Oh its been some aeons that i've been blogging but life has been rough last week. from last sunday, its been a rather rough patch. but thank God for lovely people. seriously lovely people, people who watched me break, listen to me, encouraged me, hugged me, patted me and say "its ok you did well".

lovely people like my cousin's mom known as "sui yi" smallest aunt in another words. kim yee, darius and winnie! have been the core people who nursed me back to my today's highness. that highness brought back the childness that i was kidding with him. omo! but yes. its the joy and the gratefulness that i'm back.

its been hectic one moment i was at Pastor Edwin + Sharon's wedding, having a great time, and come sunday, i was weeping with him. i had to choke back tears during worship ahaha otherwise it'll look like i'm crying over someone dead. but i was breaking of the difficulties i was facing, tired of the same situations, that came back which was healed, but the pains came back haunting me. no worries its healed. ahaha. better and stronger than before.

i broke not cause of anything, but helpless when you try your best, but the outcome haven't changed one bit. but its ok, i've looked on the bright sides and i've bounced back. looking and witnessing them getting married. whoa. ahaha. :) and i was there at another moment snapping pictures of the both of them. i tell you i was frigging pai seh can. WHY? cause every single person in front of the church was with full DSLR cam's kit, lens on, flash light on, body kit on, and their lenses are va va voom? and there i was with my NON DSLR, its a semi DSLR with no power lenses, just a 12x optical default zoom, S3IS powershot, how old? and only 5 meg when people are going up to no lah, not very high 8mp? but never mind all the shoovings of "GOOO LAH" of pushings from faithful people like Jessie and Darius, me and Jessie had a fun time just snapping shots.

i promise i will burn the pictures ahaha onto CDS. cause seriously the problem with me is that i always take forever to upload the pictures but it will come with constant chase. ahaha :) thank you all. and so the gift in my mind was something like that. came out ok la, but to see the "whoa its very nice" from the couple today after giving it to them, i felt safe. cause in the beginning i wasn't totally confident. but well the work is loved. and i feel loved and thank you. the below picture is taken by my cellphone.

anyway the brotherhood picture is also taken by me. ahaha, no show offs, i didn't do much, thank the boys who know how to pose. i just change my angle, cute right? MY DA JIE loves Neo hahaah. i shall not reveal which is Neo ahaha. My sister -_-' but i like the picture, so brother brother, (after all the brotherhood movies i've been watching) lovely picture. lovely pose.

and for the final picture if many are curious how the boy looks without hair, (to be honest i couldn't be used to him without his styled hair) but as i look back at the picture i come to realise hey, he looks not bad too without hair. he went down abit this week after being sick, but no worries, least his fever isn't that bad i hope. his in his black button shirt and me in my red turtle neck, our outfits to the wedding. the more i look at our picture, the more hello. are we brother and sister? HAHAHA. hilarious.

but the smile on our faces is just to tell really how grateful i've been for him. for your sweetness, thoughtfulness, caringness. his army days has been one of our best moments together. appreciating each other's busy-ness and the army getting that "get down moving" attitude has been hell of a help :) the times spent this weekend was great too :) basically alot of resting. for him. ahaha and i was busy doing the frame up work.

but after so much, its time to leave off again with my camera. to hong kong with xiao lao hu, my da jie and my mom. long story. time to enjoy.

and i shall say how God's been grate to me. for the job, great boss, great in charge. lovely pay. and a 2nd hand ipod video dealer, and a buyer for my amp and guit. HAHA. and a buyer for the ipod mini. everything has been so smooth. despite hiccups. God's been great.