. Arh.. Found one really addicing one.. harhar.. Good one~! Even picked up that name of dat song to be my new current nick.. harhar.. no more "ba bo cheo reum".. hahrar.. Its "ko ma weo da go" fer now.. harhar.. Which simply means.. "I Was Thankful".. More or less, its da word of "thanks" which exists in the song.. hoo hoo~! Cool tune.. Can't put it on my blog but I will provide the link.. Harhar.. Its track 3 of the album.. Just click on the "ear phone" button.. http://music.bugs.co.kr/Info/album.asp?cat=Track&menu=m&Album=21671 Its sung by Tim.. Harhar.. ^^ Lovely.. "Komawodago"

Alrite.. harhar.. Just feeling bit lame here.. harhar.. Just know I gotta get my computer systems project started.. Harhar, which will be later.. Love working at nite.. harhar, or maybe I'm just too tu3 to do things.. harhar.. Drag and drag.. harhar.. SoOon lar.. harhar.. Yeah.. SoOo much soOo.. I do hope I'll be able to get my ass up on time.. harhar, fer service tml.. Harhar.. Yeah.. Guess soOo much soOo fer now..

Hey loads.. I'm just really full of stained guilt.. As I said, like a piece of white cloth, stained.. Covered in blood? To u out there.. I'm reallie sorrie and I know nothing or wadever I'm gonna say ain't gonna change wadever u are feeling now.. But I'm truly sorrie.. I've tried too hard I suppose.. And I never made it.. I was doubtful from the start.. knowing myself soOo darn well, i'm not totally accepting the person of who he is.. And why am I still making and telling myself I do. Yeah, soOo wad if u did? U're not being truthful to him and urself.. Argh.. Joycee.. Wake up and get real.. Would u mind and stop bothering minding pple's business soOo often become a kaypoh lar.. After my shower.. I thought about the whole thing.. It hurts both and why in the world am I still doing it? Argh.. Nuts me.. But its gotta be done now, if it goes on, ain't gonna do things rite..

The main thing was just.. In terms of being a couple.. The basic thing is to accept the person of hu dat person is and goodness, never try to change it to ur terms of wad u think one should be.. In my sense, I think I didn't totally accept the person fer who he was, always hoping he changed this and dat? Its freakingly darn demanding and without u realising it, and the other person does all the changes fer the sake of u I think.. If I did accepted the person fer hu he is, he didn't have to do and go thru all the changes.. Glad I realised my own wrongdoings.. Arh.. Stained.. Guilt.. Why do dat? Wish I never did nid to make someone's life more miserable.. More pain.. Bottomline, I just suck in matters of the heart.. Too knotty and plus.. Face it Joycee.. U're too young to ever understand wad in the world is dat..

U did really well.. Really its got nothing to do bout u.. its just my own sucky attitude which never seem to be treating u rite.. I;m sorrie and i'm really sorrie.. Arh.. Never mind.. Da junkie hu inflicts pain onto ppl.. Yeah.. The bad egg.. Can't be bothered too much alreadi man.. Understood or misunderstood... Really.. Its time to get real Joyceee.. Stop daydreaming toOo much.. harhar.. Get urself up.. I hope God realli blesses me and of course him during this period of time.. Stand up once more.. Strength. Get in tuned wif him more..

Leave da junkie alone.. Yeah, probably I do live in a world of my own.. Out there, whahrar.. Coming to this planet like an alien.. Harhar.. SoOo the junkie shall just be left there and there, going as and where the wind blows.. SoOo being a visitor on this planet, u come and u go.. Yeah.. When u're time is up.. Yeah.. Whoosh.. Gone.. Times u feel u got everything.. To make u happy and contented.. Ur family and friends wif u.. A roof over ur head, foodie, bed, entertainment.. Everything u could wish fer and u're the happiest person on earth.. Feeling the joys of being brought into this world to experience enjoyment.. At a turn of tide.. When things get not too smooth, u simply wish u could reverse time and wish God didn't make u or brought u into this world.. Funny us humans.. Times feeling like this, just be comforted u enjoyed both the joy and the pain in the world, there's a purpose set aside fer each and every one of u.. Whether its the tough and happy times, I just tell myself He is wif me.. And in happy times, u better thank him fer everything.. Sad times, rememer, He's always available 24-7.. Share and pour out to him.. He'll pull u through.. Dat's da most comforting note when the whole world seemingly seems to fall on me.. I've got this solid rock which I can lean and stand on.. Let those chains and burdens go, lift them up to him.. Yeah.. Best part is.. he carries them fer u.. Nice..

Well well.. I'm getting nuts.. Harhar.. Heading soOo far off.. But arh.. Guess dat's all dat I'm feeling now..

*argh*.. Man, y do I always have to type things twice before it gets posted on.. Man o man.. Just my luck.. harhar.. Dad wanna use the comp.. I've just typed a para of blog.. And gone.. harhar.. he shuts the whole comp off, instead of switchin users.. But well.. DUn complain is wad I must tell myself.. harhar.. He's da overall user.. SoOo he's got da rights.. Plus, he's ur dad.. harhar.. Funny, debating wif myself at the middle of the nite..
 
Todae's kind of fun.. Long time haven't been gathering around.. One whole bunch of ppl, sitting down at coffeeshop.. Tok Tok and laugh laugh.. Its pretty  a long time.. Dat's y its always something called a blessing.. When u do have someone hu's older in a group.. As in a class of us lar.. Someone by the name of Peng Soon.. Hahrar.. Last time was Thiratch.. Now new term.. harhar.. Well, least there's someone willing to take the step to gather everyone.. Break the ice and well.. Get together fer a time of laughter and toking sessions.. harhar.. Lucky me.. harhar.. Seriously, cool to just seriously sit back and just study the traits of this 2 person.. Har, its really cool.. Guess older ppl are realli grown up in their own way.. Leaders in their own very own way.. harhar.. Good to slack and see the more leaders around u.. harhar..
 
Well, dat's about it lar.. Harhar.. Yeap.. Anymore, is gonna deprive me of slp and I am gonna be "mentally" dead tomolo.. hahrar.. SoOo tml again.. Know I'll have lots of things to write.. Cause IVT is reaching an end tml.. Man,  it times in well.. Hahrar.. By the time da papers come.. Show's over.. Whoo hoo~! God's work.. Harhar.. He's working.. wharhra.. Little example onli.. hahrar.. =)
 
 

Harhar, okie.. Truth's out.. I've not blogged fer the past dunnoe when lar.. Harhar.. Lazee lar.. Harhar.. Okie, skool's in and now.. Less time to slack and to do wad I love to do most.. Posting.. Harhar, yes.. TIme to do dat had been reduced significantly and at times.. I think I just wanna get bak to the time whereby I was finding things to do to kill time and not the other way round.. Where the things find u, and u are finding the time.. Harhar, the latter sounds soOo busy but harhar.. yeah, life's much more filled now as u will go.. Oh man.. I miss my secondary skool life.. Harhar, as in.. The teachers lar, and the ppl.. The life after lessons.. Where u hang out together at familiar places.. Harhar, yeah.. =) The popular ones, like eh.. Bugis, Heeren, Far East.. Yeah, then go see ur "idols" pics.. harhar.. Which always end up me just not finding any pics on Dong Gun oppa.. Oh yeah.. Now there's one more on my list.. Kim Min JOng oppa.. Wharhar.. Yeah yeah.. This 2 guys roxs.. Wharhar.. Hu else rite? Harhar, Dong Gun oppa = actor.. Min Jong oppa = Singer cum actor.. Muaharhahr.. The latter excels in singing like nuts, acting oso pro.. harhar.. Whahrar.. Yeah yeah..

Oh, "BROTHERHOOD" <-- has finally arrived.. Oh my.. Waited fer a whooping 6 months before the movie hits S'pore shores.. Long, but considered good alreadi lar, dat this korean movie arrives.. Some like most dun even have much of a chance to come here which = no watch fer me.. harhar.. Well, korean movies shown here normally have a good showing in korea before arriving here lar.. Har, anyway, "Brotherhood" sure is to come.. Having broken korean movie blockbuster movie rates.. Gonna watch it on Mondae.. Yeah, nite.. Supposedly Dong Gun oppa and Won Bin supposed to come on Mondae to promote their show.. But due to their filming commitments, they called it off.. Yes, alrite.. Disappointed, being put on aeroplane, but all as a fan u can do is just go show ur support by going fer the movie.. harhar, soOo in the end, show's free.. Harhar, u get ur refund and gonna watch it wif a kind soul.. "chuuno san".. Hahrar.. Hu didn't mind paying dat $28 bucks and watch "Brotherhood".. Wharhar, he's been rewarded wif free tixs.. Thank me lar.. Harhar! Yeap, harhar.. SoOo well, on the other hand, I've been rewarded by an autographed album of Min Jong oppa.. Whahrar.. Yeah, its lying in my room. Harhar.. Can't imagine it, but the fan, kind soul, jojo.. Pass the album to me cause she had hers, which was sent from a HK fan.. All didn't noe it was autogrpahed.. Harhar, and was picked up in a 2nd hand shop, soOo I dun care.. Harhar, its new.. Plus penned by Min Jong oppa alrite.. Cool man ..

Just went out together.. Bunch of us.. My "dear" Jin Hui lar, yes.. Ling Li and Vanessa.. Harhar, went to Lido first to get da tics refunded and then to Far East where we had lunch.. Den went walk walk.. Harhar, yeah.. Den I went off first to church fer projecitonist thingy.. While they had more fun.. Den I went off to Bugis to finally get my dear bag pack.. Har, soOo many sling bags I dun find a proper back pack.. Wharhar..

Kie kie.. Better go slp soon.. Otherwise, tml is gonna be nuts.. Harhar, no slp leads to not too desired circumstances.. =p